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I Feel My Demon

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 84 People

    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    This is actually based on a real story I'm not lying about anything I write from here on. So lately as in the past years I've noticed that I have a strong liking in the night and...
    GreenyNeko GreenyNeko 18-21 6 days ago

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    Hello to everyone. I am wanting to speak with a demon, to get their input and opinions on how demons work and what they truly do. Where their power stems from, and if they are...
    MachinistZero MachinistZero 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 1

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    More Then A Demon howdy demons or whatever you are. i am a demon but not just a demon am a werewolf and a witch too. i love what i am its cool to be demons plus i have sliver...
    slivereyes slivereyes 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    When I was at a Christian camp in high school I was asleep at night. I remember that I was dreaming, and the dream just stopped. I was confused because I felt awake but couldn't...
    jakobiwan jakobiwan 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 31

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    Ok so this is more of a question. When I was 7 I saw a ghost. Now as I am 25 I am wondering if what I actually saw was a demon. Here's some background. I was living at the time...
    coltsmaniak1287 coltsmaniak1287 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I've ran into him multiple times in my life. I'm not sure if he's a demon but I can't tell. He's about 9 feet tall with wide shoulders and large hulking arms. He stands similar to...
    EmptyLaugh EmptyLaugh 22-25, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think I am a demon. Somebody tell me if I am. I love the darkness and evil. In my soul I am a demon but I don't know if I truly am.
    StormianaGraymane14 StormianaGraymane14 16-17, F 6 Responses Nov 1

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    the angel of God dragged that demon away from me when i called for God's help. That demon cried in pain. I will never forget my experience that night.
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    I was cleaning my home when I heard a dog growling very deeply outside by my window. It took me a few seconds to realize the growling was coming from inside the house and neither...
    anygirl1978 anygirl1978 36-40, F Nov 7

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    We all fight inner demons. We strive to do the right thing all the time; turn the other cheek, be pleasant to everyone. Sometimes, occasionally, I let my demons win... ;)
    unluckE unluckE 31-35, M Nov 8

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    I sort of believe in Demons. I am one of those people who are really curious. Someday I would love to hunt ghosts and demons but not like "Ghost Busters" Sort of like "Supernatural...
    Bree432 Bree432 18-21, F Nov 12

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    Yesterday I went on a demonstration to protest against the abortion regulation here. Now abortion is fully allowed during the first three months. Our president promised to change...
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    by the end of the week, i usually feel this way. after five days, the stress of junior year high school amounts to more than i can handle and i usually feel myself literally going...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F Nov 7

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    Do you think demons exist? Angels?
    Ahumblefollower Ahumblefollower 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 30

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    Giving to recent events in my life as a hunter, I've decided to help where I can. I know even with my last post some of you will continue to try living this life so I figured one a...
    SH1ELDS SH1ELDS 31-35 Nov 1

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    Also didn't know there are fake demons
    AlwaysAnonnymous AlwaysAnonnymous 13-15, M 4 Responses Nov 2

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    My name is Baal-in, and I'm a prince of Hell an sheit, dawg. Dis be mah crib, yo. Check it. Here you see we got da lightning strikes ere day, make it look rull scary. Got dat...
    TheRose202 TheRose202 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    Incase you didn't read my fantabulus poem yah I'm a demon a horrible person indeed
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F Nov 2

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    It's a full moon tonight and spirits are active. I have a demon living with me and I'm really paranoid of them. I am scared of getting attacked again.
    yourbrowneye yourbrowneye 18-21, M Nov 5

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    Please message me for pointers! To be a demon hunter!
    Bree432 Bree432 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 12

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    My demons know my weakness. I'm vulnerable because I've been hurt and made wrong choices. But my choices make me who Iam. And your not going to take me down with you to that dark...
    LizC815 LizC815 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think that most people with any kind of social interaction these days suffers from some form of body image problem, or at the very least a desire to appear attractive to others...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I see them around me, feel them in the air. Day, night they're always around. Lurking and waiting in the shadows of the air and day. Sometimes you cannot see them by sight, but...
    OKPunk OKPunk 18-21, M Oct 29

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    I don't want to feel anymore... I'm tired with my life. I feel worthless and stupid all the time. There's something wrong with me. Why do I feel like this every single day? I know...
    Meloryne Meloryne 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm so sick of feeling miserable every single day and every night. Some times I wonder if ending it all wouldn't be better... feel lost
    xMnon xMnon 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    Growing up I was foster care and I was in and out of homes until my uncle eventually adopted me. I had to live with my uncles wife's mom and dad(how weird huh) which really made me...
    FelBaby FelBaby 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Mentor has fears. 87. Eyes going. Energy going. No retirement package. Thought he knew my impairments. But this month just insults weekly. Wants more...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Oct 26

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    Feeling so **** today. I have a cold and my husband didn't even ask me how I was feeling when he got up, he just got the Internet and went through to the living room to check...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    since i stopped smoking with help and support and motivation of my ep friend , i am feeling better now , and i am using cough syrup to clean all the bad stuff inside me :-)
    phannendrareddy phannendrareddy 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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    Sometimes that's what aspergers feels like...
    zmedleff1 zmedleff1 41-45 7 hrs ago

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I am feeling so alone in this world. And the only company I have is someone who can't stand to be around me - myself..
    prettyballerina prettyballerina 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    I feel as if I'm the biggest crybaby in the whole world. I hate my feelings, I hate being awake, I hate hating things. I feel as if my life is supposed to be this wonderful...
    imotakuchan imotakuchan 18-21, F Oct 31

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    Read it She's only 17, her whole life's ahead of her. She hates school because the people there discredit her. Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems. But...
    jjjbq5 jjjbq5 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    A little set up for you: I'm a 19 year old girl. Portuguese. Lived in England most of my life. Born in SA. Confident in my appearance. I write. I draw (at university, so it's legit...
    exulansis exulansis 18-21, F Nov 3

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    I have so many good things in my life, beautiful experiences, lots of opportunities, caring friends, amazing kids, but I can't fight this sickness that's infected me. I feel...
    LittleBirds0827 LittleBirds0827 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 10

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    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 3 Responses Nov 15

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    Green eyed devil, came back! I thought she was gone, so I hoped, so I feared. She returns, and all the memories are rushing back, but for an odd reason, none of the bad ones are...
    andro333 andro333 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Do you ever feel like you don't belong here? In a place, in a situation, among people, indeed anywhere. Like, you should be living some other life? When I sit in my room at night...
    TheHeartOfALovingSoul TheHeartOfALovingSoul 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't know if it's depression, or what, but since last year i've been feeling like I have no direction in my life, like I don't like nothing, I've been feeling that what is ahead...
    licito licito 18-21, F 4 days ago

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