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I Feel Physically Sick When I See My Body

have you ever felt physically sick when you have seen your body? if you have please share your stories here 45 People

    Dont Like What I See

    had my frist baby at 18 she is now 10 .i have since had two more babys . i have always been size 12 but after my baby 3 i lost most of fat and went to 7 and a half stone . i lost it that fast now my belly hags and my boobs are just bits of skin .
    rebecajo rebecajo 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2009

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    Not really lol This is just the closest title I

    can get to what I want to say.. What I really wanted for my experience title is "I feel sick when I see sexy things".. I mean, it's not a bad thing, I like sexy things.. But when I see something very sexy, I feel like I'm going to throw up, and it's so annoying! But hey, at...
    WouldyeKindly WouldyeKindly 13-15, T Sep 18

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    I Don't See a Body...

    When i look in the mirror its like im looking a vomit. i can't find i nice thing to say about my body. its horrid. i hate it. i can't even look in the mirror without wanting to smash it because of what i see. even thinking about looking at a mirror makes me want to throw up...
    LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2009

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    I Do

    i feel physically sickk when  see my self in a mirror and i hate it even when i have my clothes on i can see all the lumps and bumps even in baggy clothes.  I HATE THE WAY I LOOK.  it makes me physically sick its minging
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 23, 2009

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    I Have A Problem

    I know I have an unhealthy compulsive obsession with hating my body. It's been a part of me since I was about 9 or 10 years old. It's been pointed out to me by every lover I have had, and almost every friend. I hate the way I look. I feel disgusting and I don't feel worthy of...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Untitled

    I haven't been on this website in a while because I only write on here when I am depressed which I suppose is a good thing... but I'm back now... Lately I just feel really horrible and sad again and I really don't have any reason to feel sad. I have a boyfriend of about 6...
    imnotafraid imnotafraid 18-21, F Feb 8, 2012

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    Feel Sick When I Look At My Body

    I am 18 years old and when I look at my self in the mirror I feel sick I hate my body so tryied doing exercise but I seem to put on more I don't no what to do
    Beckiie80 Beckiie80 18-21 Oct 23, 2012

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    I was prevented from posting my last experience

    due to it seeming p r o - a n a , but I think I can make this one more okay. My parents are making me see a psychologist now that they weighed me and found out I lost even more weight. Despite this, I'm going to continue doing what I'm doing until I love myself. I don't want to...
    StrangeDarkSecrets StrangeDarkSecrets 16-17 1 Response Jan 26

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    My Awful Body

    My body is to blame...........only attractive people seem to have real enjoyment and fun, something I desperately want, but my body is repulsive girls, and I live in a cloud of self hatred because nobody could find me attractive. too pale, too fat, too akwardly shaped, did I...
    depression19 depression19 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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