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I Feel Safe Wanting What I Cant Have

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    Pritty Crap!!!!

    okay wanting what i cant have brings security to my life because even no it herts to do it saves me from the long harsh road of lossing what i had i dnt really know if it makes sence but to me it dose... because its like if i had what i wanted and then it didnt work out i think i...
    Rebirth Rebirth 16-17, M Oct 30, 2007

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    I Miss My Mom

    my mom passed away about 5 months ago and i think im going to die with out her. i miss being able to pick up the phone and call her. i call her now and it's just goes to voice mail. i miss seeing her smile. i miss everything about her. i guess it's just one of those nights but...
    eryckha84 eryckha84 22-25 Oct 21, 2008

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    I feel safe wanting what I can't have, only because ,know watter what it is ,know one can except anything from you. Love, life ,friends,whatever it might be be ,know can get it from you if they don't know anything about it.There are things I want be I know it is only wishful...
    wacky wacky 36-40, F Oct 30, 2007

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    Familiar Phrase

    The soft wind will always remind me of you. Thoughts entertaining me with memories.I rather not have you close to me. For fear that you'll fade just like the wind does.I will be always feel loved, knowing we've never been apart.Though we've never been together, never touched, my...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2011

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    it seems that I feel safe when for sex with a guy older or the same age, feel that the person is more relaxed and warmer, Do you feel the same way?
    fuzzynutsone fuzzynutsone 66-70 4 Responses May 15

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    i met this guy 3 years ago. i fell in love w him in october we were together for a short time. he said hes a dog and he doesn't wanna hurt me. we are friends. i see him everyday...
    wolfgurl2 wolfgurl2 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    This is killing me everyday. She came into my life& out of my life so quickly. Long distance thng.Not a relationship. We didnt fit any of society's conventional labels,or norms...
    Sugasug Sugasug 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    I am in love with someone I can't have because I don't even know him and because I like someone else but he had
    skyegraeler123 skyegraeler123 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I fell in love with some one who I cannot have and I have had to leave him through not faults from either of us His mother just caused so many problems I had to break things down...
    gallagher1969 gallagher1969 46-50, F May 14

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    I came here to make friends, to be myself: respectful, caring, helpful, straightforward, confident. Now I feel rejected, scared, betrayed, and unwanted. I never hurt anybody, nor...
    biggerbro biggerbro 22-25, M 2 Responses May 11

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    I am honestly experiencing a heart break.I have never been in love before, I've never been in a relationship before either. I don't even want to be in love with her, I don't want...
    Someonequiet17 Someonequiet17 18-21, F 1 Response May 3

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    There's this guy whom I like for 10 long years. We did go out when we were in college and as far as I remember all we could feel is laughter and happiness. We enjoy each other's...
    mindstruggle mindstruggle 22-25, F 3 Responses May 4

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    This is a different type of attraction than the ones I'm used to and I'm really confused because I want to think that it's not based on anything other than loneliness. I know that...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i always feel like someone is going to come into my room and try to kill me so i always have a fixed blade under my pillow and a spring assisted blade on my nightstand
    TheDarknessInsideM3 TheDarknessInsideM3 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    he's perfect except that one thing that can only be fixed with time. love is really tricky and can come unexpectedly, I wasn't prepared for these feelings. I'm usually in more...
    NativeBoxerGirl NativeBoxerGirl 18-21, F 3 Responses May 14

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    Im falling in love with my friend,we both studied together in same class and now i met her after 12 years,for me she's the most beautiful girl on earth.But the main problem is im...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M 1 Response May 14

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    I just wish I could have more
    thelittlekidindiapers thelittlekidindiapers 13-15, M 2 Responses May 17

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    I have had two miscarriages, and endo runs in my family. My grandmother, and mother had hysterectomies fairly early in life. I am about to find out if there is any hope for me, but...
    Cadiaaya Cadiaaya 26-30, F Apr 29

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    I let you cross my mind today. I let you linger far too long. I thought and smiled and thought some more. And while I was preoccupied with thoughts you scaled the walls and swam...
    Imokyoureok Imokyoureok 41-45, F Apr 30

