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I Feel Like Life Is Just Too Much, Too Hard

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 353 People

    It's The Truth

    Everyday for me it's the same damn thing everytime.I get up,try to get my clothes,brush my teeth,brush my hair,go to school,stay after,go home,and go to sleep.Almost everyday I hear my mom yelling at me and getting mad at me for NO REASON.Yes,I mean no reason at all.I try to be...
    tyrese9999 tyrese9999 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 1, 2012

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    Definitely.

    I feel like this sometimes and I've caught myself saying that my life filled too much of challenges that it is almost impossible to complete them.  On a good note I'm willing to work through them because life is about over coming challenges so we may help others get...
    Christina3 Christina3 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 5, 2010

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    Looking For Hope

    Hi Everyone, I'm 21 years old and have suffered from depression and anxiety for several years. It's strange - some days I feel as though I have found the answer and the end to my inner conflict, but many days I just don't feel like it's worth it to try. Sure there are people...
    Orengezombie Orengezombie 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19, 2013

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    A Life At One Point May Be Like One That You Don't Want To Have.

    Life has been very hard in the early years for me, most of the time I have always felt somewhat alone even though I did have friends and all but yet i guess I felt alone because they never actually understood me or rather they never tried to, I can't blame them actually because...
    thedarklight thedarklight 18-21, M Jan 15, 2013

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    Anonymous asked: What happens

    once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go. answered: You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming...
    lllie lllie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    My Life Feels Like It's Too Difficult And I Don't Know Why My Life Turned Out Like This...

    I find myself joining a lot of groups in here because so many things are going wrong in my life. I have an anxiety disorder that has pretty much ruined my life in many ways-certainly has ruined any type of career I wanted. I also have become very heavy and now have physical...
    Concertfan1 Concertfan1 46-50 Mar 31, 2012

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    CelestialThallium CelestialThallium 18-21, M Jan 25

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    Three months ago I almost killed myself.

    Life became too much for me to handle. I took 20 Doxepin (a sleep/anxiety pill) and pleaded that God finally take me home and apologized to God for doing what I did. I hoped he showed compassion as I slipped away and would save me. I don't remember too much after that. I...
    Somejoygirl Somejoygirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    Life is hard enough as it,

    having alopecia makes it worse. Suffering from hair loss at the of 24 is devestating especially being a woman. It makes my life extra hard. Worrying about wigs and hairbands. I hate thinking about it. I wish i was normal and had hair like everyone else!!!
    AchingSoul AchingSoul 22-25, F Mar 31

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    Tony

    help me .. i have made bad decisions in life recently and its all gone wrong i am 47 and dont know what to do !!! i am now without any money and one step from the street .. i have had help from my family and maxed that help .. advise please i am at the end ... very depressed and...
    bradders1 bradders1 46-50 3 Responses Aug 15, 2012

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    Heartbreak

    Hey I'm 21 and I'm so depressed I feel like no understands me I became even more depressed becuase of my ex boyfriend he was my first boyfriend . We broke up a year ago and I'm still having trouble getting over him his living his life while I'm depressed at this Ponit I have no...
    Small05 Small05 18-21 2 Responses May 16, 2012

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    Life

    Why is life so hard? Why can't I just fit in and not have to worry about anything? So many why questions, it's irritating. Why did I have to be born into this cruel world? Death seems the only escape but I stay because of the people I love and who love me back. My mom, my sister...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 2, 2013

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    I'm sorry I'm not skinny,

    I'm sorry I can't cooked food you like, I'm sorry I'm dumb I'm sorry I cut I'm sorry I can't give you what you want I'm sorry I'm human, I'm sorry I'm not good enough I'm sorry I lie, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being alive
    jonho10 jonho10 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    Dear Hunn.

    Since 5th of may 2010, every word I wrote in my diary was for you, everyday inscription was A Letter For You. Cause we donn talk, cause I don answer your calls. Cause I donn want to hurt myself by being your friend-which I exactly cant be, cause whats the point of telling you...
    quebonita quebonita 22-25, F May 17, 2010

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    Right Now - The Hurt Is Just Too Much

    I currently want to slit my wrists and bleed out so I never have to wake up to this horrible life ever again. The thought of never having to be awake again excites me and makes me feel warm and relaxed all at the same time, because I would finally be at peace. I am tired of being...
    instantquack instantquack 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 25, 2013

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    This Too Shall Pass...

    I used to believe that (or maybe I still do but am blocked my sadness) but I have not had much relief from life's ever-present problems. I know I am blessed as I am fully aware of the human suffering experienced by millions of people but that does not diminish my pain. I don't...
    aniave aniave 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2010

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    Every Time I Think Things Are Going To Be Ok I Just Get Kicked Down.

