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I Feel Like Killing Myself Everyday of My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 64 People

    I Feel Like Killing Myself Everyday Of My Life

    my mother died while i was doing matric but i manange to pass with hard working. now since 2005 i dont find job so that i can continue with my studies even money for food sometimes i have to have more than one boyfriend so that i can get money this make me fell awful i dont have...
    pmadide pmadide
    22-25
    Jun 28, 2010

    Pitty Party

    I'm young, good looking, and smart. What do I have to be sad about. That I think makes it worse because I recognize all the potential I have thus making it more confusing. I had a friend that was depressed one time and I didn't really believe in depression and I couldn't...
    alexander36 alexander36
    22-25
    1 Response Feb 25, 2012

    Cant Help But Hate Myself

    Everything I do is wrong, everything I say is wrong and I hate myself because of it I want to kill myself but then I think of my mum and stop...I didn't always feel this way it's just been the last year or so. About a year ago my boyfriend and moved in together, and I was really...
    carey1990 carey1990
    18-21
    1 Response Aug 28, 2011

    I Want to Die

    Every day of my life I want to die I'm just too much of a ***** to do it,  and I know that I would be hurting my family way too much if I did it - and that's the last thing that I want to do. But I just feel like nobody cares about me and everybody laughs at me and...
    Andrewww Andrewww
    18-21
    4 Responses Mar 8, 2009

    To Those Thinking Of Ending Their Life..

    I have been reading news that some students committed suicides, some of these stories of people on EP who say they want to end their life because they can't take it anymore. and I couldn't believe it. How can someone choose death over life? Why are they so obsessed with such...
    Titan007 Titan007
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 24, 2010

    Reasons To Live

    Most people have thought about killing themselves at one, or more, times in their lives. The problem with that question is what one person thinks is a good reason to live will not seem good enough to another person. Some of them may give you food for thought or a reason to...
    Titan007 Titan007
    22-25, M
    Jun 6, 2010

    Nagging Death.

    I am compelled to end my life.  I hear a thought, a voice almost.  It is a stronger part of me... perhaps the strongest.  I am very tired now, and wish to succumb to the wish.  I live only for others, so they do not feel emotional heartbreak.  When I...
    Ramblingon Ramblingon
    36-40, M
    1 Response Mar 1, 2010

    Ending My Life

    I WANT TO END MY LIFE MY KIDS WHEN I LOOK INTO THEIR EYES I SEE THAT I CAN'T TAKE MYSELF AWAY FROM THEM BECAUSE THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES TO LOVE ME I'VE BEEN HEART BROKEN ALL MY LIFE FIRST PERSON WAS MY MOM WHO SENT ME TO LIVE WITH MY GRANDMA WHEN I WAS12 BECAUSE I TOLD HER THAT...
    aveyon1 aveyon1
    31-35
    May 3, 2013

    Well I'm about the saddest I've ever been in my

    life, if you asked someone who knows me how I am they would say I'm a happy person. I'm always smiling, making jokes, making a whole room laugh. In my own head I want to die. I'm eating constantly just to fill a void, I've closed myself off from people I park my truck in the...
    Canadabro Canadabro
    26-30, M
    Jul 2, 2015

    I Feel So Lost

    hello can someone please help iam 37 and very depressed at the moment iam out of work an can not get a job and just broke up with my girlfriend of 10 years i ve not got any friends and i feel like life aint worth living for anymore i dont no what to do and wish i had some friends...
    lostat37 lostat37
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Sep 23, 2009

    GIVING Up On This Cruel World and My Poverty Sricken Life

    my life always just feels like everyday is a living torture  in hell but i know in reality its just my life. more like my personal slice of hell though. i am always cowering in fear and awaiting the day that i will finally finish what i have tried to do multiple times: end...
    lilfallenangel lilfallenangel
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Mar 25, 2008

