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I Feel My Demon

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    His name is Nero if you do not know him do some

    research on him and Nero is my inner demon. Me and Nero is very close I feel his power covering my body everyday.
    Nero6 Nero6 26-30, M Feb 11

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    I feel him and his power his name is Alastor

    and he has been my friend since I was little. Me and Alastor are one our feelings are one, our emotions are one, our mind are one and Alastor gives me the power to torment those mentally. Alastor is the demon of torment and he is the torturer of hell his power is a drug to me...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Many people believe all demons are evil.

    What happens when as a Christian your enemies hurt you and cause you to have suicide attempts. I'm so weak that I can't fight back. So I did a incantation and now have a demon who I control due to my evil mind which appeases him. I didn't kill anyone if he did it hahaha... By...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M Nov 27, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    I'm remember when I was 12 weird things started happening to me. It all started when I asked to go to to the bathroom. I was in the third floor in school, the third floor bathroom...
    MissEnigma6 MissEnigma6 18-21, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Hell is empty all the demons are here.
    sroonaka616 sroonaka616 18-21 7 hrs ago

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    Who am i to say I am a demon, but then again...why the hell not? Who am I to deny that I could be demented fresh blood from my possible ancestry of fallen angels, Lucifers...
    PrincessOfInsanity PrincessOfInsanity 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I discovered I was a demon about a year ago I just want to know other people that feel the same way. Just because I feel like this doesn't mean I'm a bad person either. I also know...
    AlzacSaber AlzacSaber 13-15, T 3 Responses Apr 14

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    Alright so I've been online and people are saying there demons. Do you really actually think that real demons would actually believe in you. I am an actually demon that has been...
    nissesdemon nissesdemon 16-17, T 6 Responses Apr 12

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    Shadow Men. Possession. Demons in the shadows. Blood on the walls. Just another Halloween in Vegas. I should begin with the shadow man. A shadow figure who resembled my father in...
    nothingnoone89 nothingnoone89 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I am an adult on the Autism spectrum. As a child, I never really had quality of friends. They often used me. I believe in a race of people/extraterrestrials called...
    NiggiMaskedSalesman NiggiMaskedSalesman 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    When I was around 17,(I'm 32 now) I was deep in the rebellious know it all stage. Since my family is very religious I thought it would be cool to get into the occult. I started...
    deedee1982 deedee1982 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 3

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    When I was around 17,(I'm 32 now) I was deep in the rebellious know it all stage. Since my family is very religious I thought it would be cool to get into the occult. I started...
    deedee1982 deedee1982 31-35, F Apr 3

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    ...I am not a demon...many tried to rebuke and exorcise me...but nothing happens...because I'm not a demon...I'm an Angel :3
    EternalViolet EternalViolet 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    My name is deceptus and I am the destroyer of many worlds and my mission is to destroy earth and all humans.Father Satan is my master and father Satan will have his wish granted by...
    PresidentofHell666 PresidentofHell666 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I know that they are really really interesting, I know that they are real But I also know how to stop them "You're wrong" "I'm wrong? No you are" "You're wrong" "Maybe I am.. I...
    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    At the beginning I would like to apologize for the long post I'm about to write, and for any mistakes (English isn't my first language you see) I'm going to make, writing this. I...
    Junderbalt Junderbalt 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    I'm sure I'm not the brightest mom in the world, but I can tell you what I know from experience. I still remember what it was like to be your age. Pretty scary for me, too. I've...
    ArtLover01 ArtLover01 66-70, F 5 days ago

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    When I was young i would love to play in the forest next to my house(when i was like 5-9) but when i was alone i would always see shadows out of the corner of my eye. After a few...
    Drust1999 Drust1999 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I was raised into catholic beliefs, but I now identify as agnostic. However I am still fascinated by angels and demons, people's different ideas concerning them, and any being...
    lunarsolar36 lunarsolar36 13-15, T Apr 4

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    how do you know if youve been in contact with a demon or angel?
    livelaughlove0987 livelaughlove0987 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 5

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    When I was 3 I had a strange experience. I was in bed and wide awake. Suddenly in the right corner of the room I saw a dark creature with a hood, all black. It's arm came up and...
    sacredmeadows sacredmeadows 31-35 Apr 11

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    THE DEMONS HAVE WON THEY ARE EVERYWHERE THERE IS NO HOPE WE ARE ALL ******* E D!!! WELCOME TO THE HELL THAT WE HAVE ALL CREATED
    Monkeyman4200 Monkeyman4200 26-30, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    There is one entity that just has it out for me. I don't know anything about it except that it is very old and very powerful. It scares me more than anything in my life. It has a...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    My name is Deceptus and I am a Demon.I am a giant and my skin color is red I have red eyes and sharp teeth and claws I will destroy this earth. I will devour every human soul on...
    Deceptus Deceptus 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    There's just hate in the hole where my heart used to be. No one cares so I don't care. No friends, no one who loves me, no one who cares. What a wonderful life this is. People say...
    lemonturtle lemonturtle 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    We were going on a spontaneous road trip to the different cities of Mindanao and coincidentally, fate led us to the city of a friend from college. It was her birthday and she...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    When I got out of bed this morning I went straight to bathroom so I could brush my teeth. It was just a typical Sunday morning. At least it was until my dad intercepted me before I...
    NaturallyPeculiar NaturallyPeculiar 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    l Feel so deep sometimes. I have a sadness in me. It is tearing me down. I don't know what I'm suppose to do or say. I don't want to even make a sound. He just makes me feel like I...
    littlejxoxo littlejxoxo 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I visited him this afternoon. When we got there, my CPS officer was waiting, and we got searched. It was unreal, and really high security. It was like they had no freedom. We got...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I feel myself reaching a tipping point. I'm giving up hope that my wife will ever want intimacy. I feel like in fading away so far that I'm starting to think more about life on the...
    rg3001 rg3001 56-60 11 hrs ago

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    so yesterday dad calls n say all this nasty things which I reply to wth simple okay now instead of the yelling n blaming I used to do. n then call me today n tell hey I will come...
    rottenheart rottenheart 22-25, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    For once, I just want to feel something, and in the deepest part of my heart have absolute faith that it is real. Even the sincerest and most intense feelings I've ever had have...
    CalledByTheVoid CalledByTheVoid 46-50, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Ok so I have been having these weird 'episodes' and I have been to the doctors many times and they continue to say it's nothing. I'm going to just list off all my symptoms: 1...
    Lilylight Lilylight 13-15 6 hrs ago

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    I met someone from online. We are from different place. We chat all day and never stop. Except when sleep or he play games. Im in love with him. Bcs he is really nice and funny...
    ochamr ochamr 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Sweat dripping from my body, we both at this party,So come and show me your moves,I got some things I can teach tooIf you wanna see, ohYou say you need a shot of the HeneeThen you...
    Dance4Me Dance4Me 26-30, F 18 hrs ago

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