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I Feel My Demon

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I have decided that I will feel a ton better if I start getting things off my chest. Even if nobody cares to listen, or believe me. Honestly, I don't care. but I think it would...
    mermaidkairi25 mermaidkairi25 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I'm not a demon (I assume), but I know demons exist and for the love of god demons are not "nice". Not once in my life have I met a "nice" demon. I have met nicer than average...
    fallenangelofthenight fallenangelofthenight 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am the reincarnation of one of the most powerful Incubi to ever live. I cannot say who he is. He was born from a human mother and an incubus father, he was a cambion, half...
    RedWolfSeptim RedWolfSeptim 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    "See" might be too strong of a word. It's more like sensing. Ghosts and demons feel like heat off a flame in my mind. With ghosts, I can pick up vaguely on whether it's a male or...
    thecatholicbookworm thecatholicbookworm 26-30, F Sep 11

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    I've been to many "haunted" places that have had evidence of demonic entities. It was different. I can say that there were some bizarre feelings and occurrences there but nothing...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 16

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    I am 17 but I've been able to feel these things since I was 13. It's very strange because my best friend can see these things but she can't feel them. I can't see them but I can...
    TheBeatlemaniac TheBeatlemaniac 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I don't understand people who believe that demons sole purpose is just to collect souls to sentence people to whatever afterlife punishment you believe in. (We'll say hell for the...
    SitusInversus SitusInversus 18-21 1 Response Sep 15

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    I had this dream where im on a corridor and theres this door infront of me.. It openned and i immediately feel i dont want to go inside and im scared.. Very scared.. The door...
    Chiscuit Chiscuit 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 16

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    I am a demon hunter yes I kill the pathetic demons I love to watch them crawl in pain and once I'm finished watching them crawl in pain I call upon the light of God to destroy them...
    HalfAngel453 HalfAngel453 18-21, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm 16 turning 17 soon and I've felt spirits and possibly demons touch me. I even feel like their standing in the Corning of my room or standing right next to me looking at me. I...
    lunamaple lunamaple 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Hmmmm I think this is just all the women's fantasies. That or demons are just heterosexually perverted as hell.
    Banned4SmthinStpid Banned4SmthinStpid 70+, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    is it normal if a human gets with a part demon/full demon or incubus?,I like adventure and something new and ive alway wanted to be with something new,woukd it be normal if I got...
    justchrystelle justchrystelle 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I've seen demons ever since I was five years old. The memories are very foggy but I remember seeing a guy and always talking to him about things I can't remember. Later, when I got...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    Arsenic and antimony in my bones. Cancer. Sjogren's and Lupus. My body has been trying to consume itself for as long as I can remember, and the demon within has been steeped in a...
    Chrysophase2003 Chrysophase2003 26-30, M Sep 19

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    Does anybody know any demon activity in Lincoln County North Carolina. I am feeling the need to hunt.
    Weaponofthelight Weaponofthelight 18-21, M 4 Responses Sep 22

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    My life is dark and I want every body to feel my pain and believe it or not my demon is Satan and Satan said when I die I will become the 5th prince of darkness and one night my...
    5thPrinceofDarkness 5thPrinceofDarkness 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I am a nice demon but people don't belive me
    pinkhaireddemon pinkhaireddemon 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I guess i am a demon myself and am looking to meet others. I am pretty much neutral and not on any side. I am female and am just looking to connect to others.
    EshtarKolan EshtarKolan 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    OMG I swear we have a demon in our house!!! I was taking pictures and I was looking at the actual camera instead of the screen and out of the corner of my eye, behind me I could...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 6 Responses Sep 4

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    Hey! Everyone knows about the moving rocks in Death Valley, right? Well guess what happened? They found an explanation why the rocks move and really mundane. I've heard  ...
    MeenKalag MeenKalag 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    The demon inside me Playing with my worthless soul I'm not battling it
    Xnow Xnow 16-17, M Sep 10

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    i have the demon blade yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
    Micahs213 Micahs213 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 11

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    In all honesty, I want to meet a demon.
    lunamaple lunamaple 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    I am only a half demon. And I worship satan
    lunamaple lunamaple 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    Well, demons are just evil spirits so of course they're real, but do they scare me? Do they have power? Are they stronger than good?.. Nope! I have God so why should I worry?
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    Any one know about how to get rid of demons,ghost,evil spirits?
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 7 Responses Sep 15

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    Yes and how do I know you may ask because I am part of a secret society that hunts and kills Demond's
    Sproketsocet Sproketsocet 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 16

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    Demons r everywhere .. T.v , Internet ,social networks , phones , etc Illuminati is real .. We r surrounded by evil we subconsciously do what they want us to do , from the music...
    farnoush farnoush 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 16

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    The only demons are the ones we create ourselves.
    Penguin47 Penguin47 66-70, M 2 Responses Sep 16

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    I chose to feed my demons, they seem more to care and be around then anyone else.
    vadorantiwolf vadorantiwolf 16-17, M Sep 17

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    I'm not a demon (as far as I know), but I'm bored and want to talk to one so message me if you wanna talk. I'll answer any questions you ask, I don't really care.
    fallenangelofthenight fallenangelofthenight 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    The demons inside me are trying to control me, making me think of ways to end my life and convincing me to end it.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get, the lower I'll sink. I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim...
    CanYouHearTheSilence CanYouHearTheSilence 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I used to hate this feeling. I still do, but as of recently I started to like being alone. Its sort of hard to explain. I think to sum it up I'd rather feel alone now, than be...
    bananaloc bananaloc 22-25, M 4 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I struggle in the abyss of ocean holding my breath and fighting against my dark side pulling me down so strongly,that, my jugular veins throbs from fattening, threatening to break...
    BridaPaulo BridaPaulo 22-25, F Sep 1

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    Fighting My Own Demons The greatest enemy is the ego. I learned, it demands to act out without considering the people around and the consequences. It makes you forget wisdom. It...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 6 Responses Sep 3

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    it started 2 years ago when i started having black outs. they varied from 1 minute, to 5 hours at first, then it was whole days, then almost weeks at a time. But to say they are...
    silverthewulf silverthewulf 16-17, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It looked like a gargoyle to me. It was a deep burnt red and had horns and millions of sharp teeth. And I freaking panicked and during the panic I somehow touched it's face.. It...
    dandylions4 dandylions4 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    Yeah i feel alone but hopefully it wont be like this forever. Friends don't last forever either or so i think. Yup loneliness feels really awful. ;-;
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M 1 hr ago

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    I know that might sound strange, but hopefully I'll be able to explain what I mean...As a human, male or female, over the length of a lifespan we develop, and as we develop we pass...
    crescendo282 crescendo282 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Blergh, this just gets worse. Been so I'll lately, dramatic temperature changes either too hot or too cold never warm. Don't have that much energy to run these days even though...
    EstuaryRivers EstuaryRivers 26-30, F 45 mins ago

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