I Feel Lost Unless He's With Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 37 People

    We Never Broke Up...

    and we are completely in love. More then just love, we are in love. This is probably a place for people who lost their loves, but mine just lives so far away from me. I miss him constantly to the fullest extent. He is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. Even when I...
    wewantcowbell wewantcowbell
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2007

    Skittle Boy

    A few months ago I was on this website Myyearbook and I ended up asking this dude a "question". And he replied back of course. I thought he was really cool dude. It didn't take long, me and him were talking every day all day. And about the craziest most random things. And they...
    DetachedCitizen DetachedCitizen
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

    Afraid

    We broke up about a week ago, and I'm not taking it so well. We broke up because he felt like he didn't have enough experience with other girls and he wasn't ready for a big commitment, but he says he loves me and misses me, too. And I kind of need those other experiences, too...
    glasskitten glasskitten
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2007

    He's So Far Away...

    He's in training for the Australian Air Force at the moment and I can't even see him again until next month... All I do is wander around the house not knowing what to do with myself whereas usually I would be wrapped up safe in his arms.
    imperfectfaerie imperfectfaerie
    18-21, F
    Nov 13, 2007

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    Most of the time if I'm not with the person I love, I just sit and cry. Also gender bias. Some men might feel lost without their shes.
    morgueXiiV morgueXiiV
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2007

    Without Him

    i feel incomplete without himhe nows have another girlfriend when its only been 1 month since we brokeup!!but i still love him even though some of it is replace with hate and pityhe hurt meh, he loved me, he left meh alone with no one else to love..without him... i feel alone...
    1234icu 1234icu
    18-21, F
    Feb 6, 2012

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