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I Feel Like the World Is Against Me

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    Welcome To My Life

    On the last week of school, My grandfather was getting knee surgery. I didn't know anything about it, my mom was in the hospital, I didn't know that either. The next morning I was in the kitchen with my brother, andIi ride the bus. So my dad says "your mom will be home to pick...
    positively3negative positively3negative 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 19, 2012

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    I Have Felt This

    So many unbelievable things have happened to me it is it definately has felt like the world or much of it was against me, actually intentionally trying to hurt me/hate on me. I have felt very alone and misunderstood/hated.
    TranscendentEcstasY TranscendentEcstasY 26-30, F 5 Responses May 2, 2009

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    Against Me

    The world cannot be against me, the people can.  Are everyone against me, Nope.  If it would be the case; well that would be okay too.   If there's good reasons or the truth to it, I cannot say nothing to it.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Aug 7, 2011

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    alexakisfan1997 alexakisfan1997 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 18, 2014

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    How is it that when I get all the negativity

    out of my life and I'm finally starting over something comes and tries to drag me down again
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2014

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    Another Frustrating Day

    AAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  It's not one big thing but all the irritating little things that continually grow if you ignore them and are frustrating to deal with when trying to resolve them. I just want to vent! I am SO OVER the "look on...
    Frustrationcentral Frustrationcentral 31-35, M Jan 24, 2012

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    The way it feels to be dead inside.

    I had fallen in love with a guy i met only a month earlier. I thought he was perfect, and thought that he thought of me the same way. Well... I was wrong, terribly. I woke up this morning, got on Instagram! Hoping for a good day! We were having a party at school, and...
    Johnnyboy1330 Johnnyboy1330 16-17, M Dec 4, 2013

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    When Is It My Turn?

    Somedays I feel overwhelmed, like the world is out to get me.  I don't understand why I have been given so much to deal with and overcome.  I have had 6 surgeries in the last 11 years.  My most recent one was just 2 months ago.  I had a 3 level lumbar fusion...
    jenisue jenisue 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 5, 2008

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    Sometimes

    It will happen; I have anixety and can fall prey to this easily. Being who I am, isolation can occur. I want for things for change and have to do them myself, but just wish they weren't so hard. I know and have met some people who aren't this way, but they are few and far between...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Nov 20, 2012

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    I know I'm not saint,

    but I've been told im a good person. If I'm such a good person why do bad things always happen to me? Everything that has made me happy has been taken from. I have had so many struggles in my life. Why do the bad people get everything they want? They go through school and life...
    Stucat Stucat 16-17, M Apr 8

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    I am tired. I have been fighting against the

    world since I remember myself. It's not as bad now. Actually the situation has improved dramatically. But the basic fear is still there: I feel that I am not allowed to be myself. That if I dare to express who I am then I will be in danger. This has to change. I need a life and...
    elenix elenix 31-35, F Mar 17, 2014

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    .......

    i may sound depressed, i may be. but it seems no one will listen to what i have to say.... i am a bigger girl, that may have something to do with it. people look at me weard. what does the world have ageinst bigger people... well i feel a little better....
    animalsfrog animalsfrog 13-15, F Dec 3, 2010

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    Loser Life

    My life sucks.  My fiancee decided to leave me 2 days before I went to settlement for the home we both picked.  And to add insult to injury, he won't even tell me why he left.  He only tells me, "I'm not ready to talk yet".  He is gone at this moment...
    Loser080910 Loser080910 26-30 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    I know this is rather dramatic

    but let me list why I feel this way: -Since moving to PA, I have yet to meet any friends. I moved out here with family 9 years ago -Scratch that, I did meet a wonderful friend last year, but he stopped being friends with me after he begged me to tell him about his boyfriend's...
    RoxannaM RoxannaM 22-25, F Apr 1

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    Stucat Stucat 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    Even Cyber Social Sites Are Against Me!!

    Right here! experience project , the group I joined in order to find some sort of acceptance... and when I do join the entire thread goes dormant. YEAH... story of my life - anything I touch becomes dead or just goes away. And people wonder WHY I act so paranoid or pessimistic...
    Frustrationcentral Frustrationcentral 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 27, 2012

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    Work And Money

    That's all life is about anymore. I feel like I shouldn't even call it a life. It's just work. School always has to come before my education. I'd rather not have to worry about jobs or grades. I wish it didn't have to be that way. I keep trying to tell myself it doesn't have to...
    DewDropsontheGrass DewDropsontheGrass 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 25, 2013

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    Am I Expecting Too Much?

