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I Feel My Demon

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    Helping you become more of a hunter. Nope, you heard this right; and all will be explained throughout the entirety of this rant. This is an audio file, clicking on it will bring...
    ErikErin ErikErin 26-30 2 hrs ago

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    Helping you become more of a hunter. Nope, you heard this right; and all will be explained throughout the entirety of this rant. This is an audio file, clicking on it will bring...
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    Helping you become more of a hunter. Nope, you heard this right; and all will be explained throughout the entirety of this rant. This is an audio file, clicking on it will bring...
    ErikErin ErikErin 26-30 2 hrs ago

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    Why the **** do I consistently feel stupid, foolish, and worthless. It makes me feel so depressed and suicidal. I hate this I hate this
    phufrog phufrog 31-35, M 10 hrs ago

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    To be completely honest, I would never admit to this in public. Because saying the word 'demon' sends most people into a panic, does it not? People would think I'm Satanic. Only...
    00SecretGarden00 00SecretGarden00 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Trying to drown them. Unluckily my demons know how to swim.
    dropdeadwilma dropdeadwilma 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    When I was attacked by the demon in 2013.... I had an uncontrollable fear of them. The thought of the demon returning and harming me again was dwelling in my heart all the time. My...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 30

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    My inner demons are very dangerous I have 22 demons inside of me because I ask lord Satan to put that many inside of me and some of my demons are snakes I am working on getting...
    Demonicperson666 Demonicperson666 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    I have a lot of demons inside if me and they do not like people who don't believe and my demons are very dark and evil and i am a demonic person I am working on getting 1000 demons...
    Demonicperson666 Demonicperson666 18-21, M Aug 18

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    we moved into a newly renovated 50's style home & for the first three months everything was fine, but it soon became apparent something wasn't quite right. I awoke early one...
    EMJAYTWELVE EMJAYTWELVE 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 30

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    For all those who think we "hunters" are crazy for tracking, hunting, and disposing of demons are crazy than think again, I also know you may say "leave it to the priest they are...
    TheHunters TheHunters 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 31

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    For all the other hunters out there who may need some help with the trapping of demons, there is a way to trap one even though it is said there isn't there is actual a way its...
    TheHunters TheHunters 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    Ok so for those of you who role play demon hunting (now I'm not talking to those who do it, but to those that either just talk about it, or those that don't know what they are...
    dlasak117 dlasak117 31-35, M Aug 5

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    I am looking for Demonologists or those who would like to become a Demonologists or demon hunters. Message me I would like to talk with you about an order of warriors
    ArchangelM ArchangelM 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 10

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    I am a part demon and my demon type is flies so I am the demon of flies and my father is Beelzebub and my father is The Lord of flies and my mission from my father is to put flies...
    Demonicperson666 Demonicperson666 18-21, M Aug 16

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    I have lived my life watching my back after a demon killed my grandfather, I was only a year old when it happened the night my grandma woke up and saw a demon looking at him while...
    TheHunters TheHunters 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 31

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    We are open to all cases and we can help you with any spirit or demons you have or are experiencing problems with, but we for now only operate in Everett for now, don't be afraid...
    TheHunters TheHunters 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 3

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    Yeah, demons are real. But so is Jesus, God, and angels. Got a demon problem? Ask them for help, they will help you. Just thought I'd put that out there. :3
    eanchantedeyes eanchantedeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    That's what they tell me. The evil homosexual demons have me and some go as far as saying that I'm a half human and half demon because of my looks.
    KawaiiDemon KawaiiDemon 18-21 4 Responses Aug 15

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    I sort of believe in Demons. I am one of those people who are really curious. Someday I would love to hunt ghosts and demons but not like "Ghost Busters" Sort of like "Supernatural...
    Bree432 Bree432 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hello, my name is Sarah. Are demon hunters real? If so, I want to be one. I am prepared and I have some abilities that others do not posses. Message me please. I need to know.
    SarahDella SarahDella 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I know that we have the power to build a reputation with demons as ONE NOT TO BE MESSED WITH and that is what I'm striving for. We can do this by torturing them (Matt. 8:29, Luke 4...
    WarriorPrincess1024 WarriorPrincess1024 41-45, F Aug 21

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    In this world everyone has demons wether they know it or not.
    augustblue augustblue 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Honestly, I think I'm a demon at times.
    Lorddemon2 Lorddemon2 13-15, M 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I agree that there are demons, but the ones I know of are different from others.
    JohnBobMac JohnBobMac 16-17, T 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I am drinking beer right now, and if that makes me a demon, then i call all my friends to my main man Lucifer's house party Hella I mean halla
    MayaMoonShadow MayaMoonShadow 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I hate it. It's the empty hollowness that kills me inside. My demons inside attacking. And it like takes you're sole. Makes it hard to feel anything. I just want it to end. I want...
    Stormymusic599 Stormymusic599 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    Well, as for me, I am DONE with women. I'm at the point to where I don't even want to look at one. They're freaking demonic! I can't take the pain and agony that they cause...
    BloodyVampire BloodyVampire 41-45, M Aug 13

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    Today on the nightly news they were interviewing the Christians who were pinned down on a mountaintop in Iraq by the ISIS group. As they were describing the atrocities the grown...
    xxLionessxx xxLionessxx 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    Life, one blink away from destruction, one heartbeat away from death. Everything can change within seconds, your whole world can alter so easily without your consent. The world...
    BleedingOut BleedingOut 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I feel really sorry for them if it is the truth. But I think my landlord's son died in the home my family and I are renting.
    thelookinglass thelookinglass 18-21, F a week ago

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    My demons are taking over me again and I know this time I'm not going be able to fight them off.
    WhatsThePointInLifeAnymore WhatsThePointInLifeAnymore 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    okay, im thirteen and in about 5th to 7th grade ive had really bad pimples and right now, their gone but i have black spots. my friends say they make me look cute but i cant help...
    swavvy123 swavvy123 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Dream: I was standing outside looking up at the sky during the day. The sky was blue and it seemed to be a beautiful day. My mother was standing next to me when I started to see...
    dreamerCam dreamerCam 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    Dream: I was standing outside looking up at the sky during the day. The sky was blue and it seemed to be a beautiful day. My mother was standing next to me when I started to see...
    dreamerCam dreamerCam 26-30, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I was joking around with my husband about me been jealous he had gone to eat somewhere I been wanting to go I text him joking around " Guess who is not getting bj. Yup this guy...
    leaf90McC leaf90McC 22-25, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I feel like the worst person saying this but I really want to be my partners world, like I want to be the first person he thinks at in the morning and the last at night because...
    meansalottoyou meansalottoyou 18-21, F 20 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I feel really horrible. I just have no close friends to talk to. I love my parents, but I never can talk about myself to them, I have no brothers or sisters. And it makes to feel...
    Larten Larten 18-21, M 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Thinking of the times when I've sought love and attention from people who were suppose to love, nurture and protect me and didn't get it. Then I sought to fill the void through...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 7 hrs ago

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    Love the feeling of knowing that someone cares, and doesn't throw you away <3 Waiting for that day when I can feel it again
    dropdeadwilma dropdeadwilma 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    I live with my mother which is miles outside the town we live in, I could take the bus but the bus is usually a I have to do this or "blank" will happen and Kota, work and an...
    yennafur yennafur 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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