I Feel Like Twenty People Stuck In One Body

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 342 People

    Too Many

    i fell like there are allot of people/sides inside of me, like: -My romantic side aka. Amorette (that's what i call her/him/that), that side that secretly wishes for someone  send me flowers, whisper sweet nothings in my ears and to say that he loves me more than anything...
    sakura19 sakura19
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2008

    Sometimes I Really Do Wonder About Myself.

    I noted down my interests for several months once and not only were they completely different, I was completely and utterly uninterested in what were at the time all I could think about. I used to have a totally confident, brave side of me come out sometimes, but I fear it may...
    MentalMorph MentalMorph
    22-25, M
    Jul 1, 2009


    I'm a cattle a lamb and a lion, a vigilant dog and a lazy cat, a stubborn donkey and an owl, a horny rabbit and a monogamous swan, an eagle and a worm. a fox and an ox, a flea and an elephant, a chicken and a panther a working buffalo and a dancing bear, a tortoise and a naked...
    moreandless moreandless
    56-60, M
    Jun 11, 2010

    You Are All Fine.

    The irony  here is that it is perfectly fine to bring out different aspects of yourselves during the day in order to deal with different situations , cause  no one can be the same linear fixed politically correct person that this ridiculous system demand us to be. ...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 26, 2009

    So Confused

    I have every single symptom of bi-polar. But also feel like a ton people in one body yet i dont know which one is ME and some i really dont like. It's me with my family, me with friends. Me with new people. Me in public and me alone. Alone is the bad one. And me with my best...
    Cara77 Cara77
    13-15, F
    Dec 8, 2012


    Sometimes when I close my eyes and open them again I feel different...sometimes mischievous, sometimes heart broken and other times detached and almost emptied, like a bottle. I was diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder but never followed up on me or did intensive studies...
    LostCocoa LostCocoa
    2 Responses May 11, 2009

    If anyone knows the song Ten-Faced by Gumi

    Megpoid, then, yeah, I feel like that.
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed
    1 Response Oct 15, 2014

    It Is a True Fact.

    i was just diagnosed with multi-personality disorder. which if know me you already know that. it has taken 10 plus years for them doctors to figure out what happens to me when everyone is out of control.  this is not a I'm lieing disease its really happening to me. last...
    cindy420 cindy420
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Oct 17, 2008

    Sometimes.  Sometimes ...

    Sometimes.  Sometimes I feel like I NEED to be.
    HeavnsGirl HeavnsGirl
    2 Responses May 6, 2008

    Comes With the Territory

    Of being a writer that is. I think at some point my habit of creating an extra character in every single movie or book I see/read transformed into DICD.  Now I can easily have conversations withmy story's characters about what's happening in their plot lines. And since a...
    axelval axelval
    18-21, T
    Dec 20, 2008

    D I D

    What you write strikes a chord with me. I also have DID. I am writing about my experiences with this disorder and other issues, and about my road to integration, in my blog. You can read it, if you're interested, at: http://reunitedselves.blogspot.com/    
    shenison shenison
    1 Response May 12, 2009

    I Don't Really Feel Like 20 People All At Once. Just 2.

    and I don't have MPD. but, I am a gemini. and I always find myself being completely happy and excited one minute and the next? every little thing ****** me off or makes me sad. or I can't stop talking one moment and then that other twin in me zips the mouth shut and just wants to...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2012

    All In One

    Its actually 3 .......... 1 2 3
    Erevos Erevos
    31-35, M
    1 Response May 22, 2010

    So Many Sides

    I feel like there's multiple personalities all rolled up into me.  I want to stay small town, I want to move to a huge city. I want to stick near my family, I want to go be anonymous. I want to be sweet, I want to be a *****.  I want to be serious and smart, and I want...
    simplycherie simplycherie
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Sep 1, 2007

    Who Am I

     i hyper  im meek  and out going  im subtle an obvios   im every thing at once
    pandelk pandelk
    18-21, M
    Jul 26, 2009

    No Mpd...

        No I haven't been dx'd with MPD; however, my borderline tendencies (hell what am I saying, my borderline insanity) makes me feel as if I DO indeed have MPD. Yesterday was a prime example.  I was with someone. Totally fine. Then, I hate them...
    EccentricOne EccentricOne
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Jan 3, 2010

    Theres Four People In My Head!

    ok this might sound a little crazy but its ture and i don't need professional help or anything, i have kind of gotten used to it now. However every now and again things can sometimes get a little crazy. I have four different people inside my head. The first one is my normal...
    samicyanide samicyanide
    1 Response Jul 25, 2008

    Multiple Personality Disorder...

