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I Feel My Demon

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    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    I feel him and his power his name is Alastor

    and he has been my friend since I was little. Me and Alastor are one our feelings are one, our emotions are one, our mind are one and Alastor gives me the power to torment those mentally. Alastor is the demon of torment and he is the torturer of hell his power is a drug to me...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Many people believe all demons are evil.

    What happens when as a Christian your enemies hurt you and cause you to have suicide attempts. I'm so weak that I can't fight back. So I did a incantation and now have a demon who I control due to my evil mind which appeases him. I didn't kill anyone if he did it hahaha... By...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M Nov 27, 2014

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    His name is Nero if you do not know him do some

    research on him and Nero is my inner demon. Me and Nero is very close I feel his power covering my body everyday.
    Nero6 Nero6 26-30, M Feb 11

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    Hi im 12 and recently i have seen demons and dead people everywhere it started when i was 7 or 6 cant rly remember. Anyway last night it got to the next level i saw demons and dead...
    weedlover893 weedlover893 18-21 2 days ago

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    Tethered inside my mind with malice a mere glance from within I see from the eye of my window the freedom outside of it the place I long to be The horrors that manifest from...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 70+, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This morning's breakfast total is $6.66. Woo! For the rest of the day I will blame everything I do on demonic possession.
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    Plz help ne summon a demon to kill me enemies plz ill sell my soul. I tried cutting n making pentagram symbol in my blood n nothing works
    biwolfgurl69 biwolfgurl69 13-15, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Every time I ask my parents for something I feel guilty. I'm very frugal because my teachers once told us that children where very expensive to take care of, as a result I was...
    Hellooreopie Hellooreopie 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    It's basically about my story centered around my past with UTIs and how I've had trouble feeling normal ever since. It sounds strange and it makes me feel like I'm weird. I get...
    melody477 melody477 16-17, F Jul 27

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    This has been happening for a long time now. I tried to talk to my friends and family, but they've never really actually talked about it. (Please excuse any confusion or awkward...
    ohgodijustneedausername ohgodijustneedausername 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    My friend was killed by a demon years ago.There was a demon inside their house.I stayed at their house for several months. The first night that we prayed for her something...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F Jul 27

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    I need help understanding this. I'm very new to this hunting thing and my knowledge on demons is very limited. I would like if an experienced demon hunter would explain to me all...
    FS196 FS196 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    "I cannot stop this sickness taking over It takes control and drags me into nowhere I need your help, I can't fight this forever I know you're watching, I can feel you out there...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    I don't know why but I always feel like there has to be more to life than what I have and it makes me feel pretty down a lot of the time. I feel lost and that I'm not really doing...
    Ella147 Ella147 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    When you don't feel happy, I'll love you LOL! When you feel lonely and sad, you can think about the new place you want to go, the country you want to travel to and the good things...
    HappyOrUnhappy HappyOrUnhappy 13-15, M Jul 26

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    Its a terrible feeling to be alone. none around you, everyone has rejected you. you can't find someone to tell all your sorrow to. you begin to feel sorry for yourself, and its...
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    i live with it night and day. it abuses me. it heckles me. it torments me. i has made me a self harmer. it has put suicidal thoughts in my head. it intends to take me to its...
    geestory geestory 61-65, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    It's been a while since I've been on here. Some of you may know me, most of you probably will not. Before I issue this warning I would like to recap what led up to my discovery...
    kirkman1990 kirkman1990 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 26

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    Has anyone come across a demon that is quite powerful, offers to make deals with you, and upon your refusal, possesses you to make you do the thing you most hate? It's quite...
    Ambermaiden Ambermaiden 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 24

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    Has anyone come across a demon that is quite powerful, offers to make deals with you, and upon your refusal, possesses you to make you do the thing you most hate? It's quite...
    Ambermaiden Ambermaiden 13-15, F Jul 24

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    okay. so I'm new to this & wanted to share something. okay , I'm currently 14 yrs old & have honestly been feeling stressed and depressed.. like lately it's been a lot. I'm...
    2001baby 2001baby 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    not a hunter just some who doesn't like it when demons go to far
    etdragonstrom etdragonstrom 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    You will never catch me. All you fake demon hunters.
    Slayer617 Slayer617 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 23

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    I feel like my true nature has been suppressed over years of conditioning by my parents and society. I feel like there is an intense frustration and fear at the core of my being...
    ThisAnimalIsFree ThisAnimalIsFree 22-25, M Jul 23

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    Though not all demons are malevolent. Some are misunderstood benevolent beings.
    Spidey0 Spidey0 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    I am generally very optimistic because i realize how good i have it and am very grateful for the life i have and family and friends etc. But whenever i feel sad bc of something...
    Falloutsos Falloutsos 16-17, F Jul 22

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    Sometimes, when I reflect on how I have been hurt by feeling deeply, I come to realize things about myself that I decide I need to change. For example, there was a girl in high...
    TriNitro TriNitro 61-65, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I started crying for no reason. I just became overwhelming depressed. It's as if a wave of sadness splashed over me, flooding the beaches of my mind with its ever-present blueness...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I started school again two days ago and since yesterday I've began to feel lost and this emptiness inside. I feel good when I'm at school but when I come out it feels as if...
    DifferentbyNature DifferentbyNature 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I am: Canadian 59 Transgender Humorous Lonely Horny Kinky Intelligent Overweight Stressed Overwhelmed Caring Empathetic Hiding Athletic Pained Cute Flirtatious Inquisitive...
    RichardsonC RichardsonC 56-60, T Jul 21

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    I wanted to understand why you have been so blue, I started by telling you that I have been too. We both struggle with demons inside our minds, Our fear make us want to pull down...
    Seekingmeaning Seekingmeaning 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I feel like something g should be happening my best friend almost died two months ago in a skiing accident and everyone was crying but I didn't feel like it would drastically...
    nannalovet113 nannalovet113 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 21