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I Feel My Demon

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    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Hatred

    It all happened when my locked up feelings turned against me. I fell into depression, I avoided my friends and family. Felt like hitting people for no reason at all and I did do it. Felt like killing, cutting myself, abusing the weak, everything possible. In the way I made...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection 16-17, F Dec 27, 2009

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    I Feel His Power

    my name is not of importance at this point i find myself thinking and when i do a smile a demonic smile goes on my face. i cant shake it. i see flames but as i touch them i fill no pain i hear a voice high pitch and freaky but with some range of intelligence in them they speak in...
    elimentaljester elimentaljester 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2011

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    My Demon

    My demon, It’s awaking, Negative thinking, Life’s been ****, The monster within, Showing, Hating life, If I’m to go on, Somehow, I need to lose this demon, So I can live again.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    Face

    I feel and see my demon every night. It the face of the man who raped and buggered me every night and day for 4 years. I feel the shearing pain of his penis being rammed in me .his vile treats to kill me if i told . I smell him all these years later and his laugh as he...
    Hunbunnybabe Hunbunnybabe 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 12, 2009

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    Akin Almost To A Non Fatal Meeting With Death

    The scariest thing next to meeting predators and manipulators is meeting the demon. Your demon is terrifying and anyone who swears that they don't have one is trying to sell something or really put themselves on a pedestal. I became intimately familiar with my demon at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    This dream was very strange. I dreamed that I was in my house and I wanted to open the door and step outside. This dream focused on the door so I knew if I stepped outside that I...
    Melizien Melizien 26-30, F Oct 21

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    I finally did it I am now a full demon and I am the demon god and I have 1000 demons inside of me and I want more so my next goal is to get 90,0000 demons inside of me hail lord...
    SonofSatan6666 SonofSatan6666 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 5

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    So because this blogging site is s hit and i have to retype everything i just wrote, i'm going to summarize. When i was in my mid through to late teen years, me and a group of...
    RideauRegrets RideauRegrets 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    When I was at a Christian camp in high school I was asleep at night. I remember that I was dreaming, and the dream just stopped. I was confused because I felt awake but couldn't...
    jakobiwan jakobiwan 41-45, M 3 hrs ago

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    I believe In angels, I have an angel. I believe in demons because demons are evil spirits and there is a battle between good and evil, but God is good and of course good is going...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    Hey I'm more than a demon yes an a half demon. And if you don't believe it. I DON'T CARE.
    kaycandy kaycandy 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Yes I have inner demons and right now is the normal me and my demons are. Xaphan Seth ZOZO Abigor Alpha And I have a lot more and the ones I just shared with you is my...
    SonofSatan6666 SonofSatan6666 18-21, M Oct 19

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    Yes I am a real demon and I am here to destroy and torment you humans and I am a demon of fear and yes I feed off fear of those who are scared of something and I scare people to...
    SonofSatan6666 SonofSatan6666 18-21, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I am atheist but I have seen some **** I can't explain at all, and for this reason I blame demons and think of the possibility of heavenly and demonic entities
    bisexuwhale bisexuwhale 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    Am I the only one that believes in the idea that not all Demons are hostile? I'm 22 years old, and I've had one living with me since I was 14. Yes, I am a very firm follower in...
    BDSMxKitsune BDSMxKitsune 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I put this together. My first speech so please be nice :) Spread the love <3 To my fellow classmates, Mrs. McLoughlin, and to anyone who cares to listen: Focus on my voice...
    CGilmartin CGilmartin 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I believe in angels and demons, although have never seen or heard them. I think other souls who have lived are with us but also those who have never lived try to guide us to either...
    Didro56 Didro56 56-60, F Oct 1

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    Are there any demons like in Black Butler in real life? I'm just curious.
    Iamatitan01 Iamatitan01 16-17, F Oct 4

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    Are there any demons like in Black Butler in real life? I'm just curious.
    Iamatitan01 Iamatitan01 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 4

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    Is there any TRUE demon hunters if so message me
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    Coming from a true hunter, I've gotta question for all those who claim to be real hunters! Where do you send a demon when it has been exorcised? Hell? Where's hell?
    SH1ELDS SH1ELDS 31-35 3 Responses Oct 12

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    What types of demons are there?
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 13

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    Is there anyone that can tell me about demon hunting
    faith122100 faith122100 13-15, F Oct 15

