I Feel Like Life Is Just Too Much, Too Hard

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 617 People

    either life's too hard .

    . or I'm too weak ..
    Rwnn Rwnn
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

    Right Now - The Hurt Is Just Too Much

    I currently want to slit my wrists and bleed out so I never have to wake up to this horrible life ever again. The thought of never having to be awake again excites me and makes me feel warm and relaxed all at the same time, because I would finally be at peace. I am tired of being...
    instantquack instantquack
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 25, 2013

    Life

    Why is life so hard? Why can't I just fit in and not have to worry about anything? So many why questions, it's irritating. Why did I have to be born into this cruel world? Death seems the only escape but I stay because of the people I love and who love me back. My mom, my sister...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 2, 2013

    distraction is productivities nap,

    they are mistaken for one & the same
    miimii0069 miimii0069
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2015

    Sometimes I just want to end it all,

    but I know there's still so much to live for....
    missstarrysky missstarrysky
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Dec 26, 2014

    Sometimes..

    I think life would be so much simpler if I stopped caring. About people, about what happens, anything. I usually just end up retreating into my own world, away from people and their problems, when everything becomes too much for me to handle. And yet, at the same time, I long...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 17, 2012

    I cried yesterday. I feel my life is becoming

    too much for me. I've been in school forever, and I have a Bachelor of Science degree already...but I couldn't get a job with that degree. So I was forced to pursue further education, and it's been my 7th year of post-secondary now. I am in a nursing program now that will finish...
    truth1212 truth1212
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 6

    Looking For Hope

    Hi Everyone, I'm 21 years old and have suffered from depression and anxiety for several years. It's strange - some days I feel as though I have found the answer and the end to my inner conflict, but many days I just don't feel like it's worth it to try. Sure there are people...
    Orengezombie Orengezombie
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 19, 2013

    I'm sorry I'm not skinny,

    I'm sorry I can't cooked food you like, I'm sorry I'm dumb I'm sorry I cut I'm sorry I can't give you what you want I'm sorry I'm human, I'm sorry I'm not good enough I'm sorry I lie, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being alive
    SugarDoughnut SugarDoughnut
    13-15, M
    1 Response Sep 13, 2014

    I feel like my life is a curse.

    Everything I put my hands into tend to have a miserable end. I have always worked hard but never go far in life. And the inability to be more sociable/ outspoken adds to the misery. I tried to reach out to old friends but got cold response. I grew up believing in a religion and...
    Nat2138 Nat2138
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2015

    My Struggle

    I don't know where to begin or how to say anything.. Well my name is Kayla, I just turned 17 in July, and I live in a small town in VA. When I was in 2nd grade my life wasn't perfect--far from it. I never got any attention from my family. I was always angry and upset. Things...
    KaylaFlanner KaylaFlanner
    18-21, F
    Oct 9, 2013
    keilufo keilufo
    16-17, F
    Dec 8, 2014

    I started a YouTube channel

    and I have 2subscibers... ohh how I'm poor when i see someone go over 1.000.000
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 14

    Sometimes i just want my teddy bear.

    Please and thank you ;-)
    bbluvsmomee bbluvsmomee
    31-35
    Dec 26, 2014

    Life

    I FEEL THATWAY EVERY MORNING. I GET DEPRESSED AND ANGRY TO JUST HAVE TO WAKE UP.
    angelreeves388 angelreeves388
    36-40, F
    Jul 9, 2010

    Help Me,please

    It feels so hard to go to school with freaks that think there so pretty and they make you think your not and you think your tight with your friends and you tell your deep secret to them and then they tell the world and you find out that they did by the boy your secret was about...
    QueenFerguson98 QueenFerguson98
    16-17, F
    Apr 6, 2010

    Ohayyo ^_^ Bonjour, Salut They are all Good

    Morning Lovlies ^_~ Except Salut means 'Hi' Hai ^_~ And 'Hai' means 'Yes' as in 'Yes I am the best and quite sexy ^_^'' Hector: No you're not o_O Me: What did you say wind-bag O_O Your just full of air... Air of the non-hot variety -.- So shut the front door before I Slam it in...
    SquirrellyGal2493 SquirrellyGal2493
    22-25
    Mar 29, 2014

    Definitely.

    I feel like this sometimes and I've caught myself saying that my life filled too much of challenges that it is almost impossible to complete them.  On a good note I'm willing to work through them because life is about over coming challenges so we may help others get...
    Christina3 Christina3
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 5, 2010

    I'm Close To Ending It All.

    For ages now, i stare at myself in the mirror and say, you're just pathetic, you don't deserve anyone, you should die alone. And even though i'm with someone who loves me dearly for who I am, I just want him to leave me , because then I can't hurt him anymore with my depression...
    daniimarieex daniimarieex
    13-15, F
    Apr 22, 2011

    A Life At One Point May Be Like One That You Don't Want To Have.

