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I Feel Safe Wanting What I Cant Have

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    I Miss My Mom

    my mom passed away about 5 months ago and i think im going to die with out her. i miss being able to pick up the phone and call her. i call her now and it's just goes to voice mail. i miss seeing her smile. i miss everything about her. i guess it's just one of those nights but...
    eryckha84 eryckha84 22-25 Oct 21, 2008

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    Familiar Phrase

    The soft wind will always remind me of you. Thoughts entertaining me with memories.I rather not have you close to me. For fear that you'll fade just like the wind does.I will be always feel loved, knowing we've never been apart.Though we've never been together, never touched, my...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2011

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    I feel safe wanting what I can't have, only because ,know watter what it is ,know one can except anything from you. Love, life ,friends,whatever it might be be ,know can get it from you if they don't know anything about it.There are things I want be I know it is only wishful...
    wacky wacky 36-40, F Oct 30, 2007

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    Pritty Crap!!!!

    okay wanting what i cant have brings security to my life because even no it herts to do it saves me from the long harsh road of lossing what i had i dnt really know if it makes sence but to me it dose... because its like if i had what i wanted and then it didnt work out i think i...
    Rebirth Rebirth 16-18, M Oct 30, 2007

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    I often find myself wondering what if....how would we have been together if we had ever really had the chance.... I always kept these thoughts to myself, afraid of what you'd think...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I literally can never have her. She is a character in the novel I'm working on. Its safe to say that I'm still sane, because I created her character based on my dream girl, so its...
    BillyEmad BillyEmad 16-17, M Jul 9

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    Why am I such a fool? I can't stop myself from loving you. Countless nights I've cried over you, Just because my feelings are true. You're up, you're down, Your feelings are all...
    silentlyscreaming102 silentlyscreaming102 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 5

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    I don't know who is gona be angry with me next. Who is monitoring me in the background in the dark. Who would judge me for what I did. Who would tell me I'm pathetic unworthy. I d...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Ok, we'll I know this is really messed up, but I think I'm in love (or at least that's what it feels like) with my 17 year old cousin. Before you judge, I barely had anything to do...
    KattyMGirl KattyMGirl 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I wish I believed all that horse about choice and I wish I was brave enough to make one. I wish there was one person here in my world on my side of the line. My only friends are...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    Something just seems so off. For the past couple of nights I can't sleep and I always feel like someone or something is watching and it's making me paranoid. I tried to sleep last...
    lizzythewolf120 lizzythewolf120 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I look back at my life and figured out I always want what I can't have mainly relationships.guys that want me I push n push away mainly my ex husband who I pushed away . Ive got...
    pommygirl pommygirl 46-50, F Jun 25

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    The strangest thing is I only met her a couples of hours ago. It's impossible and people will say I'm being stupid and that I don't know what love is. But I know I'd take a bullet...
    Jennnaaa Jennnaaa 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Im in love with someone for 4 years and we was in a relationship for 4 years but 2 months ago we broke up , he cheated on me with a girl , this girl is now his gf he moved on sooo...
    joyce2404 joyce2404 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I wish I didn't feel so much. It might make it easier to let go of these intense feelings that we are destined to be together. I need to for my sanity!!
    Ladybird43 Ladybird43 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I was falling In love with a man whom I can't have forever. I having a relationship with a man whom wanted to be part of my life. But sad to say he will just passed by after six...
    Anjelay Anjelay 22-25, F Jul 4

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    I wouldn't say love just yet but it's still gettin to ne it's such a big time difference we don't get to talk much but I still feel something strong between us I just want you to...
    abdjsj abdjsj 18-21, M Jul 11

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    There many times I want someone I can't have. I learned I'm not going to try hard for goals that are not possible. Instead, I will focus on someone who interest in me and what to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 25

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    I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt that you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    I married young had and raised my family. Now I'm questioning if I settled instead of waiting. I trust a man who is not my spouse more than just about everyone else yet I can't...
    Runnergirl527 Runnergirl527 36-40, F Jun 25

