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I Feel My Demon

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    I have decided that I will feel a ton better if I start getting things off my chest. Even if nobody cares to listen, or believe me. Honestly, I don't care. but I think it would...
    mermaidkairi25 mermaidkairi25 13-15, M Sep 27

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    I'm not a demon (I assume), but I know demons exist and for the love of god demons are not "nice". Not once in my life have I met a "nice" demon. I have met nicer than average...
    fallenangelofthenight fallenangelofthenight 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I am the reincarnation of one of the most powerful Incubi to ever live. I cannot say who he is. He was born from a human mother and an incubus father, he was a cambion, half...
    RedWolfSeptim RedWolfSeptim 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 23

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    I finally did it I am now a full demon and I am the demon god and I have 1000 demons inside of me and I want more so my next goal is to get 90,0000 demons inside of me hail lord...
    DemonofDarkness455 DemonofDarkness455 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 5

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    So because this blogging site is s hit and i have to retype everything i just wrote, i'm going to summarize. When i was in my mid through to late teen years, me and a group of...
    RideauRegrets RideauRegrets 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    I am a demon hunter yes I kill the pathetic demons I love to watch them crawl in pain and once I'm finished watching them crawl in pain I call upon the light of God to destroy them...
    ArchAngel445 ArchAngel445 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 25

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    Does anybody know any demon activity in Lincoln County North Carolina. I am feeling the need to hunt.
    Weaponofthelight Weaponofthelight 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 22

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    My life is dark and I want every body to feel my pain and believe it or not my demon is Satan and Satan said when I die I will become the 5th prince of darkness and one night my...
    DemonofDarkness455 DemonofDarkness455 18-21, M 5 Responses Sep 23

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    I believe In angels, I have an angel. I believe in demons because demons are evil spirits and there is a battle between good and evil, but God is good and of course good is going...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    Hey I'm more than a demon yes an a half demon. And if you don't believe it. I DON'T CARE.
    kaycandy kaycandy 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Yes I have inner demons and right now is the normal me and my demons are. Xaphan Seth ZOZO Abigor Alpha And I have a lot more and the ones I just shared with you is my...
    DemonofDarkness455 DemonofDarkness455 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    I'm not a demon (as far as I know), but I'm bored and want to talk to one so message me if you wanna talk. I'll answer any questions you ask, I don't really care.
    fallenangelofthenight fallenangelofthenight 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 29

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    The demons inside me are trying to control me, making me think of ways to end my life and convincing me to end it.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    I believe in angels and demons, although have never seen or heard them. I think other souls who have lived are with us but also those who have never lived try to guide us to either...
    Didro56 Didro56 56-60, F Oct 1

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    Are there any demons like in Black Butler in real life? I'm just curious.
    Iamatitan01 Iamatitan01 16-17, F Oct 4

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    Are there any demons like in Black Butler in real life? I'm just curious.
    Iamatitan01 Iamatitan01 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    Is there any TRUE demon hunters if so message me
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    Coming from a true hunter, I've gotta question for all those who claim to be real hunters! Where do you send a demon when it has been exorcised? Hell? Where's hell?
    SH1ELDS SH1ELDS 31-35 3 Responses Oct 12

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    What types of demons are there?
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Is there anyone that can tell me about demon hunting
    faith122100 faith122100 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    Anyone have information on a demon named Zozo? I know the basics but if anyone has seen him or know someone who has seen him please message me.
    HuntingThings101 HuntingThings101 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Does anyone have info on a demon named Zozo? I know the basics but I need to know where I can find him or if anyone has seen him recently. It's really important.
    HuntingThings101 HuntingThings101 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't like demons, all though I haven't encounter'd one or have known I did but I have been into non-fiction paranormal stuff. I have been to houses that have been claimed...
    catbradley catbradley 13-15, M 7 hrs ago

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    Watching tonight's episode of ghost adventures brings back that fear I felt this past summer.. My sister was having problems in her house, she claimed her bf was possessed and that...
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get, the lower I'll sink. I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim...
    CanYouHearTheSilence CanYouHearTheSilence 13-15, F Sep 29

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    The hurt in my eyes is all that has to be said Sometimes I know I'm better off dead The pain is the only thing I can feel Knowing it's the one thing that's real Behind all the...
    katdaughtry katdaughtry 70+, F Oct 1

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    Why can't i just feel 100% happy for once. Just once. I have these demons in my head that keep putting me down and making me cry. People say to tell someone if someone is hurting...
    Dontlookbackk Dontlookbackk 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    I am slowly coming to terms with being raped and the brutality of the incident. I can't talk about it with just anyone after that last time a friend I hadn't seen in 10 years...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I find the best in people and I can get along with almost everyone, even if I don't like them that much. Basically, I can tolerate nearly every human being. However, it upsets me...
    Soltanto Soltanto 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I feel as if I know what the true meaning of love is and what it takes to make a relationship work but I've never had a girlfriend. Idk I'd like to believe there's someone out...
    Leojaykid17 Leojaykid17 16-17, M 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    somestimes i keep my feelings to myself because it hards for someone else to understand.
    jendomingo jendomingo 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    Let's see here. I am a first time mom, my son is a little over a month old. Where my husband and I live I have no friends and family lives over 2 hours away. I am so sleep deprived...
    felicia26 felicia26 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I am not sure what to say, but feel overwhelmed that my partner has to deal with the pain that I feel from my childhood. I feel like its not fair to her, and don't understand why...
    justmegurl justmegurl 31-35, M Sep 20

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    I feel so lost that my body actually hurts from the confused emotions. I feel so lost I have no clue wether to smile or not when someone tells a joke or simply smiles at me. I feel...
    bohoemmers bohoemmers 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 20

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    I've never understood what emptiness feels like before. But now without her, i feel so empty.. I can't explain it. Its like theres this void inside me. A dark space. Its like i do...
    Listening2us Listening2us 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    You ever get the feeling like you are on borrowed time? I do, I have been depressed all my life with the exception of the last two years. These last two years have been amazing...
    Shellback1992 Shellback1992 41-45, M Sep 25

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    I always feel depressed. but lately I've really been feeling sad. It feels like I'm losing my mind. I cant think straight. it feels likr everyone is against me. I'm not getting...
    blackpepperfox blackpepperfox 16-17, F Sep 25

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    I feel so stressed out I can almost cry. I feel like I'm stuck and like I'm not going to go anywhere in life. I don't know what to do and I feel like crap. I have a million things...
    Rainatmidnight97 Rainatmidnight97 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    So I made this note of how I feel... I feel like I'm going crazy:. Feeling 'dead' or empty inside. Like the old me is gone, missing. Not feeling sadness towards death of pet...
    MrsKAura MrsKAura 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    This is the story of my life, from my earliest childhood memories to the age of majority (18). Today is October 2. 2014. I am a Norwegian male, so my English is not perfect. I'm...
    Dakris Dakris 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    Been immigrants my family traveled to Sydney, Australia via small boats during the war. I had a very rough childhood growing up. My dad left my mum after I was born. A guy moved...
    zenzuu zenzuu 26-30, M Oct 2

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