    Life has been very hard in the early years for me, most of the time I have always felt somewhat alone even though I did have friends and all but yet i guess I felt alone because they never actually understood me or rather they never tried to, I can't blame them actually because...
    Raloxier Raloxier
    18-21, M
    Jan 15, 2013

    Three months ago I almost killed myself.

    Life became too much for me to handle. I took 20 Doxepin (a sleep/anxiety pill) and pleaded that God finally take me home and apologized to God for doing what I did. I hoped he showed compassion as I slipped away and would save me. I don't remember too much after that. I...
    Somejoygirl Somejoygirl
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2014
    Sinfool13 Sinfool13
    18-21, M
    Jan 25, 2014

    Tony

    help me .. i have made bad decisions in life recently and its all gone wrong i am 47 and dont know what to do !!! i am now without any money and one step from the street .. i have had help from my family and maxed that help .. advise please i am at the end ... very depressed and...
    bradders1 bradders1
    46-50
    3 Responses Aug 15, 2012

    It's The Truth

    Everyday for me it's the same damn thing everytime.I get up,try to get my clothes,brush my teeth,brush my hair,go to school,stay after,go home,and go to sleep.Almost everyday I hear my mom yelling at me and getting mad at me for NO REASON.Yes,I mean no reason at all.I try to be...
    tyrese9999 tyrese9999
    13-15, M
    1 Response Mar 1, 2012

    Anonymous asked: What happens

    once you kill yourself? Because I'm ready to go. answered: You wanna know what happens once you kill yourself? Your mother comes home from work and finds her baby dead and she screams and runs over to you and tries to get you to wake up but you won’t and she keeps screaming...
    lllie lllie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2014

    This Too Shall Pass...

    I used to believe that (or maybe I still do but am blocked my sadness) but I have not had much relief from life's ever-present problems. I know I am blessed as I am fully aware of the human suffering experienced by millions of people but that does not diminish my pain. I don't...
    aniave aniave
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2010

    God please, take me away from this life I'm

    so tired I can't take it anymore :( or just take the pain away it kills me please god....
    jumanachan jumanachan
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 15, 2014

    Every Time I Think Things Are Going To Be Ok I Just Get Kicked Down.

    I just can't get ahead, so want to give up sometimes feel like I could just run away leave everything and everyone.I can't take much more.
    mehanjes mehanjes
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 19, 2012

    i am so fed up of people telling me to cheer up!

    no one understands how i feel within myself and i constantly put myself down. i am trying my hardest to see things through and become happier but it's so difficult and i wish people would understand that right now, cheering up is proving difficult.
    lllie lllie
    22-25, F
    Mar 31, 2014

    My Life Feels Like It's Too Difficult And I Don't Know Why My Life Turned Out Like This...

    I find myself joining a lot of groups in here because so many things are going wrong in my life. I have an anxiety disorder that has pretty much ruined my life in many ways-certainly has ruined any type of career I wanted. I also have become very heavy and now have physical...
    Concertfan1 Concertfan1
    46-50
    Mar 31, 2012

    Why

    Why is this life so hard I dont understand are we being tested if so how do we pass the test If there is a God why does he allow people to hurt why does he allow bad people to keep winning What am i not understanding I have thought before about ending it all but that...
    gypsymae gypsymae
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Apr 22, 2010
    Slubberdegullion Slubberdegullion
    13-15, F
    Dec 13, 2014

    Life is hard enough as it,

    having alopecia makes it worse. Suffering from hair loss at the of 24 is devestating especially being a woman. It makes my life extra hard. Worrying about wigs and hairbands. I hate thinking about it. I wish i was normal and had hair like everyone else!!!
    AchingSoul AchingSoul
    26-30, F
    Mar 31, 2014

    Heartbreak

    Hey I'm 21 and I'm so depressed I feel like no understands me I became even more depressed becuase of my ex boyfriend he was my first boyfriend . We broke up a year ago and I'm still having trouble getting over him his living his life while I'm depressed at this Ponit I have no...
    Small05 Small05
    18-21
    2 Responses May 16, 2012

    What should I do ? Yesterday I was given an

    assignment in school. We had the option to do it solo or in groups. I wanted to do it solo but my friends made me join their group. So then we had a group of 4. We were each given tasks. Mine was to find information and compile it. Another of my friend would send me some...
    SugarDoughnut SugarDoughnut
    13-15, M
    Aug 8, 2014

    If there's ANYONE, ANYONE

    that can help me in this world please do so! I don't know where to start! Ok, I had a problem since a young age with masturbationn, I can't stop it! I've always hated myself because of it! Is it even possible to STOP it? Or should I accept myself and live with it? I have even...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 24, 2015

