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I Feel Like Such a Fuck Up

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 61 People

    I Am A Total Fuckup...

    Well... i guess im one of those people that constantly tries to do the right thing and thinks that im some good person when im really not if i think about it. im 17 - well now just turned 18 like 3 hours ago and i have had the same girlfriend for the last 5 years of my life...
    smith00123 smith00123
    18-21
    1 Response May 28, 2011

    Im a 22 year old mom.

    My daughter is 6 mo. My fiance' Loves me with all his heart, but to be honest even though everyone says it... I don't know why he does. My life's DREAM was to 1. Become an artist and 2. Have a family of my own. I soon realized that I was NOWHERE near good enough for the first...
    SolsticeOlivia SolsticeOlivia
    22-25, F
    Jan 26

    I'm A 20 Year Old **** Up

    I've spent the last 20 years of my life trying to please everybody. My mother, my father, my friends, but in the end i tried to do something for myself and for them when i graduated highschool. I never applied myself to studies in high school, spent most of my time in drama guild...
    Fuckup101 Fuckup101
    18-21
    Jan 27, 2012

    Royal **** Up.

    Whatever I do or say, I always let-down, upset, anger, fail, disappoint or unintentionally guilt Someone. My boyfriend, my friends, my family.. And I feel like I'm just whining. But it's true. I cry at night sometimes thinking of how much of a failure I am to myself and everyone...
    Sinsirr Sinsirr
    18-21, F
    Sep 2, 2011

    Life Is A Death March.

    Someone at church reached out to me yesterday. It was nice and all, but for me it just draws attention to the fact that I'm a total ****-up. I just don't feel capable of being a normal person. I've always felt sub-human, and I always felt that if people really knew about what I...
    SRayne SRayne
    51-55, M
    1 Response Nov 15, 2010

    Why Can't I Do This Right?

    So I grew up ******, poor, living in parks, etc. Mom was a major **** up, and my dad was never around. Now as an adult, I have worked crap jobs (fast food) to keep a roof over my head, sometimes two jobs. Recently, I got married and now have a kid. My wife does not work, so I am...
    goldenharmonica goldenharmonica
    22-25
    2 Responses Nov 30, 2010

    I'm too old to be such a **** up.

    My parents put me through school and now I'm more indebted to them than ever. I graduated and have done nothing with my degree or my life. I've never had a job and it scares me. I can't handle people. I'm afraid everyone is gonna see what a stupid piece of **** I am. I'm sure my...
    spazchick spazchick
    22-25, F
    Sep 24, 2014

    I Am A Complete **** Up!

    1. so i screwed my entire education up 2. i ****** up my career more than twice 3. i have ****** up my relationships, and my marriage 4. i can not do anything right at all 5. I have ****** my family out of my life 6. and because im such a dumb **** i have managed to ruin a great...
    buckeyeracr00 buckeyeracr00
    31-35, M
    Oct 10, 2012

    Feel Like I'm Faking Being A Grown Up And Not Fooling Anyone.

    I am 30 years old as of one month ago. I still haven't paid my March rent and I don't have enough gas in my car to get me to work for the week. I feel like I can't ever manage my life, I feel like I don't fit anywhere and so I am faking it everywhere. I just want to vomit all...
    Bette411 Bette411
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 11, 2010

    I feel like I am such a ******* mess.

    I can't seem to make anyone happy in my life. I resort to quick fixes when I am feeling down, and it's a vicious cycle. My relationships I **** up, because of insecurities. I could go on and on about this.
    Travis234 Travis234
    26-30
    Oct 31, 2015

    I've Been Trying 2 Write 4 Hours

    I just can't get started. I'm here to get stuff out. Maybe some of it could even help someone else out. It's not going to help if I just sit here, hour after hour looking at the screen. I think that's all I do now. It's taken me over a decade to get here...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo
    31-35, M
    5 Responses Jan 23, 2009

    I mean how can someone be

    as terrible as i am in relationships?
    bluenightmare bluenightmare
    18-21, F
    Jan 5, 2015

    I'm 22 years old. I've never had a job,

    even though I've been looking since I was 17. I got kicked out of grammar school and graduated on a lower level, something my parents have never really accepted. I've never had a relationship. I keep losing friends, because once I trust them enough I tell them everything. More...
    isawadeer isawadeer
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 11, 2014
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