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I Feel Physically Sick When I See My Body

have you ever felt physically sick when you have seen your body? if you have please share your stories here 48 People

    I have decided to finally get breast

    augmentation to correct my breast. I had my consultation a week ago and I am asking for donations on my Go Fund Me page, titled Body Conscious. Thank you for creating a place where this is easier to discuss!
    nmspriggs nmspriggs 22-25, F Oct 22, 2014

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    Not really lol This is just the closest title I

    can get to what I want to say.. What I really wanted for my experience title is "I feel sick when I see sexy things".. I mean, it's not a bad thing, I like sexy things.. But when I see something very sexy, I feel like I'm going to throw up, and it's so annoying! But hey, at...
    WouldyeKindly WouldyeKindly 13-15, T Sep 18, 2014

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    Feel Sick When I Look At My Body

    I am 18 years old and when I look at my self in the mirror I feel sick I hate my body so tryied doing exercise but I seem to put on more I don't no what to do
    Beckiie80 Beckiie80 18-21 Oct 23, 2012

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    I was prevented from posting my last experience

    due to it seeming p r o - a n a , but I think I can make this one more okay. My parents are making me see a psychologist now that they weighed me and found out I lost even more weight. Despite this, I'm going to continue doing what I'm doing until I love myself. I don't want to...
    StrangeDarkSecrets StrangeDarkSecrets 16-17, T 1 Response Jan 26, 2014

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    I Have A Problem

    I know I have an unhealthy compulsive obsession with hating my body. It's been a part of me since I was about 9 or 10 years old. It's been pointed out to me by every lover I have had, and almost every friend. I hate the way I look. I feel disgusting and I don't feel worthy of...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    I Do

    i feel physically sickk when  see my self in a mirror and i hate it even when i have my clothes on i can see all the lumps and bumps even in baggy clothes.  I HATE THE WAY I LOOK.  it makes me physically sick its minging
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 23, 2009

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    Untitled

    I haven't been on this website in a while because I only write on here when I am depressed which I suppose is a good thing... but I'm back now... Lately I just feel really horrible and sad again and I really don't have any reason to feel sad. I have a boyfriend of about 6...
    imnotafraid imnotafraid 18-21, F Feb 8, 2012

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    Dont Like What I See

    had my frist baby at 18 she is now 10 .i have since had two more babys . i have always been size 12 but after my baby 3 i lost most of fat and went to 7 and a half stone . i lost it that fast now my belly hags and my boobs are just bits of skin .
    rebecajo rebecajo 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5, 2009

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    My Awful Body

    My body is to blame...........only attractive people seem to have real enjoyment and fun, something I desperately want, but my body is repulsive girls, and I live in a cloud of self hatred because nobody could find me attractive. too pale, too fat, too akwardly shaped, did I...
    depression19 depression19 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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    Hate is a strong word.. The vast majority of the time, I feel content with my curves and continue to gobble cheesecake so long as I've finished my run. I happen to like the big...
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    aamarlon aamarlon 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I don't like admitting the fact that I feel lonely. Even when I'm with family I feel this way. I act like all is okay and try to go with the flow but deep inside me I know I'm...
    dontknowww dontknowww 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Not really sick of her. Really. Just can't find another title. However, she annoys me a lot. First off... She's already 26 years old... Yet, she still doesn't persevere to look for...
    ComplicatedWounded ComplicatedWounded 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I'm starting college soon and i'm not ready.
    PandorasWitness PandorasWitness 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    my thinking differs from what my heart and gut feels.....the tug of war with one~self is an extremely unpleasant experience
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I always feel so wonderful when they tell me how beautiful they think I am - makes me feel like the luckiest mom in the world!
    RRachelle RRachelle 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been feeling quite insecure about my body. I also don't like that I'm so insecure about my body because it makes me feel superficial since I direct so much of my attention on...
    heyimbored224 heyimbored224 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hell yeah !! Now this here is the truth ! I know I know I tend to stretch the truth on here from time to time but this here is the gospel My cousin Buford went to the big town on...
    wolffive wolffive 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    I feel as if I am a different person living inside somebody else's body. I simply use this body as a tool to get what I want, but the true 'me' is using this body as a shell - a...
    bloodandsoap bloodandsoap 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I just feel better without clothes on.
    tfrg150 tfrg150 51-55, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Except for school, there is NO reason I have to be social when I meet people I know out in the streets. That's why you have a phone. That's why you use it.
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    When ever wife is shopping in Malls, I try to find out if some older man are starring at my wife's rounded ***, and often find some older guy starring at her *** with a smile on...
    oldmushroom oldmushroom 61-65, M 4 Responses Aug 24

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    Last night I spent the evening with a friend at a nice martini bar. He was promoting his business and I was lending a hand. After he was finished we hung out with his wife and her...
    Emergingsoul Emergingsoul 36-40, M 3 Responses Aug 23

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    By my elder sister, she is 10 years my senior. I have more to add to this and this mainly just showcasing how much of a mess I am. This is an experience and a question. It started...
    Wildestdreams98 Wildestdreams98 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    Because i feel so alone when i not with my girlfriends. I want everyday to meet the. I don't wanna lose them
    ayeshadenji ayeshadenji 16-17, T Aug 23

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    I woke up at 8:30 and I asked my uncle if it's okay to have my medicines a bit earlier. And he said okay. We didn't see any harm in it. And after taking the medicine I had a yogurt...
    AsherAndTheSkateMunkz AsherAndTheSkateMunkz 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    What is that you say? To me it's that feeling I get when I look around at my family and everyone is happy. It's that feeling I get when I pull out my old Nintendo 64. It's that...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F Aug 22

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    I feel like every one hates me. I try to be a good friend or girl friend. I sometimes feel like people see me as a making a joke target at me. Its like 4 or 5 people makes jokes...
    tasha2kids tasha2kids 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I feel confident in my own body. I love the way I look, even if I'm not super skinny or model height. But as soon as I leave the bathroom all of this self confidence disappear and...
    Stanpines Stanpines 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    I honestly hate it and it scares me.. I just feel completely numb. I don't feel anything, and when I do, I'm sad. I've lost my interests, I have no goals or ambitions, and I'm...
    KittyCassidy KittyCassidy 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Sugarland "Stuck like glue" MMMM better...MMMM better... Absolutely no one that knows me better No one that can make me feel sooo goooood How did we stay so long together...
    RoadPoet RoadPoet 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    It's very natural for me. I feel I'm in my element
    hormones2 hormones2 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    Got nude as soon as extended family left the cottage last night, then got up early and laid on the dock with coffee, went for a few naked swims, and then spent some time on the...
    lizardking22 lizardking22 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    Sometimes I wonder if i died the next day she would care. I just got done quitting my job that was worth staying to go home to deal with college and with my ex. She was once a wife...
    JusDave JusDave 18-21, M Aug 17

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    i admitted something that I didn't know what in my heart tonight and I don't think I was ready for that. But i needed to do it for the one person who's been there for me. I...
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F Aug 16

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    I want to end the music completely, instead of just standing here in one spot, with the player's pin lifted up, for the rest of my life, I want to just unplug the player altogether...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 14

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    I am more relaxed when I am nude. I feel better about myself and my life when I am nude. Wish everyone could understand and enjoy nudity or at lest let those of us whom enjoy being...
    Driver14 Driver14 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Today i finally figured out what was worst then being lonely and unfortunately it's the current circumstances I'm in.. not only am i lonely.. but I'm also unwanted.. unneeded.. i...
    jaynm jaynm 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    at times growing up and into adult hood i was that person who was left out. the kid who was chosen last. the so called out cast. so i know how that feels and dont like seeing...
    loveknowsnobounds loveknowsnobounds 31-35 1 Response Aug 14

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    As a Balkan immigrant girl I feel so different when I talk with people because I grew up with bits of the culture from there and I accidentally use different stuff. I got so...
    Katerinafaith Katerinafaith 18-21, F Aug 13

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