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I Feel Like Im Going Crazy

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    It's barely 7 am and I'm going to the gym.

    I'm still sleepy. How do people do this? I prefer going at night so much more
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 15

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    " it?s that all night moonlight drive,

    you saying baby pull over, pull over It?s that long kiss barely coming up for air Had to have you anytime and everywhere So hooked on you probably never get clean and sober" Tyler Farr withdrawals
    sleepingwaitingformydream sleepingwaitingformydream 36-40, F Dec 9, 2015

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    I always carry a little crazy with myself.

    .. you never know when you need it.... :P
    Eloise123 Eloise123 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2015

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    I feel like I'm losing my ******* mind!

    Parents stressing me out, so called "friends" stressing me out, school is stressing me out! Gosh, I'm surprised that I made it through 2015 without killing myself! I'm always in a war with my mind, and I'm always the only one to try to control myself. The voices in my head, they...
    ForgottenLyric ForgottenLyric 16-17, M Jan 4

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    What a ******* day...

    All my weekend plans failed... separately and simultaneously
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1 31-35, M Jul 4, 2015

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    Supposed to be working through 32 years of

    abuse & baggage. I just want my time back so that I can do that! Don't need this pain...kids keep getting suspended from bus. As soon as one gets back on the other is suspended again. Right now son is having a mental break down. Prob meds they say, wean him off they say...
    teadiva teadiva 31-35, F Nov 20, 2015

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    Can't even afford to go to my therapist anymore

    or get medicine because my insurance is screwed.
    MediocreMirage MediocreMirage 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I have 2 wonderful kids,

    2 pooches and a bird. I am married now for over 10 years and marriage has always been a struggle. I have never truly had a career - can't be tied down for too long but love to teach occasionally. I feel as life is just going by, and I am not living it. I am nearly scared to...
    mylove2kids mylove2kids 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 26, 2014

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    I'm scared .. This voices in my head make it

    worse .. I'm in my bed lights off and I start thinking the worse
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 3, 2013

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    right. one of my 'best friends' is spreading a

    lot of lies about me. she is telling people some god awful things about me which if they were true I would deserve nothing more than what I'm getting right now. but here's the issue. I've done none of it. my boyfriend is getting really fed up with it all and its stressing h out...
    shannonjade shannonjade 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2015

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    I've already hit crazy.

    I just want be alone no one to bug me and continue to over think this. Distance myself from people.
    chubbywomen chubbywomen 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 18, 2015

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    It's crazy to say this ,

    I'm used to be that purr innocent ,with amazing repetition among both pol i know or i don't know.... Inside my self I always surprised about what i hear and how they treat me as angel and free-mistake person who know many things .....well its nice and some-people who knows me...
    Grey87 Grey87 26-30 Sep 14, 2015

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    I don't even need to write an experience,

    the group name says it all..
    MediocreMirage MediocreMirage 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2015

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    I feel as if I were a damn kid,

    I hate it. I've so many issues that I have to deal with but need someone with me to help me out. Someone who understands me and genuinely cares about me without feeling sorry for me or feel as if they were better than me. We all have our personal giants and walls, mine are just...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1 31-35, M Jul 4, 2015

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    I keep having panic attacks

    where i just cant breathe correctly and i cry for hours. I feel so alone and i only have friends on internet. We're all just lonely and we want someone to care, tell us were beautiful and we want to feel loved. Everything is so fradgile. I want to kill myself everyday. I could...
    BunnyFornele BunnyFornele 16-17, F 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    People keep talking behind my back

    when they think i dont notice. Why.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 28, 2014

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    I feel like I'm already crazy

    and I'm going insane with everything that's happening.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 19, 2015

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    i pretty much crossed

    that thin line between sane and gone.. dont hold the hurt i, speak your mind andfor god sake live.. cause im messed up
    MindConscious MindConscious 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    That's cos I am!

    Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Jk. Not really! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
    Seblett Seblett 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2014

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    You only live ONE ******* time!

    ! Who wants some!?!?
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1 31-35, M Jun 29, 2015

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    Sometimes it feels like there are evil forces

    in this world (or maybe in myself) that have kept me down all my life. My life has not completely sucked, it could've been much worse. I have had a family, a best friend, boyfriends and now I have a home, a husband and two beautiful children. Im too messed up to hold down a job...
    Lucylu84 Lucylu84 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 13, 2014

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    I feel ugly,fat, worthless,

    suicidal and alone. I dint know if I should call for help or just go on with my terrible days :,(
    Justinessadlifee Justinessadlifee 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 10, 2014

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    I'm trapped in my own head,

    my body's blunders don't feel like my own. I feel like the voice of reason trapped in here, held down by the impulses that control limbs. I can't stand all of this, I feel at peace, I'm exhausted, and I'm wide awake. Paranoia, terrible thoughts, anguish, they come and go as they...
    Serrara Serrara 18-21, F Sep 15, 2015

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    ????

    i always feel like im on the outside looking in... everyone is so outgoing and makes friends so easily... but for me ive recently woundered... am i going crazy?? is there something wrong with me that makes me so distant?? i remember in elementry school and like 6th grade i...
    GreekGirl08 GreekGirl08 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 26, 2008

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    Im at the point in my life

    where I desperately do things to lift myself up. Like I study too hard for an exam, hoping to get the highest score SO THAT the professor will acknowledge me in front of my classmates to be that person who got the highest score. And also, Im always in search of who in school...
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F Aug 21, 2015

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    I got so high I disappeared into my own head.

