I Feel Like Im Lost In This World

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 733 People

    I have a blog for people with the urge

    and need to vent. It's like here, only smaller, more personal. And, you use an alias. It's such a cool place, filled up by a very twisted, beautiful darkness. Have yoy got something to share? Inbox me.
    echoalpha echoalpha
    36-40, F
    Mar 6, 2014

    Hi Well I don't know

    where to start. I have a good job, have my own apartment and i´m really close to my family but most of the time i feel alone and sometimes depressed. I have a couple of really close friends but most of them have kids and some of them don't live in the same town as me. I don't...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 22, 2016

    Nobody around me understands what I try to do.

    What I go through. Now I don't know who I am to everyone, I'm failing. Drowning in a ocean of lonely pain and suffering. I need a map to get out of here. .
    BrightAurora BrightAurora
    18-21, M
    Jan 29, 2015

    i'm ever in the mist of a lot of people

    but i feel so alone.i just feel like i have no purpose whatsoever. i mean i wake up everyday with nothing to look forward to.i just wish i could go away to this place where i will just belong because here i feel like an outsider. i am always sad and all my childhood dreams have...
    Milly29 Milly29
    18-21, F
    Oct 28, 2015

    All of my friends and colleagues are just

    so different from me. We almost share nothing but neighborhood or/and work. I feel like the only people I do have common interests now are living far away and that makes me feel only more lost and alien to my homeplace.
    myeyesareanocean myeyesareanocean
    26-30, F
    Feb 10, 2016

    I feel like nobody cares about me.

    most of the people I care about are either dead or have left me. really the only person I am comfortable around is my best friend, I am even uneasy around my parents. I feel like only my friend understands me truly and fully, I could talk to him about anything and be comfortable...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 30, 2015

    I feel numb with no feeling at first

    and boredom, but not wanting to dive into life, but know that's the only way out of the lost world
    frankeeepop frankeeepop
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 22, 2014

    I fell like there's 300ft trees all around me

    and I'm 2 inches and they go for miles and miles and I can't find my way out.
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe
    18-21, F
    Jul 30, 2015

    I don't know what I want in life anymore

    and I'm so scared and insecure about the future. For I while I've been thinking about the purpose of life. Why am I alive? Who am I? What do I like? Why am I born a human? Why am I like this? What now?
    Wishiwasabird Wishiwasabird
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 7, 2015

    I feel like I'm lost in a totally different

    world.Nothing ever goes my way I try my best to live a normal life but in the blink of an eye everything falls apart.I don't feel completly human my life is just not normal at all no matter how how hard I try its just worthless
    Branty Branty
    18-21, F
    Feb 17, 2016

    Mediocre is how i would describe my life up

    until this point. I've never known my true potential, my calling, or my purpose. I don't know what I want to be or what I'm good at and the fear that i'll never know destroys me mentally everyday. It makes me feel worthless compared to my small group of friends who know their...
    Cabz Cabz
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 19, 2016

    I just want to go somewhere

    where I feel like I belong. I don't feel like I belong here anymore
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 2, 2015

    What is normal? There is no

    such thing. Why? Because normal is subjective. If something is subjective, it's an opinion. Opinions usually differ from someone else's in the world. There's no such thing as a unanimous opinion. There'd be someone on this Earth that would have an opposing opinion. That's just...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2014
    silencespeaksloud silencespeaksloud
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2015

    Im So Unhappy :(

    Im married im so unhappy i only got married because i was pregnant and only to please other people! I hate my life :( why cant i be happy i dont like my job either! I dont know what to do anymore
    Iluvrvandacv Iluvrvandacv
    22-25
    1 Response Dec 9, 2011
    cashetty69 cashetty69
    51-55, M
    Aug 21, 2015

    I don't even know where to start with this post

    to be totally honest! I guess i just feel like i don't have an interest in anything anymore & that i don't want to. I think whats the point? What is it going to lead to? How is it worth it? I don't get enjoyment out of anything! I'm currently studying & have no interest in it...
    flyingblossom flyingblossom
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2015

    It's being lost, dreamless,

    and borderline dead why I do music. Skating was my passion that I let go but music is a last shot to utilize a gift and blessing from God.
    XxRazorbladeRomancexX XxRazorbladeRomancexX
    22-25, M
    Jul 29, 2015

    No one will understand your life

    but you. They didn't see you out there bouncing from house to house in high school. They didn't see you barely graduating because you had no way to get to school. They didn't notice that you were always independent because you had no family to be there for you and guide you the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 19, 2014

    I feel worthless , useless ,

    lost , alone ..like a problem girl. I can't move on from the past and how ppl make me feel all the time.. I went to the psychologist today & I feel even worse .. I've realized I'm officially alone .. Nobody can't understand me & my whole f^cking life is a FAIL ! I feel like I...
    toystory7 toystory7
    22-25, F
    May 22, 2014

    I am a book written entirely in invisible ink.

    My past is seriously conflicting with the present & I'm so lost I can't even find myself!.
    ToneOfFont ToneOfFont
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jan 30, 2016

    I feel like an empty vessel without a purpose

    or whatsoever. I am lost in the abyss of life pool. Im drowning....drowning and drowning.
    WifeOfVegeta WifeOfVegeta
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 14, 2015

    I'm starting to think.

