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I Feel My Demon

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    Many people believe all demons are evil.

    What happens when as a Christian your enemies hurt you and cause you to have suicide attempts. I'm so weak that I can't fight back. So I did a incantation and now have a demon who I control due to my evil mind which appeases him. I didn't kill anyone if he did it hahaha... By...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M Nov 27, 2014

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    I feel him and his power his name is Alastor

    and he has been my friend since I was little. Me and Alastor are one our feelings are one, our emotions are one, our mind are one and Alastor gives me the power to torment those mentally. Alastor is the demon of torment and he is the torturer of hell his power is a drug to me...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    1- Everyone has got demons inside them. Everyone. We are no saints, no angels. You have your demons. They are different from anybody else's. Know it. 2- Learn how to feel them. The...
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I'm demon trapped in a mortal body to feel the burden of being flesh. A demon and I have been friends since childhood. Armadyl and I finally combined our souls as one. Now he...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I'm not technically a Demon, but I'm sort of classified as one anyway. Long story. Anyway, I'm here for a reason. I'm looking for a specific Demon. My reasons are personal. This...
    StarlightWincan StarlightWincan 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My name is Warren. I am a Sif Wolf. I defend young children from Hunger Demons, Night Stalkers, Nightmare Demons, and demons who are evil in pure. At day I appear as a boy. I hunt...
    MauiSadness MauiSadness 13-15, M 4 Responses Jan 8

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    I'm not a "demon hunter" and I'm not a fake either. I've been through most of the experience posts on here and some of them just make me feel gross. Not one day in my life have I...
    DemonDear DemonDear 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Can You Feel My Heart by BMTH. One of my all time favorites. The whole entire line is just amazing "I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not...
    Haleyh02 Haleyh02 18-21, F Jan 11

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    I am a demon god I worship no one but myself I don't worship Satan I hear his voice talking to me everyday in my mind. My power is growing everyday and I am the god of death but...
    PrinceofEvil6666 PrinceofEvil6666 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 4

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    No I'm not..Demon Hunter? Where does one hunt for demons? I have a few in my soul..which I've learned to live with:-).
    Stephanie2211 Stephanie2211 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    Everyone is striving for every else's approval but really they're waiting for self satisfaction. My demons of depression Bulimia Self harm Worthlessness Ugliness Not being good...
    PrinAriel PrinAriel 16-17 Jan 19

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    Everyone has there inner demons that put you down and make you think bad things are going to happen or something you are when you are not being positive is the best way to defeat...
    rach232323 rach232323 18-21, F Jan 3

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    Can anyone tell me how this works? Not that I want to be a demon hunter, but I'd just like the facts so I can tell a fake from a not-so-fake, you know?
    LostNeko LostNeko 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I am looking for people to help me become a demon/supernatural hunter. Will you aid me in my journey brothers and sister's? I want to form a group I guess of people who are...
    CypherLost CypherLost 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 4

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    You either spend your whole life fighting your demons or spend your whole life embracing them...But their is a third option you let them go and move on with your life because that...
    HermausMora HermausMora 18-21, M Jan 6

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    how do I get rid of a demon?
    amtired amtired 22-25 1 Response Jan 10

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    Sometimes I wrestle with my demons...sometimes I just snuggle..
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F Jan 10

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    Mom and my first step mom, if you read this now I just want to say. I am a fighter battling my demons and you won't stop me , so think you for making me a fighter .
    xxtina15 xxtina15 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I think demons should be allowed to posses things. Maybe a phone and some cooking utensils, perhaps even a wooden spoon or two, shoes, a mug, ironing board, Sellotape and chicken...
    Diginator Diginator 70+, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I am a Mental Demon I have power over all human beings minds.
    SpawnofSatan666 SpawnofSatan666 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 18

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    What matters most are the demons Inside the living.
    Amethyst09 Amethyst09 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Demon foxes and wolves ARE real!
    devilwolf15 devilwolf15 18-21, M Jan 19

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    My best friend died because he was ******* around with a Ouija board. a demon attached herself to him.
    DollPaintedIvy DollPaintedIvy 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hello everyone. Up until this point (for several years) I have decided to stay silent and observe posts similar to this one. Now, here on this website, on thos particular group it...
    Abufihamat Abufihamat 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I see demons and no one believes me
    Jpawlak17 Jpawlak17 13-15 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So I have chest pain because of a heart condition and it wouldn't go away for almost two weeks now. I don't want to be negative but I feel it getting worse everyday. It wouldn't do...
    Alyeskaa Alyeskaa 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    In my mind the definition of "home"- Is a place in which you feel safe and secure, you don't constantly feel anxiety about the people there with you, and you genuinely want to be...
    BulletForMyBlackVeil BulletForMyBlackVeil 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone, I long for that feeling to not feel at all, the higher I get, the lower I'll sink, I can't drown my demons they know how to swim...
    mcrxforever mcrxforever 13-15, F Jan 8

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    I have grown accustomed to the pitch black darkness that has surrounded me and my heart. It has become somewhat home for me, a safe haven that protects me from the pain I have...
    InTheShadowsAgain InTheShadowsAgain 41-45, M 8 Responses Jan 11

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    Guh! He liked one of my photos. ****. Now I'll be thinking of him all week. Tears in my eyes as I brows though his photos. Painfully flicking through old memories. Pressing on a...
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 11

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    What a day!!! Started it with a massive shoulder pain ( recent dislocated shoulder).. I went for this interview I've been waiting on.. Everything was fine until the dI#$$head who...
    h4n5dj22 h4n5dj22 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 20

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    New home, new life. Well, almost. I've been quiet for almost a whole year now. But now I think it's okay to share some things again. I recently moved into a small town near the...
    FallowMyVoice FallowMyVoice 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Wow, Can you feel my heart by Bring me the horizon. I thought I was the only person that could relate to that line. Love it.
    blurdey blurdey 13-15 Jan 11

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    This is one of my favorite songs because it rocks for one but for two I feel the same way.
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Why is it that all that matters to my parents are my grades. They get a letter from a teacher saying I have 4 late assignments, but the majority of the letter is that I admitted to...
    Nicotab Nicotab 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    Okay so this is a really interesting experience, just saying. About 3 dad ago I had a really bad breakdown. Usually I can fix it within the day. I'll sit down and analyze the...
    ChelseaJN ChelseaJN 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 20

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    I know what you mean by seeing into endless darkness and feeling something evil. It used to happen to me when I was a kid but I couldn't move. Now I actually see corporal forms now...
    SanctusMiles SanctusMiles 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I love the feel of a feather ran slowly up and down the soles of both feet at the same time. It feels so good. Im very ticklish on my feet and the feather lets me experience the...
    ronaldleaper ronaldleaper 51-55, M 4 hrs ago

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    I don't know if this website makes me feel better or worse. So many sad and troubled people in here, just like me (or much worse). I kind of lose hope of feeling better. This is a...
    booky1234 booky1234 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    And I hate it. I'm not sure if I'm pissed off, depressed, happy, disgusted... I think I'm alone. Completely alone. I don't know who I am. I have no identity. None. Absolutely no...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 2 Responses 33 mins ago

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