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    I want to die. Not because of depression (which

    I have) or because I hate life (although I hate that too) I want to be told by doctors I have a month to live. So I can truly live for a month. Take all the risks I want to take, spend all my money on things outside of my means. I want to be able to talk to people I like with...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 5, 2014

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    Beautifully Imperfect #2

    I know my flaws                  quirks                  and everything annoying about me. I accept that i'm not...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F Jun 15, 2009

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    up all night. 1 am. cant sleep,

    because. idk why. everything seems like its running around in my mind so fast,i cant stop spinning. this terrible feeling. this uneasy feeling. anxiousness. or just plain old,over thinking. idk. scared. worried. sad. lonely. everything. you name it. i run the gambit of it,most...
    VoloNoscere VoloNoscere 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    Dear Alex, We need to talk.

    I need to tell you about my day; whether it was good or bad. I need to tell you about the petty things that happened. Things such as which doctor/patient pissed me off or what I had for lunch. Things like the silly mistakes I did. I want to ask you about your day too. I want...
    dearalexe dearalexe 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2014

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes,I feel like writing,When I do,I can't stop,Addictive,That's how I find it!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 14, 2012

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    Please

    Please my dreamers, come into me and we can sing joyful songs of hope and happiness, No, this is not going to be sappy.... I was only joking there... Instead this takes place in a house in which someone is about to be shot... "Curse you." "One more word and you are dead" "okay...
    BigDreamer1 BigDreamer1 13-15 1 Response Jun 26, 2013

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    I do not wish for you to tell me how beautiful

    I am. I do not wish for you to tell me you're falling for me. Nor do I wish you to tell me you are willing to take the time to know me. Tell me you're okay. Tell me you're breathing. Tell me you're alive and well. Tell me I'm not the only one losing my mind from losing you...
    dearalexe dearalexe 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2014

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    Won't you please draw me a sheep?

    Unkempt and undressed wearing only your heart on your sleeve Bathed in knowledge and creativity Please pour yourself into me Raw real rough Satiate saturate me Smell sight sound Taste touch Ultimate unlimited Intimacy Insanity Visceral vices immerse me Wickedly willfully fill...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 15, 2014

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    I've been writing about different people in my

    life. Not the most important people but just random folks. What ever comes to my mind about them
    kaijana kaijana 16-17, F Feb 18

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    And He Pulls the Trigger

    "I could kill you right now.  Do you realize that?" "Yes, I do." "And, you're not afraid?  I have the muzzle of a forty-five pointed directly at your left temple, the clip is full, and you're on your knees in your bedroom--and you're not...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 1, 2009

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    I would really love to talk to anyone at this

    point. About hpv or something to just get me by & give me strength. If anyone wants to, let me know :) im good people
    xobxo94 xobxo94 18-21, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I woke up suddenly, not the way you see in

    movies where the protagonist flies out from under the sheets in a harrowing gasp or scream. No sweat pouring from my face, no heavy breathing, no terror or ill feeling- I just awoke. I am the protagonist of this confusion, an illusion we call reality where everyone sees in...
    CaptainMurphy CaptainMurphy 22-25, M Feb 16

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    i finally have an idea

    and had started something. i always started something and then i got stuck! sometimes things i dreamt off made me start another story in between and that really sucks... i hope this actually has an ending.
    zalynnzach zalynnzach 26-30, F Feb 20

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    I'm not really sure what I should write,

    I just feel like writing. free writing sounds good. I'll do that. something is coming. I feel it in my bones. things are changing, and I feel like I'm the only one who sees it. like I'm standing in the eye of a hurricane, safe. calm. surrounded by love and protection staring...
    loveandlight29 loveandlight29 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 11, 2014

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    Oh I wish I could write!

    I used to try when I was younger, but my mind wanders here and wanders there. I can focus externally like a laser for hours on end, but trying to follow a straight path in my own head is an exercise in futility.
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 3 Responses Dec 11, 2014

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    I feel like writing,

    so I wrote this. (10min or so to make) Thoughts, opinions, suggestions? Please leave them below I sit, gazing at the melancholy world around me. Mourning my father's passing. His last words to me were: "You were my longest living mistake" I was staring out of my window of...
    C9Poke C9Poke 16-17, M Nov 10, 2014

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    Sometimes

    Sometimes when I'm in the mood I can write & write & write for weeks or months on end like it was an Olympic sport :D However at the moment I have writers block! I sooooo hope to get back in the mood for writing again soon :D
    LondonPride LondonPride 31-35, M 4 Responses Mar 16, 2012

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    I Want to Say Something, But Don't Know What It Is Yet

    They sat out on the back porch, the sun beginning to lean on the barbed wire fence line bordering her 80 acres and the neighbor's 283 acres of corn.  Side by side on the pine swing, Memphis and her best friend of 8 years took turns nipping the Jim Beam; she knocked back...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 2 Responses May 10, 2009

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    Rachel Is Walking At The Beach With Some Friends.

    One fine day, Rachel was reading The first Twilight book.  She was so into the book that she didn't heard the door bell. The door bell rang again. This time she put the book down on her bed. She lived in a one bedroom apartment on busy street in busy downtown area of Vancouver...
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2011

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    I would love to write a story

    or something, but at the moment there's just no inspiration and I'm so sleepy.
    UnfinishedStar UnfinishedStar 18-21, F Dec 11, 2014

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    Beautifully Imperfect (inside)

    " I love you." "I'm not perfect & accept it. In fact i love my flaws" "They're so beautiful they become flawless flaws.' "I won't change. I love me" "I'll be able to say that after i find me! I'll be able to say it soon. trust me on...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F Jun 15, 2009

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    It's a devastatingly beautiful night to say

    goodbye. I did not cry, Alex Erie. I wish you all the very best in life. I wish you health, I wish you love, and most of all, I wish you safety. I wish you safe journey, each time you step out of the room/tent/barrack/compound. I wish you quiet nights to have a rest of mind...
    dearalexe dearalexe 22-25, F Dec 11, 2014

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    Missing something, that im not quiet sure was

    real to begin with. Missing someone who im not quiet sure was there to begin with. Like a mirage or waking up from a dream that was too good to be true. Missing something inside. Not sure if ill find the piece or live long enough to give a damn.
    VoloNoscere VoloNoscere 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 10

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    No creative inspiration though.