    They are overwhelming at times. All of them are under the main personality's control. That would be the person typing directly to you now, explaining this ridiculousness. They are paranoid, distrusting, opinionated, stronger parts of myself. The prude who reads into males...
    Neur0ticism Neur0ticism
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Jun 7, 2008

    Well, I can't tell how many there might be

    because I can't tell when they switch, but my close friends can tell when it's not quite me. They doctors keep giving me meds, but I don't know if I'm diagnosed with anything other than an anxiety disorder and severe depression. I hear voices and see things that I know aren't...
    confusednabused confusednabused
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 30, 2014


    Sometimes I do feel like there is more than just one person inside of me. I have BPD. (Borderline personality disorder)It makes me often feel like there is more than just one me, and its so confusing and frustrating, I feel like no one truly understand it either...
    deleted deleted
    May 10, 2013
    ameliaandmore ameliaandmore
    18-21, F
    Jan 14, 2014

    People In Head...

    Jess is... well I'm not sure what she is... she's 9 and she sort of lives in my head,,, she helps me, when I'm not bothering to look after myself (eat, sleep, first aid, etc) she does it for me... she's in my mind and talks to me... when i "loose time" sometimes it's...
    shadowlight shadowlight
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2009

    My Multy-me

    I have many creature in me-demons,holows,etc,and i love this,becouse I'm a human....
    PhedoRuka PhedoRuka
    16-17, F
    3 Responses May 15, 2009

    lol I don't really know

    why I joined this group XD it's sounds funny! But I feel like this ALL THE TIME!!
    drama16queen1997 drama16queen1997
    1 Response Oct 14, 2014

    Which One Is Me

    I wake up each morning having to wonder which part of me is going to be dominant today... i am a mother, a sister, a wife, a friend, a working girl... but i am also scared, happy, sad, afraid, fearless, introvert, extrovert, confused, crazy, out of control, independent... i never...
    Gremlin25 Gremlin25
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 17, 2009

    Somedays.. ...

    Somedays.. My mothers recent passing has me all confused.
    breezygirl69 breezygirl69
    31-35, F
    May 7, 2008


     I wouldn't go as far to say its a real problem.... but i feel a bit crazy at times.  Usually when im alone i can have a full on argument with myself. In my head it seems like there are completely different opinions in there. I sound flip floppy sometimes but i really...
    Tacit Tacit
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 27, 2008

    Hmm Well I Could Only Come Up With 12 =/ Lol

    Lol I really wanted to make it to twenty ='(.....No I do not have MPD, these are just the different sides of me, we all have them nobody is one exact way and emotion all the time.I'm happy on occasion, mainly when talking to friends or blasting music and exercising. That side of...
    MiracleWhipTrickster MiracleWhipTrickster
    18-21, M
    Jan 19, 2011

    Too Small 4 This.

    i swear if you took me apart there would be 4 others inside of me... i can hear them all.. they can even talk at the same time.. they are all me though.. my voice.. im not c razy... i just dont like who i am.
    sarcasticsmile sarcasticsmile
    16-17, F
    Oct 8, 2007

    Mood Changes

    One minute I'm as happy as a pig in sh!t, next I'll be crying and I'll have no idea why, then I'll be really angry for crying over nothing which will make me grumpy for getting myself in a state over nothing lol!!!! I really hate it, work is the worst, I'll be happily singing...
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 17, 2007

    The Mutable Self

    I consider my personality to be mutable.  I try on new identities and take what I like and leave the rest.  Sometimes I'm country, sometimes rock, sometimes sensitive, sometimes spiritual, sometimes logical, sometimes an evil bastard...you get the idea.  I wouldn't...
    IcarusFalling IcarusFalling
    31-35, M
    May 20, 2009

    Inside (short Film)

    This short film explains it better than I can at the moment. (DIRECTED BY Trevor Sands ©All rights reserved See the high resolution version at: www.insideshort.com)
    Perturbee Perturbee
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2010

    And They All Hate Each Other!

    It's sorta like when an elevator door opens for you to enter and you find that it's already crowded with barely enough space for you to squeeze in. That's how my mind feels and it bugs me that this seems to be happening with more frequency everyday. I have "people"...
    bufy1981 bufy1981
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 10, 2009

    Its Really Anoying

    i have arguments with the many people inside of me. we can never agree on one thing. i just feel like punching them in the face but......yeah...lets not.
    letmebreathe letmebreathe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2010

    I Do Not Have Mpd, But...

    While I have Asperger's, I have never been diagnosed with Multiple Personality Disorder. But nonetheless, I have little knowledge exactly who it is I am. One moment, I feel romantic. The next moment, I never want to see another freaking woman again. One part of me wants to be...
    rustyguy rustyguy
    18-21, M
    Sep 23, 2008
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