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I Feel Safe Wanting What I Cant Have

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    The soft wind will always remind me of you. Thoughts entertaining me with memories.I rather not have you close to me. For fear that you'll fade just like the wind does.I will be always feel loved, knowing we've never been apart.Though we've never been together, never touched, my...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2011

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    I feel safe wanting what I can't have, only because ,know watter what it is ,know one can except anything from you. Love, life ,friends,whatever it might be be ,know can get it from you if they don't know anything about it.There are things I want be I know it is only wishful...
    wacky wacky 36-40, F Oct 30, 2007

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    I Miss My Mom

    my mom passed away about 5 months ago and i think im going to die with out her. i miss being able to pick up the phone and call her. i call her now and it's just goes to voice mail. i miss seeing her smile. i miss everything about her. i guess it's just one of those nights but...
    eryckha84 eryckha84 22-25 Oct 21, 2008

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    Pritty Crap!!!!

    okay wanting what i cant have brings security to my life because even no it herts to do it saves me from the long harsh road of lossing what i had i dnt really know if it makes sence but to me it dose... because its like if i had what i wanted and then it didnt work out i think i...
    Rebirth Rebirth 16-18, M Oct 30, 2007

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    Im 15 years old and due to a medical condition i cant have children its destoyed my life and i dont think its fair! I feel like i am going to be alone for the rest of my life...
    GEJ14 GEJ14 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I love my husband and have been with him for 5yrs and married for 3yrs. due to a medical condition a few years back I was told I cant have children. my husband has a daughter from...
    rebeccalouise1987 rebeccalouise1987 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    i was forced to break up with my ex gf i love her with my heart but her family just dont approve of me we live in two diffent worlds in a way she moved on i know she still loves me...
    skykidx1 skykidx1 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When you get to a certain point and look back and see one mistake after another and so very few right turns, you can't help but think of what might have been if you'd stayed true...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F Jan 5

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    I'm in love with the guy I met in middle school. I have been in love with him for a very long time and I want him so bad. I'm separated from my husband and feel like now that I'm...
    Pandabearkisses29 Pandabearkisses29 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    I recently was diagnosed with FSH Muscular Dystrophy, which is a genetic disorder in my family. I know that if I have biological children they would have a 50% chance of having it...
    Rox21HL Rox21HL 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    True but as long as she's happy that is what's truly important
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    To my best friend: “Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over.” - Unknown. I was with you one day, and it hit...
    PhilosophicalCoder13 PhilosophicalCoder13 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Im very madly in love with my best friend and what makes this situation such hell is because Im already in a relationship, not a very loving one but its still there. My best...
    CutttieBaby CutttieBaby 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I can't believe this has happened to me... I didn't even think this is possible... How can I just realize now that I am madly in love with you after so many years? Or is it I just...
    MsDemeanorMe MsDemeanorMe 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    minnieccaa minnieccaa 26-30, F Jan 19

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    So before winter break i gave a girl i liked a gift and set it up so well but then after i gave her it an hour or 2 later someone told me she has a boyfriend. Now i think she...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Jan 5

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    I'm in love with my husband.. but he doesn't want to have children with me..I'm 41 w/no kids because I wanted to wait until I got married to have the family i always wanted for...
    desi35 desi35 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    It's a long story. I'll try to shorten it. I've had three miscarriages, the last one being less than a year and a half ago. After several months, I finally decided to get tests...
    TaraF822 TaraF822 36-40 1 Response Jan 11

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    Haha I think it's like what maybe I like setting myself up for disaster.. Every bone in my body tells me to leave her alone but I don't understand why I just can't say goodbye I...
    avo3 avo3 18-21, M Jan 15

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    But instead of bitching maybe I should just be grateful that she's in my life anyway, even though she's just a friend..... The point is: I have feelings for her and I should stop...
    styxc styxc 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 15