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    Anyone have information on a demon named Zozo? I know the basics but if anyone has seen him or know someone who has seen him please message me.
    HuntingThings101 HuntingThings101 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 17

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    Does anyone have info on a demon named Zozo? I know the basics but I need to know where I can find him or if anyone has seen him recently. It's really important.
    HuntingThings101 HuntingThings101 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 17

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    I don't like demons, all though I haven't encounter'd one or have known I did but I have been into non-fiction paranormal stuff. I have been to houses that have been claimed...
    catbradley catbradley 13-15, M Oct 19

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    Watching tonight's episode of ghost adventures brings back that fear I felt this past summer.. My sister was having problems in her house, she claimed her bf was possessed and that...
    Anngeleyes Anngeleyes 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 19

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    I don't know why but for years I've felt so lonely with my life. I normally put on a facade when I am in public or around people I know. I always try to look happy and cheerful but...
    SaintJayV SaintJayV 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 22

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    I have sometimes thought I was part demon, 1. I love the sensation of sexual energy, I can sense someone's. 2. I like to see suffering but that just may be my sadist side. 3. My...
    bisexuwhale bisexuwhale 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    There is this creepy demon girl who keeps following around and she is starting to appear behind me in mirrors and she keeps tormenting my friend. I need help and I need information...
    EmiliaSicilio EmiliaSicilio 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Do you think demons exist? Angels?
    Ahumblefollower Ahumblefollower 16-17, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I see them around me, feel them in the air. Day, night they're always around. Lurking and waiting in the shadows of the air and day. Sometimes you cannot see them by sight, but...
    OKPunk OKPunk 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    The hurt in my eyes is all that has to be said Sometimes I know I'm better off dead The pain is the only thing I can feel Knowing it's the one thing that's real Behind all the...
    katdaughtry katdaughtry 70+, F Oct 1

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    Why can't i just feel 100% happy for once. Just once. I have these demons in my head that keep putting me down and making me cry. People say to tell someone if someone is hurting...
    Dontlookbackk Dontlookbackk 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    I was possessed for 20 years. I had a very traumatic experience when I was 9 which triggered a negative spirit. He latched to the center of my back for 20 years of my life. He has...
    Crystabell Crystabell 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When I come home there is no joy, not even a slight movement in my direction. When I enter a room there is no clear smile, no welcoming touch. When I drift awake in the morning she...
    clearsight clearsight 56-60, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I am slowly coming to terms with being raped and the brutality of the incident. I can't talk about it with just anyone after that last time a friend I hadn't seen in 10 years...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 4 Responses Oct 18

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    Mentor has fears. 87. Eyes going. Energy going. No retirement package. Thought he knew my impairments. But this month just insults weekly. Wants more...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    This is the story of my life, from my earliest childhood memories to the age of majority (18). Today is October 2. 2014. I am a Norwegian male, so my English is not perfect. I'm...
    Dakris Dakris 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    Been immigrants my family traveled to Sydney, Australia via small boats during the war. I had a very rough childhood growing up. My dad left my mum after I was born. A guy moved...
    zenzuu zenzuu 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 2

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    I know that i'm only in my first year of high school, but I constantly feel under pressure about my future. I'm not the best student in school; I don't have straight-A's and I lack...
    EricaJ13 EricaJ13 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    It has been some time now, im not sure when or why this has happened, but it feels like my senses have become hyper-sensitive. I hear with enhanced clarity, and within a more...
    hmmhmmhmm hmmhmmhmm 26-30 Oct 4

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    Something oldie but a goodie.... IF THE LOVE FITS WEAR IT (LESLIE PEARL) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8dyE5V7YrM You say you're not sure about love If this thing we got...
    Samwan Samwan 70+, F Oct 7

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    Is this depression or is this the numbness taking hold? It's become worse within these last couple weeks and I guess I wonder why this feeling is growing. It's always been there. I...
    EngulfingBreeze EngulfingBreeze 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 7

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    I feel like I'm not important to anyone anymore. I hate the feeling and it just sucks to feel like I'm nothing special. Most of the time when I'm around people or my very small...
    xxlunawolfxx xxlunawolfxx 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 9

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    I feel so much that it makes my heart beats so fast to the point where it could come bursting out of my chest, my lungs stop functioning and I hold my breath, and I become mute...
    Steffi627 Steffi627 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 9

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