I Feel Like Im Going Crazy

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    Sometimes it feels like there are evil forces

    in this world (or maybe in myself) that have kept me down all my life. My life has not completely sucked, it could've been much worse. I have had a family, a best friend, boyfriends and now I have a home, a husband and two beautiful children. Im too messed up to hold down a job...
    Lucylu84 Lucylu84
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2014

    I've already hit crazy.

    I just want be alone no one to bug me and continue to over think this. Distance myself from people.
    chubbywomen chubbywomen
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 18, 2015

    I feel as if I were a damn kid,

    I hate it. I've so many issues that I have to deal with but need someone with me to help me out. Someone who understands me and genuinely cares about me without feeling sorry for me or feel as if they were better than me. We all have our personal giants and walls, mine are just...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    Jul 4, 2015

    But I already am. I might get

    even crazier though :)
    deleted122 deleted122
    18-21, F
    Nov 19, 2015

    right. one of my 'best friends' is spreading a

    lot of lies about me. she is telling people some god awful things about me which if they were true I would deserve nothing more than what I'm getting right now. but here's the issue. I've done none of it. my boyfriend is getting really fed up with it all and its stressing h out...
    shannonjade shannonjade
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2015

    It's hard not to. I'm split into

    so many parts. So many thoughts and emotions that feel like they shouldn't be mine. But it's more than that, no one sees the things I do in music. I become so obsessed. it's partly why I've advanced so much. I used to think that it proved I was sane because I develop at such a...
    justbnatural justbnatural
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 8, 2016

    What a ******* day...

    All my weekend plans failed... separately and simultaneously
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    Jul 4, 2015

    I think I've always been a bit mad; I have a

    feeling it's going to get worse like it was when I had the voices but maybe it won't. If I have no control over it all there is to do is try to make it positive.
    philobee philobee
    18-21, F
    Apr 16, 2014

    I feel like I'm already crazy

    and I'm going insane with everything that's happening.
    deleted deleted
    Nov 19, 2015

    I want real friends that make me happy.

    I just want to have fun and live a little. I want a BA boyfriend (like that taken guy who always comes into my work and flirts/talks to me...) I'm wondering if my heart chakra might be closed?
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22
    18-21, F
    Sep 13, 2015

    That's cos I am!

    Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Jk. Not really! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
    Seblett Seblett
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 4, 2014

    I have already gone crazy Looking through all

    of the following, finding out not long ago that I had Native Blood (not a lot): Traditionally, AI/AN believed all illness was caused by demoniacal interference, malignant spirits, sorcery, or failure to perform an important ritual. The cure was to call in the shaman, or...
    DaydreamingSleepwalker DaydreamingSleepwalker
    41-45, F
    Mar 7, 2016

    It's barely 7 am and I'm going to the gym.

    I'm still sleepy. How do people do this? I prefer going at night so much more
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2016

    Thinking About You!!!

    There's a pain in my chest, It hurts, I grip my heart, I'm getting dizzy, Its hard to breathe, My heart rate is slowing, I collapse to my knees, The ecstasy of pain is intoxicating, Then my pulse returns, My mind starts to clear, I get up, To see ravenous eyes...
    Sinister66 Sinister66
    1 Response Mar 3, 2011

    I'm scared .. This voices in my head make it

    worse .. I'm in my bed lights off and I start thinking the worse
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Dec 3, 2013

    Supposed to be working through 32 years of

    abuse & baggage. I just want my time back so that I can do that! Don't need this pain...kids keep getting suspended from bus. As soon as one gets back on the other is suspended again. Right now son is having a mental break down. Prob meds they say, wean him off they say...
    teadiva teadiva
    31-35, F
    Nov 20, 2015

    I feel like my brain wants to get my body to

    destroy itself, but when my body finally falls over dead, my brain is just going to laugh at it eternally for being pathetic enough to actually snap under the pressure. Someone please help me, I don't know what to do.
    tenebrissicarius tenebrissicarius
    36-40, M
    Apr 8, 2015

    i pretty much crossed

    that thin line between sane and gone.. dont hold the hurt i, speak your mind andfor god sake live.. cause im messed up
    MindConscious MindConscious
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 28, 2016

    People keep talking behind my back

    when they think i dont notice. Why.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Sep 28, 2014

    I'm Not Sane. I Couldn't Be.

    I guess I realized I started losing it a few months ago. I began seeing shapes and hearing voices in low whispers. My imagination is becoming to surreal and I can see pictures MOVE. I mix up words that shouldn't be mixed up. I had an episode recently that made me realize, I...
    BlurredBeyondTheStarsx BlurredBeyondTheStarsx
    1 Response Dec 1, 2013

    How Im Going Crazy

    I will sit in my room writing a song and then it always just gets to how insane I am and every dream I have is me sitting on the floor when I was little writing notes to me saying that im insane and I need to go do something with my life!!!
    Sweetheart28 Sweetheart28
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 3, 2013

    Im at the point in my life

    where I desperately do things to lift myself up. Like I study too hard for an exam, hoping to get the highest score SO THAT the professor will acknowledge me in front of my classmates to be that person who got the highest score. And also, Im always in search of who in school...
    Spencer024 Spencer024
    26-30, F
    Aug 21, 2015

