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I Feel Like Im Going Crazy

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    Oo La La La

    Let me start off by saying i will not explain my long road to me if you want to know pm me or look me up i wrote enough for you to piece it together. But i feel like i could snap. I've actually gotten another voice in my head. Its bad me but i keep that in control its more a...
    Awt33356 Awt33356 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 27, 2013

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    ????

    i always feel like im on the outside looking in... everyone is so outgoing and makes friends so easily... but for me ive recently woundered... am i going crazy?? is there something wrong with me that makes me so distant?? i remember in elementry school and like 6th grade i...
    GreekGirl08 GreekGirl08 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 26, 2008

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    I feel ugly,fat, worthless,

    suicidal and alone. I dint know if I should call for help or just go on with my terrible days :,(
    Justinessadlifee Justinessadlifee 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    Anger And Apathy

    These are the only emotions i feel anymore. I only either get angry about everything or just dont care. I mainly get angry at people, there is this guy i used to be friends with until he stole from me, and i have to see him everyday. Whenever i see him, i can see myself just...
    IrishSunshine IrishSunshine 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    I'm scared .. This voices in my head make it

    worse .. I'm in my bed lights off and I start thinking the worse
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis 18-21, F 8 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    I Don't Know How To Explain It..

    Well it first started around 5pm every day till I woke up the next day and would rinse n repeat every day and now it seems like when I'm awake, when I'm alone, with people or in my room I feel like my minds blank, it feels like I'm turning into a vegetable. I could just stare at...
    shad0wxboy shad0wxboy 16-17 Aug 7, 2012

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    Ive Been Alone For So Long

    there just doesn't seem to be any hope for me. i keep reading articals about avoident personality disorder. im sure that i have it. i look back on my life and i realize that i have never had any really close relationships. im at the point where i dont feel like i can go on...
    allenbyjdog allenbyjdog 36-40, M Jul 11, 2013

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    I dont feel like im goin crazy .

    ..i actually am Diagnosed baby get some damn it Physiological assessment positive Confirmed for pyscho Hints my name
    pyscobastard pyscobastard 18-21, M Dec 7, 2013

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    Help :/

    Has roleplaying went to far :/ Okay, So I keep pretending to be this guy... let call him jake for five maybe six years... because i fell for a girl who didnt love me. we eneded up breaking up, and now i'm with a girl, lets say her name is anna, i know that everything is ffake...
    Fadedface Fadedface 16-17, M Sep 15, 2013

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    I feel crazy. I feel like,

    I need somebody to just tell me I'm ugly, fat, stupid, that I should give up because I am not going to be successful anyways. I feel like that's what I deserve :/ and they would be telling me the truth, because when people try to reassure me I feel like they are lying to me. At...
    musicallife998 musicallife998 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Maybe I Am

    Going crazy... I cant stop thinking about him. I get all paranoid. I have to take antipsychotics like Abilify. Its ****** up. 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 23, 2011

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    I Swear I Am Not Seeing Things

    I swear on my life my grandpa does everything he does on purpose. There are so many examples im not sure where to begin without having to write a 3 paragraph story first. I will try and make this short and simple. My grandpa has a physical therapist that comes 6 days a week...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 13, 2012

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    I'm Going Crazy!

    I do not whats happening but the voices in my head are getting more real than before and they are not bad, I had a panic attack and i ended cutting my hair by myself because i need a HUGE change of this life!. I do not know what to do. I just want to dissapear...
    xLittleRed xLittleRed 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 30, 2013

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    Teen, I Feel Like I'm Going Crazy..

    I feel like people can read my mind.. So then thoughts enter my mind that I don't even want to think. I feel like people know what I've done in the past, things I'm not proud of, and I'm always scared people are judging me for it. I've become so shy for this reason. I feel like...
    Cantfunction Cantfunction 18-21, F Aug 11, 2012

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    Thinking About You!!!