    Hi,  Recently, I feel more and more enclosed. My emotions are closed and I feel like I'm wearing a mask when I'm with people. Even though I want to open up and share my feelings I think I will be too imposing and too annoying to be in their lives.
    misinterpreted misinterpreted 18-21 2 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    I Know The World Is Against Me

    6 years ago i got this great job after having being unemployed for a long time and having worked for some bosses from hell. I was thankful for the job and put my all into it, i was sympathetic to the needs of others and i told myself "if i am good to others only good things...
    TripleV TripleV 31-35 4 Responses Jan 18, 2011

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    Frustrated

    To keep it short I'm a college graduate who's been out of school for 2 years and have yet to find any job that will keep me going. i dont want to get into too many specifics about why im at where im at but all i can say is all i've done my whole life is work hard at every part...
    ssm1 ssm1 22-25 1 Response Jan 30, 2011

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    Definitely Me

    the world is against me I realize that now. It wasn't always like that but it is now. Sometimes I don't even think anyone can comprehend how much. I have had so much stuff happen to me. And now it seems like the world is against me again. I'm doing wrong again. I can never please...
    Passionfruit3 Passionfruit3 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 4, 2009

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    A "new" Year? Really?

    So, it starts off the usual run of the mill celebration - food, fireworks, greetings. Going through the routine. However, I feel I have become so jaded that I can no longer "see" the goodness and hope that is usually connected with the bringing in of the New Year. Even worse is...
    Frustrationcentral Frustrationcentral 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 1, 2013

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    No Wonder People Kill Themselves

    Here I am trying to save pesos PhP700.00 or $16.00 and my wonderful mother gets "impressed" so much by a salesman that she buys a "super air vacuum cleaner" worth over $3000.00 YEAH, no ****! It cleans the air while vacuuming and can remove bed mites as well. based on the...
    Frustrationcentral Frustrationcentral 31-35, M Oct 26, 2012

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    She's the perfect girl,

    but I can't have her. I love her, but I can't have her. She loves me, but I can't have her. We tell each other we want a future together, but we know it can't happen.
    Stucat Stucat 16-17, M Apr 9

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    dannybyanymeans dannybyanymeans 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    I'll always feel like I am not good enough. No matter what I do, it is wrong...
    Loquesoy Loquesoy 18-21, F 6 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Okay, so I have this boyfriend . we have been dating practicality since September of last year. but we broke up for a tad after new years. In between that time he was the most...
    IlyAAfaa IlyAAfaa 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    She is getting more and more distant, turning to others for both excitement and comfort. It feels like the beginning of the end :-(
    nudealways nudealways 36-40, M 14 hrs ago

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    I like to be immature sometimes of course there's a time and place. I guess I don't really feel like a man more than anything.
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 16 hrs ago

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    I've noticed that I've been expecting too much from people. I think I am worth so much and deserve love and romance and friendliness and caring, but I don't I hold high standards...
    TrappedAbs TrappedAbs 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I just feel like I'm so alone. Like no one in this world truly understands me for who I am. I just want to be shown that there is some compassion in this world. I want to...
    brokenhappiness97 brokenhappiness97 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I feel like Im just living inside a body looking out....not really doing anything, just reacting to the world around me. Am I real...Is this all a dream...Is this all...
    PixieLoveChild PixieLoveChild 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    It feels like you will never smile again... It feels like you will never feel happy again It feels like a constant ache in your heart It feels like no one understands It feels like...
    alleycat66 alleycat66 46-50, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I hate having to ask this. I feel like I'm from another planet And I don't belong on this earth. I'm completely different than everyone I know. I live in California. Concepts like...
    suicidallol suicidallol 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I believe my dreams are more than a reflection of my inner feelings. I believe my dreams were like a dimension, an escape from the melancholic reality I am in with. When I dream...
    Denglemteprinsesse Denglemteprinsesse 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I feel like my stepmom hates me, her and my dad have been together since I was 16 months old and I'll be 20 in April, she's the one who caused my parents divorce, but I've never...
    harliedanielle417 harliedanielle417 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I feel like nobody cares about me. most of the people I care about are either dead or have left me. really the only person I am comfortable around is my best friend, I am even...
    Andyg99 Andyg99 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I don't even know where to start with this post to be totally honest! I guess i just feel like i don't have an interest in anything anymore & that i don't want to. I think whats...
    flyingblossom flyingblossom 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I can't live my life like the way I do anymore. I don't have energy for it. I'm weak and I'm tired. Including I'm discouraged and scared. I'm worried I'll never please anyone or...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    My mind seems to be racing through millions of thoughts tonight, and I can honestly say that sleep feels so far away at this moment. I often wonder about life, and about my purpose...
    theatreeyes theatreeyes 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    It's basically about my story centered around my past with UTIs and how I've had trouble feeling normal ever since. It sounds strange and it makes me feel like I'm weird. I get...
    melody477 melody477 16-17, F a week ago

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    I hate myself and I feel like a horrible fake girl . I told my friend a story that I have a boyfriend and kept talking about how much I love him , I also told her things we do and...
    serla12 serla12 13-15, F a week ago

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    I don't know why but I always feel like there has to be more to life than what I have and it makes me feel pretty down a lot of the time. I feel lost and that I'm not really doing...
    Ella147 Ella147 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    I want to die, I feel like inviting any possible form of death because I feel that if I were gone... people would be better off. ...I want to die because I keep letting myself get...
    DaffodilDeary95 DaffodilDeary95 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 23