    Lonliness Can Be A Dangerous Thing

    heh but you get use to it. or you dont. I am no longer sure. All the bullshit I have had to put up with and the close calls I have had mentaly, im surprised I am able to function at all. Pure willpower. Why do I continue to fight? Well its not that I am even fighting. I am just...
    Krie Krie
    4 Responses Nov 21, 2011

    I have 2 wonderful kids,

    2 pooches and a bird. I am married now for over 10 years and marriage has always been a struggle. I have never truly had a career - can't be tied down for too long but love to teach occasionally. I feel as life is just going by, and I am not living it. I am nearly scared to...
    mylove2kids mylove2kids
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2014

    I keep having panic attacks

    where i just cant breathe correctly and i cry for hours. I feel so alone and i only have friends on internet. We're all just lonely and we want someone to care, tell us were beautiful and we want to feel loved. Everything is so fradgile. I want to kill myself everyday. I could...
    BunnyFornele BunnyFornele
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 25, 2014

    Work is driving me insane!

    !! This loneliness and depression is driving me insane!!! I seriously need a break from all of this. I don't want to deal with any of this f@&king crap right now. I'm going crazy and I don't know what to do...
    airzm airzm
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 14, 2015

    Ugh I feel so trapped here.

    All I did was a few hours of work and played with a friend. They keep telling me to bring my desktop downstairs and I have been point blank refusing! It's doing my head in having my every move watched! Any ideas?
    AngelOfDeath92 AngelOfDeath92
    22-25, F
    Feb 5, 2016

    I always carry a little crazy with myself.

    .. you never know when you need it.... :P
    Eloise123 Eloise123
    26-30, F
    Nov 19, 2015
    Totalwar1214 Totalwar1214
    18-21, M
    Sep 4, 2014

    That's it I'm done. I want to end everything.

    No people no nothing just me by myself where no one will find me.
    AngelOfDeath92 AngelOfDeath92
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 9, 2016

    You only live ONE ******* time!

    ! Who wants some!?!?
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    Jun 29, 2015

    I can't handle this anymore.

    I hate having feelings for you, I hate that I got involved with you. I'm a feeler, and feelers feel so ******* deeply. It's a curse, and I wish I was created differently. I trust my gut, because I cannot trust you. I know you fear to tell me the truth. You are a coward, you are...
    Calixo Calixo
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2016

    I don't even need to write an experience,

    the group name says it all..
    SociallyAwkwardGirl SociallyAwkwardGirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 21, 2015

    Can't even afford to go to my therapist anymore

    or get medicine because my insurance is screwed.
    SociallyAwkwardGirl SociallyAwkwardGirl
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 8, 2016

    Maybe I'm Just Stupid And Ungrateful

    but i come from a brilliant place. I have a very small family who supports me in all that I do. I feel blessed to have the human experiences I have but I need intimacy in my relationships and it's not for a lack of trying. I feel that no one wants me that close to them in their...
    neversatified neversatified
    Aug 14, 2011

    quite often it is the universe talking to us.

    Trust in your intuition. love and light always in all ways
    American60 American60
    56-60, M
    Feb 29, 2016


    i always feel like im on the outside looking in... everyone is so outgoing and makes friends so easily... but for me ive recently woundered... am i going crazy?? is there something wrong with me that makes me so distant?? i remember in elementry school and like 6th grade i...
    GreekGirl08 GreekGirl08
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Nov 26, 2008

    I'll just never know with you.

    I'll never know if you're telling the truth or not. I'll always be suspicious and assume the worst, not like you've made it easy for me to trust you anyways.
    Calixo Calixo
    22-25, F
    Feb 28, 2016

    I'm ******* losing my mind.

    I don't like the way I feel rite now. I need an exit strategy quickly before I really ******* lose it.
    deleted deleted
    May 29, 2015

    I think i have already gone crazy.

    I sometimes hear this voice telling me to just end it now, hurry up and do it. Then there's this other voice saying no, you are reaching out for help so just hang in there. Then the other voice says but for what because you are worthless, ugly, hopeless, that I don't deserve...
    DaydreamingSleepwalker DaydreamingSleepwalker
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2016

    I got so high I disappeared into my own head.

    I forgot who I was and the one person who pulled me back to reality is locked up. Everyone else just wants to hurt me.
    sslrd sslrd
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20, 2015

    It's crazy to say this ,

    I'm used to be that purr innocent ,with amazing repetition among both pol i know or i don't know.... Inside my self I always surprised about what i hear and how they treat me as angel and free-mistake person who know many things .....well its nice and some-people who knows me...
    Grey87 Grey87
    Sep 14, 2015

    I'm am so close to going crazy

    because I let my guard down for so many people who end up being back stabbers
    justinbartolome justinbartolome
    16-17, M
    1 Response Sep 19, 2015

    I have a tendency to get violent with my

    parents without cause and it's not been very long that things have improved. I feel a lot of guilt that accompanies my behaviour, but that's how bad it is. I feel I'm psycho, or at least partly and I keep blaming myself for it. I'm on medication and it's helping, but Im still...
    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
    26-30, M
    Apr 12, 2016

    hearing voices tell you

    that your no good and you never will be doesn't help.
    diegosauns diegosauns
    18-21, M
    Feb 29, 2016
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