    I have so many emotions in me to write. I don't know what :/
    C9Poke C9Poke 16-17, M Dec 10, 2014

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    About What, is the question ~ Let's see,

    I have all these groups, experiences. Only a small portion of them have any words, thoughts, stories added to them. So... it looks like I have a choice in what to write about tonight! *smile*
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2014

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    Unknown Me!

    I know my name and i love it. It's Wasiy*** Y***** J****. But what if i lost my name and all dere was, was a face. What would i do. I could say i'm beautiful, dat would work. But what if i had no name, no face, just a body. What would i do. Some say i'd be dead, but now if i...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 15, 2009

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    Uncertainty

    "Do or do not, there is no try"Uncertainty is an evil ***** that is stuck in the back of your head. Where will I go? What will I do? Where will I be in 2 months?Of course life is all about uncertainty. You don't know where life will lead you, or even if you will live to see...
    contacthigh contacthigh 26-30, M 1 Response May 7, 2013

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    A Leaf In The Storm - A Hurricane Told From The Point Of View Of A Leaf

    I clung to the branch for dear life as the wind whipped around me. Many of my brothers and sisters had given up the fight, and let the wind carry them away. I didn’t want to go; I wanted to stay right where I was, with my remaining brothers and sisters hanging onto the branches...
    Jacqid96 Jacqid96 18-21, F Nov 15, 2012

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    .the road less. its massive

    and wide. it as lonesome as i am. no bodies to speak of. just the cold wind, and the sound of creatures. i wander and stumble. i crawl and i scrape by. not sure where i am going. not sure if i even care why. all i know is for certain, is that i know nothing. i live for the sake...
    VoloNoscere VoloNoscere 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    I can't sleep I just have a few things on my

    mind. What if god can't read minds? What if he just said he can hear us through prayer so we could stop talking out loud bombarding him with bullshit? Why do we think god is going to listen to our prayers anyway? Why do I bother asking him for a significant other? Maybe he...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 28, 2014

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    Pain

    Pain is all I can think about It's all I feel...Pain. It's surrounding me, suffocating me with its viscous claws I thought I had finally escaped its horrid grasp But it has trapped me again Pain. Pain. Pain. Is all I feel throughout my body I try to ignore it, but its pounding...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F Jul 17, 2011

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    In the light of day, lies deeply seeded within

    my heart a bed of pain. I have only tried to love, I have only found hurt. And you. You. Yes there you are? Who are you? I don't know who I am. Why are you asking me when I should question your sanity, please sanctify me with hope. I can't keep washing in the pool of drought...
    GarnetRoses GarnetRoses 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 5, 2014

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    Currently inspired to write a short horror story

    but not sure where to write it and post it in order to get any views... Hmm
    TheCasualChick TheCasualChick 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    All Work

    all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no play makes axe a dull boy. all work and no...
    axeman66 axeman66 41-45, M 13 Responses Jun 5, 2009

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    Have You Ever Got That Feeling?

    have you ever got that feeling well when you know you wake up one morning and you sit up in your bed and your stomach feels really weird and your vision is a bit fuzzy and you just want to fall back into your pillow and sleep but , somthing keeps you sitting up and you just stare...
    foreveristolong0009 foreveristolong0009 16-17, F Apr 9, 2012

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    I Feel Like Writing And Xanga Is Down Doing Whatever Stupid Month Long Upgrade. So I Will Write Here.

    "Years spent holding onto anger and hatred. The feeling that things will never change. It eats you up inside. Thinking that no one could ever understand, all the pain that you hide. Your burdens serve to hold you down" For years I have been in love with my ex. We met in 2005 - 20...
    heylookineededanameok heylookineededanameok 22-25, M Sep 16, 2013

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    We love then we loose.

    .. Most of the time she loves and he hates. She wishes she could go back to when try both love. She tries, he doesn't, he tries she doesn't. Why can't this love ever work? She want him more than anything but, all he wants is to push her further and further away. Their hands...
    Curlytop242 Curlytop242 18-21, F Dec 15, 2014

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    i have lots of ideas in my head

    but to get it on paper....ohhh sooo lazyyy. lol
    zalynnzach zalynnzach 26-30, F Feb 18

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    Totally have that feeling,

    but I'm super drained.
    UnfinishedStar UnfinishedStar 18-21, F Feb 17

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    WHO I'M WRITING FOR I don't like to write just to be writing, but I've always found it to be exciting. it's entirely unplanned, and it gets out of hand, and here I write, just to...
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    there are times when all of us are feeling like jerks; I've been writing for years and I know how it works. some days you're glad, and some days you're sad, and those are the best...
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    CHEAP PEN ON A WRITING DESK okay, let's see how this works, a cheap ballpoint pen that still lurks deep in my coat pocket... doesn't write like a rocket, but you can't have all of...
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    I don't feel like i belong. I don't even feel i belong in my own skin. I try to be like everyone else, wearing whats cool, changing my personality, trying to fit in because i don't...
    TheBrokenSouls TheBrokenSouls 13-15, F 4 Responses Feb 16

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