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    I saw him the other day. His arms around another girl, his eyes when with mine--were slow in their recognition. I wonder if he remembers what I once told him. "I will love...
    mindstruggle mindstruggle 22-25, F 4 Responses May 10

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    I just keep making it worse! I've never had a serious girlfriend because of this girl! I met her in 7th grade and we've become better and better friends since that day! I try to...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M May 14

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    I found out at 16 I was sterile. My doctors were treating me with a very strong cancer medication. They said I wouldn't be able to have children at all. At 16 I didn't pay it any...
    poeticdiva poeticdiva 22-25, F Apr 28

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    Zac Efron ohh how I wish I could have him
    ciarajones178 ciarajones178 18-21, F May 3

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    I like this girl, who's a senior in high school, I'm a sophomore. She's about to graduate, and has a boyfriend. She's going to college about an hour and a half away, so she won't...
    TaftsBathtub TaftsBathtub 22-25, M 1 Response May 14

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    Im inlove with a man who will say goodbye this coming september. I will never have him because of his beliefs and religion. It hurts like hell!
    yhasi yhasi 26-30, F May 16

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    Seeing that person who used to play a big part in your life again ,brought back so many memories, seeing him having his own family, the feeling unexplainable... Few years ago I was...
    Mercilyn Mercilyn 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    when I was 14 my bestfriends cousin moved in and we fell Inlove he was 22..... and then I wanted to lose my virginity to him because I loved him and then 2 years later we broke up...
    Brianna1999donut Brianna1999donut 13-15, F May 16

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    Mistakes, I made a few, but then again too few to mention. If that were true why do I live in regret and in the past. I love the life I'm in but what if......?
    1946sunrise 1946sunrise 66-70, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Man, she was taken. :( but got to keep my head up high.
    NomadAngel117 NomadAngel117 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I am in love with my old English teacher..... I've never felt this way towards any other woman.... I can't even theoretically be with her.. :'(
    nooblordiv nooblordiv 13-15, M May 3

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    I'm hopelessly in love with her.... it's gotten to the point where everything reminds me of her. I almost cry when I realize she's going through a really tough time. I see her face...
    nooblordiv nooblordiv 13-15, M 1 Response May 3

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    I love friend but my parents wouldn't let me be with her, my religion wouldn't allow it, and society wouldn't allow it. But I can't help the fact that I love her.
    YLIhououin YLIhououin 18-21, M 2 Responses May 10

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    Even some of my close friends don't want me to be with her...well eff them. I'm I love and if they don't like it they can just eff off!!!
    YLIhououin YLIhououin 18-21, M 1 Response May 10

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    I love my best friend, but she likes me only as a best friend. When I tried to mention it, she said I will always be too good for her. and she said i'm afraid to lose you. im...
    thedesigner26 thedesigner26 26-30, M 3 Responses May 14

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    I'm in love with a lesbian who is also my best friend and has everything in common with me When I tried to kiss her she squirmed away, when I get flirty and touchy she says "I don...
    seabreezy seabreezy 18-21, M May 14

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    I've fallen in love with my brother's best friend but at least I won't see him this summer..
    icdta icdta 18-21, F 1 Response May 16

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    I love the same guy as my best friend. She doesn't know. He loves her. I could never tell her ... I need to forget him, but I don't know how. This drives me crazy...
    lulusworld lulusworld 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I love my best friend, but she likes me only as a best friend. When I tried to mention it, she said I will always be too good for her. and she said i'm afraid to lose you. im...
    designer89 designer89 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Message me and I'll show you it's pretty naughty
    1Thatonedudeyouknow 1Thatonedudeyouknow 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I can't handle long term things. All my relationships are short lived. My friendships. My homes. My schools. I was never taught how to do long term. I can't be in a relationship...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F 4 Responses May 11

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    I am not in a competition wth anyone I hope we all make it. call me crazy but I like to see other ppl doing good n happy. also I am too busy working in my own grass to notice much...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 1 Response May 11

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