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I Feel My Demon

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 97 People

    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    His name is Nero if you do not know him do some

    research on him and Nero is my inner demon. Me and Nero is very close I feel his power covering my body everyday.
    Nero6 Nero6 26-30, M Feb 11

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    I feel him and his power his name is Alastor

    and he has been my friend since I was little. Me and Alastor are one our feelings are one, our emotions are one, our mind are one and Alastor gives me the power to torment those mentally. Alastor is the demon of torment and he is the torturer of hell his power is a drug to me...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Many people believe all demons are evil.

    What happens when as a Christian your enemies hurt you and cause you to have suicide attempts. I'm so weak that I can't fight back. So I did a incantation and now have a demon who I control due to my evil mind which appeases him. I didn't kill anyone if he did it hahaha... By...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M Nov 27, 2014

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    I am loosing my mind. I can't do anything without something disturbing me within. It's hard to explain, but it feels like this; I had fallen down a long time ago, and before I had...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Soooo...If I hunted down a sexy seductive demoness....and well....you know. Does that make me a hunter, a lover, a player. or..just Ken being Ken? I wonder if it works for female...
    ken757 ken757 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

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    I am a demon and I fight to protect my lord Satan and I fight to protect hell and my fellow demons. My name is murmus. I am the great duke and Earl of hell and I have 30 legions...
    PrinceofDeath666 PrinceofDeath666 26-30, M 3 Responses Feb 23

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    I believe in both because I've been witness to battles between them over me. I can hear my angels, but I am also cursed with hearing the demons as well.
    1mtnstr 1mtnstr 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    So I want to become a demon hunter and I have been training myself for a while now. Where should I start and how?
    ItsjustKaite ItsjustKaite 13-15, F Feb 16

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    It's like there's a demon clinging on my back, then there's this gnawing feeling at the back of my mind. It's as if someone's trying to get through to me but I can't hear a thing...
    NimbusNimpy NimbusNimpy 13-15, F Feb 16

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    I am the demon of crows and crows are very calm unless you make them mad.I am a humanoid crow which means I have a body,arms and hands of a man and a head,legs and feet as a crow.
    DemonicCrow666 DemonicCrow666 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I shall embrace both of my angelic and demonic sides.
    shioshishio shioshishio 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I am the demon host of one of the ancient ones a beast so old that has survived though my blood line I want to find others like me plz come forward
    vice13 vice13 16-17 Feb 19

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    As if I'm not already a promotional model, I am also a song writer guitarist poet, I tell obviously hilarious jokes when I hear people cracking up all the time and that's OK it...
    LastofmyPeople LastofmyPeople 31-35, F Feb 22

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    everyone is so full of problems. everyone has these demons they are trying to hide. everyone is so basically human. I don't understand how we as humans can look at others with all...
    chillpill247 chillpill247 22-25, F Feb 12

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    I am seeking our salvation in tomorrow , I have wrapped my lifespan around yours to weave that future , to hold you. I really want to be your protection and home. I wish I...
    AsIfYouKnowMe AsIfYouKnowMe 70+, F 3 Responses Feb 24

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    I honestly don't know how to feel about myself at all anymore. I've been dating this guy for 7 months Nd I just don't feel good enough for him at this point. I feel like I can't...
    DyingLightx DyingLightx 16-17, F 12 hrs ago

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    mine is a classic case of rejection. my dad used to beat up my mom, even when she was pregnant. she left him finally after putting up with him for a few years. i don't remember him...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I get so sick and tired of everyone telling me that I need to talk to someone about my problems. To others I apparently have "gone through traumatizing events"and if I just talked...
    wonderlust99 wonderlust99 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    I battled depression. And I got over it by myself. No doctors, no friends, no parents. Diagnosed in 2013 knowing I had been suffering it for years, and today... in 2015 I can...
    nataliafacheux nataliafacheux 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I hate feeling the way I do. I can't stop feeling like I don't matter. it's cutting into my efficiency at school and I can't focus. I hate this. I hate everything about myself at...
    Kairics Kairics 13-15, T 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    "Mudvayne" "Do What You Do" Lips bleed from the rings All these little bruises, the little things That promote the segregation, lead to separation Cage and clip the wings Little...
    LostSoul1212 LostSoul1212 26-30, M 19 hrs ago

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    I feel hopelessly invisible . I feel alone ...my family is distant ...my husband is distant ..my co workers are ...idk ...sigh just want to feel alive again.
    imissdnce imissdnce 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I just found out my rapist had unblocked me on Facebook and he's been watching me. I'm beyond scared. I still haven't reported it. I got too scared. How can I tell my boyfriend the...
    ddc95 ddc95 18-21, F 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I'm feeling sad today and don't know why. I did wake up feeling a bit hopeless about my health and body so i want to remind myself that hard work pays off. The more effort I put...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    I hope this finds you well. Life can certainly be difficult and I feel for you sweetheart. Please pray for me and I am praying that you find peace in your life too. I'm feeling...
    LastofmyPeople LastofmyPeople 31-35, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    i simply feel like drinking tonight.. just simply...feel alone... :(
    nixf1 nixf1 22-25, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    have you ever just wanted something so bad and everyone around you is making you feel hopeless? i feel like i will never go anywhere but the funny thing is im going to show all...
    cheyseason cheyseason 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I swear I wanna come find you and let you feel like what it feels like to be hurt
    normalguy18 normalguy18 18-21, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Is it weird that I no longer experience any stress? I do have very rare moments where I feel overwhelmed, but honestly, that has only happened once so far this year. Is it weird...
    bkf2 bkf2 22-25, M 6 hrs ago

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    I use to not feel self conscious about myself until someone pointed out that my boyfriend was a lot skinnier. I feel like a fat ugly troll now.
    Headlights Headlights 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I really do not understand this duality of human society. Men, throughout history, have always acted compulsorily in search of conquests, valuing possessions, money, industrial...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    I pretty much always feel like a burden......
    BloodRedDarkness BloodRedDarkness 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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    It's my ex's birthday. I Havnt messaged. I don't want to. Just feels strange.
    gemima123 gemima123 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    A short while ago my boyfriend was sending dirty messages to one of his female 'friends'. It turns out it was him sending those messages and she was just brushing it off, not...
    RedPizza RedPizza 18-21, F 3 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    i dont understand what i did for whatever made us to make my life like this... It doesnt make you stronger ever..it just makes you sad. i never wanted to be worthless and alone. i...
    cheyseason cheyseason 13-15, F 17 hrs ago

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    I not only feel worthless, I am worthless. I have no skills or talents, I can't stand being around anybody, and nobody can stand being around me for more than 5 minutes. My mother...
    dissapointinglife dissapointinglife 31-35, M 16 hrs ago

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    Feeling sad.. life mein ek sachche pyar ki kami hai.. last