I Feel Out of Place In Everything, I Dont Belong Anywhere

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    you'd think that by now I'd know

    or have some sort of clue,everyone else has there life figured out that or they are just beginning there lives,and I'm just here with my shxtty dysfunctional pathetic existence.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2015

    Why can't I figure out

    where I belong....
    bbybleu bbybleu
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2015
    wonderfulIam wonderfulIam
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2015

    there is no place for me.

    i should have learned that lesson. the angry accusations of my first love. the appathy and loathing of the next. the broken fear of my green eyed angel the final loss. defeated by time and an ego that was too strong. none of these i deserve. love is not for me. cold must...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Jul 23, 2015

    it is so effin hard to face another day with

    this kind of environment and situation. i have no choice but live with it unwillingly and unhappily. please help me.
    nymphinay1118 nymphinay1118
    22-25, F
    Nov 21, 2014

    I want to be wanted. Loved.

    To feel that I have some use in this world. To have my voice heard and feel that I matter. I am so lost and I want to find my place in here. I want to belong.
    Spencer024 Spencer024
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 12

    Wish I didn't feel like this grown *** man

    feeling out of place what do I do
    Terrylogg1 Terrylogg1
    41-45, M
    Sep 11, 2015

    I feel like I don't belong anywhere.

    Most people rarely talk to me, even among my group of close friends. I feel like people are uncomfortable around me and hate me. It's like I'm some sort of outcast. I don't bother with love or romance because i see no connection with anyone. I try hard to be comforting and kind...
    SeanDisinsky SeanDisinsky
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 3, 2014

    I've always felt uncomfortable in my own skin.

    It's gotten a little better as I get older. It's probably why I have no friends. Who wants to hang around someone who is uncomfortable with themselves? I know I don't like be around insecurity. I know that's hypocritical, but its human nature I suppose. That's probably why I...
    RoseColoredGlasses81 RoseColoredGlasses81
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Dec 10, 2015

    Should I try to fit in with people I don't

    really like or just be my own person? Where I volunteer, the people are nice and quite funny at times but some act really childish at times so as I've got to know them I've become less amused by them. It sometimes feels awkward for me and I think it does for them when I don't...
    LFCno1 LFCno1
    22-25, M
    May 22, 2015

    I've been bullied in Jr high school

    and high school I tell you what I got into fights and wine I protectected my other friends we were in special ed classes I be came the bullets bully bullied them got in to 3. last ones in high Scholl they were American gang members I got exspelled 10thgrade I was 6 foot 275...
    incontinent1 incontinent1
    31-35, M
    Jun 29, 2015

    The Cosmic Pianist And Lady Ignorance

    Some time ago, someone very special on EP inspired me to write the following message as a letter, and now I wish to inspire all of you: "Each soul can only be compared to a specific tune within the keyboard of the cosmic piano of existence! You can not long to be a "Do" note...
    4 Responses Aug 11, 2013

    I'm a 13 year old Orthodox Jew girl.

    I have 4 other sibling and I don't like my religion. My parents (who are orthodox) don't let me wear pants. I'm fine with certain things, but I hate other parts of the 'customs'. I'm being forced to be someone I'm not. I get really sad and have been really depressed in the past...
    CallMeNobody CallMeNobody
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jun 24, 2015

    I more often than not,

    feel like I'm a puzzle piece in the wrong box set. I might look like the other puzzle pieces but I don't fit in anywhere. I just don't belong. I wish I knew where I could be at home.
    js246 js246
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2015

    Lately, I feel like I don't belong anywhere.

    I have never really belonged anywhere; people have never really understood me the way I wanted to and needed to be understood. I thought once I grew up, became an adult that I would find a place. I'd find good friends. I'd find someone to settle down with. I'd have all the...
    ninjasidhe ninjasidhe
    22-25, F
    Feb 12

    when i really need someone no one is here its

    bad enough im a ****** burden now i dont have anyone when i need someone **** everyone
    neonpinkcupcakelover neonpinkcupcakelover
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2015

    I still learning it even i hate it.

    I hate making programs, i hate syntax.
    newwolfy newwolfy
    18-21, F
    May 4, 2015

    https://youtu.be/n1Te-3gZFLI great song

    for anyone who had ever felt angry, lost, betrayed, broken, anything negative. this song is for you helped me in my darkest hours. WARNING this song might not be to everyone's taste, has elements of rock rap style but great lyrics.enjoy
    OkamiLeilah OkamiLeilah
    26-30, F
    Jun 26, 2015

    From the time i was young i never got along

    with anyone. I couldn't make friends, couldn't really have a healthy relationship with my parents, and just never seemed to fit. My brothers seemed more like what my parents, and society, wanted. and i always felt left out because i was never good in school, i was never social...
    alt41r alt41r
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 24, 2015

    I can't wait. I just want to forget this world.

    Live in a cute cottage, own some animals, dress comfortably, spend my days with someone I enjoy and love, make smaller people I enjoy and love, have close friends I go drinking with, have a career I will actually be sad to retire from, but I know happy endings and peaceful life...
    themeice themeice
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 17, 2015

    I feel like I don't belong,

    anywhere, ever. I feel so left out of everything. I feel so out of place. I feel like everyone would be better off with out me in there lives. Because I am nothing. I'm not meant to be here, because I don't fit in. I shouldn't be alive.. I am so different, so different to where...
    ItsAllASecret ItsAllASecret
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2014

    I I feel like an outcast most time people don't

    or don't want to understand me they don't give me a chance to show how wonderful I am created to be or can be do anyone know where I'm coming from??????????
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 24, 2015
    yoyo526 yoyo526
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2014

    Honestly wish I wasn't born.

