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I Feel Like My Life Isn't Worth Living

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    Doesn't Necessarily Mean Death.

    Out of the crap i've been dealt... i've had good moments. but that's all it's ever seemed to be. moments. and when someone has to wade through 97% ****, just to find 1-2% good stuff... almost doesn't feel worth it. And maybe shocking, but i'm not even talking about ending jack...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 10, 2013

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