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I Feel My Demon

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    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    I feel him and his power his name is Alastor

    and he has been my friend since I was little. Me and Alastor are one our feelings are one, our emotions are one, our mind are one and Alastor gives me the power to torment those mentally. Alastor is the demon of torment and he is the torturer of hell his power is a drug to me...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    His name is Nero if you do not know him do some

    research on him and Nero is my inner demon. Me and Nero is very close I feel his power covering my body everyday.
    Nero6 Nero6 26-30, M Feb 11

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Many people believe all demons are evil.

    What happens when as a Christian your enemies hurt you and cause you to have suicide attempts. I'm so weak that I can't fight back. So I did a incantation and now have a demon who I control due to my evil mind which appeases him. I didn't kill anyone if he did it hahaha... By...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M Nov 27, 2014

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    It seems like no matter how hard i try i can shake the feeling and thought that my wife is cheating on me.... I've bn fighting this for yrs now... we fight about it... it hurts me...
    Crossroads777 Crossroads777 41-45, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I realize that everyone at some point in their life feels this way. However why you feel like this is because you also feel on top of that that no one is facing the same...
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    who doesn't? i love that feeling of being alive and creative, full of sparkle and hope. They say I have a mood disorder, so maybe that's why I'm craving feelings i cannot have to...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Im 16 years old girl. I practice martial arts, gymnastics and also modeling sometimes. Im 5'11 tall. few hours ago i fought vs a 24 years old very strong man. after about one...
    yuliofyuli yuliofyuli 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    Im 16 years old girl. I practice martial arts, gymnastics and also modeling sometimes. Im 5'11 tall. few hours ago i fought vs a 24 years old very strong man. after about one...
    yuliofyuli yuliofyuli 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    I always feel guilty for not doing enough work. No matter how many things I've done during that day, the minute I begin to rest I start to feel as if I need to get back to work...
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight 18-21 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I feel like I don't matter to anyone anymore... They used to like me because i was cheerful, but ever since i got depressed, they started avoiding me...
    Depressedgirlxxx Depressedgirlxxx 16-17, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I'm smack bang in the middle of my annual doldrums... I'm thirty-six years old. Might look twenty-six, but the birth certificate says otherwise. I still have no direction...
    SevenTierCrazyCake SevenTierCrazyCake 36-40, F 7 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I wish he wasn't so intimidating. I would rather 'Say' half the things I write to him. Sometimes I will some myself out just to get the courage to say things that I want and feel...
    for3v3r7 for3v3r7 26-30, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I don't need people feeling sorry for me just because I choose to not have s*x it's my choice not yours you say my body is a temple and I should enjoy it I say my body is a temple...
    CookieMonsta17 CookieMonsta17 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    i give up...people think i'm a lie....everyone i knew is gone...i feel sad and i can't even be happy anymore...the demonic "gift" feels more of a curse....if you pardon me i shall...
    ThePhantomRose ThePhantomRose 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    Ok so a long time ago i was going through some stuff at home. I was distant from the family up to some bad ****. One day my mom and i got into a huge fight, i left the house went...
    Ese416 Ese416 31-35, M 16 hrs ago

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    I am okay. and I don't mean it in a dishonest way, or telling you what you want to hear so I don't need to explain myself. I am okay,happy and relaxed typing this. I have finally...
    kiki2016 kiki2016 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I don't know i seems can't madly in love no more. I've loved once, first love that wasn't sweet at all. He didn't love me back even he hated me just because he knew i had a feeling...
    fragilegile fragilegile 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Now in my life I have spoken to quite a few Angels as well as quite a few Demons. Overall I have found Demons to be more accepting while a lot of Angels are pretty much xenophobes...
    MrMobos MrMobos 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    before i started having attacks my mom told me that people said god had big plans for me i didnt know what this meant until a few weeks into when i had attacks everyday. i started...
    jojowoo58 jojowoo58 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Now that I don't have the demon attached to me I feel different about myself. I no longer hate myself and I'm okay with the idea of growing older. I don't feel like a waste of...
    solivagant86 solivagant86 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I paid rent to a demon for about 3 years. I can tell you demons aren't hurt at all by holy water or any of that stuff. That demon went to church every f--n sunday! Probably to...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am married to one. It says my story is too short to post... I wish it b wasn't MY story b at all, but it's true... I am married to a demon... sucks.
    Likewise2 Likewise2 41-45, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Firstly, I have always known somehow I had a gift to sense the emotions of other people as if they were my own. I can also sense any feeling when someone really *wants* something...
    AngelicLights AngelicLights 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    my heart fills so small. with out you I have room to feel breath and be. do you not see when it all changed. you thought what you would not say and I didn't know what to think...
    bigheartsmallworld bigheartsmallworld 36-40, M Aug 23

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    Sugarland "Stuck like glue" MMMM better...MMMM better... Absolutely no one that knows me better No one that can make me feel sooo goooood How did we stay so long together...
    RoadPoet RoadPoet 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    I feel broken inside, like I am being torn apart inside, my heart aches so bad, it is full of love but it is the love that is hurting me because I am afraid to tell them how I...
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    When one of my friends hurt me so bad, it tears me up inside. Even if it was not meant too, it goes in and takes my feelings out in shock. In disbelief, I'm so hurt and in shock. I...
    ghost25 ghost25 16-17, M Aug 19

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    I didn't get to express feelings as a kid at home. I would get punished often for being too "happy" or too "sad".. emotions were just not acceptable in our home. That all made me...
    ms5271115 ms5271115 36-40, F Aug 18

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    When I was 9 months old I was given this doll because I was in the hospital at the time. Shortly after getting her I met this little girl and started talking with her. She told me...
    Gorgeouswreck Gorgeouswreck 22-25, F Aug 17

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    My boyfriend of five years and I broke up because he said he was still unsure about getting married. He felt like something was missing from our relationship even though he couldn...
    Honeybear18 Honeybear18 31-35, F Aug 17

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    I have had some past experiences in this area and wanted to bounce it all off of you and see if anyone else has experienced this or if anyone has any advice. I am also in...
    AnointedWarriorForGod AnointedWarriorForGod 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I need to rant. First of all, I feel horrible for feeling this way because I am SO privileged. Currently, I have no job and my only responsibility is towards myself and a little...
    Chrossy Chrossy 22-25, F Aug 15

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    I don't really know what I'd say about now accept I feel no motivation whatsoever. I feel that my life has become something I can't relate to anymore. It's like it's a life, but I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 14

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    I always knew demons were real I just never thought I would have to deal with them in any way. Several weeks ago I found out I had a demon attached to me for about 13yrs. The demon...
    solivagant86 solivagant86 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    I don't mean to sound morbid for lack of another word,but i just keep getting this feeling.This feeling that maybe pretty soon god is going to take me.It's just a feeling and i can...
    grandaddypurple grandaddypurple 51-55, M Aug 13

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    I've been feeling terrible lately.. I feel as if nothing I do is right anymore. I give so much of my energy to other people, that I don't have anything left for myself at the end...
    Powernappy Powernappy