than me she have a whole lot of future ahead of her.. but sometimes she would say that she i wish i'd never be born so she would get to go study aboard away from all the people she knew and achieved her dreams.. i just can't help being born into this world..
keep thinking to myself its just highschool it will pass get over it but i can't help but feel hurt less of a person in away okay so story time this happened yesterday i bought him his fave candy i remembered what he told me about how he loved them so i got them for him i never...
as the wife has all but turned into a couch zombie. But telling anyone and you'll get the same response" Yeah, they all say that just to get what they want."
I love my wife...........But I need sex!!!!!!!
because of a misunderstanding... didn't even give me a chance. That hurt.
Then months go by and he messages me out of the blue. Gains my trust, then says sorry he should never have contacted me. I am left feeling rejected again... and hurt because he said he cared about me...
for a few years now but I never made a move or even told her how I feel Cuz I always thought she was straight. Now she recently told me she made out with some other chick, I asked her kinda like a joke if I ever had a chance with her and she laughed and said no... Then she asked...
and I'm here,
another sleepless night and I'm thinking
of a future it will never exist
of a life I couldn't live
Half of the world is sleeping and I'm here,
another day has passed and I'm regretting
the past I shortly lived, lost in the mist
the plans I want to achieve