I feel hopeless and lethargic all the time. I'm literally losing the will to live. I don't belong here. I live in a time where 'survival of the fittest' describes the whole generation and I'm not one of the fittest I don't like competing and using people to get what I want. I...
Being forced to live with the pain of being here I guess. My life is harsh and cruel and pointless and empty and oh so very lonely. It seems that every single day, something happens that pounds me further deep underground. I'm so far down now that I can't see the light of day...
For the trees lost they're colors
And the flowers don't smell
Your happiness is unreachable
And comfort is invincible
The stars dim when you gaze
Dreams shatter when your fingers touch upon it
Smiles get broken
When u near them
And cries only become louder
for a lot of people. People come to me to rant and to talk which I don't mind at all.
But sometimes, I wonder who (in real life) actually realizes that I'm going through things too. I go to my internet friends to talk about things which I love. After a while, you realize that...