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    I want someone I can't have but the wrose thin is that that pain that I have cos I can't have he is the biggest pain I have ever had it more painful than being breaking up with
    scottishbigguy scottishbigguy 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    Is it really possible to have a good life, great family, perfect grades, wonderful EVERYTHING? Where's his flaws?
    december789 december789 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    because of shyness, even though I really am interested in people and have a desire to socialize. This is the sole reason I joined this site. Bit of a novel, I'm sorry. I've come...
    yyz1 yyz1 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 29

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    I wonder how many people really know, little things could have, and can make made a large difference in life. For example, what if my Dad never left Mom? I know him. He's a good...
    RoddyB7589 RoddyB7589 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 3

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    What if? I do think back and wonder what wouldve happened if I did the opposite and what life be like if i chose another direction but then where I am now would not happen!I know I...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Only one thought for regret that could have changed all my life...to have said yes to that cute insecure but brave shy girl. It seems we pay hard our mistakes.
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Jul 15

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    ☁️I want wings...and a big butt😁☁️
    ADRASTEIA ADRASTEIA 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I've never had any luck with girls. I'm not good looking, smart, charming, social, I'm not desirable in any way... I always fall for girls that are smart, beautiful, athletic...
    NPkid97 NPkid97 16-17, M Jul 5

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    Same basic story she is older
    quanclopes quanclopes 16-17, M Jul 6

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    I need someone to talk to I am so confused
    lollyguy12345 lollyguy12345 16-17, M 6 Responses Jul 6

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    I'm not sure if I love him but I like him slit but he likes someone else and I don't wan to tell him it's just so hard.
    Sunshine150 Sunshine150 13-15, F Jul 6

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    Maybe a little fire will keep your buns nice and toasty.... 
    KatzeB KatzeB 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I'm in love with my best friend... can it get more cliche?
    5soslennon 5soslennon 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    ...if there were a reason in living and staying in my workplace, I've found the reason in you...I love you...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I love you and I don't want to lose you because my life here in your country becomes better because of you...excited to see you next week when Ramadan is over...i miss you...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My heart beats faster and harder when he texts me. I don't understand why I like him sooo much.
    december789 december789 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    I always been one to listen to my friends when they needed advice a shoulder to cry on in School they called me Ann Landers I was always giving advice. Anyone I am here to Listen...
    sunnyday55 sunnyday55 46-50, F Jul 11

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    Did you hear my loud cheek slapping fart out there???
    mcfartcloud mcfartcloud 31-35, M Jul 11

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    Alll the damn time! Drives me crazy...
    lss0807 lss0807 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Did you enjoy my pain? Was it fun to watch me fall? You where the reason why I became this way Everyday, my life is tormented by nightmares, Nightmares that are my reality Do you...
    silvermoon9619 silvermoon9619 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    So, I've been trying to astral project for almost a year now. This morning at around two o'clock I'm pretty sure I finally pulled it off. Had sleep paralysis, vibrations, and I...
    ddiddi58 ddiddi58 26-30, M 45 mins ago

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    I don't know what to think anymore he's the only one that makes me feel happy yet he live so far away my parents make me feel so alone and like I'm always stepping on glass I need...
    quietangel101 quietangel101 18-21, F a week ago

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    Without my favorite blanket. My mom says that I need to throw it away but i can't and I feel safe when i hold it. Does anyone has the same problem with mine?
    toniorange toniorange 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I never thought i would write about suicide but i am at the point where i do not care anymore. Since high school i have suffered from both severe anxiety and depression. My anxiety...
    saria89 saria89 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    On Hope....A four-letter word. Hope is the best thing and is the worse thing. Don't hope and wait; do and live! Be honest. Admit you hope because you don't have to change anything...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    That heavy feeling in my heart when I think about people I have lost. The feeling of wanting to cry so hard but having to hold them back because I don't want to explain why I am...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 1

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    I feel pathetic that I actually have to download an app so I can express how i feel, but i need this to be heard because im carrying too much and its too heavy. I use to be social...
    emdolores emdolores 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago