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I Feel Like My Life Isn't Worth Living

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    Doesn't Necessarily Mean Death.

    Out of the crap i've been dealt... i've had good moments. but that's all it's ever seemed to be. moments. and when someone has to wade through 97% ****, just to find 1-2% good stuff... almost doesn't feel worth it. And maybe shocking, but i'm not even talking about ending jack...
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    Onechoice Onechoice 31-35, M 10 hrs ago

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    All thee time.. Did i mention I'm from a different dimension?
    whoscarlo5 whoscarlo5 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I feel this way, but I realized many key aspects these couple of days. I attended a Placebo concert, their music is amazing but the live performance was insane!! so cool...
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    This is my first shared experience so bear with me please. Lately, for no apparent reason, I have just been feeling like I don't belong anywhere. And I ask myself all the time why...
    broller broller 18-21, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Life is meaningless. You have to fill it in yourself. For me it's about maximizing my own pleasure and contentment. What is worth living anyway there is no worth to anything. Isn't...
    lccraze lccraze 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    A little set up for you: I'm a 19 year old girl. Portuguese. Lived in England most of my life. Born in SA. Confident in my appearance. I write. I draw (at university, so it's legit...
    exulansis exulansis 18-21, F Nov 3

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    Here at [school], I am in a place of judgment. I am truly reminded of how I am not of this planet, not truly of this race. I do not have strong connections with any beings here; or...
    ansiktetledsen ansiktetledsen 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    because all I do these days is spend time on my laptop. Sometimes I think I could be addicted to the inter-net. But these days I spend most of time playing cards which can be very...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't know when this happened. Maybe, I blindly let it happen, Blissfully surrounded by a false sense of Security. Maybe, I tried to fight it. I don't know. My friends and I...
    NylonRed NylonRed 16-17, F Oct 24

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    There's not much else to say; I don't feel like I belong. I think that may be due to my general outlook on life, which I have always had so it's not something that will change (at...
    Ri95 Ri95 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel like I'm not here. I don't know where I am.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    We are all worthless, it's a joke to think you are special
    sunkern sunkern 18-21, M Oct 27

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    i don't know anymore if it's all worth it. everyday day find something else to tease me , and everyday it gets worse. nobody helps me and to be honest i'm done fighting it and...
    secretwriterx secretwriterx 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 5

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    i don't know anymore if it's all worth it. everyday day find something else to tease me , and everyday it gets worse. nobody helps me and to be honest i'm done fighting it and...
    secretwriterx secretwriterx 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    Nah, I don't. I'm too...too...I think too much...gosh, I mean, I just...my head, is filled with nonsensical and contradictory ideas...but somehow THEY ALL MAKE SENSE I think life...
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 6

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    in the last 5 years I have moved so much I cannot count the times. I have been illegally evicted twice, I even went to court with proof but the judge NEVER let me speak. I have...
    CUTEANDCUBBY CUTEANDCUBBY 46-50 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Well besides my family. You honestly want that best friend. That one person you can count on anything, and I hope one day we'll meet.
    Tognoni2 Tognoni2 13-15, F Nov 5

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    Thanks to societal trends. And way less caring about healthy world.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    I was born in the wrong body. I have always wanted to be a girl and have told all my friends and they all support me but i cant seem to tell my parents
    loverofboobs loverofboobs 18-21 1 Response Nov 7

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    No one is there for me even my friends when I am sad. ??
    elainenguyen619 elainenguyen619 13-15, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Who would care anyway? Im just a problem for every one. Eveyone will be better without me
    Ashlee344 Ashlee344 13-15, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I don't know if it's depression, or what, but since last year i've been feeling like I have no direction in my life, like I don't like nothing, I've been feeling that what is ahead...
    licito licito 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I know I'm not perfect, so I try to make up for my imperfections with other things, like putting myself second, so that the people I love and care about will feel like I'm still...
    TheAlbinoGirl TheAlbinoGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    I'm 24 years old now. I've been actively looking and searching for something that can keep me content with just living on this earth. I can't stand how everything revolves around...
    Floo64 Floo64 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Post concert depression. It feels like I haven't seen my boys in years when it was only 2 months and 8 days. I never got the chance to get VIP tickets to meet my boys, and tell...
    NightChanges1D NightChanges1D 13-15, F Oct 24

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    So, today I had brunch with my friends and they began discussing my brother. He is often a topic that I dread because I know that most people who lay eyes on him will never cease...
    ckj39 ckj39 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I feel like I don't have any true friends, I just know a lot of people. People only talk to me to help them with school related work, other than that, I don't exist. I feel so...
    imtiaz5 imtiaz5 13-15, T 4 days ago

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    I don't know why, but I feel like I won't live long enough to see myself get old. I just know I'll die young. Eh, I don't want to be old anyhow.
    InvaderGashloog InvaderGashloog 70+, F Oct 27

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    I'm not who I use to be before I was my parents treasure they used to have me so high up I was this girl who played softball, loved to piano and never got in trouble everything I...
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    xPrincessMia xPrincessMia 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Seriously, **** living and **** life. We are slaves to our needs and everybody needs something. It's infuriating. I've spent the last year of my life trying so hard to not care...
    sunkern sunkern 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    CrypticIris CrypticIris 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Unicorn1039 Unicorn1039 16-17, F Oct 28

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    I feel like writing, so I wrote this. (10min or so to make) Thoughts, opinions, suggestions? Please leave them below I sit, gazing at the melancholy world around me. Mourning...
    PokewithasideofTurkey PokewithasideofTurkey 13-15, M Nov 10

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    I just feel pushed to a dark corner... There is nowhere out, there is no hope...my first university major was in marketing. I spent over 6 years looking for a job in the field... I...
    SweetBrazilianLizzy SweetBrazilianLizzy 31-35, F Nov 14

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