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I Feel Physically Sick When I See My Body

have you ever felt physically sick when you have seen your body? if you have please share your stories here 45 People

    My Awful Body

    My body is to blame...........only attractive people seem to have real enjoyment and fun, something I desperately want, but my body is repulsive girls, and I live in a cloud of self hatred because nobody could find me attractive. too pale, too fat, too akwardly shaped, did I...
    depression19 depression19 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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    I Don't See a Body...

    When i look in the mirror its like im looking a vomit. i can't find i nice thing to say about my body. its horrid. i hate it. i can't even look in the mirror without wanting to smash it because of what i see. even thinking about looking at a mirror makes me want to throw up...
    LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9, 2009

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    I have decided to finally get breast

    augmentation to correct my breast. I had my consultation a week ago and I am asking for donations on my Go Fund Me page, titled Body Conscious. Thank you for creating a place where this is easier to discuss!
    nmspriggs nmspriggs 22-25, F Oct 22, 2014

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    I was prevented from posting my last experience

    due to it seeming p r o - a n a , but I think I can make this one more okay. My parents are making me see a psychologist now that they weighed me and found out I lost even more weight. Despite this, I'm going to continue doing what I'm doing until I love myself. I don't want to...
    StrangeDarkSecrets StrangeDarkSecrets 16-17 1 Response Jan 26, 2014

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    I Do

    i feel physically sickk when  see my self in a mirror and i hate it even when i have my clothes on i can see all the lumps and bumps even in baggy clothes.  I HATE THE WAY I LOOK.  it makes me physically sick its minging
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 23, 2009

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    Dont Like What I See

    had my frist baby at 18 she is now 10 .i have since had two more babys . i have always been size 12 but after my baby 3 i lost most of fat and went to 7 and a half stone . i lost it that fast now my belly hags and my boobs are just bits of skin .
    rebecajo rebecajo 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2009

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    Untitled

    I haven't been on this website in a while because I only write on here when I am depressed which I suppose is a good thing... but I'm back now... Lately I just feel really horrible and sad again and I really don't have any reason to feel sad. I have a boyfriend of about 6...
    imnotafraid imnotafraid 18-21, F Feb 8, 2012

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    Not really lol This is just the closest title I

    can get to what I want to say.. What I really wanted for my experience title is "I feel sick when I see sexy things".. I mean, it's not a bad thing, I like sexy things.. But when I see something very sexy, I feel like I'm going to throw up, and it's so annoying! But hey, at...
    WouldyeKindly WouldyeKindly 13-15, T Sep 18, 2014

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    I Have A Problem

    I know I have an unhealthy compulsive obsession with hating my body. It's been a part of me since I was about 9 or 10 years old. It's been pointed out to me by every lover I have had, and almost every friend. I hate the way I look. I feel disgusting and I don't feel worthy of...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Feel Sick When I Look At My Body

    I am 18 years old and when I look at my self in the mirror I feel sick I hate my body so tryied doing exercise but I seem to put on more I don't no what to do
    Beckiie80 Beckiie80 18-21 Oct 23, 2012

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    wanna feel good but need some help...
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    want a sexy girl who wanna show me some honey pics from herself while masturbaiting...
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    Any girls who wanna show me pics of them ************ pm mee ;)
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    but I get depressed later on does any one know why ?
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    I'd been feeling so sick all day that I decided to make myself vomit. I went to the toilet and started trying to burp up the vomit but it didn't work so I had to finger my throat...
    pukeboy pukeboy 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    my first post was kind of me venting stress and not really a complete thought. However, this has been on going for quite sometime in which, I feel more comfortable in women's...
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    I've started to keep track of physical sensations to let me know what I'm feeling. Like, when my fingernails turn a bit purple, and my skin looks mottled red and white, I'm...
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    You know that feeling when you see someone so perfect with their little fit body and amazing hair? that feeling of dread washes over me and I feel so lonely and lost, I am nowhere...
    MindlessInspiration MindlessInspiration 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    been sexually abused twice...feel like I've seen too much
    kingbrizo kingbrizo 18-21 42 mins ago

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    She's like the wind, rushing over my skin sending chills down my spine. She's like the breeze, whispering thru the trees, brushing ever so slightly across my cheek and blowing thru...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 5

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    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    Guess what.. Okay so I had real plans for tonight, but now I am at home cause I am sick. When I am free I feel great and when I need to go out I am just not in the mood.
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    Some people say it makes the person look sick when collarbones show. I like the sick look.
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    Sometimes I just feel sad,sick and tired of everything in life :(
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    Burn, tremble and yearn... that´s what my body does when your body is here...
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    Holy crap. I had the worst dream once, that I was being eaten by a shark. It really hurt and then I could feel my spirit leave my body. It woke me right up. It seemed so real. I...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 20

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    I feel so sick and nauseous! My stomach is all messed up! :(
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    He cheated on my mom when i was 11-12 (im 16 now) and theyve been divorced and hes been out of the house ever since. I dont have a court ordered schedule of when i need to see him...
    sablesantos sablesantos 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    something is telling me to hold off in believing and trusting in my feelings and what I see on the surface. Not because anything is wrong per se but because I don't know the full...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Feb 6

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    His name is Nero if you do not know him do some research on him and Nero is my inner demon. Me and Nero is very close I feel his power covering my body everyday.
    Nero6 Nero6 26-30, M Feb 11

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    i've been great friends with this girl and i think in simple terms i've liked her on and off for a year. when i dont like her, i force myself not to talk/think about her bc i dont...
    whydoineeddone whydoineeddone 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i feel ignored by everybody .. no body really talk to me .. or like me .. i don't know why :'/ ..
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    I feel guilty sometimes when I do certain mistakes in my life. A year back I broke up with my girl friend because she use to think that I was not a trustworthy person. Even tho I...
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    my face above the water.my feet can't touch the ground , touch the ground .and i feel like.I can see the sands on the horizon.every time that you are not around.I'm slowly drifting...
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    I always feel guilty about doing something extremely fun. Or doing something really nice for my self. I asked my mom if I have enough money by the beginning of next year if I could...
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