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I Feel Like Such a Freak

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 258 People

    Who'S A Freak?

    I am a Jesus Freak, a horny freak, I enjoy being played with, and spanked...I love being tied up and not knowing what is going to happen at times, But What kind of freak are We? If we all were the same then, this world would be dull, so FREAKS COME OUT!!!
    blue62dragon blue62dragon 51-55, F 6 Responses Mar 28, 2013

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    rmski rmski 46-50, M May 14

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    rmski rmski 46-50, M May 14

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    I Feel Like A Freak And Its All My Fault...

     I'm smiley, I'm happy, I do alright in school, I look normal, I have fun, I'm friendly, I'm cute. Thats what they think anyway. But no one knows I'm a self harmer, not deep but i still do it. I need to do it, and i hate myself for it especially cause i cant seem to stop...
    Saffyx Saffyx 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 10, 2010

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    Alone Confused And Cliche

    I feel as if I open up a little bit ill seem weak. So forgive me if I hold back. If anyone wants to know anything else which I highly doubt you know where to find me.
    Erinsson15 Erinsson15 18-21, M Sep 22, 2013

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    Bad Girl

    Im 24years old.  My life hasnt been easy for many reasons and ive never felt "normal", i dont mind being a little different (which i am!) but i hate feeling like such an outsider.  I am a freak, on the outset i may look a little shy and quiet...
    Brammie Brammie 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Don't Know

    It's hard to explain, but I'll try. You know how highschool can be right. And all of my friends are talking about sex, having sex, etc. and I would really like to try it, but I know I'm not ready emotionally or physically to have a sexual relationship, but I'm pretty curious...
    Katelynn Katelynn 16-17, F 7 Responses Sep 14, 2007

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    A Masked Existence

    I know my problems aren't that big when you put them into perspective of what other people have to deal with, but they're mine, and to me they're big. A used to have friends, but now they don't hang out with me ad I know they talk about me behind m back. Sometimes they even make...
    PaintedOnSmile PaintedOnSmile 13-15, F Sep 24, 2012

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    I Feel Like a Freak and a Loser

    I feel like a freak... I am 34 and I have never been on a date I feel like a freak... I am 34 and I have never had a boyfriend I feel like a freak... I am 34 and I still live with my parents I feel like a freak... I am 34 and I don't have a job I feel like a freak...
    freakazoid freakazoid 31-35 6 Responses Dec 5, 2008

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    As Many A Viet Nam Vet Knows..

    When the going gets 'weird', the 'weird' turn PRO
    ownlyme ownlyme 56-60, M 1 Response May 13, 2012

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    I Feel Like A Freak And Misunderstood

    I just feel so different compared to everyone else. I honestly don't have a lot of friends (which isn't much of a problem, because I like to think of myself as a very independent person). My problem is that I just don't know how to deal with myself anymore. I have a major amount...
    LittleMonster94 LittleMonster94 16-17 2 Responses Jun 15, 2012

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    You're So Weird.....

    For as long as I can remember people have called me strange, different, weird, awkward, etc. and I have to say I've always enjoyed it. I know I see the world differently than other people, and I've begun to wonder why. I've tried my best to fit in with everyone else, to try to...
    Ilovemac24 Ilovemac24 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 15, 2013

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    In a place full of weird punk

    and hippie people you think I'd feel at home but I still feel like an outcast. Fruck!
    brokenkailyn brokenkailyn 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2014

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    In my text messages I some time refer myself in

    third person to close friends for personal reasons. So on this road trip with people I don't really know and my lover I texted a close friend of mine. This guy started to read them and then turned around telling my other that i was a freak talking about my self in third person...
    NnopE NnopE 18-21 Feb 4, 2014

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    "There's Nothing Wrong With Being a Freak"

    I do not believe there is such a thing as normal... For years I strived for it and finally realized it does not exist. I have been told I am a freak because I am different. I talk to myself, I laugh at nothing, I dance around when no music is on. I love life and I hate for it to...
    ericalee4 ericalee4 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 24, 2008

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    Why Am I So Weird?

