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I Feel Like Im Going to Explode

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    I Feel Like Smashing Everything And Screaming At The Top Of My Lungs

    OMG!!!!!! I could just take a baseball bat and smash everything in my house right now screaming at the top of my lungs. And I know it would feel so damn good. If i have to hear, did you find a job yet? have you called so and so for your graduation? what are you gana do? hay, i...
    LeDauz LeDauz 22-25, M 2 Responses May 2, 2012

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    Way To Easy To Set Off

    hello all. figured id try this if nothing else at least typing it helps a little. im on here bc im so stressed just the littlest thing sets me off then im in a bad mood for the rest of the day. i dont understand this i use to wake up happy just happy go lucky all the time now im...
    cavscout cavscout 26-30 Mar 30, 2011

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    I Feel Like I Am Going to Explode

    i am literally about to explode. for 4 going on five years now, i have had to share a house with my fiance's lying mother, dementia ridden grandmother and arrogant father who thinks he knows everything about everything, up to and including how i should raise my fiance's and my...
    agirlnamedsue agirlnamedsue 22-25 3 Responses Apr 17, 2009

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I feel,I'm gonna explode,The **** life's thrown,Can't take it,No more,Need a break,If not,I'm gonna explode!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 15, 2012

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    Thats Why

    i love goin out the weekend and goin crazy love those buzzin weekends where everything happens all at once
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Apr 9, 2008

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    At Times, Don't We All?

    I guess, we all feel this way, at times. when we're too stressed out, too bombarded by bad thoughts and toxic people, when we feel alone, when we feel helpless and long for someone, anyone, to tell us, it's okay, we're gonna be ok, we all long for someone to comfort us, we need...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F Apr 18, 2009

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    I'm more like red hot lava about to burst

    through my mountainous volcanic cocoon...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 6

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    Unusual...

    Whenever I'm pressured, stressed out or biting at the bit because of my situation in my life, I feel like I'm on the knife edge of losing control and doing something psychotic and irrational, like murder someone in cold blood. I even try to get myself or push myself to it, but I...
    Neur0ticism Neur0ticism 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 10, 2008

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    autocaddrafting autocaddrafting 22-25 1 Response Mar 18, 2009

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    Why Do I Feel Like This

    i have been feeling like i am gonna jump out of my skin. I have been yelling and short tempered at everyone. I am a sweet person,not like this. It started when my x-husband got divorced again and he wants to be friends and hang out again. I feel like i am going crazy? PLease help...
    littleboop08 littleboop08 41-45 2 Responses Jul 29, 2008

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    Thanks For Listening

    I think I will book a doctor's appointment to talk this out and maybe get some help, but I needed somewhere to outpour and maybe get some advice so I can collate my thoughts before I see anyone official. I don't want to waste an appointment jumbling my words and crying. I was...
    salgoespop salgoespop 31-35, F May 5, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I feel like I'm losing myself to past experiences. I try to over come all the obstacles in life and still pull myself together but I've realized that through every obstacle I left...
    ladycherie97 ladycherie97 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I feel , dark , alone and angry , I feel empty, I feel like iam losing my strength, I don't know what to do. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to go out , I feel...
    PedroMiguel583 PedroMiguel583 22-25, M 3 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    The reason I don't feel good enough us that I see that she dated jerks who broke her heart and every time I helped her I even beat up my best friend because he broke up with her...
    milind3012 milind3012 18-21, M 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I am still trapped with the feeling that i am still a kid. I oftentimes wish i was still in in my teens and in highschool. As a matter of fact, i enjoy any high school movies. It...
    pusongpalaboy pusongpalaboy 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    When I'm going to bed I have to walk upstairs and it's so dark I have to be careful so I don't crash into anything and then i start walking up the stairs to go to my room and when...
    xxemogirlxx xxemogirlxx 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have always come second best to my little sister and expected that but recently theres been a family break down and everyone is taking it out on me! No one in my family has ever...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 day ago

