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I Feel My Demon

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    I need some advice and need of answers, Hello I am locky am from Scotland and I am 16 years of age turning 17 soon and my friends said I am a demon hunter but let me tell you the...
    lockyev lockyev 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Demonic possession is like a condition with no cure. It is something that you can never tell anyone about. It is like being imprisoned every waking moment, being mentally tortured...
    iEatFood iEatFood 13-15 Jul 13

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    Ok alot of you people are not meant for this sight first let me describe why this sight exists first of all this sight was created by people that 100 percent know not believe know...
    Monkeyman4200 Monkeyman4200 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 29

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    Someone,ANYONE. PLEASE get ahold of me. I'm an angel. I'm only 15.. But I've regained my memories. When I was 3-4,god came to me in a dream and told me my mission. As I forgot,my...
    MatthewAngel23 MatthewAngel23 13-15, M Jun 27

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    I havnt been able to sleep lately , well at least not this past month . Anyways , this morning i got up and went in my living room and fell asleep on the couch because it was...
    LunarDream LunarDream 13-15, M 8 Responses Jul 1

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    You might have a demon the day you were born and it will wait and live inside of you until your like 17 18 around there. I would start going to church. I'm only 13 I almost was...
    angelgarcia6 angelgarcia6 13-15, M 2 Responses Jun 30

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    For the last year, I have been trying to tackle some of my own demons, some of which have affected me since childhood. To do that, I have had to be very honest with myself...
    secretboy84 secretboy84 26-30, M Jul 13

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    Demons are a scary concept but not real. We all get scared of the dark and things that go bump in the night.. But demons are simply that. A concept. There's no need to be afraid of...
    lostwonderingsoul lostwonderingsoul 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 30

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    Well for those of you who believe in demons and the paranormal, heaven and hell, then I have to tell you that the war final war is gonna be sooner then you think. A few weeks ago I...
    dlasak117 dlasak117 26-30, M Jul 3

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    Demons lurk around in this world, they can look like humans, animals basically anything. Demons are evil and retarded from why I say. And if you really believe. Trust no one
    noonehuntsbetter noonehuntsbetter 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 6

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    I'm curious. Have you dealt with demons who cause people to be bipolar? I have prophetic dreams and was shown the demons that torture my ex fiancé. I was doing a fast so that the...
    WhereIsTheLogic WhereIsTheLogic 31-35, F 10 Responses Jul 6

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    Joyofsatan.org A beautiful website with amazing techniques for meditation and unlocking the higher self. Be careful with the summoning section though you should be adept in...
    ozzydankest ozzydankest 18-21, M Jul 13

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    My inner demons protected me and they gave me strength and they have gave me the Idea to find the seal of darkness and when I find that seal of darkness than I will draw that seal...
    Destruction666 Destruction666 22-25, T Jul 15

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    In 2012 I had the scariest demonic encounter ever. I became suicidally depressed and felt it's presence so strong I couldn't be comfortable no matter what I tried. I'm into all...
    Karoshka6 Karoshka6 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    There are 4 demons that i saw in my dreams. Their Iris is white and their Pupil black and its small. They looked like guys but they are white like a fog. I can sense a lot of fear...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I pray to God everyday and night and thank him for my life and hope for things to get right, night calls so bedtime, dreaming that these demons start calling out to me and me...
    Kimberley111 Kimberley111 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    Don't we all. Everyone of us had some sort of inner demon.
    LoganAdele LoganAdele 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Would anyone happen to know some useful books for self-defense against demons and other maleficent beings? If you could provide the title and where it can be found, I would be very...
    Nefertum Nefertum 16-17, M 4 Responses Jul 14

