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I Feel Like Such a Fuck Up

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    I Am A Complete **** Up!

    1. so i screwed my entire education up 2. i ****** up my career more than twice 3. i have ****** up my relationships, and my marriage 4. i can not do anything right at all 5. I have ****** my family out of my life 6. and because im such a dumb **** i have managed to ruin a great...
    buckeyeracr00 buckeyeracr00 31-35, M Oct 10, 2012

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    Life Is A Death March.

    Someone at church reached out to me yesterday. It was nice and all, but for me it just draws attention to the fact that I'm a total ****-up. I just don't feel capable of being a normal person. I've always felt sub-human, and I always felt that if people really knew about what I...
    SRayne SRayne 41-45 1 Response Nov 15, 2010

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    I'm 22 years old. I've never had a job,

    even though I've been looking since I was 17. I got kicked out of grammar school and graduated on a lower level, something my parents have never really accepted. I've never had a relationship. I keep losing friends, because once I trust them enough I tell them everything. More...
    isawadeer isawadeer 22-25, F Apr 11

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    I Feel Like Such A F*uck Up

    So, I'm 16 years old, and i seriously feel like I'm much older than what i am due to all the responsibilities i have. My worst problem, i can't keep people close. I have SUCH a huge problem with that. I lose friends left and right because," I can't deal with it." Or "Because...
    Lost247 Lost247 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2010

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    I Am A Total Fuckup...

    Well... i guess im one of those people that constantly tries to do the right thing and thinks that im some good person when im really not if i think about it. im 17 - well now just turned 18 like 3 hours ago and i have had the same girlfriend for the last 5 years of my life...
    smith00123 smith00123 18-21 1 Response May 28, 2011

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    im really horrible in school .

    im a junior and i managed to pass all my classes some how with straight Ds . this year i a, ,king a real effort in school getting the best grades i have ever gotten averaging Cs and 1 or 2 Bs . but i cant seem too grasp spanish class. and my parents **** on me for it because of...
    kainoadesu kainoadesu 16-17, M Feb 15

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    Royal **** Up.

    Whatever I do or say, I always let-down, upset, anger, fail, disappoint or unintentionally guilt Someone. My boyfriend, my friends, my family.. And I feel like I'm just whining. But it's true. I cry at night sometimes thinking of how much of a failure I am to myself and everyone...
    Sinsirr Sinsirr 18-21, F Sep 2, 2011

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    I'm A 20 Year Old **** Up

    I've spent the last 20 years of my life trying to please everybody. My mother, my father, my friends, but in the end i tried to do something for myself and for them when i graduated highschool. I never applied myself to studies in high school, spent most of my time in drama guild...
    Fuckup101 Fuckup101 18-21 Jan 27, 2012

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    Failure At Its Finest

    I dont know why i cant ever succeed at anything. Relationships, jobs, family, friends, school, life itself are all just one big dissapointment to a guy like me. I feel like no matter how hard i try or what i do never in my life can i be happy, let alone the people around me. Even...
    stebbz00 stebbz00 16-17 3 Responses Aug 2, 2011

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    Feel Like I'm Faking Being A Grown Up And Not Fooling Anyone.

    I am 30 years old as of one month ago. I still haven't paid my March rent and I don't have enough gas in my car to get me to work for the week. I feel like I can't ever manage my life, I feel like I don't fit anywhere and so I am faking it everywhere. I just want to vomit all...
    Bette411 Bette411 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 11, 2010

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    I've Been Trying 2 Write 4 Hours

    I just can't get started. I'm here to get stuff out. Maybe some of it could even help someone else out. It's not going to help if I just sit here, hour after hour looking at the screen. I think that's all I do now. It's taken me over a decade to get here...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 5 Responses Jan 23, 2009

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    Why Can't I Do This Right?

    So I grew up ******, poor, living in parks, etc. Mom was a major **** up, and my dad was never around. Now as an adult, I have worked crap jobs (fast food) to keep a roof over my head, sometimes two jobs. Recently, I got married and now have a kid. My wife does not work, so I am...
    goldenharmonica goldenharmonica 22-25 1 Response Nov 30, 2010

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    I was reading my experiences n fb posts and realized that im a whiner!! Wtf? Ive always hated whiners.
    jumpingoffthecliff jumpingoffthecliff 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I feel like such an annoyance and burden to everyone I talk to. I don't think I'll be talking to anyone for a while so sorry if I don't reply to you.
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    For the past two weeks, I don’t think I’ve dreamed once-or if I have, I don’t remember it. That probably doesn’t seem all that significant… Except for me. It’s made...
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    Hello everyone! This is my first post! (Woohoo) Okay, So hi, I'm Kat. I'm 24... 25 on MONDAY 8/11!!! *Suddenly gets writer's block* -_- Always happens. Meh. I live in FL. I'm a...
    LovelyCalico LovelyCalico 22-25, F Aug 7

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    I know they don't. Yet sometimes, I get this anxious feeling of being judged and looked down on. At first it was at school, but now it's in my own home too. I'm not that insecure...
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm just really really disappointed. I told my mom that this woman (I have a story of how I distrusted this adult who happens to be my moms close friend and how she is now bluntly...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I feel like a fraud. I've been in orchestra for 5 years now, and I play the beautiful cello...except I never ACTUALLY played in class. (I'm practically a master at muting sounds...
    ArtisteMe ArtisteMe 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 30

