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I Feel My Demon

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    I feel him and his power his name is Alastor

    and he has been my friend since I was little. Me and Alastor are one our feelings are one, our emotions are one, our mind are one and Alastor gives me the power to torment those mentally. Alastor is the demon of torment and he is the torturer of hell his power is a drug to me...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    Many people believe all demons are evil.

    What happens when as a Christian your enemies hurt you and cause you to have suicide attempts. I'm so weak that I can't fight back. So I did a incantation and now have a demon who I control due to my evil mind which appeases him. I didn't kill anyone if he did it hahaha... By...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M Nov 27

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    His name is Alastor and he is the torturer of hell and he is my inner demon. Alastor and I do not like our time wasted and if you are one of our enemy's we will do everything to...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    Last night I took a picture and I found a figure that had a gas mask on and I know it was a demon I just wonder what kind of demon it was.
    DemonDear DemonDear 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 10

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    I know my demons very well. They rear their ugly heads never letting me breath a breath of air. Some people don't even know when they help the demon to rise. This will be a...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    lol my story is a bit different may not be believed. i am in contact with a spirit as i am writing this. it started about a year ago calls itself "U" "We" "3" has many names has...
    Redskull2 Redskull2 36-40, M Dec 1

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    I personally believe in demons and would not mind giving one control of my body.. I would willingly let one possess me I would do anything to stop being fully mortal and weak.. I...
    Xoris Xoris 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I HUNT DEMONS FOR A LIVING. THIS IS MY LATEST CATCH. 'E'S A MIGHTY BIG BUGGER AIN'T 'E. FOUND THIS BEAUTY ON THE NINTH LEVEL OF 'ELL. CRIKEY, HE'S A FIESTY ONE.
    TheRose202 TheRose202 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    I AM a seer I CAN see things and demons are my favorite hunters too but resorts they take the cake. being a seer isn't always fun tho I HAVE visions of people who die and weeks...
    mgji1996fireseer mgji1996fireseer 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    it aint schizo bipolar depression do your voices ever tell you ANYTHING good??? if they do they are lying stop loppin up their **** and get the f rid of them b4 they drive...
    kmaero1 kmaero1 51-55, F Dec 6

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    Pain just always stays around and for me pain is my demon
    imagination34 imagination34 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    I just found out those demon around me are my Sins, technically I am my own enemy.
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    My demons they know how to swim. I fear of drowning...
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    You may mess up, but you are not a mess up. You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake. You may screw up, but you are not a screw up. You may fail, but you...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 15

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    Once a child of light, happiness and beauty.left In a world who took and took from her, she grew weak and feeble. No more could she give, no more was she needed, from the hand that...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Nov 29

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    I don't know where my life is going anymore. Over the course of one year, my depression has gotten about 3x worse. I can't remember the last time I didn't fall asleep crying or...
    xxlunawolfxx xxlunawolfxx 16-17, F 4 Responses Dec 12

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    So, recently while procrastinating on one of my college assignments, I came across a YouTube video that demonstrate how Turrets Syndrome affects people in different ways through...
    joseiGuess joseiGuess 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I know this feeling all too well. I remember being in elementary & middle school.. & every single one of my friends was getting hit on by a guy but me. I remember how all my...
    Nikkismine00 Nikkismine00 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    I really do. Whenever **** hits the fan, I stray from the norm more than I normally do. I get this obsessive, compulsive urge to make this world a better and a happier place; to...
    rabinafrost rabinafrost 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I'm starting to feel better again. ❤️
    Jodiechristine88 Jodiechristine88 26-30, F Dec 4

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    I feel like this was meant to be deep.
    AlDhari AlDhari 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Can You Feel My Heart - Bring Me The Horizon I love that song
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    Darkness- third eye blind Blue come over Born a joneser The cops pull out the radar And shoot devious grins Another day begins I want someone to know me Maybe tell me who I am...
    trayomis trayomis 31-35, F Dec 7

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    No matter how worthless you feel You can always impact someone else by your words or actions Be careful what you say or do
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    I think I am fated to be the helper. The guardian angel. Whatever you want to call it. I help people up when I can't stand. I offer them comfort and security when I am insecure. I...
    LucemSpiritus LucemSpiritus 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 17

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    Hey you. Yes you reading this. You are ******* amazing. Holy ****. I mean the world would be so much more... Dull without you because damn you are a beautiful light. Radiant and...
    lolznewaccountio lolznewaccountio 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's early morning and I'm laid here 33 weeks pregnant feeling my son stretch and wake from deep inside my belly. I can feel him kick and readjust his position, he starts to hiccup...
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    I try to find people to talk to so I can not think about my ex gf. I have only made a few friends on here. Some I talk to everyday some I don't talk to much. I have lost a couple...
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    I think I want to end my life. Its so hard having people in your life that you love and care about treat you like crap . There has been so many times when I tried to slit my wrist...
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