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I Feel My Emotions Get The Best Of Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 118 People

    Loss Is Gain And Gain Is Loss

    I UM LOST A CLOSE FRIEND THE SECOND TIME BUT I DIDNT LOSE HER CUZ I CHOSE TO LET HER GO AND BE WITH THE GUY SHE LIKES. I WANT HER TO FEEL WHAT ITS LIKE TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE THE DEEP CONVERSATIONS WE HAVE WOULD CREATE FALSE IMITATION WHICH WILL CONFLICT WITH AN EMOTIONAL...
    bleu341993 bleu341993 18-21, M Dec 23, 2012

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    Especially When It Comes To Love

    I've come to the conclusion that I am a passionate person. When I care about or drawn to a person or thing, I tend to go all out. I actually have to make a mental note from time to time to NOT get so wrapped in something or someone to the point that I feel emotionally dominated...
    Doggonnit Doggonnit 41-45, M Sep 4, 2012

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    I feel like I don't know how to control my

    emotions any more all day has been nothing but a roller-coaster I just hate how I feel. I seriously have no energy I feel like crap and to top it off I cut myself again. I am such a baby when it comes to this why can I just be in control
    ivymarie5 ivymarie5 22-25, F Dec 19, 2013

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    The song, Because of you by Kelly Clarkson, could explain so much about my life than I ever could. Some people just see their pain or don't care to take notice about others...
    lexxrodriguezz lexxrodriguezz 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Ive been feeling so lost and confused when it comes to myself and all my emotions. Me emotions are all over the place. Ive been feeling soooooooo depressed and ive had severe...
    XxToxicKissesxX XxToxicKissesxX 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I can even feel someone's emotions over the Internet! I don't know if it's being an empath, or the fact that I'm intuitive, but I just know. It makes parenting a little easier, but...
    emmye emmye 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    I realized that you got to enjoy the little things in life, I love my boyfriend more then anything in the world and he makes me happy and feel alive, there's times I feel bad...
    MissyHoneybee MissyHoneybee 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I don't even know if this is a symptom of anything, but it's like my body shut off and I can only think my emotions, not feel, just think. If I say I 'like' someone, it means I...
    MockingJade MockingJade 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    There is nothing like the exhilaration of being in a new relationship, one where the language of love is spoken fluently. I have been burned so bad in the past that I have learned...
    Cheemoni Cheemoni 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I don't know who I am. My ten year relationship just ended. My partner woke up one day 6 months ago and told me she wanted to leave. I was in shock, our families were taken by...
    malaiseguy malaiseguy 31-35, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I try my best to hide my emotions every day, it is really really hard because I have really strong emotions but feel like if I talked about them to anyone, I would just be a bother...
    ZashaChase ZashaChase 26-30, T 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've had so many journals throughout my lifetime. I usually only write when I'm upset, angry or have a major issue that's bothering me. I would hate for anyone to stumble upon my...
    2apples4me 2apples4me 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Heads up not saying I am depressed but lately I've been feeling so unmotivated, quiet, uninterested, giving up and feel like everything is my fault. I just have the urge to not...
    jennifer5006 jennifer5006 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    That you can give a person is not expensive material possessions but yourself. The best present is friendship, love and affection. Listening to another and respecting them...
    moonlightflower moonlightflower 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    My emotions confuse me. My mind is a jumbled mess. I can't think. I don't feel sadness anymore, I just feel nothing. Numb. Completely disconnected from the world around me. The...
    AmayaTsuki AmayaTsuki 26-30, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I always keep my emotions bottled up because I feel like I have to be strong, but somtiems I can't be strong anymore. its hard for me because every time I try to talk about my...
    jessical6 jessical6 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    It must be madness, the way I allow things to devour me. The way I let the things I don't want, back in . I want to feel "normal" yet i want to feel "special". What's scary is how...
    Shahedansharif Shahedansharif 16-17, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    I need to feel pretty , if I look pretty as well all the better, I couldn't pass for anything but an old scrub woman but do enjoy the dressing , the lingerie, the underwear, bras...
    squeekers2 squeekers2 61-65, M 6 days ago

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    I was never someone who would live with their feelings bottled up. I had to express, or I'd die of suffocation. But then I realised what a mess I am. Noone ever understands. So...
    thecoldheartedqueen thecoldheartedqueen 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    "I could never be that good." We hear this phrase sometimes... probably have even said it about ourselves in certain situations. Emotions get us in trouble sometimes, don't they...
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I feel bored all the time in everything that I do. It doesn't matter who I'm talking to, or where I am, or what's going on. I have this extreme boredom all the time in every...
    Lyric8 Lyric8 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't know why I do this, but I do. Maybe I'm afraid of coming across as weak and either being seen as disgusting or a target for people who like taking advantage of others. What...
    SqueezeTheLemon SqueezeTheLemon 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    When I was 12/13 I met this boy who would turn out to be my best friend. Funny thing is, for the first 10 months we met all he did was beat me up. I didn't know why, but I laughed...
    Plouton3600 Plouton3600 18-21, M Feb 4

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    I don't know whether I am being irrational, emotional or... But I've met you and I can't believe this feeling I have for you when you are so distant from me physically How you...
    neurokitty99 neurokitty99 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    My typical method for dealing with negative emotions would be to shunt them off into a tiny corner of my consciousness. That way I can deal with everything else that's happening in...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 16-17, F Feb 3

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    Even with very little to no friends I still feel alone. in truth when a person has spent so many years in isolation as I have you would tend to feel alone. it's how I feel now...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    When I finally get to be alone ( not surrounded by people who pretend not to c me), I still feel smothered by all the emotions swirling through my head and heart. When I start to...
    Muddflap Muddflap 16-17, M Feb 2

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    You know how you learn the true value of something, only when you don't have it anymore. That's how it was with me. I suffer from epilepsy, and after an unfortunate event also...
    Robberto Robberto 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    write down the feeling of today,happy or sad,thats what we should feel,in future,we will come like a flying bird
    linchong linchong 18-21, M Jan 31

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    I rarely struggle with putting things into words....but with you my brain is scrambled..my thoughts are emotions and they aren't as easy to explain...just one thought over and over...
    kuronekko kuronekko 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I think I know what my problem is now that I've been exploring my emotions and thinking things through. I realize that I've been down because I wish I could invest my time into...
    XxLoveInTheDarkxX XxLoveInTheDarkxX 18-21 4 Responses Jan 31

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    I just helped somebody. Uhm.. actually not people. They're cats. Stray cats in my dorm area. I just came back from the canteen bought a chicken dish and sardines for my lunch and...
    rainyrainsky rainyrainsky 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 30

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    I've always wanted a best friend bond and a real one. i feel like I've never had a true best friend. ever. I feel like a best friend is also an escape from everything going on. I...
    LovelyyLexii18 LovelyyLexii18 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    i AM IN AN OUTRAGE. My husband for 8 1/2 yrs cheated on me, and gave me HPV. I have fought cancer twice, and I am now batteling it out again for the 3rd time. We now getting a...
    XBeautifulDizasterX XBeautifulDizasterX 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Someone i can talk to about anything. Someone who isn't judgemental. who will be there for me. And i will return all in kind. Someone who loves to have late night conversations...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 28

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