I Feel Like the World Is Against Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 136 People

    Welcome To My Life

    On the last week of school, My grandfather was getting knee surgery. I didn't know anything about it, my mom was in the hospital, I didn't know that either. The next morning I was in the kitchen with my brother, andIi ride the bus. So my dad says "your mom will be home to pick...
    positively3negative positively3negative
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2012

    I Have Felt This

    So many unbelievable things have happened to me it is it definately has felt like the world or much of it was against me, actually intentionally trying to hurt me/hate on me. I have felt very alone and misunderstood/hated.
    TranscendentEcstasY TranscendentEcstasY
    26-30, F
    5 Responses May 2, 2009

    Frustrated

    To keep it short I'm a college graduate who's been out of school for 2 years and have yet to find any job that will keep me going. i dont want to get into too many specifics about why im at where im at but all i can say is all i've done my whole life is work hard at every part...
    ssm1 ssm1
    22-25
    1 Response Jan 30, 2011
    alexakisfan1997 alexakisfan1997
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 18, 2014

    Nothing's going to work out the way they do in

    my dreams. I'm not going to get together with the man I see in my dreams...I'm not going to go through with the profession in my dreams. Why does my body believe it's okay to put myself through so much hope that's only going to be shut down and slammed in my face later in life...
    internalloveneverdies16 internalloveneverdies16
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 21, 2015

    .......

    i may sound depressed, i may be. but it seems no one will listen to what i have to say.... i am a bigger girl, that may have something to do with it. people look at me weard. what does the world have ageinst bigger people... well i feel a little better....
    animalsfrog animalsfrog
    13-15, F
    Dec 3, 2010

    When Is It My Turn?

    Somedays I feel overwhelmed, like the world is out to get me.  I don't understand why I have been given so much to deal with and overcome.  I have had 6 surgeries in the last 11 years.  My most recent one was just 2 months ago.  I had a 3 level lumbar fusion...
    jenisue jenisue
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 5, 2008

    I am done trying because no matter what,

    it is wrong in other people's eyes. I am too stupid, too ugly, too weak, too much of a loser. If I can't amount to anything, then I shouldn't even bother trying.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    Oct 25, 2015

    Am I Expecting Too Much?

    Hi,  Recently, I feel more and more enclosed. My emotions are closed and I feel like I'm wearing a mask when I'm with people. Even though I want to open up and share my feelings I think I will be too imposing and too annoying to be in their lives.
    misinterpreted misinterpreted
    18-21
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2009

    Work And Money

    That's all life is about anymore. I feel like I shouldn't even call it a life. It's just work. School always has to come before my education. I'd rather not have to worry about jobs or grades. I wish it didn't have to be that way. I keep trying to tell myself it doesn't have to...
    DewDropsontheGrass DewDropsontheGrass
    13-15, F
    1 Response Nov 25, 2013

    Ever had that feeling

    that everything is pushing against you? like the world is just too much, there are too many things going on and so much that could possibly go wrong. I feel like life makes too many changes and that we have to adapt, i know people are adaptable but its not always what we want...
    firesoul07 firesoul07
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 3

    No Wonder People Kill Themselves

    Here I am trying to save pesos PhP700.00 or $16.00 and my wonderful mother gets "impressed" so much by a salesman that she buys a "super air vacuum cleaner" worth over $3000.00 YEAH, no ****! It cleans the air while vacuuming and can remove bed mites as well. based on the...
    Frustrationcentral Frustrationcentral
    31-35, M
    Oct 26, 2012

    A "new" Year? Really?

    So, it starts off the usual run of the mill celebration - food, fireworks, greetings. Going through the routine. However, I feel I have become so jaded that I can no longer "see" the goodness and hope that is usually connected with the bringing in of the New Year. Even worse is...
    Frustrationcentral Frustrationcentral
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 1, 2013

    Sometimes

    It will happen; I have anixety and can fall prey to this easily. Being who I am, isolation can occur. I want for things for change and have to do them myself, but just wish they weren't so hard. I know and have met some people who aren't this way, but they are few and far between...
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    Nov 20, 2012

    Loser Life

    My life sucks.  My fiancee decided to leave me 2 days before I went to settlement for the home we both picked.  And to add insult to injury, he won't even tell me why he left.  He only tells me, "I'm not ready to talk yet".  He is gone at this moment...
    Loser080910 Loser080910
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 4, 2009

    She's the perfect girl,

    but I can't have her. I love her, but I can't have her. She loves me, but I can't have her. We tell each other we want a future together, but we know it can't happen.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 9, 2015

    I am tired. I have been fighting against the

    world since I remember myself. It's not as bad now. Actually the situation has improved dramatically. But the basic fear is still there: I feel that I am not allowed to be myself. That if I dare to express who I am then I will be in danger. This has to change. I need a life and...
    elenix elenix
    31-35, F
    Mar 17, 2014

    Another Frustrating Day

    AAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  It's not one big thing but all the irritating little things that continually grow if you ignore them and are frustrating to deal with when trying to resolve them. I just want to vent! I am SO OVER the "look on...
    Frustrationcentral Frustrationcentral
    31-35, M
    Jan 24, 2012

    The way it feels to be dead inside.

    I had fallen in love with a guy i met only a month earlier. I thought he was perfect, and thought that he thought of me the same way. Well... I was wrong, terribly. I woke up this morning, got on Instagram! Hoping for a good day! We were having a party at school, and...
    Johnnyboy1330 Johnnyboy1330
    16-17, M
    Dec 4, 2013

    I Know The World Is Against Me

    6 years ago i got this great job after having being unemployed for a long time and having worked for some bosses from hell. I was thankful for the job and put my all into it, i was sympathetic to the needs of others and i told myself "if i am good to others only good things...
    TripleV TripleV
    31-35
    4 Responses Jan 18, 2011

    Against Me

    The world cannot be against me, the people can.  Are everyone against me, Nope.  If it would be the case; well that would be okay too.   If there's good reasons or the truth to it, I cannot say nothing to it.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Aug 7, 2011

    I know this is rather dramatic

    but let me list why I feel this way: -Since moving to PA, I have yet to meet any friends. I moved out here with family 9 years ago -Scratch that, I did meet a wonderful friend last year, but he stopped being friends with me after he begged me to tell him about his boyfriend's...
    RoxannaM RoxannaM
    22-25, F
    Apr 1, 2015

    I know I'm not saint,

    but I've been told im a good person. If I'm such a good person why do bad things always happen to me? Everything that has made me happy has been taken from. I have had so many struggles in my life. Why do the bad people get everything they want? They go through school and life...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 8, 2015

    Honestly, when things don't go my way

    and everything comes back on me and slaps me in the face I feel like the world or others are against me. Mainly because some would rather be so harsh and judgmental rather than understand how you feel or what's going on. And when many people harass and attack you your human...
    mentallyhigh mentallyhigh
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2015

    Even Cyber Social Sites Are Against Me!!

    Right here! experience project , the group I joined in order to find some sort of acceptance... and when I do join the entire thread goes dormant. YEAH... story of my life - anything I touch becomes dead or just goes away. And people wonder WHY I act so paranoid or pessimistic...
    Frustrationcentral Frustrationcentral
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Feb 27, 2012

    Definitely Me

    the world is against me I realize that now. It wasn't always like that but it is now. Sometimes I don't even think anyone can comprehend how much. I have had so much stuff happen to me. And now it seems like the world is against me again. I'm doing wrong again. I can never please...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 4, 2009
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 9, 2015

    How is it that when I get all the negativity

    out of my life and I'm finally starting over something comes and tries to drag me down again
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2014

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