    There's a pain in my chest, It hurts, I grip my heart, I'm getting dizzy, Its hard to breathe, My heart rate is slowing, I collapse to my knees, The ecstasy of pain is intoxicating, Then my pulse returns, My mind starts to clear, I get up, To see ravenous eyes...
    Sinister66 Sinister66 31-35 1 Response Mar 3, 2011

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    im having one of my crazy moments was

    so clos to blocking everyone i know oon here and my arm is in such a mess fro when i attacked myself the other day i didnt even cut i scratched the skin by scrathcing hard and fast with my nails :'C i feeel like an animal and so on guard its unreal i just ughhhh i dont know i...
    maylane maylane 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    Ocd Can Do That

    My OCD is nearly severe, if it's not already. I don't like to talk about how it affects me because it makes me feel absolutely insane! I know the things I do and think don't make sense, but I can't not do it. People just don't understand why I'm scared of germs. I don't tell...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 Aug 12, 2012

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    I feel like I'm going crazy.

    .. I don't know what's wrong with me. I keep doing **** that hurts the ones I love and it's like I just don't care what I do to them... I don't feel sorry after I've done something but I want to, and no matter how hard, I just can't. It's like being colorblind and trying to...
    haley1999 haley1999 13-15, F Apr 25

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    How Im Going Crazy

    I will sit in my room writing a song and then it always just gets to how insane I am and every dream I have is me sitting on the floor when I was little writing notes to me saying that im insane and I need to go do something with my life!!!
    Sweetheart28 Sweetheart28 26-30, F Dec 3, 2013

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    I have a family of 4

    and we all come from BC but we live in Hong Kong I went to boarding school In Halifax because I was sick of living in Hong Kong. I travel about 9 times a year for xmas, spring break, and summer time. We travel to more than 3 places and since I have autism I dont like traveling...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jun 26

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    I have 2 wonderful kids,

    2 pooches and a bird. I am married now for over 10 years and marriage has always been a struggle. I have never truly had a career - can't be tied down for too long but love to teach occasionally. I feel as life is just going by, and I am not living it. I am nearly scared to...
    mylove2kids mylove2kids 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I think I've always been a bit mad; I have a

    feeling it's going to get worse like it was when I had the voices but maybe it won't. If I have no control over it all there is to do is try to make it positive.
    philobee philobee 16-17, F Apr 16

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    i feel like im going insane.

    ive tried talking to someone but everyone keeps trying to get me to spill all my emotions then and there. i dont think they understand how hard it is to explain my emotions when i dont even understand them myself. its as if there is millions of things buzzing around my head and...
    sophiaupshaw sophiaupshaw 13-15, F Feb 16

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    Ive Strugled With Depression But This Is So Much Worse What Is Wrong With Me

    ive sturugled with depression for about a year since i lost my son its been bad where i dont wana do anything i get sick alot no apitite but now since the 1 year of my son things r just soo much worse i dont sleep untill im so tired i pass out and even when i do sleep its only a...
    lizlovesryan21711 lizlovesryan21711 22-25, F Mar 11, 2012

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    Sometimes it feels like there are evil forces

    in this world (or maybe in myself) that have kept me down all my life. My life has not completely sucked, it could've been much worse. I have had a family, a best friend, boyfriends and now I have a home, a husband and two beautiful children. Im too messed up to hold down a job...
    Lucylu84 Lucylu84 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    I keep having panic attacks

    where i just cant breathe correctly and i cry for hours. I feel so alone and i only have friends on internet. We're all just lonely and we want someone to care, tell us were beautiful and we want to feel loved. Everything is so fradgile. I want to kill myself everyday. I could...
    BunnyFornele BunnyFornele 13-15, F 2 Responses May 25

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    Jockey0321 Jockey0321 22-25, F 2 Responses May 26

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    Maybe I'm Just Stupid And Ungrateful

    but i come from a brilliant place. I have a very small family who supports me in all that I do. I feel blessed to have the human experiences I have but I need intimacy in my relationships and it's not for a lack of trying. I feel that no one wants me that close to them in their...
    neversatified neversatified 18-21 Aug 14, 2011

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    All I hear is the clock ticking tick tock tick

    tock. I can't stand it anymore!!!! It's making me go crazy!!!
    cristina44 cristina44 22-25, F Jun 30

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    Crushing

    It's too much. Everything that has happened in this last year or so...I can't handle it anymore I just can't...
    Jamie81390 Jamie81390 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2013

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    I Might Have Gone Mad

    I'm so scared... I think I'm going crazy... And I don't know what to do! And I can't talk to anyone! Because I don't want to be crazy.... But it's getting so hard to hide what I see! And I don't want to see it anymore!!!!!!!!! I want to stop having dreams when I'm awake!!!!! I...
    Missing22Aquarius Missing22Aquarius 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2013

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    I'm Not Sane. I Couldn't Be.