    Related Experiences

    I have too many goals. Too much drive...I want to do everything and anything...I just want to run like Forrest Gump. I wish I was like other people and just went with the flow. I...
    gxd786 gxd786
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    I think life is less about what happens to you and more about how you react to it. we have these ideas and preconceptions that we carry with us that change how we see the world and...
    WhirlwindR WhirlwindR
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    Well EPers it was way fun while it lasted, I've had an amazing time on here connecting with you all, even exchanging numbers, I hope that you all continue to strive in life and in...
    MississippiGal MississippiGal
    26-30, F
    Apr 21
    I haven't been here in awhile due to so much going on in my life! Let's just say that financially things aren't stable and I have my kids to take care of and a mountain of debt. I...
    writerchic writerchic
    36-40, F
    Apr 20
    Existential crisis. They sometimes come and I fall into that vortex, too hard to get out so I suggest you stay away from that thing for good...
    Katerinafaith Katerinafaith
    18-21, F
    Apr 20
    i seem to be an isolated entity and nothing comes easy to me ....i sometimes feel like my existence is purely to struggle ....i don,t have many people around me i don,t know...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer
    36-40
    Apr 20
    Why do i feel like i keep losing? Like my all my efforts being wasted all the time. When i worked very hard, the result doesnt seem good enough. Why is it? It feels ao infair
    Aaaashton Aaaashton
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    Simple and sincere language. I wish more people would listen to a song like this, because it deserves some ears. The content is not rly that applicable, but I'll set this as a...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    So, I'm thinking this might be my last experience to write on EP. I made my account after deleting Facebook. I just wanted that outlet. When I look back to the day I first made...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
    I think I have a problem... You see it's kind of hard for me to explain but let me try. Maybe it's a severe case of split personality disorder, who knows. But one particular issue...
    EscapingUrLies EscapingUrLies
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    Friendship is fine. It's just when people get too attached and want to be more than friends, that's when I freak out and push them away. I don't understand this as I have never...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 19
    Do I quit or toughen the **** up? I am a 22 year old college student. I got a job as a personal banker about a month ago. Before this, I worked as a cashier at a fast food place...
    harleyquinn16 harleyquinn16
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    its like 21 steps forward and 10000000 steps back............why is it so hard to love myself? i honestly try to be happy, more confident me!! at least for my toddler's sake!! but...
    thefatgirl108 thefatgirl108
    18-21, F
    Apr 18
    ?The Ingredient for Success? A young entrepreneur approached a corporate leader after a seminar and asked, "I'm not very smart but I'm hardworking. Will I ever succeed?" Without...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    Apr 18
    In life I like to know what's happening so I can be prepared. I don't like living in my head wondering. Yes it is hard to Move forward or to accept or to deal with the truth...
    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 18
    Is it so hard to just want someone to spend time with ? Everyone either has someone better to hangout with or they claim to want to spend time with me but they're always with...
    wisper3 wisper3
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 18
    Im 17 years old and I was addicted to triple cs. Triple cs u may think are just some cough medicine thatll get u a high so youre not bored on a weekend but trust me it will RUIN...
    andy2198 andy2198
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    I don't like goodbyes no one likes goodbye's But sometimes goodbyes can be good Still very hard but good My auntie had a husband that beat her for years she use to sell...
    Dessily Dessily
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I have a hard time in my family I am one of two boys but I also have six girls in my family. I needed to balance everything with my father leaving for the army occasionally leaving...
    Fornax1 Fornax1
    31-35, M
    Apr 17
    "Loving too hard is one of my biggest weaknesses. I find myself constantly putting in more than I ever get and probably ever will get. Heartbreak is my best friend, we go way back...
    ToughKitty ToughKitty
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    Random thoughts of him. Kissing me out of nowhere. Pulling me. Pinning me. Leaving me weak. I can't fight it. I'm helpless under his touch, his kiss, his penetrating stare that...
    mysticalexis224 mysticalexis224
    22-25, F
    Apr 16
    It's not the people, it's the decision(s) that bother me the most. Now don't get me wrong we all make stupid decisions in this life. That's how we progress right? As we get...
    flibsley flibsley
    31-35, M
    Apr 15
    I have worn pull-ups pretty much my whole life. My mother didn't start potty training me till I was 3. She had a really hard time training me as I seemingly had no interest in...
    MandiPee MandiPee
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    My life can't get any worse at the minute every thing I say or do just ***** up I'm the most unluckiest person alive. Finding it hard not to cry all the time every thing that can...
    Kitty79 Kitty79
    36-40
    3 Responses Apr 15
More Stories