    Lol like I'm just existing there's no reason for me to be here I hate everyone.
    Yourfavnextdoor Yourfavnextdoor
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2015

    I Feel I Do Not Belong Anywhere

    I've felt like an anomaly everywhere. I've felt like this among my own family, grade school, high school, college, and now workplace. My cousins were basically my first friends, but as we grew older the less they wanted anything to do with me. Now, we're all adults, but they...
    arekay arekay
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 24, 2012

    I never feel like I belong anywhere.

    I always feel so different. I've met people who could be twin and but I rarely feel like I fit in. It's really frustrating. so few people make me feel like I belong
    TheWanderingWarrior TheWanderingWarrior
    26-30, M
    1 Response Dec 10, 2015
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 1, 2014

    ...and I love it! Because the only thing

    that makes me feel at home is when I am with myself, which is always. So I don't belong anywhere, but I belong with me. I just change the atmosphere wherever I go, to make it a place where I feel comfortable. It allows me to be myself anywhere.
    AlricVirgil AlricVirgil
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Jul 24, 2015

    Don't Belong Anywhere

    Feeling out of place is one of the worst feelings in the world. It's so sad, and heart breaking to witness and terrible to feel yourself. I hate that feeling of being in the room, there's all the other people, mingling and talking, then there is you- all alone, feeling completely...
    Mediocre Mediocre
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Aug 30, 2010
    Orgasme Orgasme
    36-40, F
    Jul 24, 2015

    Lost My Place Or Never Had It

    One of my favourite quotations from a song is "I give up the longing believing in belonging"I do think I'm at that point in my life. When i totally give up on trying to belong anywhere. I did realise for a while now that i simply can't find my way and my place in this world...
    BlackDiamondFairy BlackDiamondFairy
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 9, 2011

    Especially in my family,

    they think I'm stuck up but I'm just quiet and a bit of an introvert
    xosydneeox xosydneeox
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2013

    Nobody likes me. No one cares about me.

    Im invisible. I dont exist. Even if I try my hardest, I will never be good enough. I am so fckd up I want to die.
    Spencer024 Spencer024
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 24, 2015

    the only place I feel welcomed is my friends at

    my school they are just like me, but I'm moving soon and I don't think I could make new friends like them. What do I do!!!
    jackhack101 jackhack101
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2015

    i just got back from school I had to leave early

    because I'm suicidal. The school thinks I should go to the hospital and I agree... But my stupid *** parents think otherwise.
    Zellaplayzcreepypasta Zellaplayzcreepypasta
    18-21, T
    Apr 27, 2015

    I don't know where to start this off,

    but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to change that, but nothing I do is good enough. I'm slowly starting to rethink all of this. I'm starting lose hope. I'm not seeing a...
    torr62 torr62
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2014

    'I have often dreamed Of a far-off place

    Where a hero's welcome Will be waiting for me Where the crowds will cheer When they see my face And a voice keeps saying This is where I'm meant to be I'll be there someday I can go the distance I will find my way If I can be strong I know ev'ry mile Will be worth...
    Letmebee Letmebee
    22-25, F
    Feb 25

    I have a fear that when people message me to

    hang out or go to movies or do something fun, that they meant to send it to someone else, but accidentally sent it to me.
    smallcurtis smallcurtis
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2015

    I may be gay but I am a guy,

    I am not like a guy though, I don't know anything about sports,I don't play sports, I'm fragile, and don't fit in with the guys and that's why I hang with my girls
    loneleyboy loneleyboy
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jun 24, 2015

    I feel out of place in every group of people,

    because there is always something that really sets me apart from everyone else and I end up either excluded or we can't relate with each other. Being transgender, autistic, chronically ill, not drinking and not having a family or real life friends makes people see me as an alien...
    UnwantedPup UnwantedPup
    31-35, T
    Jun 24, 2015

    When Will This End

    everytime everywhere I feel like this. sometimes I feel like digging a hole and burying my self in it to eacape the awkward situations and even more when I say something stupid or when I offend someone not knowingly I jus wanna get into another persons perspective of mee and...
    AbnormalBeing AbnormalBeing
    18-21, F
    Sep 28, 2013

    I Never Really Fit In

    All the way back to grade school I have always felt like I dont belong in no matter what group of friends I have had. Even now, at 22, I feel completely the same way. Is it just me, is it all in my head, or do I really not fit in? I have friends but I never feel completely...
    mnop123 mnop123
    3 Responses Jan 26, 2009

    I Don't Get It

    I've always been an outsider looking in... At first I thought it was a phase and then I reached 25 and realized it's gotta be permanent. I like being the one who doesn't fit in because it means I get to learn through other; watching interesting things like body language, facial...
    Amaya8 Amaya8
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Jul 16, 2011

    I've always been the outcast

    wherever I've gone. It didn't matter. No one really wanted to talk to me when I was the new girl either because it was a small school and people were making up their own rumors about me. I find it hard to make friends in the real world because I feel like everyone I become...
    BlondeGirlBunny BlondeGirlBunny
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 23, 2014

    Besides being at home

    for the most part, I feel the love I'm surrounded by. I can't deny that. It can be overwhelming sometimes because I don't feel comfortable with having too much attention. I have no idea why certain people like me, I ask myself that question all the time and I just don't get it...
    RoastedCycki RoastedCycki
    70+, F
    Mar 19

    im out of place and never going to be

    where every one else is .
    ashleyWEB ashleyWEB
    13-15, F
    Oct 27, 2015

    I spent high school being bullied relentlessly

    for being weird. College was better in that I could be as weird as I want and no one cared, unless my weirdness interfered with their lives. But now that I am in the real world...I'm starting to think that the real world is basically high school in that it's all about image and...
    Emeryael Emeryael
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 29, 2015

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