    . Everyone is alone running their own race.. Sure people get closer than others to us.. But in the end who is really there?? People say do this, do that, no that's not right, why would you do that? .. Apparently nothing's my choice anymore. Seeing a therapist doesn't really...
    Catho Catho
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2014

    I'm barley 15 Years old & I'm already hating

    life... And I've attempted Sucide...
    haaaywee08 haaaywee08
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 2, 2014

    I feel lost in this world

    because i know i don't belong here.
    badgirlbee badgirlbee
    22-25, F
    12 Responses Jul 30, 2015

    I hate my days off. I hate sitting here at home,

    as much as I like spending time with the baby. It's lonely and I have all this thinking time. I live for the work week, not for the weekend. I love days I have to go to work. I am distracted, I am me again. I try to get lost in my clients and their stories. For a few hours, I am...
    Negrita13131 Negrita13131
    26-30, F
    Jan 10, 2016

    Just like Jesus said he wasn't from this world,

    i feel the same. I always feel that the universe is always against me and no matter how hard i work at something or try my best this world doesn't give me what I deserve. I feel lost and alone and i dont even have friends like i did before. I had fake friends in school and i...
    SpookeyRed SpookeyRed
    31-35, M
    1 Response Nov 7, 2015

    slowly but sure..I don't know about them

    and they don't know about me anymore..
    Needplaceforsharing Needplaceforsharing
    26-30, F
    Aug 1, 2015

    It's amazing how quickly things can fall apart.

    One second you think you have your life figured out, the next second it all comes crashing down on you. I'm crying as I write this because I had a plan. I had it all figured out. And for once in my life, everything was going my way. Everything was going according to plan. But...
    JustAnAfricanGirl JustAnAfricanGirl
    22-25, F
    Jan 31, 2016

    I feel like I gave it my all,

    I did what I was suppose to do... Lived an honest life went to college got a job worked my butt off. Tried to make friends and big moves in the world then one day I realized I will never be good enough to truly be one of the successful powerful looking ones no matter how hard I...
    toniyl toniyl
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 26, 2015

    I'm abandoned and lost here.

    I feel like I don't belong and I don't wanna be here anymore.
    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 19, 2014

    I am struggling... I am a teacher

    but I'm burned-out!!! I just don't think teaching is for me which sucks because I'm really good at it. I have a gift of having a rapport with kids instantly and I can teach anything. But testing centered education and having to watch your back because you might say the wrong...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2015

    I run occasionally. It helps me think.

    It helps me release stress. I can't even describe the feeling. But I ran today. And I didn't feel free. I didn't feel fresh. I wasn't hopeful. I was tired. I'm still just running in circles on a bunch of red pebbles in a caged fence. And the bleachers are empty. And the...
    Simone423 Simone423
    16-17
    1 Response Jul 31, 2015

    what is a human without any desire?

    have you felt is ever?
    ExUser007 ExUser007
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 3, 2014

    Outsider. That's who she is.

    Outsider, that's what they called her. Outsider, she didn't fit in. Outsider, she longed to find the great perhaps. Outsider, nobody really noticed her.
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe
    18-21, F
    Oct 5, 2015

    I feel like everything

    that I do is pointless. everything that I say is ignored and I feel like I put forth so much effort and none of it gets noticed. I always get the **** end of the stick and I'm so sick of it. no one listens to what I have to say and no one ever sees my opinion out. no one cares...
    dague3413 dague3413
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 5, 2015

    No one is going to caring about you.

    .your husband, your child , your father..this world is so cruel. sometime you'll feel you are no more worthy of this world..you are deadly alone.
    ExUser007 ExUser007
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 3, 2014

    A little over two weeks ago the man

    who raised me passed away suddenly.. My grandpa, only 54 years old (he was supposed to turn fifty five the next week), went to the hospital because his stomach was hurting him to the point of being completely unbearable. It turns out he had a vascular disease that sent poisons...
    blackbirdfly84 blackbirdfly84
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2014

    I just want to say goodbye.

    Forever. I want to say bye to my mom, Dad,and sister. I have loved you all and I will miss you. These demons are too powerful in my brain. I don't want my mom to feel like she's done bad. It's not you, it's me. I'm sorry and goodbye. Thank you for all the support but I can't...
    Alice339 Alice339
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 2, 2015

    Few have ever 'got' me

    and those that have - I can't have or they can't have me. I give more than I ever take. But the sense of being lost n the world is crushing.
    Zap4you Zap4you
    46-50, M
    Jun 28, 2015

    A waste of space. Unused,

    untapped potential, behind impenetrable walls of doubt. No ambition, no will to improve. Just another useless meat sack. Why? Crushed by repetitive discouragement over what feels like a life time already...Every notion, every dream....Shattered by doubt, fear, and even flat...
    RenegadeReaper RenegadeReaper
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Nov 20, 2015

    Well I'm back!!! I was doing

    so well on my self love journey. I was trying to improve many areas in my life. I had hope and little by little it's going away. I'm trying to see the light at the end of the tunnel but it seems like it's getting further away and I'm afraid that it will disappear. My past...
    toniyl toniyl
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jul 11, 2015
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