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I Feel Like Killing Myself Everyday of My Life

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 63 People

    GIVING Up On This Cruel World and My Poverty Sricken Life

    my life always just feels like everyday is a living torture  in hell but i know in reality its just my life. more like my personal slice of hell though. i am always cowering in fear and awaiting the day that i will finally finish what i have tried to do multiple times: end...
    lilfallenangel lilfallenangel
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Mar 25, 2008

    Reasons To Live

    Most people have thought about killing themselves at one, or more, times in their lives. The problem with that question is what one person thinks is a good reason to live will not seem good enough to another person. Some of them may give you food for thought or a reason to...
    Titan007 Titan007
    22-25, M
    Jun 6, 2010

    Well I'm about the saddest I've ever been in my

    life, if you asked someone who knows me how I am they would say I'm a happy person. I'm always smiling, making jokes, making a whole room laugh. In my own head I want to die. I'm eating constantly just to fill a void, I've closed myself off from people I park my truck in the...
    Canadabro Canadabro
    26-30, M
    Jul 2, 2015

    I Can't Do This Much Longer

    Oh, where do I start?  I suppose I had it better than some and worse than others growing up, but lately I have made quite a mess of my life and I honestly dont have the guts to continue living it.2 years ago I met a girl.  She was (is) still married.  I fell in love with her...
    ajcloud40 ajcloud40
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 18, 2012

    Eh Heh Heh...really.

    So this is a first, i figure it'll be fun. lets see, when i was in elementary i recall my family telling of how i was one of the brightest children around, but at school i was silent, i was simply, not myself, i was alone and have been so ever since, my first set (elementary) of...
    Mephis Mephis
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2009

    Nagging Death.

    I am compelled to end my life.  I hear a thought, a voice almost.  It is a stronger part of me... perhaps the strongest.  I am very tired now, and wish to succumb to the wish.  I live only for others, so they do not feel emotional heartbreak.  When I...
    Ramblingon Ramblingon
    36-40, M
    1 Response Mar 1, 2010

    To Those Thinking Of Ending Their Life..

    I have been reading news that some students committed suicides, some of these stories of people on EP who say they want to end their life because they can't take it anymore. and I couldn't believe it. How can someone choose death over life? Why are they so obsessed with such...
    Titan007 Titan007
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 24, 2010

    The Past Week

    i want to kill myself every second of the life but i cant bring myself to do and i dont know what way to do it i have tryed to overdose before but i woke up and went to the hospital i my as well go back on my meds and see what happens then i will do a update if im still here
    nakathree nakathree
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jul 14, 2011

    Pitty Party

    I'm young, good looking, and smart. What do I have to be sad about. That I think makes it worse because I recognize all the potential I have thus making it more confusing. I had a friend that was depressed one time and I didn't really believe in depression and I couldn't...
    alexander36 alexander36
    22-25
    1 Response Feb 25, 2012

    Please Read Me

    I LOVE. YOU. I MAY NOT KNOW YOU, BUT I LOVE YOU FOR WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE . YOU ARE NOT ALONE. YOU ARE WHORTHWHILE. YOU DESERVE TO LIVE. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE. I have felt suicidal for 15 years. Every single day. I want to let others know they...
    roseandthebeast roseandthebeast
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2011

    Cant Help But Hate Myself

    Everything I do is wrong, everything I say is wrong and I hate myself because of it I want to kill myself but then I think of my mum and stop...I didn't always feel this way it's just been the last year or so. About a year ago my boyfriend and moved in together, and I was really...
    carey1990 carey1990
    18-21
    1 Response Aug 28, 2011

    Reality

    im only 19 almost 20 and it feels like i have already lived my life to its fullest i have a great family great freinds but for some reason i got to bed every night just hopping maybe i wont wake up in the morning i have already attempted suicide a few times once i was min away...
    bhall2 bhall2
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 22, 2010

    I Hate Myself

    I am married to someone that tells me everyday that I'm not worth nothing! I can't do anything right. I'm a loser a ***** a peice of ****. I interviewed today and may not have got the job. I already have a job and that's not good enough I guess.
    Bldevaughn Bldevaughn
    31-35
    Nov 7, 2011

    I'm Looking Forward To Destroy The World With My Own Manner..^_^

    I hate dealing with those M people!!!   Too bad for my entire life because I am what actually I M! It's not that I am saying I hate my own life, my relatives, my friends etc.. or being some kind of a loser at all the time but hey.. seriously people, you all who walk around me...
    itismeavd itismeavd
    31-35, M
    Jun 30, 2011
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