and it's just gonna get worse (I know this all too well)
Feeling guilty,sad,lonely and full of despair.
Nothing new! I just wanted to share as I'm tired of keeping everything to myself.
You don't need to comment, just wanted it off my chest. Ty
and it brigs down my mood and I can't tell anyone for fear of being treated different or people think that I am just looking for attention. I distance myself more and more unintentionally but I just feel so unwanted by my family and friends and it just hurts too much. :( I feel...
My head is in my hands,
And the tears are flowing strong,
I just can't understand,
Why everything feels so wrong.
I feel so confused,
And my thoughts are dark and deep,
I've lost my confidence,
I'm so tired but I just can't sleep.
I sit here alone,
Often just staring into space...
who are so tired of their kids, tired of being a mother, talking about how much they don’t have a life, how things in the house won’t get done if they don’t do it themselves etc... I feel sad for them and for their babies as well, because it shouldn't be this way.
and I still can shake the feeling of sadness away for more than a month. I feel kinda empty on the inside, I feel numb. Sometimes I just want to shut out the world, and disappear. It physically hurts sometimes, waking up and just having this achy feeling all over cause your mind...
for you to reach out in passion and embrace me! Tell me how much you love me! How much I mean to you!! Anything!! But no, there is nothing. There is this empty dead silence and space between us. You sleep contently not caring how my heart is breaking over the longing for you...
Very disappointed to myself :( I went blank on the job demo today. I wanting it so bad and it made me extra nervous and went blank.... so very sad :( the excitement gone in an instant. However, I still hoping for the miracle to happen.
I feel like I've been spending this last year in a turmoil of relationship fails. Just when I thought the next one may have worked, it seems like it isn't. Or he isn't interested. When you keep getting disappointed over and over it's not a good feeling at all. I have to remind...
Today is another big day. How can I get rid of my dad stuff? his clothes, his shoes , his stuff. I haven't even get on his room since all this happend. It gives me chills to know that I will give away his stuff, it's like I'm taking him out of my life in boxes. I dont...
I dont know how to explain how I feel sometimes. I dont understand myself at times to be honest. Its like I'm starting a new lchapter of my life and I dont like it, for the first time in my life I feel like it's not what I want, Icould even say I'm starting to feel...
for not being there 100% for my children today.
Instead I've been sitting at the PC, trying to catch my husband out with the messages he has been sending to his ex girlfriend. Totally paranoid about what he's been telling her.
Angry that it has come to this. My head is...
I'm sad because i am lonely. I'm lonely because i do not have a boyfriend or friends whom i enjoy the company of. All of my friends are rude to me and won't listen to what i have to say. I don't have a boyfriend because guys do not like me for who i am and i am...
and the saddest thing I'v heard in a very long time:
"Learn to solve your problems on your own,
For nobody else 'ain't got time for that' "
At first, it was motivational, but now...
Now It's just plain depressing...
and it has me in the blues. My feelings are in the dumps. Since then a song popped in my mind and it won't leave... Johnny Cash cover of Hurt. There is one line that haunts me to no avail. "Everyone I know goes away in the end" I am a soul that isn't wrapped too tight and the...
so much grief and trouble, I just feel empty. sad and just an empty shell. like I have a big hole right through me. and somehow I get up everyday like some robot. happiness seems so far away and impossible I've stopped dreaming about it
I love that woman very much.
She took care of me.
And I took care of her.
Our souls were so similar.
She is gone now.
And I didn't say bye.
I was hoping for a miracle.
Is she going to be fine?
Would she remember me afterlife?
Am I going to ever feel complete again?
I feel a...
A guy and his girl friend where speeding
at 100 kmph.
Girl:This is really scary ,slow down!
Boy:No,I'm having too much fun!
Boy:First hug me.
Boy:Tell me you love me.
Girl:I love you,can you slow down now?
Boy:Can you take off my helmet and put it on...
I had great moments and great experiences too,and when I laugh I love to laugh hard.I treasure the good moments and now,right now,I am not that bad.Actually all is working out pretty good so it is a time to enjoy the peace and whatever joy it may cross my path.
They found my dad frozen to death in the streets on Monday two weeks ago, for the whole week I did ok, then it sunk in when I used a shovel to bury him after saying a dedicated prayer at his grave... The next week I helped mom clean off the dead flowers and other trash- then she...
..ok maybe that's an understatement...EXTREMELY sensitive.
I have been in a relationship of four years...he is my best friend and I have so much fun and he helps with a lot
However...he is almost 40, with no job, career prospects or motivation. He sleeps till about 3pm every...
and yet it's not enough.
I am not perfect. I don't have many hobbies. I'm not good at a lot of things.
But I always try new things. I'm funny and beautiful in my own way. I don't know what you expect.
I am a woman of God. I always try to do what's right. I love taking care...
I do everything for the man I love and get so excited to see him or hear his voice and tend to call him too much,, well he fusses at me and makes me cry..I only get to see him once a week because of his work...when he says mean things I cryand I feel like calling him to let...
and it was really fun yesterday until... Today. My class is an hr and 15 minutes long and so we got into the class 20 minutes, played fun games and then one guy was sent out (jus out of the circle we were playing in) for texting in class. Then suddenly we started again and it...