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    Pain

    Pain is all I can think about It's all I feel...Pain. It's surrounding me, suffocating me with its viscous claws I thought I had finally escaped its horrid grasp But it has trapped me again Pain. Pain. Pain. Is all I feel throughout my body I try to ignore it, but its pounding...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F Jul 17, 2011

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes when I'm in the mood I can write & write & write for weeks or months on end like it was an Olympic sport :D However at the moment I have writers block! I sooooo hope to get back in the mood for writing again soon :D
    LondonPride LondonPride 31-35, M 4 Responses Mar 16, 2012

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    A Leaf In The Storm - A Hurricane Told From The Point Of View Of A Leaf

    I clung to the branch for dear life as the wind whipped around me. Many of my brothers and sisters had given up the fight, and let the wind carry them away. I didn’t want to go; I wanted to stay right where I was, with my remaining brothers and sisters hanging onto the branches...
    Jacqid96 Jacqid96 18-21, F Nov 15, 2012

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    Uncertainty

    "Do or do not, there is no try"Uncertainty is an evil ***** that is stuck in the back of your head. Where will I go? What will I do? Where will I be in 2 months?Of course life is all about uncertainty. You don't know where life will lead you, or even if you will live to see...
    contacthigh contacthigh 26-30, M 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    Please

    Please my dreamers, come into me and we can sing joyful songs of hope and happiness, No, this is not going to be sappy.... I was only joking there... Instead this takes place in a house in which someone is about to be shot... "Curse you." "One more word and you are dead" "okay...
    BigDreamer1 BigDreamer1 13-15 1 Response Jun 26, 2013

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    About What, is the question ~ Let's see,

    I have all these groups, experiences. Only a small portion of them have any words, thoughts, stories added to them. So... it looks like I have a choice in what to write about tonight! *smile*
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I Feel Like Writing And Xanga Is Down Doing Whatever Stupid Month Long Upgrade. So I Will Write Here.

    "Years spent holding onto anger and hatred. The feeling that things will never change. It eats you up inside. Thinking that no one could ever understand, all the pain that you hide. Your burdens serve to hold you down" For years I have been in love with my ex. We met in 2005 - 20...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M Sep 16, 2013

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    Unknown Me!

    I know my name and i love it. It's Wasiy*** Y***** J****. But what if i lost my name and all dere was, was a face. What would i do. I could say i'm beautiful, dat would work. But what if i had no name, no face, just a body. What would i do. Some say i'd be dead, but now if i...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2009

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    Have You Ever Got That Feeling?

    have you ever got that feeling well when you know you wake up one morning and you sit up in your bed and your stomach feels really weird and your vision is a bit fuzzy and you just want to fall back into your pillow and sleep but , somthing keeps you sitting up and you just stare...
    foreveristolong0009 foreveristolong0009 16-17, F Apr 9, 2012

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    I Want to Say Something, But Don't Know What It Is Yet

    They sat out on the back porch, the sun beginning to lean on the barbed wire fence line bordering her 80 acres and the neighbor's 283 acres of corn.  Side by side on the pine swing, Memphis and her best friend of 8 years took turns nipping the Jim Beam; she knocked back...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses May 10, 2009

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    And He Pulls the Trigger

    "I could kill you right now.  Do you realize that?" "Yes, I do." "And, you're not afraid?  I have the muzzle of a forty-five pointed directly at your left temple, the clip is full, and you're on your knees in your bedroom--and you're not...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 1, 2009

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    I can't sleep I just have a few things on my

    mind. What if god can't read minds? What if he just said he can hear us through prayer so we could stop talking out loud bombarding him with bullshit? Why do we think god is going to listen to our prayers anyway? Why do I bother asking him for a significant other? Maybe he...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 28

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I feel like writing,When I do,I can't stop,Addictive,That's how I find it!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 14, 2012

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    Beautifully Imperfect (inside)

    " I love you." "I'm not perfect & accept it. In fact i love my flaws" "They're so beautiful they become flawless flaws.' "I won't change. I love me" "I'll be able to say that after i find me! I'll be able to say it soon. trust me on...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F Jun 15, 2009

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    All Work

    all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no...
    axeman66 axeman66 41-45, M 13 Responses Jun 5, 2009

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    In the light of day, lies deeply seeded within

    my heart a bed of pain. I have only tried to love, I have only found hurt. And you. You. Yes there you are? Who are you? I don't know who I am. Why are you asking me when I should question your sanity, please sanctify me with hope. I can't keep washing in the pool of drought...
    GarnetRoses GarnetRoses 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Beautifully Imperfect #2

    I know my flaws                  quirks                  and everything annoying about me. I accept that i'm not...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F Jun 15, 2009

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    Rachel Is Walking At The Beach With Some Friends.

    One fine day, Rachel was reading The first Twilight book.  She was so into the book that she didn't heard the door bell. The door bell rang again. This time she put the book down on her bed. She lived in a one bedroom apartment on busy street in busy downtown area of Vancouver...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Back in 2012 I tried to kill myself and I took a pretty big overdose on some pills. Since then...life hasn't really been the same. I know I'm probably delusional for thinking this...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F Sep 5

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    Sometime I think I should just give up on the possibility of me and him. I met him a month or more ago. What started out as something that made me so hopeful has turned into more...
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    Hi. My I like to go by Snow. Well I'll keep the story shorter than what it truly is. Well I currently do no live with my mother, she lives in another town nearby with my grandma...
    SnowKittyRosa SnowKittyRosa 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    Let me first start off by saying I am a natural worrier. By this, I mean my life wouldn't feel right or I would be bored if I didn't worry. Granted, it takes its' toll on me but I...
    Cherrybean84 Cherrybean84 26-30, F Sep 13

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    Ahead: Stupid rant My freshman year of high school, I met one girl and pretty much stuck to her side until I made my own friends, which were basically everyone she was friends...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    There you go, I feel like a failure sometimes no matter how hard I try not to quit. My whole life I feel like I been going in circles. Like no matter what I do to try to succeed in...
    MrKool82 MrKool82 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 17

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    You ever get the feeling like you are on borrowed time? I do, I have been depressed all my life with the exception of the last two years. These last two years have been amazing...
    Shellback1992 Shellback1992 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    So I made this note of how I feel... I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    No matter who it is I can never make a significant connection with them. My father, and mother both care for me I can tell, and I respect them but to be perfectly honest I feel as...
    aimlessglitch aimlessglitch 18-21, M Sep 2

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    I posted about a similar problem last night, and like most people the night is a very emotional time for me so I feel the need to post this again but from a slightly different...
    KayJayHoeBum KayJayHoeBum 16-17, M Sep 5

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    YES YES I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THIS, this feeling is so disturbing! Eventhough they, my friends says they enjoy my accompany & they likes it when i get all happy & hyper but i just idk...
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    A few months ago my brother was arrested and is now on bail till the 8th December (1 day before his birthday). I am 14 years old and I feel like my family is falling apart as there...
    MimiChim MimiChim 13-15, F Sep 6

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    I am so f**king sick of feeling broken and lost. I shouldn't have to hate myself because others treated me like crap. I am not some injured lamb who needs to be nursed back to...
    LunaKye LunaKye 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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    Like the air that drifts between us I feel unimportant, unseen and uninteresting. People glance my way and see no more than scenery. Ostracised by my friends at school, I inhabit...
    BustedMonkey BustedMonkey 18-21, M Sep 7

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    I’ve always listened to people when they said that it’s okay to be different. That’s why I always kinda tried to embrace it. But no matter where I go, People always seem to...
    Tweeter97 Tweeter97 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    Okay so basically I'm doing courses to train me for entrances of various design schools. They teach me How to draw and stuff and all that. And I've never drawn before like idk How...
    Teebee1998 Teebee1998 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 16

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    I don't just feel like no one understands me, I know that no one understands me. It's so hard being in this family, in this school, in this world. My family invalidates my feelings...
    secretlyfelix secretlyfelix 18-21 Sep 16

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    I write my feelings on here day after day and sometimes, I do miss a few days because of my hectic schedule but that doesn't stop my thoughts of you.Ever since we said goodbye and...
    Godsmack23 Godsmack23 36-40, M Sep 18

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    I feel like I'm just wasting my life away, I'm a freshman in college and I take two classes. One on Monday Wednesday & Friday, and another one on Tuesday & Thursday. One last 50...
    AJMClassof14 AJMClassof14 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Been immigrants my family traveled to Sydney, Australia via small boats during the war. I had a very rough childhood growing up. My dad left my mum after I was born. A guy moved...
    zenzuu zenzuu 26-30, M 9 hrs ago

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    I feel like I was meant for something greater than just living. I don't know how to put it, I guess I just feel like I don't belong.
    michael9666 michael9666 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    I just started in a new school today. The kids there are really nice. I just started in 8th grade, but I don't feel like I belong. I haven't grown as much as a lot of the other...
    BlaringBlackout BlaringBlackout 13-15, M Sep 4

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    So here I am. Conversing with strangers on the internet in search for a reason not to blow my brains out. In retrospect, I'm not surprised. I can see the whole sordid chain of...
    Stillnothing Stillnothing 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    I feel like my step-mother hates me as clearly as I feel pain if I poke my own eyes. Its an almost tangible, clear feeling that was at the center of my childhood experience. Now...
    whitemut whitemut 13-15, M Sep 5

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    Just having a really hard time right now. The love of my life just used and abused me so badly, except I still love her. She told me she would always love me, no matter what...
    BradleyBlei89 BradleyBlei89 22-25, M Sep 7

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    Why do we feel like this I wont run away so I cant hurt the ones I love anymore so no one has to deal with me I hate this feeling and it drive throw my head most day and I wont it...
    philipm42 philipm42 41-45, M Sep 10

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    How do I stop driving myself crazy!? One little thought leads to another, which leads to another, and I end up with this big unrealistic scenario that keeps playing through my head...
    lacsun lacsun 22-25, F Sep 10

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    Control...being in charge of a situation. I have no control in love. I have plenty of love to share but confused. I have no control over portions of my life. Areas which I'd...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F Sep 12

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    I am currently in high school and I have a couple of people I talk to in my classes but during the weekends I have no one to hang out with like others do. I'm not really a people...
    raisetheroof raisetheroof 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    I'm an 18 year old kid that had an awesome childhood. My family was always tight knit, the kind that eats together ever night. During the past 4 years or so, my family has just...
    stonesfan367 stonesfan367 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    I have always wanted a tattoo of wings on my back. I can describe in detail the way that they would come down my back and curl ever-so-slightly around my hips. I have vivid dreams...
    AmarieSkyFlower AmarieSkyFlower 22-25 Sep 15

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