I Feel Like Such A Mess

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    Vicious Cycle

    I'm a 19 year old girl from London. When I had just turned 18, my life seemed really simple. I had a boyfriend who was my age (although he wasn't always there for me, always playing computer games and whatever) but I had a good set of friends, used to go out, went to Sixth Form...
    strawberries91 strawberries91
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 25, 2011

    I'm not bullied properly

    but at the same time names, labels, comments, everything is just thrown my way and I find myself caring too much, how do people just let go of all that anxiety?
    AsylumOfMyOwn AsylumOfMyOwn
    18-21, F
    Apr 2, 2014

    Yeah I'm a messed and

    now I am particularly irritated due to my own Spazzy Hand >_< Hector: o_O In other words defeating Pokemon Black will have to wait because I 'accidentally' through my bleeding DS over the breaking point... Literally ^_~ Hector: Uuuuuh O_O Brain: Just go with it we all hav to...
    SquirrellyGal2493 SquirrellyGal2493
    22-25
    Apr 2, 2014

    I was cleaning this morning

    and when I went to crouch down to pick something up, I felt the heaviness of my stomach leaning on my legs.. it was such a disgusting feeling. I gained about 40 lbs over the past 2 years since I quit smoking. I replaced smoking with overeating as my new addiction. That's what...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 22, 2014

    I literally struggled with this 3rd quarter of

    the semester like this is the first time I actually had an F in something... I think I'm losing focus, losing motivation, and interest in school and getting more caught up with friends and my recent relationship that I'm in...tbh there really isn't anything inspiring me right...
    KyLeone KyLeone
    18-21, F
    Apr 2, 2014

    I'm longing for affection.

    ....for love. Hell I appreciate every last smile I get but what I truly long for is physical contact. It doesn't even need to be sexual. A kiss, and hug, a hand to hold.....etc. It's honestly consuming my life.
    Lone1y Lone1y
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 2, 2014

    Sometimes I look at my messy house & just get

    overwhelmed. I feel like it's an outward reflection of my inward messiness. :( Cleaning just usually isn't my priority. Finding peace in my life is. And then things around the house get neglected . . . and I feel like a horrible person. . . Does anyone else struggle with this?
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2015

    I can't figure myself out.

    One thing's for sure, though. Coffee shop guy had a major affect on me. I'm not sure I like it. Ugh. Just having a moment.
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 17, 2015
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