I Feel Like The Only One Of My Kind

We all feel lonely at times, but how many know what it feels like to be an outcast amongst outcasts? 1,003 People

    I describe myself as an oddball

    who doesn't fit the norms for anything. I am a study in contradictions. Lol. Most people who meet me will tell me I am a good person, helpful, good listener, funny, sweet, creative.... But I am never the one anyone calls when they want to do something. I'd absolutely love to...
    Photobird Photobird
    41-45, F
    Aug 9, 2015

    Okay here it goes. I have been married

    for 20 some years. I have three beautiful grown boys that I love very much. I love my husband we have a great sex life but I have not had the best communication skills and have not been on the same page for a long time. I had no say when we were raising our kids. Two of them...
    Fmmason1966 Fmmason1966
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Jan 11, 2015

    My friend literally tell me

    that I have my own species
    CosplayPotato CosplayPotato
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 20, 2014

    My family is always moving the longest I ever

    stayed at a house was 3 years and that makes me a social freak at school and a easy target for bullies I would always be shy especially toward girls I went so low that women were making fun of me they would at first talk about me behind my back then they would tell guys and...
    revolution2018 revolution2018
    16-17, M
    1 Response Aug 20, 2014

    The One And Lonely

    I have not one single person to chat or spend time with (outside my small family).I can get out and about to meet people but have nothing to say to them. I don't understand why I am like this. Sometimes, like now, I feel a kind of need to communicate but still have nothing to say...
    SiouxC SiouxC
    3 Responses May 1, 2013

    I hate to mention sexuality

    since that topic is mentioned so frequently on this site, but I don't feel like anyone else is quite like me sexually. I am not an extremely sexual person in any way. I don't even find the idea of sex especially attractive. But it's still something that I'd like to be able to...
    jackk225 jackk225
    22-25, M
    4 Responses May 2, 2015

    Is there seriously one more person like me in

    the world today . No. I am isolated.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2015

    Very very spiritually deep minded,

    mellow, calm, weird, live in my personal world. I guess I see the world for the illusion it really is, when I talk to some people about it they look at me like I'm an alien.. No I'm just not normal, normal is boring
    ADeepPerspective ADeepPerspective
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 19, 2014

    All My Life....

         I have always felt different. That is why I made an account here. To see if anyone else is like me and may know why. I can't really say what the difference is between me and others, but I just feel like I should be somewhere else. I know I am very...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses May 10, 2010

    I don't think there has ever been a time in my

    life that I've felt like I belonged. I've always felt like my life is a punishment...
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit
    1 Response Oct 5, 2014
    deleted deleted
    May 29, 2014

    Rare odd original silent then shocking talk

    smart read people and street smart
    31-35, M
    1 Response May 24, 2014

    At work I feel lonely.

    There are always talkative sociable people that laugh and keep conversations going. Then there is me. I feel like I can't hold interesting conversations with people.
    Floridagirl96 Floridagirl96
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 26, 2014

    Once was hanging out at a festival with some

    friends and friends of friends. I have always been able to laugh and gab along with others, but often times feel rather sad for some reason. One of the my friend's friend I had just met talked to me later and told me he had noticed something about me. I asked what it was? He...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Oct 6, 2014

    What Do You All Expect Of Me?

    i dont know what to do anymore. how can there be people in the world that dare say they care for you but then just feel like they cant get out of your path fast enough? i dont want to truely be left alone even when i say it but people that truely care about you should know that...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

    can't explain exactly how i fell,

    words aren't enough to describe my condition.. at times i feel lonely & lost even within the crowd it's just as if i'm not there :( i definitely need help !
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jan 28, 2014

    I Feel...

    ...like the only one of my kind. I hate trying to explain how I feel or what I am going through to someone. They always dismiss my feelings or dont believe me. Its so annoying. I wish someone could understand me.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 15, 2010

    I hate working I quit everything my work ethic

    sucks I'm an egotistical hypocritical Doushe bag that doesn't know what he wants to do in his life. I'm headed nowhere I'm self destructive and lazy. I'll never amount to anything in this poisonous society. All I want to do is play video games travel the world and make a family...
    Kloud99 Kloud99
    22-25, M
    Jan 12, 2015

    I can't really describe it,

    I just know that I haven't ever felt like I belonged. People tell me I'm "a special breed"...I'm just tired of being all alone.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 5, 2015

    Sometimes i feel like,

    no matter how many friends i have, a part of me always feels alone
    Lilys3 Lilys3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 23, 2014

    They Know

    I fell like everyone at school knows something is up with me. they just dont know what. they act afraid of me and i believe because they arent sure what is wrong with me, and they are afraid of the unknown.  if only they knew, then they would torture me and try to kill me. 
    melikat melikat
    1 Response Apr 13, 2011

    I feel like I don't belong in this world.

