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    Ive Strugled With Depression But This Is So Much Worse What Is Wrong With Me

    ive sturugled with depression for about a year since i lost my son its been bad where i dont wana do anything i get sick alot no apitite but now since the 1 year of my son things r just soo much worse i dont sleep untill im so tired i pass out and even when i do sleep its only a...
    lizlovesryan21711 lizlovesryan21711 22-25, F Mar 11, 2012

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    Teen, I Feel Like I'm Going Crazy..

    I feel like people can read my mind.. So then thoughts enter my mind that I don't even want to think. I feel like people know what I've done in the past, things I'm not proud of, and I'm always scared people are judging me for it. I've become so shy for this reason. I feel like...
    Cantfunction Cantfunction 18-21, F Aug 11, 2012

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    im having one of my crazy moments was

    so clos to blocking everyone i know oon here and my arm is in such a mess fro when i attacked myself the other day i didnt even cut i scratched the skin by scrathcing hard and fast with my nails :'C i feeel like an animal and so on guard its unreal i just ughhhh i dont know i...
    maylane maylane 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 24, 2014

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    right. one of my 'best friends' is spreading a

    lot of lies about me. she is telling people some god awful things about me which if they were true I would deserve nothing more than what I'm getting right now. but here's the issue. I've done none of it. my boyfriend is getting really fed up with it all and its stressing h out...
    shannonjade shannonjade 18-21, F Apr 23

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    Perplexed is a better word.

    . A scream of frustration that no one can hear but me. I say stop.. I let go.. I move on.. I can't what's inside of me.. I let go once more
    Becomingme4 Becomingme4 46-50, F Nov 19, 2014

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    Burning And Deprivation

    I have such bad insomnia lately. I have only been able to sleep fur hours at a time. I stopped taking the Seroquel a long time ago, and started taking klonopin with Benadryl and also using Valerian sometimes. I've been paranoid about Seroquel for a while, and it has bad side...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 27, 2009

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    literally I feel like I'm going crazy

    because everyone is suddenly leaving..
    Naniebananie Naniebananie 13-15, F Nov 29, 2014

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    I feel like im going insane

    and i have very little control over it
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 12, 2014

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    I keep having panic attacks

    where i just cant breathe correctly and i cry for hours. I feel so alone and i only have friends on internet. We're all just lonely and we want someone to care, tell us were beautiful and we want to feel loved. Everything is so fradgile. I want to kill myself everyday. I could...
    BunnyFornele BunnyFornele 16-17, F 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    She is cute, inteligent,

    sweet And caring... My heart beat stronger with her Texts... But i Just meet her a few days ago.... Time Will tell, i guess
    Healinghate Healinghate 18-21, M Mar 31

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    Paranoidbeyondbelief Paranoidbeyondbelief 16-17, M Sep 4, 2014

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    Aijmeerah Aijmeerah 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I have 2 wonderful kids,

    2 pooches and a bird. I am married now for over 10 years and marriage has always been a struggle. I have never truly had a career - can't be tied down for too long but love to teach occasionally. I feel as life is just going by, and I am not living it. I am nearly scared to...
    mylove2kids mylove2kids 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    So I made this note of how I feel.

    .. I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet. No emotions, not even a tiny bit of sadness. Shakiness, feeling 'zoned out' on nothing particular, but feeling like I'm not in my...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30, 2014

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    How Im Going Crazy

    I will sit in my room writing a song and then it always just gets to how insane I am and every dream I have is me sitting on the floor when I was little writing notes to me saying that im insane and I need to go do something with my life!!!
    Sweetheart28 Sweetheart28 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    Sometimes it feels like there are evil forces

    in this world (or maybe in myself) that have kept me down all my life. My life has not completely sucked, it could've been much worse. I have had a family, a best friend, boyfriends and now I have a home, a husband and two beautiful children. Im too messed up to hold down a job...
    Lucylu84 Lucylu84 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 13, 2014

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    I need answers! I have no idea what I'm dealing

    with. I feel like I'm being haunted, controlled or even possessed! I can't stand it no longer! This one thing has made me attempt suicide 6 times ( 5 in 2014). It reminds me it's there in some way. It reminds me that I want to die. It has almost completely overtaken my...
    Paranoidbeyondbelief Paranoidbeyondbelief 16-17, M Sep 29, 2014

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    I feel like I'm going crazy.

    .. I don't know what's wrong with me. I keep doing **** that hurts the ones I love and it's like I just don't care what I do to them... I don't feel sorry after I've done something but I want to, and no matter how hard, I just can't. It's like being colorblind and trying to...
    haley1999 haley1999 13-15, F Apr 25, 2014

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    Thinking about my ex gives me huge rushes of

    anxiety. Everytime I hear a car outside I jump up and look just in case it's him coming to apologize, I'm always waiting for him. Probably waiting for something that will never come.
    tasha456 tasha456 18-21, F Aug 26, 2014

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    All I hear is the clock ticking tick tock tick

    tock. I can't stand it anymore!!!! It's making me go crazy!!!
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F Jun 30, 2014

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    Idk I just have this very strange feeling

    almost like déjàvu or maybe I just want it to be him so bad I'm imagining things i don't know it's all very weird.
    xoSincerelyYoursxo xoSincerelyYoursxo 22-25, F Feb 4

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    ????

    i always feel like im on the outside looking in... everyone is so outgoing and makes friends so easily... but for me ive recently woundered... am i going crazy?? is there something wrong with me that makes me so distant?? i remember in elementry school and like 6th grade i...
    GreekGirl08 GreekGirl08 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 26, 2008

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    Maybe I'm Just Stupid And Ungrateful

    but i come from a brilliant place. I have a very small family who supports me in all that I do. I feel blessed to have the human experiences I have but I need intimacy in my relationships and it's not for a lack of trying. I feel that no one wants me that close to them in their...
    neversatified neversatified 18-21 Aug 14, 2011

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    That's cos I am!

    Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Jk. Not really! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2014

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    I got so high I disappeared into my own head.

    I forgot who I was and the one person who pulled me back to reality is locked up. Everyone else just wants to hurt me.
    sslrd sslrd 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    It's like there's a demon clinging on my back,

    then there's this gnawing feeling at the back of my mind. It's as if someone's trying to get through to me but I can't hear a thing. It's consuming me and I want it to stop, I wan't everything to fade away, I want my head to be clear.I feel like one day, I wont be able to...
    NimbusNimpy NimbusNimpy 13-15, F Feb 16

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    I feel like my brain wants to get my body to

    destroy itself, but when my body finally falls over dead, my brain is just going to laugh at it eternally for being pathetic enough to actually snap under the pressure. Someone please help me, I don't know what to do.
    tenebrissicarius tenebrissicarius 31-35, M Apr 8

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    I just want to get this out

    and nothing you guys can say will change this. Most people see me as a weird but funny outsider and I'm happy to be like this but they don't know I have depression, anxiety and PTSD. I live inside my own world and don't want to let anyone in I have thoughts of murdering the...
    GirlInABottle GirlInABottle 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    Thinking About You!!!

    There's a pain in my chest, It hurts, I grip my heart, I'm getting dizzy, Its hard to breathe, My heart rate is slowing, I collapse to my knees, The ecstasy of pain is intoxicating, Then my pulse returns, My mind starts to clear, I get up, To see ravenous eyes...
    Sinister66 Sinister66 31-35 1 Response Mar 3, 2011

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    Jockey0321 Jockey0321 22-25, F 2 Responses May 26, 2014

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    Lol I was climbing up a ladder to climb a tree

    so when I grab 2 branches the slide fell to the ground so I was hanging on the tree of course I freaked out but them I jump down XD Next I was jumping threw a moving swing the 4 th time I did it my foot got caught and I feel on my face I'm nuts and crazy I know Sooo before...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F Oct 18, 2014

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    How do I stop driving myself crazy!

    ? One little thought leads to another, which leads to another, and I end up with this big unrealistic scenario that keeps playing through my head over and over again. It makes me anxious, I get hot, my heart starts beating faster, and I feel like I'm losing control, I feel like I...
    lacsun lacsun 22-25, F Sep 10, 2014

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    Lonliness Can Be A Dangerous Thing

    heh but you get use to it. or you dont. I am no longer sure. All the bullshit I have had to put up with and the close calls I have had mentaly, im surprised I am able to function at all. Pure willpower. Why do I continue to fight? Well its not that I am even fighting. I am just...
    Krie Krie 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2011

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    I'm scared .. This voices in my head make it

    worse .. I'm in my bed lights off and I start thinking the worse
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I am married with four kids My youngest is 6

    months old. All I want to do is get up and get some cleaning done but my baby won't let me. I have to constantly hold her or she had a meltdown. My husband won't do anything. He leave stuff everywhere, won't help at all and my baby doesn't want him to hold her. My other kids are...
    drag0nf1y1 drag0nf1y1 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    I'm beginning I think I'm cursed.

    That no one wants me they just put up with me. Could that be true?
    UnconditionallyGone UnconditionallyGone 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 20, 2014

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    Paranoia

    no matter if im around people or by myself i can feel like this. although i dont always feel like this, when it comes, its bad. i think what causes it is not having a girlfriend. i think i am sexually frustrated and at the same time afraid to go up to girls. ive been told im good...
    nihilistic22 nihilistic22 22-25 5 Responses Apr 3, 2009

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    Anger And Apathy

    These are the only emotions i feel anymore. I only either get angry about everything or just dont care. I mainly get angry at people, there is this guy i used to be friends with until he stole from me, and i have to see him everyday. Whenever i see him, i can see myself just...
    IrishSunshine IrishSunshine 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    I'm Not Sane. I Couldn't Be.

    I guess I realized I started losing it a few months ago. I began seeing shapes and hearing voices in low whispers. My imagination is becoming to surreal and I can see pictures MOVE. I mix up words that shouldn't be mixed up. I had an episode recently that made me realize, I...
    BlurredBeyondTheStarsx BlurredBeyondTheStarsx 70+ 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    I think I've always been a bit mad; I have a

    feeling it's going to get worse like it was when I had the voices but maybe it won't. If I have no control over it all there is to do is try to make it positive.
    philobee philobee 16-17, F Apr 16, 2014

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    People keep talking behind my back

    when they think i dont notice. Why.
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 28, 2014

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    I feel like I'm going crazy!

    I can't think and I have so much work to do. I just don't know. I can't think! I'm antsy and don't knew what to do.
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Here I am again. Sitting,

    sipping on my empty glass. The funny thing is that it was once so full. What happened? Days go by like dreams, they don't even seem to be real. "God, how i want to fall...Just for the release. But hitting the ground, that is what causes my grief." I love him, i hate him. He is...
    DetachedCinnamon DetachedCinnamon 18-21, F Apr 19

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    i cant control my thoughts.

    there all over the place and being alone with them is torture. my mind isnt even my mind anymore, it's like some demon took over it and is controling my every thought. im bored all the time. i spend all day doing nothing. i cnat focus on anything. my thoughts are loud and...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I dont feel like im goin crazy .

    ..i actually am Diagnosed baby get some damn it Physiological assessment positive Confirmed for pyscho Hints my name
    pyscobastard pyscobastard 18-21, M Dec 7, 2013

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