    I just can't get ahead, so want to give up sometimes feel like I could just run away leave everything and everyone.I can't take much more.
    mehanjes mehanjes 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 19, 2012

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    My Struggle

    I don't know where to begin or how to say anything.. Well my name is Kayla, I just turned 17 in July, and I live in a small town in VA. When I was in 2nd grade my life wasn't perfect--far from it. I never got any attention from my family. I was always angry and upset. Things...
    KaylaFlanner KaylaFlanner 18-21, F Oct 9, 2013

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    Why

    Why is this life so hard I dont understand are we being tested if so how do we pass the test If there is a God why does he allow people to hurt why does he allow bad people to keep winning What am i not understanding I have thought before about ending it all but that...
    gypsymae gypsymae 31-35, F 8 Responses Apr 22, 2010

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    Ohayyo ^_^ Bonjour, Salut They are all Good

    Morning Lovlies ^_~ Except Salut means 'Hi' Hai ^_~ And 'Hai' means 'Yes' as in 'Yes I am the best and quite sexy ^_^'' Hector: No you're not o_O Me: What did you say wind-bag O_O Your just full of air... Air of the non-hot variety -.- So shut the front door before I Slam it in...
    SquirrellyGal2493 SquirrellyGal2493 18-21 Mar 29

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    God please, take me away from this life I'm

    so tired I can't take it anymore :( or just take the pain away it kills me please god....
    jumanachan jumanachan 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    i am so fed up of people telling me to cheer up!

    no one understands how i feel within myself and i constantly put myself down. i am trying my hardest to see things through and become happier but it's so difficult and i wish people would understand that right now, cheering up is proving difficult.
    lllie lllie 18-21, F Mar 31

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    When We Die.....really

    I've lost my lovely grandma last wednesdayit is so hard for meim losing you all my peoplethe special oneswho i do loveand needi need some care nowbut theres noonei feel so lonelyand wondering how is shecant even imaginehow it could bewhen some arm could take care of mepleasetake...
    quebonita quebonita 22-25, F May 21, 2011

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    What should I do ? Yesterday I was given an

    assignment in school. We had the option to do it solo or in groups. I wanted to do it solo but my friends made me join their group. So then we had a group of 4. We were each given tasks. Mine was to find information and compile it. Another of my friend would send me some...
    jonho10 jonho10 13-15, M Aug 8

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    Help Me,please

    It feels so hard to go to school with freaks that think there so pretty and they make you think your not and you think your tight with your friends and you tell your deep secret to them and then they tell the world and you find out that they did by the boy your secret was about...
    QueenFerguson98 QueenFerguson98 16-17, F Apr 6, 2010

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    I'm Close To Ending It All.

    For ages now, i stare at myself in the mirror and say, you're just pathetic, you don't deserve anyone, you should die alone. And even though i'm with someone who loves me dearly for who I am, I just want him to leave me , because then I can't hurt him anymore with my depression...
    daniimarieex daniimarieex 13-15, F Apr 22, 2011

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    Sometimes..

    I think life would be so much simpler if I stopped caring. About people, about what happens, anything. I usually just end up retreating into my own world, away from people and their problems, when everything becomes too much for me to handle. And yet, at the same time, I long...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 17, 2012

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    Life

    I FEEL THATWAY EVERY MORNING. I GET DEPRESSED AND ANGRY TO JUST HAVE TO WAKE UP.
    angelreeves388 angelreeves388 36-40, F Jul 9, 2010

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    Things Never Get Any Easier

    It seems like it's a never ending battle for me. Just  when your recovering from one of lifes kickings another comes along.
    Evernight Evernight 31-35, F 12 Responses Apr 5, 2010

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    Way way too much... I have done very little in my life for me. I am at a turning point in my life, a huge step off a precipice out into nothingness in order to begin anew. It's...
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    I believe in treating others the way you want to be treated. I people that are priorities in my life but I'm nice to everyone. I'll do anything I can to help. I'm not selfish. I...
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    As a 13 year old, I have worries. Obviously, this is very ordinary, everybody has worries about something or other, but my worrying is getting out of control. I worry too much...
    JoshuaRants JoshuaRants 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    I can fall so hard for someone, even my friends but when they disappoint me it hurts. I think im a good friend but I just can't see why they don't care to call more often or why...
    BlueStar21 BlueStar21 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Most people around my age have it all. A good job, plenty of friends, few worries and are generally moving in the right direction, they get opportunities and can embrace life for...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I fall for people way to easy and its hard when I have to say good-bye forever it feels like my world is crashing down slowly around me. No one will ever relize how bad you can...
    MeganDawnn MeganDawnn 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    I'm having such a hard time right now. I just don't want to live anymore....all this **** is too much
    lovebites86 lovebites86 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    I find it so hard to just be by myself with my own thoughts.. I always have to distract myself with my phone or tv or going out. That scares me tho that I can't be by myself with...
    BeeKay20 BeeKay20 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    I am not a JOKE!!! Yes, YOU!!! And your friends! Do I seriously look like one you can play around with and use, and then when you get something back, you drop? After all the things...
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    Every morning I wake up and grab my phone and surf the internet. At school, wherever there's free wifi I will immediately take out my phone and surf the net. And after school I'm...
    tinypoop tinypoop 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    This is how I am currently feeling... No job, no boyfriend, in debt, going through a divorce and living under my brothers roof who wants me out by the end of the year... I know...
    Gaffa1234 Gaffa1234 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 6

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    I liked a guy friend for two years, told him my feelings, he said he needed time. Then as time went by, much less progress has been made. I finally decided to get over him, but it...
    liah1 liah1 26-30, F Nov 12

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    honeybee86 honeybee86 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's so hard to share your problems and not feel like a burden
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    I feel like a stupid girl. I'm so stupid. How could I ever think he wanted something more from me? Of course I paint blue skies in my head and then he turned it into a fricken rain...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 9

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    I'm not who I use to be before I was my parents treasure they used to have me so high up I was this girl who played softball, loved to piano and never got in trouble everything I...
    Hazel216 Hazel216 16-17, F a week ago