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I Feel Physically Sick When I See My Body

have you ever felt physically sick when you have seen your body? if you have please share your stories here 45 People

    My Awful Body

    My body is to blame...........only attractive people seem to have real enjoyment and fun, something I desperately want, but my body is repulsive girls, and I live in a cloud of self hatred because nobody could find me attractive. too pale, too fat, too akwardly shaped, did I...
    depression19 depression19 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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    I Do

    i feel physically sickk when  see my self in a mirror and i hate it even when i have my clothes on i can see all the lumps and bumps even in baggy clothes.  I HATE THE WAY I LOOK.  it makes me physically sick its minging
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 23, 2009

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    Dont Like What I See

    had my frist baby at 18 she is now 10 .i have since had two more babys . i have always been size 12 but after my baby 3 i lost most of fat and went to 7 and a half stone . i lost it that fast now my belly hags and my boobs are just bits of skin .
    rebecajo rebecajo 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2009

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    I Have A Problem

    I know I have an unhealthy compulsive obsession with hating my body. It's been a part of me since I was about 9 or 10 years old. It's been pointed out to me by every lover I have had, and almost every friend. I hate the way I look. I feel disgusting and I don't feel worthy of...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Feel Sick When I Look At My Body

    I am 18 years old and when I look at my self in the mirror I feel sick I hate my body so tryied doing exercise but I seem to put on more I don't no what to do
    Beckiie80 Beckiie80 18-21 Oct 23, 2012

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    Not really lol This is just the closest title I

    can get to what I want to say.. What I really wanted for my experience title is "I feel sick when I see sexy things".. I mean, it's not a bad thing, I like sexy things.. But when I see something very sexy, I feel like I'm going to throw up, and it's so annoying! But hey, at...
    WouldyeKindly WouldyeKindly 13-15, T Sep 18, 2014

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    I Don't See a Body...

    When i look in the mirror its like im looking a vomit. i can't find i nice thing to say about my body. its horrid. i hate it. i can't even look in the mirror without wanting to smash it because of what i see. even thinking about looking at a mirror makes me want to throw up...
    LittleLostQueen LittleLostQueen 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9, 2009

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    I was prevented from posting my last experience

    due to it seeming p r o - a n a , but I think I can make this one more okay. My parents are making me see a psychologist now that they weighed me and found out I lost even more weight. Despite this, I'm going to continue doing what I'm doing until I love myself. I don't want to...
    StrangeDarkSecrets StrangeDarkSecrets 16-17, T 1 Response Jan 26, 2014

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    I have decided to finally get breast

    augmentation to correct my breast. I had my consultation a week ago and I am asking for donations on my Go Fund Me page, titled Body Conscious. Thank you for creating a place where this is easier to discuss!
    nmspriggs nmspriggs 22-25, F Oct 22, 2014

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    Untitled

    I haven't been on this website in a while because I only write on here when I am depressed which I suppose is a good thing... but I'm back now... Lately I just feel really horrible and sad again and I really don't have any reason to feel sad. I have a boyfriend of about 6...
    imnotafraid imnotafraid 18-21, F Feb 8, 2012

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    any sweet lady out there wanna trade some pics while do it? :)
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    Silence is the most powerful scream
    Harper101 Harper101 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I want someone to talk to me. someone close to me. I'm in Washington. I'm always alone.
    Charleygyrl Charleygyrl 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I made a mistake and now those who I used to call friends hate me. My parents are hardly ever around, so I spend most of my days just staring into a TV, watching the lives of...
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    its so boring being lonley
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    I can't stand it! My step dad plays bass guitar to music, sometimes for hours and hours, at the most inopportune times! He always plays late at night or early in the morning when I...
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    I love the feeling when the sun is warming my skin and body. I am a sun worshipper. I love exposing my naked body to the sunlight so I can continue my no nonsense tan lines...
    juliewardatbeach juliewardatbeach 36-40, F 8 Responses a week ago

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    I've had this happen more than once: While driving home at night, after a really bad day (panic attacks and/or horrible depression) I'll see people who seem real for a moment but...
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    Feeling so sick today sick to my stomach:(
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    vinyards vinyards 22-25, M Apr 3

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    I feel like my brain wants to get my body to destroy itself, but when my body finally falls over dead, my brain is just going to laugh at it eternally for being pathetic enough to...
    tenebrissicarius tenebrissicarius 31-35, M Apr 8

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    Feeling tired sick annoyed all emotions right now
    MusicLover4Eternity MusicLover4Eternity 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I have been known to take off my clothes to feel the rain on my body. It's a great feeling to stand naked in a rain storm, communing with the fury.
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    i feel like im alone even when every body around me ;(
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    All my life I have been a pretty likable guy. Most people get my out going personality and my wit. I was very popular growing up and have never found it hard to make new friends. I...
    tornsin tornsin 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 14

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    I 25 years old and still trying to figure my life out. The things that makes this hard to accomplish is feeling like I have no body to talk to and welling to help with out judgment...
    Whoknew89 Whoknew89 22-25, M Apr 16

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    Before anything else, I'd like to apologize... this entry might get a little... lengthy... For a long time already, I have noticed how hard it is to gain the love and appreciation...
    SamBlessie SamBlessie 18-21, F 9 Responses