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I Feel Safe Wanting What I Cant Have

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    Pritty Crap!!!! - okay wanting what i cant have brings security to my life because even no it herts to do it saves me from the long harsh road of lossing what i had i dnt really...
    Rebirth Rebirth 16-18, M Oct 30, 2007

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    NO Comment - I feel safe wanting what I can't have, only because ,know watter what it is ,know one can except anything from you. Love, life ,friends,whatever it might be be...
    wacky wacky 36-40, F Oct 30, 2007

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    I Miss My Mom - my mom passed away about 5 months ago and i think im going to die with out her. i miss being able to pick up the phone and call her. i call her now and it's just...
    eryckha84 eryckha84 22-25 Oct 21, 2008

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    Familiar Phrase - The soft wind will always remind me of you. Thoughts entertaining me with memories.I rather not have you close to me. For fear that you'll fade just like the wind...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2011

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