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    I can't make sense of myself in relation to the life around me. I look at people and I feel so very different. There are moments when I know that a certain thought process was...
    WhisperSayuri WhisperSayuri 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    I never thought I would turn out to be like this when I was younger. Incompetent, inadequate, lost soul. I'm not anywhere close to the life stage points I should be. I feel like I...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

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    Did you ever meet someone and feel a strong connection to them without even really knowing them? Like they just "get" you and you feel like you know them and feel empathy towards...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 6 Responses Aug 21

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    My computer has stopped working, so now I have no way of getting online from home and OMGGGGG it sucks! I have managed to get through a couple of weeks with no online company but I...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M Jul 30

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    I've had the same feeling since I was a little girl. I'm 16 now but mine feels more..supernatural if that makes sense. I can recognize the pattern in which things happen and I can...
    DiamondK15 DiamondK15 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    This has to be the worst pain I have ever felt towards the person I call my dad. Just the thought of what he said and what happened brings tears to my face and pain to my heart...
    VivirLaVida VivirLaVida 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    It amazes me the different people in your life.... There are those you can always turn to... Those that are there for you... Those that make you smile like you've never smiled...
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    I'm not underweight. I'm 5'5 and 130 lbs, but I am thinner than most people I know or come across and they have noticed it too. I don't eat a lot, just because I don't really...
    Slexre Slexre 22-25, F Aug 10

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    My boyfriends mom died about a week ago. We live together and thI go have been stressful since her passing. I didn't know her very well but I feel like her spirit is irritated at...
    KaitlynnW KaitlynnW 18-21, F a week ago

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    I feel like somethings about to happen, but it doesn't. I feel miserable, despair. I have no reason to (read my last 'experience'), but somethings got to give sometime. Even death...
    LeeHart1 LeeHart1 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    cross country was brutal but shorter today, but my body feels like total crap. my legs feel like cinderblocks when I move them, and i feel bloated all over. At dinner, I felt...
    jeweldoggy jeweldoggy 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    My husband Johnny and I have been together for 2 years, married for a year and a half. We met through his older brother 2 1/2 years ago and started talking as friends. Neither one...
    ashleymarcia ashleymarcia 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    okay, im thirteen and in about 5th to 7th grade ive had really bad pimples and right now, their gone but i have black spots. my friends say they make me look cute but i cant help...
    swavvy123 swavvy123 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I hate it when someone publicly challenged me and I feel like I look bad. I hate being criticized or lectured especially in public. I feel attacked.
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F Jul 31

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    i feel so weak...My body is like a lump of earth. i feel like my soul has been struck with a lightning bolt. nothing can prepare me for this fate i must face. no matter how much i...
    LunarDream LunarDream 13-15, M 3 Responses Jul 31

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    I'm only a teenager- but my GPA is so low and i have a learning disability which makes me feel so stupid compared to other students. I feel like everyone around me is succeeding...
    megsupermaherio megsupermaherio 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    I always feel like every time I do or say something it's weird or wrong but if someone else does the exact same thing it's perfectly fine. And every time I try to defend myself I...
    theartist102 theartist102 22-25, M Aug 4

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    Yes. My heart my feelings of despair, and lonelyness is pushing even my limits. I have fought to no avail to Realize my life is nothing but one screw up after another and no matter...
    lonelyheart1967 lonelyheart1967 46-50, M 6 Responses Aug 5

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    I have all kids of dreams.. And i must say before i say anything else, that i feel like dreams are some of the times based on what you have been thinking about, or somethings...
    cbeneath cbeneath 22-25, F Aug 5

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    I feel like I should have been born in the 1700's and I also feel like I should have been a pirate captain
    oneperson93 oneperson93 18-21, M Aug 5

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    This a major problem for me, all the time. I feel like crap over this. Imagine me, living in a small town with a school of maybe 200 people K-12 grades. And always having this...
    lportra24 lportra24 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I feel like she puts every one else before me and makes me feel like crap.
    Cluckia Cluckia 13-15, F Aug 10

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    My moms side of the family is really Catholic and pretty homophobic. My mom isn't homophobic but she doesn't approve of the "lifestyle choice". Her boyfriend is really right winged...
    chanchilla chanchilla 18-21, F Aug 10

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    Everyone tomorrow is Monday. Did you enjoy your weekend? :):) sometimes we find happiness in this life an sometimes we are in a constant battle with this world. Everyone if anyone...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F Aug 10

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    I feel like I shouldn't of lived this long any way, but lately I feel like death is gripping my neck tighter and tighter. I don't know how to get it to release. im not one of the...
    Yungbug Yungbug 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 11

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    I feel like I'm loosing my friends . Most of my friends just stopped talking to me while the others are now cheerleaders and are hanging out with those type of ppl . And I'm not...
    kaylafuentes kaylafuentes 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    As far as I can remember I can't recall the last time my parents ever said I love you or we are proud of you hugged me or even had a discussion with me, I'm originally francophone...
    alexaz66 alexaz66 26-30, M Aug 11

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    I feel like I am the bad friend, the bad daughter, a bad person. I feel all alone, yet I want to be alone. Emptyness all the time. I have BPD. I think about suicide all the time as...
    misamisalou misamisalou 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I feel like no one cares about me, i feel like I'm being used. I help others because I love to do it, I love to help friends but sometimes all I want in return is to know you care...
    usarmyrangers usarmyrangers 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 13