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I Feel Like Killing Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 16 People

    It has felt like it has been forever

    since I dealt with depression. Although since I got my new job, all I feel is anxiety. Just plain out anxiety that sneaks up on me out of nowhere. I'm so tired. I wish there was a button that could just kill me now.
    ALazyWriter ALazyWriter
    18-21, F
    Feb 1

    I been feeling like killing.

    Myself for some time now the more I think about it I think it would be for the best its a way out I done letters. To my 2 sisters telling them why i cant get to my tablets or anything to cut myself. With cos my foster parents. Have made sure i cant the doctor just...
    Joanne181 Joanne181
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2015

    I probably won't but

    if I do then I don't even care anymore. I'm only good for anything when its to benefit the next person. As soon as I need help everybody is gone. Smoking my meds, taking my smokes, asking me to print **** and do stuff on the computer for them, watch their kids for them... then I...
    kayleighjade78 kayleighjade78
    36-40, F
    1 Response Oct 12, 2015

    It's Just Hopeless

    It's not even only when i'm endlessly frustrated or angry or depressed anymore. It's more like a permanent feeling, always there, like the ads on tv or so; you know they exist, but sometimes you don't notice them. My suicidal thoughts are like that, even when i don't feel like...
    AliceDeanMonroe AliceDeanMonroe
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Nov 19, 2013

    I’m so scared. I don’t want to kill myself

    really I don’t there are still things I want to do experience I want to have. I haven’t kissed a girl I haven’t had sex I haven’t watched the last episode of Grimm or 2 Broke Girls. But I hate my life. Nothing is going how it was supposed to I got excepted into...
    HopefullyStillHere HopefullyStillHere
    18-21, F
    Apr 14, 2014

    I really do... I've thought about it

    so much. Life seems not worth living. There's nothing and no one to love for...
    chilloutab chilloutab
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Jun 19, 2014
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