    I forgot who I was and the one person who pulled me back to reality is locked up. Everyone else just wants to hurt me.
    sslrd sslrd 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 20, 2015

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    Please love me back my love!

    Where are you? What are you doing? Dont tell me anything! I dont want to be jealous! I live in the moment with you! You are the cutest man ive ever seen and i never felt like this about noone!
    Sappheire Sappheire 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2015

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    Lonliness Can Be A Dangerous Thing

    heh but you get use to it. or you dont. I am no longer sure. All the bullshit I have had to put up with and the close calls I have had mentaly, im surprised I am able to function at all. Pure willpower. Why do I continue to fight? Well its not that I am even fighting. I am just...
    Krie Krie 22-25 4 Responses Nov 21, 2011

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    How Im Going Crazy

    I will sit in my room writing a song and then it always just gets to how insane I am and every dream I have is me sitting on the floor when I was little writing notes to me saying that im insane and I need to go do something with my life!!!
    Sweetheart28 Sweetheart28 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 3, 2013

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    But I already am. I might get

    even crazier though :)
    deleted122 deleted122 18-21, F Nov 19, 2015

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    I'm ******* losing my mind.

    I don't like the way I feel rite now. I need an exit strategy quickly before I really ******* lose it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 29, 2015

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    I think I've always been a bit mad; I have a

    feeling it's going to get worse like it was when I had the voices but maybe it won't. If I have no control over it all there is to do is try to make it positive.
    philobee philobee 18-21, F Apr 16, 2014

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    I'm Not Sane. I Couldn't Be.

    I guess I realized I started losing it a few months ago. I began seeing shapes and hearing voices in low whispers. My imagination is becoming to surreal and I can see pictures MOVE. I mix up words that shouldn't be mixed up. I had an episode recently that made me realize, I...
    BlurredBeyondTheStarsx BlurredBeyondTheStarsx 70+ 1 Response Dec 1, 2013

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    Here I am again. Sitting,

    sipping on my empty glass. The funny thing is that it was once so full. What happened? Days go by like dreams, they don't even seem to be real. "God, how i want to fall...Just for the release. But hitting the ground, that is what causes my grief." I love him, i hate him. He is...
    DetachedCinnamon DetachedCinnamon 22-25, F Apr 19, 2015

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    Work is driving me insane!

    !! This loneliness and depression is driving me insane!!! I seriously need a break from all of this. I don't want to deal with any of this f@&king crap right now. I'm going crazy and I don't know what to do...
    airzm airzm 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 14, 2015

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    Thinking About You!!!

    There's a pain in my chest, It hurts, I grip my heart, I'm getting dizzy, Its hard to breathe, My heart rate is slowing, I collapse to my knees, The ecstasy of pain is intoxicating, Then my pulse returns, My mind starts to clear, I get up, To see ravenous eyes...
    Sinister66 Sinister66 31-35 1 Response Mar 3, 2011

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    Ugh I feel so trapped here.

    All I did was a few hours of work and played with a friend. They keep telling me to bring my desktop downstairs and I have been point blank refusing! It's doing my head in having my every move watched! Any ideas?
    AngelOfDeath92 AngelOfDeath92 22-25, F Feb 5

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    I'm am so close to going crazy

    because I let my guard down for so many people who end up being back stabbers
    justinbartolome justinbartolome 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 19, 2015

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    I feel like nobody knows how much I feel inside,

    think, know, or how my past affects me. its hard being with my boyfriend... its hard being alive and trying to live life. Some decisions for people are so easy, but for me, there could be problems from my childhood, my past experiences, or just the last two years that still...
    KimmyWhite920 KimmyWhite920 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2015

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    I feel like my brain wants to get my body to

    destroy itself, but when my body finally falls over dead, my brain is just going to laugh at it eternally for being pathetic enough to actually snap under the pressure. Someone please help me, I don't know what to do.
    tenebrissicarius tenebrissicarius 36-40, M Apr 8, 2015

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    That's it I'm done. I want to end everything.

    No people no nothing just me by myself where no one will find me.
    AngelOfDeath92 AngelOfDeath92 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Totalwar1214 Totalwar1214 16-17, M Sep 4, 2014

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    I want real friends that make me happy.

    I just want to have fun and live a little. I want a BA boyfriend (like that taken guy who always comes into my work and flirts/talks to me...) I'm wondering if my heart chakra might be closed?
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F Sep 13, 2015

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    Maybe I'm Just Stupid And Ungrateful

    but i come from a brilliant place. I have a very small family who supports me in all that I do. I feel blessed to have the human experiences I have but I need intimacy in my relationships and it's not for a lack of trying. I feel that no one wants me that close to them in their...
    neversatified neversatified 18-21 Aug 14, 2011

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    I've been hearing ****

    as of late. Months ago I heard what sounded like a couple of angry dogs barking and snarling near me when I was asleep sometime in the early morning before sunrise. I do have dogs but I don't think it was them because they were sleeping when I woke up. Earlier today I heard...
    DeathSaw DeathSaw 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 12, 2015

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