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    changed for the worst..... i constantly feel lonely even though my best friends ever on here chat to me a lot. i feel like my heart has just turned to ice. i don't feel as friendly...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel like I'm missing something. I want to go home, and I am home! I have lived here for last 4 years by myself, but yet I have an uneasy feeling,that this is not where I should...
    Susiedisney Susiedisney 56-60, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hi, I am fifteen. The only doctor who has not told me it's all in my head or said it's anxiety issues suspects it's POTS. For the last year, my heart randomly starts racing at 150...
    Sethra53 Sethra53 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I almost always feel like I'm being judged. With my family members, friends, or people I don't even know. Sometimes I don't really care and I am able to forget about it because I...
    anonymoussssss321 anonymoussssss321 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I always dreamed of running away. As kid I was secretly planning escape from my family. Having bag ready with only stuff I would need under my bed. I got pocket knife, sleeping...
    tripwithzip tripwithzip 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    One thing I always said about life in the back of my mind 'if there's nothing right then there's nothing left' I am realising that now lately as I feel I have sunk my quality of...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Am I the only one that has days where they dont feel themselves? Like some days I watch movies or read books and get really into it and start to feel like a certain character for a...
    WhisperingGrass WhisperingGrass 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    [long story ahead because I need to get this off my chest] I have been struggling with solipsism my entire life. The people around me and my environment feels as though they are a...
    theflamechronicles theflamechronicles 18-21, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    not many people are capable of making me feel like i matter. idk if its just me not wanting them to or if its them just being self absorbed like everyone else. the world is full of...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    love eludes me at every turn. its like there is noone around me that i can feel connected to in a way to make me feel that way. the sweet kind honest faithful person that seems to...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was sexually abused from age 5 to 12. Lost my mother in 2012. Was almost killed in 2013 by my same abusers. My sister has now been sick for 5 months and her and my mom were/are...
    AngelOfGod1506 AngelOfGod1506 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I feel like sh*t. I feel like breaking down and sobbing my eyes out. I really don't feel like living. Right now I want to end my worthless f*cking life. And this time I won't fail...
    BrokenInnocence BrokenInnocence 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't feel like I belong, I always feel like the odd one out and when I do feel like I belong it's short-lived and then the pain is so much worse than before. Eventually you...
    BriarRose96 BriarRose96 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I just feel lol I'm pathetic and ad that I annoy people. When I'm not annoying them, they're annoying me--I'm there, bit not noticed, left to be isolated, left to fake it, and look...
    cincyboy cincyboy 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    Do you ever close your eyes and it all feel upside down? when I'm at my house I could look at a compass I feel as if it should be turned upside down. And no mater what I do I...
    Ayaime7 Ayaime7 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    There are times when I feel like I'm on pause. Im just in a different mindset than I am when I'm totally and completely relaxed. That's when I'm myself. I feel more creative and...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    All in all, I feel like ****. Last night and the night before yesterday were spent crying myself to sleep. I couldn't stop crying and it was mostly because of bottled up loneliness...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F a week ago

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    It feels like no one cares until something bad happens. For example, at school. It didn't matter if I cut myself at home; it only mattered whether or not I did it at school. It...
    GirlforGod2 GirlforGod2 13-15 a week ago

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    sometimes i think people think im too clingy. im shy and reserved unless i like u and we r friends. but then i feel like i bother people and then im afraid im going to push them...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I feel like I'm not good enough for the university I want to go to. I feel like I'm not good enough for people to like me. I feel like I'm not good enough for my parents to love me...
    MissViviann MissViviann 18-21, F Jun 27

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    I always feel like I'm being judged. I don't know if people are or not but I can't help but feel that way. But it's one of the worst feelings. Insecurity + anxiety= 😖
    emyay emyay 18-21, F Jun 27

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    Am staring outside from my office window , screaming on the I inside, talking to myself so loud, seen my words just fly by . and for a moment wondering , can they hear me.. out...
    angeleyes2820 angeleyes2820 36-40 Jun 26

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    I have always had fantasticly vivid dreams. I remember a horrifying nightmare from when I was five, but tonight I had such a surreal and lasting feeling from a dream, that I feel...
    Toddstool Toddstool 31-35 Jun 26

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    A lot of the time I feel like no one understands me. My parents don't understand me. My friends don't understand me. I do have one good friend who is my best friend and I feel like...
    jillmyers91901 jillmyers91901 13-15, F Jun 25

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    i'm so scared. i can feel it. i can feel the darkness wrapping around me, holding me closely. i can feel it tinting everything in my life. all of the good things in my life...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Jun 24

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