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I Feel Like I'm Going Under

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    It's been an amazing Easter. I was able to visit both sides of my family and see everyone. But of course that means two meals. My mother is completely unaware that I had two Easter...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 5

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    I feel like i'm someone else. Like i'm watching this other person and she's screaming for serenity and she never gets it. She's begging on her knee's for anything that might save...
    rawr0 rawr0 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I feel like I'm dying. I somehow manage to go through my daily routines but I no longer feel like there's a reason for me breathe. I feel like I'm just existing, not living; and...
    ILoveWeights ILoveWeights 26-30, M Mar 29

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    I feel like I'm a complete psychic case! I am suicidal...upto recently....I used to put cuts on my arms and all....my boyfriend changed that.... I start feeling happy and normal...
    Zunairanasim Zunairanasim 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Well, this all started a couple weeks ago . My friend (lets call her Lily) and I were starting to become really close, even know I met her this year, we hung out all the time! We...
    Stargazes101 Stargazes101 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I was laid off a year ago. It's been a nightmare in itself to have gone through it AND still not having a job. I live with my mother who treats me like I'm her maid. She doesn't...
    csstone11 csstone11 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I'm going to try to sleep without drinking tonight. Bull ****. I'm honestly afraid that it is not possible for me to sleep without booze and pills. It's **** but true. It scares...
    xanaxannex xanaxannex 22-25, T Mar 31

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    Ive always felt strongly connected to wolves and there's a strange...magical feeling I get when I'm in the woods. I've tried shifting to a wolf form in the past but it hasn't...
    EllieLoveless EllieLoveless 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I feel like I've made part of something, with information missing--and no one willing to tell me something in a respectful direct way. I'm a really aware person--I know when...
    okay62 okay62 70+, F Mar 23

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    At times, I feel like I live in this world by myself. So why can't this world be mind?
    NaomiSoulJourney NaomiSoulJourney 31-35, F Mar 25

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    I feel like I am not good at anything in life. I don't have any talent, skills. My parents provided me good education, I was sent abroad to study, but I can't succeed. I can't...
    T15h10 T15h10 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Sometimes I feel like I could be a decent person but then I talk myself out of it and realize that any normal person would see how awful I am. Sorry for so many depressing posts. I...
    Playlist98 Playlist98 16-17, F Mar 24

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    It is hard to stay positive when you are surrounded by so much negativity. I just read this somewhere and I think it is so true. Negativity is something that I have battle my...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Bad luck and struggles are constantly part of my life. When things are going well, I take notice because it won't be long before life is a struggle again. Why do some of us have...
    AmyOnEP AmyOnEP 41-45, F 7 Responses Mar 29

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    Sometimes I feel like if I just allowed myself to completely lose my mind - I would be much happier.
    meowmix29 meowmix29 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I've had a similar experience. Two years ago I was looking out my bedroom window and noticed a very bright "star" to the west above the cornfield by my house. I had never seen it...
    Whatif005 Whatif005 18-21, F Mar 25

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    Maybe its my hormones or the weather change... Or it could be the fact that people are being annoying. For example; my awesome bestie has lately been bitching about all the guys...
    SeanaO SeanaO 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 8

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    I always had a very strong connection to the wolf,but when I was fourteen I tried salvia while under it's influence I felt myself being compelled to look up at the moon.When I did...
    Chessland Chessland 22-25, M Apr 8

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    I love that feeling you get when you're asleep and think you're about to fall. Most people hate it but because it's kind of unusual I like it would
    Foodlover163 Foodlover163 22-25 Apr 9

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    Not just in real life, but also here on EP. I become completely aware when people go through all my experiences and either heart or comment on them, but they never message me...
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Hi there Wolves, Therians and otherkin alike! I am the delta wolf of a UK pack called the Blizzardclaw Pack. If you are looking to join a pack. Looking for someone to talk to and...
    LoneBlackLycan LoneBlackLycan 18-21, M Apr 7

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    Still am; I suffer from PTSD, and I know it, yet I don't feel able to bring the topic up with my parents or doctor.
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 6 days ago

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    I never am... For anyone...
    violetskynoise violetskynoise 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I just put the bathroom trash in the fridge..
    hamz11 hamz11 18-21, F 6 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    The title says it all today is really slow and depressing.... Y can't I just learn to be happy with my life? Y am I always a downer? Y don't people like me? Why am I on this site...
    Omglolhaha14 Omglolhaha14 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have been with my friends for about 5 years. we made a lot of memories together, planned dreams together and had a great time together ... but now, i feel left out . all of them...
    brainpuke brainpuke 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel like I'm going to grow up and become a model or a fashion designer... but I need some support.
    lollypop426 lollypop426 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Thank you for clicking on my experience. I just wanted to say... I feel like I'm all alone. I feel like I have no one here to help me. Let's just carry on. First of all, I am a...
    TheBloodySerenity474 TheBloodySerenity474 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I know people say it's a permanent solution to temporary problems. I always try to do the right thing and then I end up being hurt because it benefits me in no way but for the...
    anonymousdrummer anonymousdrummer 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I don't know how to explain it but sometimes for as long as I can remember get these feelings like the life I'm living isn't mine, I go through a period where I don't feel like my...
    DaniellaSage DaniellaSage 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I feel like the depression is crushing me. Like its sitting on my chest and crushing the air out of my lungs and making every breath painful and not worth it. And when I take deep...
    Insanity404 Insanity404 18-21, F Mar 24

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    Like when I text people I feel like a bother And there's this one kid in my class who said he'd be there for me and he's always said that so I finally gave in and started talking...
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F Mar 29

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    I feel like everybody kind of hates me a bit. I don't make friends easy, and I always feel like I'm not a part of something. Like everyone things I'm anoying.
    CallMeAmy CallMeAmy 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 4

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    I feel like I don't have a reason to stay here, I feel like anybody loves me, I feel like I'm invisible for everyone who knows me, and that's because I'm not good enough .
    faithtobehappy faithtobehappy 13-15, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    When ever ask for help, I feel bad, if I eat I feel bad,I feel like I'm a biting on everyone, around me
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 3 Responses Mar 25

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    i have mostly been raised by my mother my whole life. my father left when i was three. ive struggled with it my entire life. i chose to stay with my dad after my stepfather...
    ashlenr98 ashlenr98 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    I'm not interested in celebrities, I don't care about the latest trends, and I don't have to have the most expensive cell phone on the market. I can't even hold a normal...
    CaptainShiromaru CaptainShiromaru 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am an adult on the Autism spectrum. As a child, I never really had quality of friends. They often used me. I believe in a race of people/extraterrestrials called...
    NiggiMaskedSalesman NiggiMaskedSalesman 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    I'm now in high school and am 14 years old. But I feel like I don't belong here- not in high school, not when I'm home, just not on this planet. I do make friends easily, but...
    Lizzylx Lizzylx 13-15 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I understand spirits more than I understand humans. I often feel like I don't belong on earth and want to go back home to God to be with him and all the righteous spirits who are...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    A goat just drove up and an old beat up dodge and said "I'm going crazy get in...you're riding shotgun"...I'll have to let you know how this ends
    Josh1978 Josh1978 36-40, M Mar 21

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