    I feel like such a freak.  I'm awkward.  I'm different.  I can't relate to people.  I have no confidence.  The woman I love doesn't love me and the woman I'm dating would rather be my "friend".  I have been told I'm creepy but don't know how to fix it.  I'm afraid of being...
    prophet784 prophet784 26-30 3 Responses Aug 25, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I've suffered so much my entire life. Starting in 4th grade. Some kid told me i walked funny. It hurt my feelings. I felt like there was something wrong with me. I didn't talk...
    Incognito1144 Incognito1144 41-45, M 30 mins ago

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    My mind seems to be racing through millions of thoughts tonight, and I can honestly say that sleep feels so far away at this moment. I often wonder about life, and about my purpose...
    theatreeyes theatreeyes 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    It's basically about my story centered around my past with UTIs and how I've had trouble feeling normal ever since. It sounds strange and it makes me feel like I'm weird. I get...
    melody477 melody477 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    I hate myself and I feel like a horrible fake girl . I told my friend a story that I have a boyfriend and kept talking about how much I love him , I also told her things we do and...
    serla12 serla12 13-15, F 18 hrs ago

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    I don't know why but I always feel like there has to be more to life than what I have and it makes me feel pretty down a lot of the time. I feel lost and that I'm not really doing...
    Ella147 Ella147 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I want to die, I feel like inviting any possible form of death because I feel that if I were gone... people would be better off. ...I want to die because I keep letting myself get...
    DaffodilDeary95 DaffodilDeary95 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel like my true nature has been suppressed over years of conditioning by my parents and society. I feel like there is an intense frustration and fear at the core of my being...
    ThisAnimalIsFree ThisAnimalIsFree 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I feel like I have failed in love because I can't seem to find the right person and then the fact that When i do our relationship is only for less then a year like 6 months or less...
    Mtay222 Mtay222 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I too often find myself feeling like I don't fit in. At home,at work, pretty much anywhere. I feel like some people change or alter their personality or appereance just to fit in...
    YslcXO YslcXO 22-25, F a week ago

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for about one year and one month. He is 19, I am 18, we are both very open-minded, and we are madly in love with each other. Fairytale story, no...
    aspiretobegreat aspiretobegreat 18-21, F a week ago

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    A little background info first I am 24 years old, Hispanic, and come from a very traditional and very much practicing catholic family. Oh and I have a fear of confrontation. My...
    lnj1112 lnj1112 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    Lately I've been changing a lot. I do things I never would have done just two years ago. I don't feel the same way I used to, either. I'm having fun, and I think I'm happier. I...
    aj00000 aj00000 18-21 1 Response Jul 19

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    I feel like no one understands me, that as hard as I try to open up to people and trust in people, they just don't understand me. Maybe its because I am so guarded all the time...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I feel like now its hard for anybody to understand hoe how I feel. I am sensative in general but also being pregnant more sensative.I feel like no one who isnt pregnant understands...
    muffin30 muffin30 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I feel like a massive **** head. All I ever do is drink, take drugs, party and come to work looking and feeling like garbage. I just have such a crap attitude these days. I feel...
    DazzleX DazzleX 18-21, M Jul 16

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    Have you ever been cheated on? That is the feeling that will never leave my chest, no matter how much I try and fill my heart with happiness, there will always be a dull pain there...
    RNgirl23 RNgirl23 22-25, F Jul 16

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    I feel like I don't belong, like the world is moving to fast and I'm not moving at all. My friends have changed and I feel left behind, but if I have to do things I don't want to...
    BecomingBrave BecomingBrave 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I really miss someone and I feel like such a loser. I am so alone right now and I feel so emo and I hate it. I have gone into hating myself mode and it sucks. It really sucks. I...
    namelessentity namelessentity 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I'm literally trying my best to get along with everyone and I literally feel like I'm just not good enough for people to get along with and it feels so ****. I feel like I'm doing...
    rainndropx rainndropx 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I can't say I like Disney because they would say grow out of it, stop being childish. I can't speak my interest in crime stories because of my slight interest in law cause they...
    CrescientStar CrescientStar 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    After I don't know how many years of bottling up my emotions and everything it feels like the bottle is near its tipping point. Like I'm going to explode but I can't even do that...
    LAlbertoG LAlbertoG 22-25, M Jul 14

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    i feel the same. i feel totally different. i act different and dont think the same as a lot of people sometimes. i just dont feel like im normal. i talk to guys and they are always...
    screechowl83 screechowl83 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    i have a void inside myself. i try to fill it with things but it doesnt fill. and try to fill it with people and it still doesnt fill people come and go and ive been hurt a lot by...
    screechowl83 screechowl83 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 12

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    all this time I felt lost or abandoned , among people, but still feeling different , like not belonging I have a family sometimes I ask myself am I dreaming? when I'll wake up...
    angeleyes2820 angeleyes2820 36-40 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I feel like my dreams want to lead me to something , lately I've been getting weird dreams that feel so weird , and I need help . I don't remember much but I keep having the same...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 12

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    I don't feel like a woman at all. My Fake Mother treats me like I'm her husband, her man. This woman is not my real Mother. She molests me whilst I have seizures. I never felt...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    My boyfriend and his friend housemate have lived together since I've known him, over a year. They do everything together, I went on holiday with the pair of them, my bf invited me...
    Ella147 Ella147 26-30, F Jul 10

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