    I don't know how to socialize. I don't want to talk that much (which makes them think that I'm too snobbish.) I don't even want to join in any of their conversations. I feel like I'm such a dork. An alien who doesn't have any idea on what people are doing now. I want to...
    FlamePrincess05 FlamePrincess05
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2014

     listen to those who know everything

    'knowable'.....question anything that rolls off the tongue of the mediocre
    miimii0069 miimii0069
    31-35, F
    Sep 8, 2015

    ive always known as a child

    that i was different to every other kid around me, i didn't know why or what causes it, it's just me as a person. all i see on my timeline is people my age having status's being proud that they are in court and people commenting stuff like "your a don cuzzie" not only do these...
    stevenmichaelsawers stevenmichaelsawers
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 8, 2014

    Not Human

    I have never really felt like I was even human. Even as a child I never felt like I belonged anywhere. That feeling got stronger when I became a teenager and has never gotten any better.I have never understood why people are the way that they are. When I try to talk to most...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise
    41-45, T
    Oct 18, 2012

    I feel like I value my commitments in

    friendships more than most people I know. If I say I'm gonna do something, I will. If you text me, I'll text you back. If I'm busy, I will get my work done ahead of time so I can spend quality time with you. I think part of the reason why I feel so alone is because a lot of...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Sep 20, 2015

    I'm One Of A Kind

    Sure thing, you will never find another like me.  Wink ;)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Sep 3, 2011

    Risque Rousseau

    As the great 18th century philosopher Jean-Jacques Rousseau put it "I may not be better but at least I am different." This has always rung true with me. I am not vain or believe that I am so different that I am better than anyone but pride myself for knowing there are none like...
    vergerherring vergerherring
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 3, 2011

    I'M An Outcast!

    In my school I'm an outcast just cuz I'm from another country. And my classmates make fun of me because of it. And it's really depressing and sad. And they bully me because I have a different clothing and music taste. Can somebody please give me some advice on what I can to about...
    Ansku01 Ansku01
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 30, 2013

    each time i put a curling /flat iron OR

    as mutch as a bobby pin/clip to my hair ,i feel like im living a lie....i dont know who i am anymore but im not a girly girl
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Oct 5, 2015

    I'm in my 3rd year of college

    and its been a few months since I've transferred to my new school. This school has 4 times the amount of people than my previous school. I was kind of happy about that because the more people the more likely i'll bump into someone with the same interests as me. I haven't made...
    PokerFacerr PokerFacerr
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 25, 2015

    Lone Wolf

    Sometimes, it can be difficult to be something that most do not believe or understand. You are constantly bombarded with claims that you cannot possibly exist, and to think otherwise means you are either an idiot or insane. It hurts enough to know that most do not believe in...
    Drachona Drachona
    17 Responses Apr 14, 2010

    I Feel Like I Am The Only One On Earth.

    some days I wake up and think that the earth is filled with people in denial, filled with greed and others in poverty. Of course they are not the only humans on earth. But at times it seems this world is based on so much negativity and beliefs of "This won't happen to me" that we...
    Greenlander Greenlander
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 2, 2010

    haha well I feel like im the only Navajo on EP,

    because I dont see any others ha.
    AddictedToSerenity AddictedToSerenity
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015

    I Feel Like I Am The Last Person On The Planet With Honesty Integrety And Reason

    I just feel like I am let down by so many liars and deceivers ....its changed me as a person . I am now unable to trust anyone.I feel like I am the only caring person around. and the last one with any honesty or integrity to to the right thing.
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 5, 2012

    I know im superior in every aspect of myself

    compared to others i love my self but at the same time i have almost no self confidence to the point where i cant even express myself at the most basic levels such as laughing im unable to laugh due to the fear of my laugh being criticized. Why is my superego so strong and...
    Mattpsyd Mattpsyd
    22-25, M
    Dec 27, 2013

    You Know...i Guess I Do.

    Not that I don't run into "kindred spirits" from time to time. And really, all I have to do is go back to a Dead show and see "me", 20 years ago, packing up his Guatemalan knapsack, tucking in his dreads, and diving into a over packed truck to head off to the next show... to...
    johnnybliss johnnybliss
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2010

    Out of the 1045 students at my school I'm the

    only trans(girl). Additionally I don't have any "real" friends, just a few hi-hru-ok-bye kind of friends :0
    LindavdB LindavdB
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2014

    I Used To Feel Alien, Now I'm Just Different

    As a young girl, I seem to always remember looking at the other kids around me, knowing that I wasn't quite like them. I didn't exactly feel alien to them, but I was just...different. Life seemed to swirl around me, and I would timidly watch it, wondering where I fit in, waiting...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Feb 3, 2011

    I feel so depressingly lonely

    because of that. I've moved and it turns out I miss my friends more than anything. The people I know here are - I really don't want to insult anyone - attention seeking, and don't seem to have thought about self discovery even once. I really wish I had more friends who I can...
    acciostars acciostars
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 6, 2014

    Absolutely! I am unique!

    Oh sure. There are others who walk like me. Talk like me. Maybe even look like me! But they won't know what I know. They won't feel what I feel. They won't see what I see.
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Oct 6, 2014

    But not in a bad way I think that's good to be

    special to be unique to stand out for what you are and you should never let a person tell you otherwise
    flowerpie flowerpie
    16-17, F
    Jul 17, 2014

    A One-off

    I'm no angel let's be honest. I guess at my worst I can be pretty terrible but I tend to destroy myself rather than other people. I just feel like I'm failing to add a selfish side to my personality that other people seem to have.Never felt different until about 4 yrs ago. I...
    FallenAngelWOOT FallenAngelWOOT
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Feb 26, 2012

    I know there are other people

    who like feminism and science and mythology. Those are pretty standard tumblr-nerd interests. But I don't meet people who are like me, even when they do share my interests.
    jackk225 jackk225
    22-25, M
    4 Responses May 2, 2015
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