    I guess I realized I started losing it a few months ago. I began seeing shapes and hearing voices in low whispers. My imagination is becoming to surreal and I can see pictures MOVE. I mix up words that shouldn't be mixed up. I had an episode recently that made me realize, I...
    BlurredBeyondTheStarsx BlurredBeyondTheStarsx 70+ 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    Burning And Deprivation

    I have such bad insomnia lately. I have only been able to sleep fur hours at a time. I stopped taking the Seroquel a long time ago, and started taking klonopin with Benadryl and also using Valerian sometimes. I've been paranoid about Seroquel for a while, and it has bad side...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 27, 2009

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    i am in love with someone i can no longer have.

    we were together for almost 4 years. i let her go because i was childish and insecure. then when i finally realized that she was the one of my dreams it was to late. she is now with someone else. she misses me and she keeps calling and texting me but she doesnt want to be with...
    blankpage04 blankpage04 22-25, F Mar 10

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    I want to join army force

    or anything that can get me killed while serving as just i am well known as a daring and crazy person who can go into iron and fire and will never get scared ever.
    Egyptianguy34 Egyptianguy34 31-35, M Jan 11

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    Paranoia

    no matter if im around people or by myself i can feel like this. although i dont always feel like this, when it comes, its bad. i think what causes it is not having a girlfriend. i think i am sexually frustrated and at the same time afraid to go up to girls. ive been told im good...
    nihilistic22 nihilistic22 22-25 5 Responses Apr 3, 2009

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    I feel like im going insane

    and i have very little control over it
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    Lonliness Can Be A Dangerous Thing

    heh but you get use to it. or you dont. I am no longer sure. All the bullshit I have had to put up with and the close calls I have had mentaly, im surprised I am able to function at all. Pure willpower. Why do I continue to fight? Well its not that I am even fighting. I am just...
    Krie Krie 22-25, M 4 Responses Nov 21, 2011

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    Help!!!!!!!

    i wish that **** stops .Going to school everyday like it is an obligation cuz i don't wanna go to school :S .I hate it when a teacher makes fun of me in front of all my classmates .i hate that i am themost silent student in the school .i hate it when i fell like i'm crazy and...
    iwannabefreee iwannabefreee 16-17 2 Responses Jan 5, 2013

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    Thinking about my ex gives me huge rushes of

    anxiety. Everytime I hear a car outside I jump up and look just in case it's him coming to apologize, I'm always waiting for him. Probably waiting for something that will never come.
    tasha456 tasha456 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I'm feeling depressed.

    I'm an unwed mother of 6 children ,and i have the implanon and it's the worst thing i could of done to myself no energy sleep crazy dreams,i gain 70 pounds from this demon stick
    dmoorestl dmoorestl 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 11

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    Me and my husband have been married for 4 years and we have a wonderful son who is 2 years old. At first everything was wonderful but then it turned ugly...so so ugly. My mother in...
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    I have a few different feelings that are similar and I can't stand feeling the way I do about it. First, my real family; I miss them all so much but especially my sister and...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    In the most vacant place imaginable.... Nothing ever changes, just the same bullshit everyday.... I feel stale... like a worn down pair of shoes that have been left behind to...
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    Did you ever meet someone and feel a strong connection to them without even really knowing them? Like they just "get" you and you feel like you know them and feel empathy towards...
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    XCrAzYBeAuTiFulX XCrAzYBeAuTiFulX 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    okay, im thirteen and in about 5th to 7th grade ive had really bad pimples and right now, their gone but i have black spots. my friends say they make me look cute but i cant help...
    swavvy123 swavvy123 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I always feel like every time I do or say something it's weird or wrong but if someone else does the exact same thing it's perfectly fine. And every time I try to defend myself I...
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    amarie99 amarie99 13-15, F Aug 14

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    For the past two weeks, I don’t think I’ve dreamed once-or if I have, I don’t remember it. That probably doesn’t seem all that significant… Except for me. It’s made...
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