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I Feel Like I'm Stuck In the Middle

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 29 People

    Caught Between a Rock and a Hard Spot

    Ok so my boyfriends parents are fighting and I am in the middle. They are separating for a couple weeks. They each tell me their versions. They each bash on the other. I have to play middle man. I have to listen and just say uh huh, yea, I understand. They both drive me nuts...
    caldaisy caldaisy 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 20, 2008

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    Please Read This

    Right now there is a bit of a fight i guess you can call it going on and all of sudden now i feel like I am in the middle. I have lost mnay relationships in my life by picking a side and although this side should be easy to pick it is something i feel i should not be responsible...
    rainbowdoor rainbowdoor 18-21, F Jul 30, 2010

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    I feel as if I'm stuck in the middle of my own

    thoughts. I can't choose what I want. There's one path, I feel that god is telling me to take. It's the "riskier one." The one where I'm not sure of the outcome and it will change my comfort zones. Then there's the other path. I've taken this one before. It's an easy ride, but...
    Sydneysymonem Sydneysymonem 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 17, 2014

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    I'm too chubby to be a skinny chick,

    but I'm too skinny to be a chubby chick! Lol really? Does it matter? I love myself and everyone as they are, this flesh puppet is not who we really are. It's whats inside that counts. I have an amazing spirit, as do we all. Love and appreciate this life (:
    AreylanaLee AreylanaLee 26-30, F 2 Responses May 19, 2014

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    I need someone's help.

    Okay, so I have a very small friendship group because I never really trust people and I always end up getting left and pushed away. But my best friend and her boyfriend are having problems and I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place because I'm very close to both...
    asianspud asianspud 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10, 2014

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