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    My grandmother apparently sees demons every time she tries to sleep. Is there anything I can do to help her?
    tdotman97 tdotman97 16-17, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I'm wondering if anyone could provide me with information on the demon/fallen angel Tamiel. I can't find much more than the small description from the Book of Enoch. I guess I am...
    AlleywayGospel AlleywayGospel 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    His name is Asmodeus, he is the demon of lust. He has been targeting me since puberty. Any time he realizes that I am happy, he tries to destroy it. I am getting better at...
    reelman4372 reelman4372 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    Can anyone help or offer info I've been dealing with one spirt or demon for years no name no info but I have found reports of her from where I am in ga to uk from my encounters...
    Hypnotic0n3 Hypnotic0n3 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Not many people can see them, but at some point we can all feel them. Those who can see them have a gift...or rather a curse. People will tell me I have nothing to fear, but they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jun 25

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    I relapsed after 60 days. It was bad this time around. Seems like I probably lost my only friend in the state I live in. I truly cared for her. But, I understand why she cannot...
    mysticdragonlady mysticdragonlady 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    because of shyness, even though I really am interested in people and have a desire to socialize. This is the sole reason I joined this site. Bit of a novel, I'm sorry. I've come...
    yyz1 yyz1 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 29

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    i just cut myself like ten minutes ago,and i feel like my demons are no more,it still stings a little and i have to hide it from my family but it was worth the pain
    amari101 amari101 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    This one time .. I shrank down to real skinny person from being messed up from this guy. I did not realize it I was freaking vamped and he had black eyes they turn literally black...
    ntgudenuf4chat1 ntgudenuf4chat1 36-40, F Jul 8

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    So, I've been trying to astral project for almost a year now. This morning at around two o'clock I'm pretty sure I finally pulled it off. Had sleep paralysis, vibrations, and I...
    ddiddi58 ddiddi58 26-30, M 12 hrs ago

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    ever since my dad got remarried and had another kid, my brother and i have taken the back burner. scratch that, we've been moved out of the kitchen entirely. particularly me bc i...
    kggi kggi 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    World of EP I feel like I'm doing the thing I shouldn't be. That being not talking to people about my feelings. I feel as if I'm closing up about my feelings. I don't like this...
    Smiles1997 Smiles1997 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    I'm pretty sure most of you have felt this way at least once in your life. You know, that point when you just have this bothersome feeling that you can't quite decipher. As for me...
    malipatient malipatient 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    After I was hurt by someone I thought cared about me but didn't and only used me to get what he want. Really messed me up honestly I never cried over a dude but I did because I was...
    fangirl54 fangirl54 18-21, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Everybody is so so much closer than me...when my friends and I meet new people they always relate to them better and they always hangout with them, not me. The people who I thought...
    Mikesmithg1 Mikesmithg1 16-17, M 14 hrs ago

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    Well, it is easy to feel this way, because "they" keep telling your to just run faster, run harder, run with more of your "passion", and it will all be okay. They tell you not to...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M 6 hrs ago

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    Yesterday my boyfriend left the city to go holidays... He will be away for like 2 weeks... I had promised my self to party these weeks, and go out and meet new people and blah blah...
    evgeniaEv evgeniaEv 18-21, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I feel insulted by my mother and all people whom i turned out for help.they think that its my weakness and are well biased about that.I very well know that they are absolute...
    Aquariusisbaddu Aquariusisbaddu 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    Feels like all my efforts to make a positive changes are not exactly working out. I'mean almost not sure as to what else I should do and it is making me feel super sad
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 1 Response 42 mins ago

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    I'm the type of girlfriend who will always try to grab your hand, kiss your cheek, hug you, cuddle you whenever possible, etc. I love giving and receiving affection, but I feel...
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F 9 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Most of the dreams I have I am flying soar like a bird or I am floating on space on space suit just me floating I feel so happy ... That is until I wake up Any theory's on what...
    1Miserablemind 1Miserablemind 18-21, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I got pregnant after living with a guy for 2 months. He quit having sex with me except once every 3 months or so....quit helping with chores....and now barely helps with baby. He...
    dimpledeana dimpledeana 31-35, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    My friends have been hanging out consecutively this last few days and they didn't even bother asking me to join them. I had to tell them "wow tfti..." Aka, thanks for the invite...
    Ennevi Ennevi 18-21, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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