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I Feel Like Im Going to Explode

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    Whenever I'm pressured, stressed out or biting at the bit because of my situation in my life, I feel like I'm on the knife edge of losing control and doing something psychotic and irrational, like murder someone in cold blood. I even try to get myself or push myself to it, but I...
    Neur0ticism Neur0ticism 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 10, 2008

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    I Feel Like Smashing Everything And Screaming At The Top Of My Lungs

    OMG!!!!!! I could just take a baseball bat and smash everything in my house right now screaming at the top of my lungs. And I know it would feel so damn good. If i have to hear, did you find a job yet? have you called so and so for your graduation? what are you gana do? hay, i...
    LeDauz LeDauz 22-25, M 2 Responses May 2, 2012

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    I Feel Like I Am Going to Explode

    i am literally about to explode. for 4 going on five years now, i have had to share a house with my fiance's lying mother, dementia ridden grandmother and arrogant father who thinks he knows everything about everything, up to and including how i should raise my fiance's and my...
    agirlnamedsue agirlnamedsue 22-25 3 Responses Apr 17, 2009

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    At Times, Don't We All?

    I guess, we all feel this way, at times. when we're too stressed out, too bombarded by bad thoughts and toxic people, when we feel alone, when we feel helpless and long for someone, anyone, to tell us, it's okay, we're gonna be ok, we all long for someone to comfort us, we need...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F Apr 18, 2009

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    Thats Why

    i love goin out the weekend and goin crazy love those buzzin weekends where everything happens all at once
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Apr 9, 2008

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    Way To Easy To Set Off

    hello all. figured id try this if nothing else at least typing it helps a little. im on here bc im so stressed just the littlest thing sets me off then im in a bad mood for the rest of the day. i dont understand this i use to wake up happy just happy go lucky all the time now im...
    cavscout cavscout 26-30 Mar 30, 2011

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I feel,I'm gonna explode,The **** life's thrown,Can't take it,No more,Need a break,If not,I'm gonna explode!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 15, 2012

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    Why Do I Feel Like This

    i have been feeling like i am gonna jump out of my skin. I have been yelling and short tempered at everyone. I am a sweet person,not like this. It started when my x-husband got divorced again and he wants to be friends and hang out again. I feel like i am going crazy? PLease help...
    littleboop08 littleboop08 41-45 2 Responses Jul 29, 2008

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    autocaddrafting autocaddrafting 22-25 1 Response Mar 18, 2009

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    Thanks For Listening

    I think I will book a doctor's appointment to talk this out and maybe get some help, but I needed somewhere to outpour and maybe get some advice so I can collate my thoughts before I see anyone official. I don't want to waste an appointment jumbling my words and crying. I was...
    salgoespop salgoespop 31-35, F May 5, 2011

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