I Feel Like Im Not Good Enough

I often feel like I'm not good enough.
 
To be in college.
To get an internship.
To have a girlfriend.
To make the track team.
 
 

Ok, so I'm only 13 years old and am in my second year of high school and I couldn't dislike myself more, I don't have any really friends, and I'm not doing so well in school. I very often feel alone, like no one cares about me and I'm...

i wish someone would like me and tell me, cause i feel like im not good enough to be liked by anyone. seriously... everyone in the entire freakin school has been liked by someone. and then there's me.
the ugly one, not pretty enough...

never measuring up to whatever i think i have to.
never as good as everyone else.
always going to fail.
i dont matter.

He said he loved me, but words mean nothing!Previous to two months ago, through the good times and the bad times I thought I'd finally met my soul mate. After three years together my heart ached everytime we were apart. In August he got...

i just don't feel like i'm good enough for anything.  I think the whole losing my job thing is affecting me at the moment.  i just wasn't good enough to work there anymore i guess.  i'm sorry i'm not as perfect as they...

I sit here and cower in fear that this state that I'm in will over power me and drive me to insanity. But how do I know that I'm not already insane? I don't.
I just have to keep living, if that's what it's called. My life consist of...

There's no other explanation....

A few years back I was employed with walmart I was very irresponsible with money and spent it whenever I had a chance. A few months into it I was working with a coworker who was going through a rough divorce (or so I thought) se said...

I think it starts when you're very young.  Parents that yell and tell you why couldn't you get a 99% instead of the 90% that you did get.  But then it continues.  Jobs that demand perfection; Quality Control, Audits, etc...

I kind of wrote about this earlier somewhere else, but I thought maybe I would share myself a bit here. I'm doing a good job of beating myself up today for some reason, since I am on a roll I might as well go with it. 

I have...

When I was young, i was the happiest girl around. I appreaciate life, see all the good things, smile when the sun warms my skin with its rays but now, it is nothing but a blurred memory at the back of my mind. I can't remember when this...

When ever I'm happy—happy with my plans or relationship—I sabotage myself. I convince myself that my plans are going to fall through, so why should I bother? or that, who ever is in the relationship with me is just...

I wish I could offer you what you deserve I just feel so empty inside I can't even make myself happy so how can I make you happy......

I have an IQ of approximately 130. Most people consider that to be good. I don't. My sister is a lot smarter than me. I wish I was smarter.

I'm in my late 20s and I have a rubbish job. I am studying to better myself though I hope I do get what I want, before I get too old, like over 30...
I have a huge thing for my lecturer at present. He is just everything I like in a guy...

I dont think i meet todays "standards" I never really have. Im always below them. Or even peoples standards. They never seem to like me. for stupid reasons or good ones. I have never been good enough for people, my family...

Imagine you're walking down a street in 20 degree weather and you spot a homeless man.  He is wearing shorts and flip flops.  You offer to get him a meal from McDonald's and he says, "I don't like McDonald's."  You offer...

My type A personaity forces me act confident at all times. And sometimes i am. it depends on the situation..at work I am on top of my game and always have been. If someone pisses me off your gonna know about it; I find it hard to bite...