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I Feel Like the Most Horrible Person In the World

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    My exboyfriend and I broke up about a month ago. We stayed in touch though and were still best friends. We were really close.. He is the guy I lost my virginity to. Just recently I started liking another guy.. I guess you could say we have a thing? I really like but told him we...
    Maddorange Maddorange 16-17 Jul 7, 2011

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    I Am The Worse Person In The World

    i am the most horrable person in the world. i did the worse thing possible. i lied to people about my mom. i was in a relationship with a guy who is way older than me and when my mom found out i paniced. she threaten to tell the police about him and he would have been branded a...
    kizzy2008 kizzy2008 18-21, F Oct 28, 2009

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