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I Feel My Demon

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    His name is Nero if you do not know him do some

    research on him and Nero is my inner demon. Me and Nero is very close I feel his power covering my body everyday.
    Nero6 Nero6 26-30, M Feb 11, 2015

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    Many people believe all demons are evil.

    What happens when as a Christian your enemies hurt you and cause you to have suicide attempts. I'm so weak that I can't fight back. So I did a incantation and now have a demon who I control due to my evil mind which appeases him. I didn't kill anyone if he did it hahaha... By...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M Nov 27, 2014

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    I feel him and his power his name is Alastor

    and he has been my friend since I was little. Me and Alastor are one our feelings are one, our emotions are one, our mind are one and Alastor gives me the power to torment those mentally. Alastor is the demon of torment and he is the torturer of hell his power is a drug to me...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2014

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    Well as a kid there was one demon that liked to torment me. It would enter my dreams. It would show up day or night and I would just feel the hair stand up on the back of my neck...
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    Become Christian! GOD will help protect you he is the light from the dark and In no way shape or form acknowledge the demons IGNORE THEM BE SURE TO IGNORE THEM COMPLETLY AND THEY...
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    my boyfriend is half demon/half angel. my soul is full demon in a human body. i am a demoness i guess? My inner demon is awakened I guess but like there's an issue. she shows...
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    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 36-40 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes when I am on EP, and speaking to another member, I feel like I am talking to myself...On a really deep level, like I am talking to parts of my 'higher self' that are...
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    When one's heart is full of turbulence, A scorching heat that sears right through her bones, When sanity flees in haste, And her existence lies in scorn, Will she still see through...
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    I'm 30 years old and I feel the emptiness of not having a mother to talk to or a father to guide me. If you looked at me, I dress well , compose myself properly and am a...
    BrunBeauty BrunBeauty 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    So very, sadly, true. I realize I am a part of society, like we all are, unless we are secluded in a cabin in the woods (maybe in the deep northern woods of Canada?). I am just a...
    PixieParty PixieParty 31-35, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I know not all of you believe in the paranormal. Some of you do. I do. This adds to the list of weird dreams and experience. So to cut it short, my dream was already weird. From...
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    I'm not depressed. I was once a few years ago but I'm not right now even though I'm still not a very happy person. It's just that I have this strange belief that I'm honestly not...
    FancyTardis FancyTardis 13-15, F Jan 27

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    If any of you are a real demon not a fake weirdo I have some questions for you please feel free to message me
    XENETH XENETH 18-21, M Jan 27

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    Fayeleedarkclaw Fayeleedarkclaw 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    fvckingm3ntal fvckingm3ntal 18-21, T Jan 26

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    I am so conflicted. A part of me wants to live a good peaceful life of a good Christian girl. But another part of me wants to just escape, run away, live for the moment. Do...
    sandrawilde sandrawilde 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 25

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    my husband finally admitted to abusing narcotics. surprisingly I feel better after hearing it from him. what now? he just started a job far away with restrictions and urine tests...
    mammabee1 mammabee1 31-35 1 Response Jan 25

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    This feeling always comes back. no matter how well i may do for a while.. a few days, weeks, ..i had almost 3 years of content before the real me came back. before i finally got...
    WhiteOrchid403 WhiteOrchid403 22-25, F Jan 24

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    I am unloved, but I choose to love deeply. (hopefully a positive tone for those that feel hopeless; and no, this is not a story of a girl who felt like she could never have love...
    notreallyici notreallyici 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    It's something I can't explain. I've never been very passionate in any way, and I can never relate to anyone who's had any strong experiences in the past. I know so many people who...
    HuntressX23 HuntressX23 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Well, I had the dreaded conversation...my long distance man doesn't want me to move there because he doesn't want me to move my son away from his biological father. I totally get...
    BleedingDesperation BleedingDesperation 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I feel like the most negative person on earth, I feel like I hurt everyone who comes near me, I feel that if I talk to a person about all that's going through my head I'll make...
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    love is the domain of evil. where demons play on human stupidity. dreams of hope rise in shining crystalline pillars, glorious and eternal. only to be smashed into billions of...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    Okay so this friend of mine is also my roomie and she's kinda mean sometimes, but kind other times. I sometimes am very confused as to what she really wants, to me to go or stay a...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    I wish I had someone who I could tell anything to that would respond right away. The people I talk to that I know take literally hours to respond between messages, way to long to...
    xxxxxxo xxxxxxo 26-30, F 8 Responses Jan 20

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    I know this I never believed any religious book so I when't to see for my self dealing with them seeing what they do and what their culture is like and they are not the same evil...
    Poisonmyst Poisonmyst 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 20

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    To be born human is both a privilege and a curse. The human mind is fascinating.. Dominant in intelligence and destructive by nature. The brain is wildly complex. To be more...
    neurokitty99 neurokitty99 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    Its always the same, i know its wrong but i still do it. i dont have a reason to stop. the urge is strong. when you cut, the skin around the cut gets puffy and pink. the blood...
    SW33TdArkness SW33TdArkness 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 19

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