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I Feel Like Such a Freak

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    Don't Know

    It's hard to explain, but I'll try. You know how highschool can be right. And all of my friends are talking about sex, having sex, etc. and I would really like to try it, but I know I'm not ready emotionally or physically to have a sexual relationship, but I'm pretty curious...
    Katelynn Katelynn 16-17, F 7 Responses Sep 14, 2007

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    "There's Nothing Wrong With Being a Freak"

    I do not believe there is such a thing as normal... For years I strived for it and finally realized it does not exist. I have been told I am a freak because I am different. I talk to myself, I laugh at nothing, I dance around when no music is on. I love life and I hate for it to...
    ericalee4 ericalee4 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    I Feel Like A Freak And Misunderstood

    I just feel so different compared to everyone else. I honestly don't have a lot of friends (which isn't much of a problem, because I like to think of myself as a very independent person). My problem is that I just don't know how to deal with myself anymore. I have a major amount...
    LittleMonster94 LittleMonster94 16-17 2 Responses Jun 15, 2012

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    You're So Weird.....

    For as long as I can remember people have called me strange, different, weird, awkward, etc. and I have to say I've always enjoyed it. I know I see the world differently than other people, and I've begun to wonder why. I've tried my best to fit in with everyone else, to try to...
    Ilovemac24 Ilovemac24 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 15, 2013

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    As Many A Viet Nam Vet Knows..

    When the going gets 'weird', the 'weird' turn PRO
    ownlyme ownlyme 56-60, M 1 Response May 13, 2012

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    A Masked Existence

    I know my problems aren't that big when you put them into perspective of what other people have to deal with, but they're mine, and to me they're big. A used to have friends, but now they don't hang out with me ad I know they talk about me behind m back. Sometimes they even make...
    PaintedOnSmile PaintedOnSmile 13-15, F Sep 24, 2012

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    I Feel Like a Freak and a Loser

    I feel like a freak... I am 34 and I have never been on a date I feel like a freak... I am 34 and I have never had a boyfriend I feel like a freak... I am 34 and I still live with my parents I feel like a freak... I am 34 and I don't have a job I feel like a freak...
    freakazoid freakazoid 31-35 4 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    Alone Confused And Cliche

    I feel as if I open up a little bit ill seem weak. So forgive me if I hold back. If anyone wants to know anything else which I highly doubt you know where to find me.
    Erinsson15 Erinsson15 18-21, M Sep 22, 2013

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    I Feel Like A Freak And Its All My Fault...

     I'm smiley, I'm happy, I do alright in school, I look normal, I have fun, I'm friendly, I'm cute. Thats what they think anyway. But no one knows I'm a self harmer, not deep but i still do it. I need to do it, and i hate myself for it especially cause i cant seem to stop...
    Saffyx Saffyx 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    In my text messages I some time refer myself in

    third person to close friends for personal reasons. So on this road trip with people I don't really know and my lover I texted a close friend of mine. This guy started to read them and then turned around telling my other that i was a freak talking about my self in third person...
    NnopE NnopE 18-21 Feb 4

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    In a place full of weird punk

    and hippie people you think I'd feel at home but I still feel like an outcast. Fruck!
    brokenkailyn brokenkailyn 16-17, F Jan 11

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    Bad Girl

    Im 24years old.  My life hasnt been easy for many reasons and ive never felt "normal", i dont mind being a little different (which i am!) but i hate feeling like such an outsider.  I am a freak, on the outset i may look a little shy and quiet...
    Brammie Brammie 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Who'S A Freak?

    I am a Jesus Freak, a horny freak, I enjoy being played with, and spanked...I love being tied up and not knowing what is going to happen at times, But What kind of freak are We? If we all were the same then, this world would be dull, so FREAKS COME OUT!!!
    blue62dragon blue62dragon 51-55, F 6 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    Why Am I So Weird?

    I feel like such a freak.  I'm awkward.  I'm different.  I can't relate to people.  I have no confidence.  The woman I love doesn't love me and the woman I'm dating would rather be my "friend".  I have been told I'm creepy but don't know how to fix it.  I'm afraid of being...
    prophet784 prophet784 26-30 3 Responses Aug 25, 2011

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    I'm tired of feeling lost and not belonging anywhere. I'm fed up with being different from everyone around me. I'm sick of letting myself feel misunderstood and not fully accepted...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I was reading my experiences n fb posts and realized that im a whiner!! Wtf? Ive always hated whiners.
    jumpingoffthecliff jumpingoffthecliff 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I feel like such an annoyance and burden to everyone I talk to. I don't think I'll be talking to anyone for a while so sorry if I don't reply to you.
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    I'm not underweight. I'm 5'5 and 130 lbs, but I am thinner than most people I know or come across and they have noticed it too. I don't eat a lot, just because I don't really...
    Slexre Slexre 22-25, F Aug 10

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    I hate feelings... Contradictions... I hate when you are feeling one thing and everyone around you tells you to stop and go in the other direction... I hate when someone tells you...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 18-21, F Jul 28

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    I feel awful saying this but a friend of mine has decided because of various issues to move out of his houseshare early, came to me yesterday and said can you put me up for three...
    elphaba2309 elphaba2309 22-25, F Jul 29

