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I Feel Physically Sick When I See My Body

have you ever felt physically sick when you have seen your body? if you have please share your stories here 45 People

    I Don't See a Body...

    When i look in the mirror its like im looking a vomit. i can't find i nice thing to say about my body. its horrid. i hate it. i can't even look in the mirror without wanting to smash it because of what i see. even thinking about looking at a mirror makes me want to throw up...
    LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9, 2009

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    Dont Like What I See

    had my frist baby at 18 she is now 10 .i have since had two more babys . i have always been size 12 but after my baby 3 i lost most of fat and went to 7 and a half stone . i lost it that fast now my belly hags and my boobs are just bits of skin .
    rebecajo rebecajo 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2009

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    My Awful Body

    My body is to blame...........only attractive people seem to have real enjoyment and fun, something I desperately want, but my body is repulsive girls, and I live in a cloud of self hatred because nobody could find me attractive. too pale, too fat, too akwardly shaped, did I...
    depression19 depression19 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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    I have decided to finally get breast

    augmentation to correct my breast. I had my consultation a week ago and I am asking for donations on my Go Fund Me page, titled Body Conscious. Thank you for creating a place where this is easier to discuss!
    nmspriggs nmspriggs 22-25, F Oct 22, 2014

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    I was prevented from posting my last experience

    due to it seeming p r o - a n a , but I think I can make this one more okay. My parents are making me see a psychologist now that they weighed me and found out I lost even more weight. Despite this, I'm going to continue doing what I'm doing until I love myself. I don't want to...
    StrangeDarkSecrets StrangeDarkSecrets 16-17, T 1 Response Jan 26, 2014

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    I Do

    i feel physically sickk when  see my self in a mirror and i hate it even when i have my clothes on i can see all the lumps and bumps even in baggy clothes.  I HATE THE WAY I LOOK.  it makes me physically sick its minging
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 23, 2009

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    I Have A Problem

    I know I have an unhealthy compulsive obsession with hating my body. It's been a part of me since I was about 9 or 10 years old. It's been pointed out to me by every lover I have had, and almost every friend. I hate the way I look. I feel disgusting and I don't feel worthy of...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Untitled

    I haven't been on this website in a while because I only write on here when I am depressed which I suppose is a good thing... but I'm back now... Lately I just feel really horrible and sad again and I really don't have any reason to feel sad. I have a boyfriend of about 6...
    imnotafraid imnotafraid 18-21, F Feb 8, 2012

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    Feel Sick When I Look At My Body

    I am 18 years old and when I look at my self in the mirror I feel sick I hate my body so tryied doing exercise but I seem to put on more I don't no what to do
    Beckiie80 Beckiie80 18-21 Oct 23, 2012

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    Not really lol This is just the closest title I

    can get to what I want to say.. What I really wanted for my experience title is "I feel sick when I see sexy things".. I mean, it's not a bad thing, I like sexy things.. But when I see something very sexy, I feel like I'm going to throw up, and it's so annoying! But hey, at...
    WouldyeKindly WouldyeKindly 13-15, T Sep 18, 2014

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    Nothing like feeling the sun warm up your entire body...I just eat up the morning sun....it is so refreshing and a great way to start a beautiful day!!!
    Micky7288 Micky7288 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I wish I could just let him know the way I feel...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F Mar 8

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    I have a 1.5 years old niece.. My sister got her kidney failure while he was born. She gets three dialysis a week.. I live in distant city for the job.... I feel him every day and...
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    I have "friends" in school, but they do not care. They have not even noticed how sad I was when a buddy who lives very far away, unfortunately, was in a coma! Although I am always...
    Amanda9876 Amanda9876 13-15, F Mar 9

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    life is passing by. i can't stand to spend it like time is not leaving me. my infinity is getting shorter. time to live life day by.
    lonewolf4510 lonewolf4510 16-17, F Mar 7

