I Feel Like No One Knows The Real Me

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    I don't have a real me,

    sometimes I feel like a chameleon, I can adjust to any social group or climate, but I never feel content. I have preferences, but I have never totally not enjoyed anything. I don't know how else I can describe it...
    httpdeathawaits httpdeathawaits
    26-30, M
    Mar 9, 2014

    I used to lie a lot and it became a habit

    for a while now. I recently cut out most of it but I still do it and no one really actually knows me knows me.
    jacithepanda jacithepanda
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 26, 2014

    When its time to focus

    and stop playing, i'n quiet and I stay to myself, but being in a new school full of ignorant punks, I can't express myself like I could at my old school.. With my real friends! Once you get to know me, You will that I'm smart, funny, wise, goofy and 100% open and honest. I love...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

    I've been caught up with being someone else,

    I don't even remember who the real me is, I've gotten so used to playing a role. And now I'm stuck here wandering aimlessly, where could I be?
    paulavq paulavq
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2014

    Everyone knows me as the funny one.

    The one who always has a smile on her face who's always optimistic and makes others laugh. They think I don't care what others say about me, that I don't care about school and my grades. News flash I do. I'm self conscious like almost every other teenage girl, I beat myself up...
    deleted deleted
    Mar 13, 2014

    They only know what they see.

    .. Follow me on instagram sashakimi3.... I'll follow back
    sashakimi3 sashakimi3
    22-25, F
    Mar 9, 2014

    See this girl with the straight hair.

    With no makeup on so it looks like she has nothing to hide. The one who is always happy and outgoing. The one who is not shy. The one people think has never thought bad thoughts. The one they think will never do anything bad. But is it true? Is that how she really is? Well guess...
    Oreolover27 Oreolover27
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 5, 2013

    People ask me, "Why don't you talk?

    " I don't know why its hard to explain that I don't know y'all. We suppose to have a full blown conversation about what? What is it that we could possibly have to talk about. I wake up, go to school, make money, do homework. I want to go to school and become a nurse. I don't...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux
    18-21, F
    Apr 16, 2014

    I have a lot of really depressing thoughts

    and just an over all horrible attitude but I play it off as if I'm care free and always happy but I'm not. I'm always angry at something or someone or I'm always thinking something but I feel like if people knew how insecure and depressing I am they would hate me.
    heyguysss heyguysss
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 23, 2014

    I don't even know what this is about I feel

    so numb so detached from my husband ( my fault m.l) I'm having nightmares about my ex I cNt do this acting jig I'm instable lol.... For some reason I think crazy is funny ;) I'm tired of trying to make people happy feel free to leave harsh comments much appreciated .
    Jadewaves Jadewaves
    31-35, F
    Mar 14, 2014
    thatonewoman thatonewoman
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 21, 2015

    Everyone looks at me

    and sees different things. Few people have tried to convince me of my strengths and beauty but its not something I can believe. I have haunting thoughts, and feel alone. I have few people around, but I know one, that I love so very much, is slowly walking away, another would...
    hannahpaigelove hannahpaigelove
    18-21, F
    Jun 27, 2014

    When I look in the mirror,

    I see a girl nor boy, but a being. I see someone that plastered a smile on so well I sometimes forget that it is fake. I see a monster looking back at me. I see that being walking through infinite black halls, opening every door again and again only to be revealed more darkness...
    nathanielphantomhive nathanielphantomhive
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jun 18, 2015
    5203am 5203am
    18-21, F
    Mar 10, 2014
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