I Feel Like I'm Stuck In the Middle

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    Right now there is a bit of a fight i guess you can call it going on and all of sudden now i feel like I am in the middle. I have lost mnay relationships in my life by picking a side and although this side should be easy to pick it is something i feel i should not be responsible...
    rainbowdoor rainbowdoor
    18-21, F
    Jul 30, 2010

    I'm too chubby to be a skinny chick,

    but I'm too skinny to be a chubby chick! Lol really? Does it matter? I love myself and everyone as they are, this flesh puppet is not who we really are. It's whats inside that counts. I have an amazing spirit, as do we all. Love and appreciate this life (:
    AreylanaLee AreylanaLee
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 19, 2014

    Caught Between a Rock and a Hard Spot

    Ok so my boyfriends parents are fighting and I am in the middle. They are separating for a couple weeks. They each tell me their versions. They each bash on the other. I have to play middle man. I have to listen and just say uh huh, yea, I understand. They both drive me nuts...
    caldaisy caldaisy
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 20, 2008

    I need someone's help.

    Okay, so I have a very small friendship group because I never really trust people and I always end up getting left and pushed away. But my best friend and her boyfriend are having problems and I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place because I'm very close to both...
    asianspud asianspud
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2014

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