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I Feel My Demon

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    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    I feel him and his power his name is Alastor

    and he has been my friend since I was little. Me and Alastor are one our feelings are one, our emotions are one, our mind are one and Alastor gives me the power to torment those mentally. Alastor is the demon of torment and he is the torturer of hell his power is a drug to me...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    His name is Nero if you do not know him do some

    research on him and Nero is my inner demon. Me and Nero is very close I feel his power covering my body everyday.
    Nero6 Nero6 26-30, M Feb 11

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    Many people believe all demons are evil.

    What happens when as a Christian your enemies hurt you and cause you to have suicide attempts. I'm so weak that I can't fight back. So I did a incantation and now have a demon who I control due to my evil mind which appeases him. I didn't kill anyone if he did it hahaha... By...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M Nov 27, 2014

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I am a demon and I fight to protect my lord Satan and I fight to protect hell and my fellow demons. My name is murmus. I am the great duke and Earl of hell and I have 30 legions...
    PrinceofDeath666 PrinceofDeath666 26-30, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I believe in both because I've been witness to battles between them over me. I can hear my angels, but I am also cursed with hearing the demons as well.
    1mtnstr 1mtnstr 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    So I want to become a demon hunter and I have been training myself for a while now. Where should I start and how?
    ItsjustKaite ItsjustKaite 13-15, F Feb 16

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    It's like there's a demon clinging on my back, then there's this gnawing feeling at the back of my mind. It's as if someone's trying to get through to me but I can't hear a thing...
    NimbusNimpy NimbusNimpy 13-15, F Feb 16

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    I am the demon of crows and crows are very calm unless you make them mad.I am a humanoid crow which means I have a body,arms and hands of a man and a head,legs and feet as a crow.
    DemonicCrow666 DemonicCrow666 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I shall embrace both of my angelic and demonic sides.
    shioshishio shioshishio 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I am the demon host of one of the ancient ones a beast so old that has survived though my blood line I want to find others like me plz come forward
    vice13 vice13 16-17 Feb 19

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    As if I'm not already a promotional model, I am also a song writer guitarist poet, I tell obviously hilarious jokes when I hear people cracking up all the time and that's OK it...
    LastofmyPeople LastofmyPeople 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    i've been great friends with this girl and i think in simple terms i've liked her on and off for a year. when i dont like her, i force myself not to talk/think about her bc i dont...
    whydoineeddone whydoineeddone 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    The power of feeling. The powerful rush of emotion that takes over your mind and extends out into your body. After so long of feeling numb to the purest of human emotion, I've been...
    Hm3454 Hm3454 41-45, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    My first love and I are talking again, still gives me butterflies. Last night we admitted our undying bullet proof love for each other but we are best friends. I feel guilty...
    alexis0glover alexis0glover 16-17, F 54 mins ago

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    everyone is so full of problems. everyone has these demons they are trying to hide. everyone is so basically human. I don't understand how we as humans can look at others with all...
    chillpill247 chillpill247 22-25, F Feb 12

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    I am seeking our salvation in tomorrow , I have wrapped my lifespan around yours to weave that future , to hold you. I really want to be your protection and home. I wish I...
    AsIfYouKnowMe AsIfYouKnowMe 70+, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't even know where to begin. My husband was my first relationship, I never felt such connection with anybody. We clicked instantly it was almost too cheesy. We both turned our...
    theeverewhereist theeverewhereist 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I love the loving feeling from a good hug. My B00bs pressed against hers doesn't hurt either. ;)
    DonnaDomm DonnaDomm 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    (Can't put a link there's a error) type in in YouTube carson lueders style that song is so amazing and makes me feel so happy
    MusicIsForLife MusicIsForLife 18-21, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Let me feel sorry for myself after all I have endured !!!!... So let me ask this question just one last time ? Why me?
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I've always had a problem with being self conscious. I think being self conscious in small amounts is a good thing. But I'm at a point in my life where I've come to terms with...
    TKS00000 TKS00000 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I feel like I don't even know myself!
    Blue707 Blue707 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    "My Random Thoughts And Feelings." Okay, I'm good now.
    Blue707 Blue707 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    I just want to get to the point where I feel nothing at all. That is when I'll be okay
    Flyyer73 Flyyer73 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    after last night, going out, picking up groups of guys to buy me drinks and get me drunk, I had to let them use me in exchange. being drunk and used for other mens pleasure is how...
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy 22-25, F 9 Responses 32 mins ago

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    Lately I have been feeling very alone. Just... alone. And I can't seem to feel a positive emotion. Even when I do, it's always short-spanned. It's momentary. As soon as whatever...
    EmeraldCat EmeraldCat 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I feel guilty for leaving my heroin addict boyfriend and falling in love with someone who is healthy. I feel as if i could've been there for him to help him through his hard time...
    justwanttobehappy1 justwanttobehappy1 18-21 4 Responses Feb 5

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    I am currently in that stage where I have literally no idea what the hell is going on in my mind and heart. I'll try and make this pretty short. Just to say this is going to be...
    themuffintitan themuffintitan 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Its been about 4 years, and I still can shake the feeling of sadness away for more than a month. I feel kinda empty on the inside, I feel numb. Sometimes I just want to shut out...
    Livefree12 Livefree12 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    Posted by LetItGo000 on February 10th, 2015 at 10:06 AM Hi everyone! How are you? Before anything, I'd like to say that this confession may be a little long, but I really need...
    LetItGo000 LetItGo000 18-21, F Feb 12

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    I am 22 Muslim I guess I have hard time to know real Islam still there , i think that thing not always the way it look you , should search a lot to discover the truth lost my...
    gonalex gonalex 18-21, M Feb 16

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    I haven't shared this with anyone, but I need to now. I feel comfortable here. I am Epileptic, I have 3types of seizures, they are not under control. I have Absence Seizures...
    Luuz Luuz 41-45, F 10 Responses Feb 17

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    I feel like I'm in a one way relationship. I have been feeling very down, and might as well be alone, because when I voice how u feel it's hardly acknowledged. I'm sad. I'm scared...
    SecretAngel6 SecretAngel6 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 17

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    When i didn't have a Dom/Master/Mentor i was missing a major part of myself. i don't deny that i was desperate and made some bad choices. it was because i needed my Dom and i'd yet...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I'm not even sure where to start, or how to do this. As I try to focus to get this out, I can't help but fear how melodramatic I'm being. I don't get to talk to anyone, really. The...
    tacgirl tacgirl 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 2

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    I've always felt like I dont belong here, on Earth, like my life was meant to be lived out on a different planet (or in a different time period) and my soul landed here on accident...
    natandsuch natandsuch 22-25, F Feb 3

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    So recently I watched the film John wink or John Winks, anyways great movie. But the beginning hit me in the feels so hard. First, the guys wife dies. And she leaves him with a...
    skyfyre34 skyfyre34 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 3

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      I came across this forum after searching for advice or similar stories online. Here's my story anyway; I'm about to turn 25 this April and feel completely at a loss with...
    Mardybum1 Mardybum1 22-25, M Feb 5

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    I feel like my heart isn't there anymore though it still has a heart beat. I feel like my blood no longer circulates through my body. I feel like everything is lost, like I'm just...
    BrokenCorpse BrokenCorpse 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I really don't know how to deal with this anymore...its something i crave the most..i want to be free..independent.. I am 24, living with my parents (hello to asian society!), id...
    Ambiguoustruth Ambiguoustruth 22-25 1 Response Feb 6

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