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I Feel Physically Sick When I See My Body

have you ever felt physically sick when you have seen your body? if you have please share your stories here 46 People

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    i feel physically sickk when  see my self in a mirror and i hate it even when i have my clothes on i can see all the lumps and bumps even in baggy clothes.  I HATE THE WAY I LOOK.  it makes me physically sick its minging
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 23, 2009

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    I haven't been on this website in a while because I only write on here when I am depressed which I suppose is a good thing... but I'm back now... Lately I just feel really horrible and sad again and I really don't have any reason to feel sad. I have a boyfriend of about 6...
    imnotafraid imnotafraid 18-21, F Feb 8, 2012

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    I Don't See a Body...

    When i look in the mirror its like im looking a vomit. i can't find i nice thing to say about my body. its horrid. i hate it. i can't even look in the mirror without wanting to smash it because of what i see. even thinking about looking at a mirror makes me want to throw up...
    LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    My Awful Body

    My body is to blame...........only attractive people seem to have real enjoyment and fun, something I desperately want, but my body is repulsive girls, and I live in a cloud of self hatred because nobody could find me attractive. too pale, too fat, too akwardly shaped, did I...
    depression19 depression19 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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    Not really lol This is just the closest title I

    can get to what I want to say.. What I really wanted for my experience title is "I feel sick when I see sexy things".. I mean, it's not a bad thing, I like sexy things.. But when I see something very sexy, I feel like I'm going to throw up, and it's so annoying! But hey, at...
    WouldyeKindly WouldyeKindly 13-15, T Sep 18

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    I Have A Problem

    I know I have an unhealthy compulsive obsession with hating my body. It's been a part of me since I was about 9 or 10 years old. It's been pointed out to me by every lover I have had, and almost every friend. I hate the way I look. I feel disgusting and I don't feel worthy of...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Feel Sick When I Look At My Body

    I am 18 years old and when I look at my self in the mirror I feel sick I hate my body so tryied doing exercise but I seem to put on more I don't no what to do
    Beckiie80 Beckiie80 18-21 Oct 23, 2012

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    Dont Like What I See

    had my frist baby at 18 she is now 10 .i have since had two more babys . i have always been size 12 but after my baby 3 i lost most of fat and went to 7 and a half stone . i lost it that fast now my belly hags and my boobs are just bits of skin .
    rebecajo rebecajo 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2009

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    I was prevented from posting my last experience

    due to it seeming p r o - a n a , but I think I can make this one more okay. My parents are making me see a psychologist now that they weighed me and found out I lost even more weight. Despite this, I'm going to continue doing what I'm doing until I love myself. I don't want to...
    StrangeDarkSecrets StrangeDarkSecrets 16-17 1 Response Jan 26

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    I've been feeling horrendously sick all night, which kinda makes me think I'm not far away from being in labour. I just want to go to sleep, but I can't, because I'm scared.
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    VeritasNatura VeritasNatura 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    debbielovescruises debbielovescruises 41-45, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I Feel so Sick, Cant sleep, I dont know whats Wrong with Me
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    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F Sep 21

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    cranberry813 cranberry813 16-17 Sep 15

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    When I feel like this. When I feel nothing, I want nothing more than to feel pain. Physical pain. All I feel now is an emptiness inside of me. It's as if my feelings don't know...
    piprimate piprimate 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    This is a difficult subject for me because of how isolated it makes me feel. Ever since I can remember, I've always been overly sensitive to the energies that other people emit. I...
    ADargis ADargis 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    phi0318 phi0318 36-40, M 6 Responses Sep 3

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    futurediary futurediary 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 5

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    theHuntedOne14 theHuntedOne14 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    Sometimes I don't tiptoe around the issue. I say what I feel directly! Especially when I'm really tired and have no filter.
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I only feel like this when Blake is gone for a trip around the world :(
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