    I'm Looking Forward To Destroy The World With My Own Manner..^_^

    I hate dealing with those M people!!!   Too bad for my entire life because I am what actually I M! It's not that I am saying I hate my own life, my relatives, my friends etc.. or being some kind of a loser at all the time but hey.. seriously people, you all who walk around me...
    itismeavd itismeavd
    31-35, M
    Jun 30, 2011

    Reality

    im only 19 almost 20 and it feels like i have already lived my life to its fullest i have a great family great freinds but for some reason i got to bed every night just hopping maybe i wont wake up in the morning i have already attempted suicide a few times once i was min away...
    bhall2 bhall2
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 22, 2010

    Please Read Me

    I LOVE. YOU. I MAY NOT KNOW YOU, BUT I LOVE YOU FOR WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE . YOU ARE NOT ALONE. YOU ARE WHORTHWHILE. YOU DESERVE TO LIVE. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE. I have felt suicidal for 15 years. Every single day. I want to let others know they...
    roseandthebeast roseandthebeast
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2011

    I Hate Myself

    I am married to someone that tells me everyday that I'm not worth nothing! I can't do anything right. I'm a loser a ***** a peice of ****. I interviewed today and may not have got the job. I already have a job and that's not good enough I guess.
    Bldevaughn Bldevaughn
    31-35
    Nov 7, 2011

    I Can't Do This Much Longer

    Oh, where do I start?  I suppose I had it better than some and worse than others growing up, but lately I have made quite a mess of my life and I honestly dont have the guts to continue living it.2 years ago I met a girl.  She was (is) still married.  I fell in love with her...
    ajcloud40 ajcloud40
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 18, 2012

    Dee

    i am 37 year old still live with my parents my father still treats me like am a 16 year old i have no job no money no one in my life if i want to go out i cant cause my father has to know every detail how can i be independent when i dont have a job am a practical nurse.
    ladydee2013 ladydee2013
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 5, 2013

    Hurting

    I'm hurting so bad in side I feel like killing myself I been going thow alot in my life and its not getting no better... I have no friends and my family have never been in my life.. I been raped talk about misused hard breaks and lied to homeless and top that off I have kids and...
    Bramlett Bramlett
    26-30, F
    Nov 11, 2012

    The Past Week

    i want to kill myself every second of the life but i cant bring myself to do and i dont know what way to do it i have tryed to overdose before but i woke up and went to the hospital i my as well go back on my meds and see what happens then i will do a update if im still here
    nakathree nakathree
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jul 14, 2011

    I Hate Myself. My Life Is Fine. I Have The Best Boyfriend, A Nice Family But I Just Hate Myself. My Body, My Brains, Everything. I'M Not Pretty, I'M Not Smart, I Don'T Know Why I Exist. And The Fact That I Feel This Way, Makes Me Feel Guilty.

    I don't have anything else to say.. I know there are people who don't have food to eat or clothes to wear or a roof over their head, I'm lucky to have all of this, and as guilty as I feel about not being grateful, I cant seem to like myself. There is no as such problem in my...
    shubhangini shubhangini
    26-30
    Jun 4, 2013

    My Never Ending Story

    I think about killing myself everyday and always have as far as i can remember things in my life just build pile on me. I had a horrible childhood at home and school i found school and life now hard because i had bad learning problems still do abit. Got bullied at school and home...
    6footunder 6footunder
    26-30, M
    Nov 7, 2012

    Eh Heh Heh...really.

    So this is a first, i figure it'll be fun. lets see, when i was in elementary i recall my family telling of how i was one of the brightest children around, but at school i was silent, i was simply, not myself, i was alone and have been so ever since, my first set (elementary) of...
    Mephis Mephis
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2009

    When will this pain ever end?

    ? Nobody knows how I feel every single day. I'm angry & depressed everyday I wake. I wish I could just die or commit suicide. I'm tired of the way i feel 24/7 and it never gets any better...I'm completey miserable all the time :'(
    sheryl1976 sheryl1976
    36-40, F
    Dec 25, 2013
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