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    I feel like a fraud. I've been in orchestra for 5 years now, and I play the beautiful cello...except I never ACTUALLY played in class. (I'm practically a master at muting sounds...
    ArtisteMe ArtisteMe 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 30

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    I can't make sense of myself in relation to the life around me. I look at people and I feel so very different. There are moments when I know that a certain thought process was...
    WhisperSayuri WhisperSayuri 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I just turned one when my parents divorced so it wasn't hard for me to get over that since I don't remember when my parents even were together. A few years later my dad met my step...
    ahk16 ahk16 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 29

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    I never thought I would turn out to be like this when I was younger. Incompetent, inadequate, lost soul. I'm not anywhere close to the life stage points I should be. I feel like I...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    Hello everyone! This is my first post! (Woohoo) Okay, So hi, I'm Kat. I'm 24... 25 on MONDAY 8/11!!! *Suddenly gets writer's block* -_- Always happens. Meh. I live in FL. I'm a...
    LovelyCalico LovelyCalico 22-25, F Aug 7

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    Did you ever meet someone and feel a strong connection to them without even really knowing them? Like they just "get" you and you feel like you know them and feel empathy towards...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Haha, I feel weird writing this but, I've always wondered this. Obviously I know what it feels like to women, but I've always been curious as to what guys feels when they're having...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    My computer has stopped working, so now I have no way of getting online from home and OMGGGGG it sucks! I have managed to get through a couple of weeks with no online company but I...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M Jul 30

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    I've had the same feeling since I was a little girl. I'm 16 now but mine feels more..supernatural if that makes sense. I can recognize the pattern in which things happen and I can...
    DiamondK15 DiamondK15 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    This has to be the worst pain I have ever felt towards the person I call my dad. Just the thought of what he said and what happened brings tears to my face and pain to my heart...
    VivirLaVida VivirLaVida 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    It amazes me the different people in your life.... There are those you can always turn to... Those that are there for you... Those that make you smile like you've never smiled...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    My boyfriends mom died about a week ago. We live together and thI go have been stressful since her passing. I didn't know her very well but I feel like her spirit is irritated at...
    KaitlynnW KaitlynnW 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I feel like somethings about to happen, but it doesn't. I feel miserable, despair. I have no reason to (read my last 'experience'), but somethings got to give sometime. Even death...
    LeeHart1 LeeHart1 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    cross country was brutal but shorter today, but my body feels like total crap. my legs feel like cinderblocks when I move them, and i feel bloated all over. At dinner, I felt...
    jeweldoggy jeweldoggy 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    I've been married three times yet never been in love. I work as a PC tech but don't fit in with "techies" or "geeks". I don't understand my feelings and lack thereof. I just...
    TheScorpio1966 TheScorpio1966 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 28

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    I'm so tired of my life I'm so tired of having to hide who I am what I am i wish i could be accepted into this world and I always feel rejectedI feel like I have no friends no one...
    brianbrianna brianbrianna 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    not my fault just feel like I am forget feel I know I am especially when someone u love says something u never though they would
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 29

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    I haven't been diagnosed with anything yet but I'm pretty sure I have an anxiety disorder. I've been anxious for months now and panic attacks with it. I feel like Im slowly dying...
    ElephantCozmo ElephantCozmo 16-17, F Jul 29

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    I hate it when someone publicly challenged me and I feel like I look bad. I hate being criticized or lectured especially in public. I feel attacked.
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F Jul 31

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    i feel so weak...My body is like a lump of earth. i feel like my soul has been struck with a lightning bolt. nothing can prepare me for this fate i must face. no matter how much i...
    LunarDream LunarDream 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 31

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    I'm only a teenager- but my GPA is so low and i have a learning disability which makes me feel so stupid compared to other students. I feel like everyone around me is succeeding...
    megsupermaherio megsupermaherio 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I always feel like every time I do or say something it's weird or wrong but if someone else does the exact same thing it's perfectly fine. And every time I try to defend myself I...
    theartist102 theartist102 22-25, M Aug 4

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    Yes. My heart my feelings of despair, and lonelyness is pushing even my limits. I have fought to no avail to Realize my life is nothing but one screw up after another and no matter...
    lonelyheart1967 lonelyheart1967 46-50, M 6 Responses Aug 5

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    I have all kids of dreams.. And i must say before i say anything else, that i feel like dreams are some of the times based on what you have been thinking about, or somethings...
    cbeneath cbeneath 22-25, F Aug 5

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    I feel like I should have been born in the 1700's and I also feel like I should have been a pirate captain
    oneperson93 oneperson93 18-21, M Aug 5

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    This a major problem for me, all the time. I feel like crap over this. Imagine me, living in a small town with a school of maybe 200 people K-12 grades. And always having this...
    lportra24 lportra24 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I feel like she puts every one else before me and makes me feel like crap.
    Cluckia Cluckia 13-15, F Aug 10

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    My moms side of the family is really Catholic and pretty homophobic. My mom isn't homophobic but she doesn't approve of the "lifestyle choice". Her boyfriend is really right winged...
    chanchilla chanchilla 18-21, F Aug 10

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    Everyone tomorrow is Monday. Did you enjoy your weekend? :):) sometimes we find happiness