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I Feel My Demon

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    His name is Nero if you do not know him do some

    research on him and Nero is my inner demon. Me and Nero is very close I feel his power covering my body everyday.
    Nero6 Nero6 26-30, M Feb 11

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    I feel him and his power his name is Alastor

    and he has been my friend since I was little. Me and Alastor are one our feelings are one, our emotions are one, our mind are one and Alastor gives me the power to torment those mentally. Alastor is the demon of torment and he is the torturer of hell his power is a drug to me...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    Many people believe all demons are evil.

    What happens when as a Christian your enemies hurt you and cause you to have suicide attempts. I'm so weak that I can't fight back. So I did a incantation and now have a demon who I control due to my evil mind which appeases him. I didn't kill anyone if he did it hahaha... By...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M Nov 27, 2014

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    I have always been made to feel like I'm not important or special. I was always targeted because I was small, made fun of for being different, called names, sworn at, verbally...
    JadeKnight JadeKnight 26-30, T 1 hr ago

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    not having that feeling since few days
    coolguy5544 coolguy5544 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    Hello. I get confused with my feelings sometimes. For example, when I'm joyful and having fun I love everything and go against everything bad like cruelty. But when I'm anger or...
    ImConfusedSo ImConfusedSo 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    I feel like I'm always somebody's plan B, or second option. & guys treat me like I'm an object.
    Wonderlandd17 Wonderlandd17 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Plz help ne summon a demon to kill me enemies plz ill sell my soul. I tried cutting n making pentagram symbol in my blood n nothing works
    biwolfgurl69 biwolfgurl69 13-15, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    Every time I ask my parents for something I feel guilty. I'm very frugal because my teachers once told us that children where very expensive to take care of, as a result I was...
    Hellooreopie Hellooreopie 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My friend was killed by a demon years ago.There was a demon inside their house.I stayed at their house for several months. The first night that we prayed for her something...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I need help understanding this. I'm very new to this hunting thing and my knowledge on demons is very limited. I would like if an experienced demon hunter would explain to me all...
    FS196 FS196 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    "I cannot stop this sickness taking over It takes control and drags me into nowhere I need your help, I can't fight this forever I know you're watching, I can feel you out there...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't know why but I always feel like there has to be more to life than what I have and it makes me feel pretty down a lot of the time. I feel lost and that I'm not really doing...
    Ella147 Ella147 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i live with it night and day. it abuses me. it heckles me. it torments me. i has made me a self harmer. it has put suicidal thoughts in my head. it intends to take me to its...
    geestory geestory 61-65, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's been a while since I've been on here. Some of you may know me, most of you probably will not. Before I issue this warning I would like to recap what led up to my discovery...
    kirkman1990 kirkman1990 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Has anyone come across a demon that is quite powerful, offers to make deals with you, and upon your refusal, possesses you to make you do the thing you most hate? It's quite...
    Ambermaiden Ambermaiden 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Has anyone come across a demon that is quite powerful, offers to make deals with you, and upon your refusal, possesses you to make you do the thing you most hate? It's quite...
    Ambermaiden Ambermaiden 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    not a hunter just some who doesn't like it when demons go to far
    etdragonstrom etdragonstrom 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    You will never catch me. All you fake demon hunters.
    Slayer617 Slayer617 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Though not all demons are malevolent. Some are misunderstood benevolent beings.
    Spidey0 Spidey0 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    I started crying for no reason. I just became overwhelming depressed. It's as if a wave of sadness splashed over me, flooding the beaches of my mind with its ever-present blueness...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I started school again two days ago and since yesterday I've began to feel lost and this emptiness inside. I feel good when I'm at school but when I come out it feels as if...
    DifferentbyNature DifferentbyNature 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I am: Canadian 59 Transgender Humorous Lonely Horny Kinky Intelligent Overweight Stressed Overwhelmed Caring Empathetic Hiding Athletic Pained Cute Flirtatious Inquisitive...
    RichardsonC RichardsonC 56-60, T Jul 21

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    I wanted to understand why you have been so blue, I started by telling you that I have been too. We both struggle with demons inside our minds, Our fear make us want to pull down...
    Seekingmeaning Seekingmeaning 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    I feel like something g should be happening my best friend almost died two months ago in a skiing accident and everyone was crying but I didn't feel like it would drastically...
    nannalovet113 nannalovet113 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    my teacher and best friend is a demon he showed me when he let me inside his head. he's a kind and gentle dude. a total hard *** though
    mundinger1992 mundinger1992 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I have these episodes about once every two weeks or so, where at night when I'm trying to sleep, I'll just lay there and weep for hours. And I'm not really sure why? I have two...
    Benedict888 Benedict888 26-30, F Jul 19

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    I am so alone it litteraly hurts my body. It's maybe been a year now without any friends outside school. In school I had 1 friend but she didnt want to hang out with me after...
    coupdefoudre coupdefoudre 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I feel like now its hard for anybody to understand hoe how I feel. I am sensative in general but also being pregnant more sensative.I feel like no one who isnt pregnant understands...
    muffin30 muffin30 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    through out my life I have always felt like there was someone watching me waiting for the right moment to kill me or something about five years ago I felt my mind and thoughts go...
    Werepryer Werepryer 16-17 Jul 17

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    So i'm in a serious relationship with a very amazing, great guy. Yet, as the relationship has progressed over the past year, I find myself becoming more and more insecure! For one...
    moaninglisa1536 moaninglisa1536 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I am not a demon hunter, but i actually feel like i'm an incarnated demon, this might seem weird or impossible but it's true. I sometimes just have those urges where i want to kill...
    GaelicCat GaelicCat 13-15, M 11 Responses Jul 17

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    Have you ever been cheated on? That is the feeling that will never leave my chest, no matter how much I try and fill my heart with happiness, there will always be a dull pain there...
    RNgirl23 RNgirl23 22-25, F Jul 16

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    JEKYLL & HYDE -FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH......There is just so much god damned weight on my shoulders,all I am doing is trying to live my mother ******* life,supposed to be happy...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    I am a Christian and I believe I am half Nephililum AKA a fallen angel and a fallen angel is a demon and I'm scared and need help
    ImaNephilum16 ImaNephilum16 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    //This was only supposed to only be a reply to a post on EP Link . But as I wrote on, I felt I just had to let it all out. Sibling rivalry is universal. I feel my sis is...
    thatguyinIndia thatguyinIndia 18-21 Jul 15

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