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    any sweet lady out there wanna trade some pics while do it? :)
    lureebel lureebel 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Silence is the most powerful scream
    Harper101 Harper101 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I can't stand it! My step dad plays bass guitar to music, sometimes for hours and hours, at the most inopportune times! He always plays late at night or early in the morning when I...
    LittleBabyAnimals LittleBabyAnimals 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    this shot is a waste of time. I feel so sick, my stomach has gone rock solid which is concerning me. Im sick off the worrying. Ice had 3 strong negative pregnancy test and always...
    Midgetjem99 Midgetjem99 13-15, F Mar 7

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    You know that feeling when you see someone so perfect with their little fit body and amazing hair? that feeling of dread washes over me and I feel so lonely and lost, I am nowhere...
    MindlessInspiration MindlessInspiration 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    my first post was kind of me venting stress and not really a complete thought. However, this has been on going for quite sometime in which, I feel more comfortable in women's...
    Shymoose Shymoose 22-25, M Mar 4

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    I feel so sick. My throat's been so sore for days, it hurts so bad, and my nose is stopped up so bad I can hardly breath. I just wanna be at home in bed cuddled with my bear and my...
    MjLawrence16 MjLawrence16 16-17, F Mar 12

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    I feel this deep emptiness filling every inch inside of me. Maybe it the result of my impatience to move forward. I want to leap but things in life are not obtained in a single...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    These days too many people complain about the little things in life rather than being grateful for the little things that are good. So I started a list of all the small things we...
    Ultimatedorktroid Ultimatedorktroid 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I'm craving bread. :( I want bread, pizza, cookies, cakes....I'm just over this gluten free crap. I feel hungry all the time too. I want pancakes! :( but if i eat them, I'll feel...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I hate this feeling so much! I feel empty inside and I'm constantly worrying about what's gonna happen and I'm really scared and I want everything to be ok but I can't even check...
    Zjmsmyking Zjmsmyking 16-17, F 5 Responses Mar 20

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    He cheated on my mom when i was 11-12 (im 16 now) and theyve been divorced and hes been out of the house ever since. I dont have a court ordered schedule of when i need to see him...
    sablesantos sablesantos 22-25, F Mar 3

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    ive got 3 children twins age 12 and a daughter age 11.im not with their dad I ended our relationship when they were 2 and 3.he was so violent and I couldn't cope anymore.it wasn't...
    wholetintherain wholetintherain 36-40, F Mar 21

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    I just had a dream I traveled to the past and saw myself I stared into my own eyes for a minute trying so hard to tell myself what not to do for my future, but the words wouldn't...
    converselypurple converselypurple 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 14

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    I keep a journal. I write in it every day the things that have happened. I write about my feelings. I write about my body. I write every day to keep account of what happens.
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Maybe its just boredom or the several restrictions of society which enable us from living our lives properly, but sometimes i feel nothing. Where i grew up and used to live was a...
    crazydoughnut123 crazydoughnut123 13-15, F Mar 7

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    You know that feeling you get when you aren't exactly sure if you've been away awhile? The type of mentality that ensnares the mind. It won't let go, at times, but its usually...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    So I've never been really skinny and fit but since christmas I've put on a few more pounds. I actually really like my belly, it feels really great when I open the button of my...
    Bellygirlbelly Bellygirlbelly 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Didn't Grow Up Seeing or Getting Much Affection- My parents were always antagonisticly affectionate with each other. They called each other names,jokingly questioned what they had...
    BlackSlav92 BlackSlav92 22-25, M Mar 4

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    I'm at a mall, and I see soooo many people and it makes me sooo anxious and depressed. Anxious because I don't feel like I fit in and I feel like I stand out. I feel depressed...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    Whenever I cry, I try to cover my eyes, my mouth, or my entire face. I just don't feel comfortable with people seeing my tears fall down my face. I don't know why. I just don't.
    lunarsolar36 lunarsolar36 13-15, T 1 Response Mar 21

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    I have trouble expressing myself. I often hide my feelings behind humour. It seems like the only time I can really be honest is when I'm singing.
    Catherdra Catherdra 22-25, F Mar 23

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    I feel so sad! When people ask me how I say fine it's believable because I am weird. I feel so sad some times like no one will ever care for me! That know one will truly know me or...
    Skybot2000 Skybot2000 13-15, F Mar 24

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    been sexually abused twice...feel like I've seen too much
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 1 Response Mar 5

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