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    I really don't want to, but it seems like I just can't help it anymore. Every time I convince myself that it's time to forget him, he suddenly turns up with his smile and his jokes...
    The2ndLaw The2ndLaw 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    He's my friend. I have feelings for him. I know that I might say ''I love you'' one day in the future. I'm okay with not having him in that way that I want him, but his love is...
    samsahsincl samsahsincl 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Why do I want what I can't have? For example why is it when a guy is all about me I don't want him but when a guy doesn't like me I want him even more. I'm trying really hard to...
    heaven89 heaven89 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    In my current situation I can't make a move, but I'm running out of time to have any real relationship. Plus I have no idea if she feels that way about me
    AnthonyC123 AnthonyC123 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I'm not in love with him but the chemistry is perfect between us. We tried dating in the fall of last year and it didn't work out for him (though he prompted the dating twice) and...
    VinylsideA VinylsideA 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I just saw two of the cutest/hottest guys (imo) that aren't celebs yet. They were waiters/serving boys in a restaurant. They both have silky soft brown hair. And have the...
    xxxfakerhaterxxx xxxfakerhaterxxx 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    3 weeks since we have spoken. 2 months since we last touched. I can't wait until I get over you. Because these lapses of time will be insignificant. And all you will be is a faint...
    DanniSwtSn DanniSwtSn 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    I fell in love with someone I can't have. But I've moved on even though sometimes I struggle, I'll never forget him. I just learn to live with it
    ElissaAcosta ElissaAcosta 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    Why is this???!!! I have one of these all the time!!! ????
    hogue28 hogue28 31-35, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I like someone who I met 3 years ago we are good friend he is my only guy friend that I can be myself but his family won't approve of us because I have a different religion I know...
    yalzaga yalzaga 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Back in April I wanted to take my life, thank god I didn't. But I always wonder what the life of my family and friends would be like if I did. But thankfully I no longer want to...
    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F Jan 5

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    In most ways I have a better life than all of my ancestors. I try not to take things for granted, yet I struggle to be satisfied with my life. Perhaps that is my problem, I worry...
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I dreamed about her again. We just sat together. I had my arm around her while she laid her head against my shoulder. We were together. I was so happy just to be with her. Then I...
    Burai Burai 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    So i kept refreshing my inbox, just to see if she's online or I get any messages from her..
    JamesLindberg JamesLindberg 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    I hate love...............
    Milo77 Milo77 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I went to the mall the other day. I was in the ladies room and there was a woman with a little baby. After I left, I realized that I hadn't gotten upset. That's progress.
    TaraF822 TaraF822 36-40 Jan 15

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    basically.. he's my ex.. that I never got over.. I tried dating other people and I felt bad for wasting their time but they just..weren't him.. you know those guys who act all...
    blweh blweh 18-21, F Jan 15

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    yup. pathetic. but I love emma watson. damn mucho.
    IszRichardson IszRichardson 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    He's muslim, and I'm a christian. I don't mind dating him, but he will not date someone who isn't a muslim. He's a great person and it just sucks that religion can ruin things that...
    teehee342 teehee342 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I know he will never be mine but i still love him and love him till my death...
    mishalabid mishalabid 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Traceavery Traceavery 61-65, M 7 Responses Jan 19

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    Forget it! I did this for years and it's soul destroying!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 19

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    Me and my fiance have been together on and off for five years. I love him and hes my best friend, but I cant get girls out of my mind! No matter how hard I try. I don't know what...
    Runenox Runenox 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Yes...you waited for me. Thank you Sir. What a precious gift to me...that you waited. The patience in such a man is beyond measure. What woman would not find herself to be so...
    dancingWATERz dancingWATERz 51-55, F 10 hrs ago

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    I seriously cannot shut my brain off. it's my saturday night (yes, I'm aware that it is in fact the wee hours of Thursday, but I work in a group home full time and my days off are...
    kiesterdee6 kiesterdee6 22-25, F Jan 15

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    i think i can make it though anything after what i have been though the 11 years. it started with me going to Iraq back in 04. when i sign up i knew that I would be going to war...
    jsmith19941978 jsmith19941978 36-40, M 8 hrs ago