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I Feel Safe Wanting What I Cant Have

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    Pritty Crap!!!!

    okay wanting what i cant have brings security to my life because even no it herts to do it saves me from the long harsh road of lossing what i had i dnt really know if it makes sence but to me it dose... because its like if i had what i wanted and then it didnt work out i think i...
    Rebirth Rebirth 16-18, M Oct 30, 2007

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    I feel safe wanting what I can't have, only because ,know watter what it is ,know one can except anything from you. Love, life ,friends,whatever it might be be ,know can get it from you if they don't know anything about it.There are things I want be I know it is only wishful...
    wacky wacky 36-40, F Oct 30, 2007

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    I Miss My Mom

    my mom passed away about 5 months ago and i think im going to die with out her. i miss being able to pick up the phone and call her. i call her now and it's just goes to voice mail. i miss seeing her smile. i miss everything about her. i guess it's just one of those nights but...
    eryckha84 eryckha84 22-25 Oct 21, 2008

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    Familiar Phrase

    The soft wind will always remind me of you. Thoughts entertaining me with memories.I rather not have you close to me. For fear that you'll fade just like the wind does.I will be always feel loved, knowing we've never been apart.Though we've never been together, never touched, my...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2011

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