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I Feel Safe Wanting What I Cant Have

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    I feel safe wanting what I can't have, only because ,know watter what it is ,know one can except anything from you. Love, life ,friends,whatever it might be be ,know can get it from you if they don't know anything about it.There are things I want be I know it is only wishful...
    wacky wacky 36-40, F Oct 30, 2007

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    I Miss My Mom

    my mom passed away about 5 months ago and i think im going to die with out her. i miss being able to pick up the phone and call her. i call her now and it's just goes to voice mail. i miss seeing her smile. i miss everything about her. i guess it's just one of those nights but...
    eryckha84 eryckha84 22-25 Oct 21, 2008

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    Familiar Phrase

    The soft wind will always remind me of you. Thoughts entertaining me with memories.I rather not have you close to me. For fear that you'll fade just like the wind does.I will be always feel loved, knowing we've never been apart.Though we've never been together, never touched, my...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2011

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    Pritty Crap!!!!

    okay wanting what i cant have brings security to my life because even no it herts to do it saves me from the long harsh road of lossing what i had i dnt really know if it makes sence but to me it dose... because its like if i had what i wanted and then it didnt work out i think i...
    Rebirth Rebirth 16-18, M Oct 30, 2007

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    First boyfriend- I felt like he'd never leave and no matter how sad I was, i'd be happy when he was around. I felt safe from everything bad. Second boyfriend- was a piece of...
    KayandtheCelloCats KayandtheCelloCats 18-21, F a week ago

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    I haven't felt truly safe in a long time; not since I was a kid. I stress out about every little thing. I would love to have someone in my life who understands this and makes me...
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    I feel the need to start this story from the very beginning, mostly to get the point across of how weird my current relationship is. This is going to be long, because I have a lot...
    mackenziesaxon mackenziesaxon 18-21, F Oct 7

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    Hi all, I'm new :-). I hope you can help me. I have fallen in love with someone who has a girlfriend. I know that this is wrong but there is nothing I can do about my feelings...
    whoami8555 whoami8555 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Recently, there's this girl that I really like. And she likes me too.. But, (there's always a but when it comes to things like this. ) she says she feels like I'm too perfect for...
    Lonelyniceguy1 Lonelyniceguy1 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 22

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    I believe I am getting really strong feelings form someone I can't have. I know there is no way or chance for us he is the first person I think of when I get up and I dream of him...
    Byebyebabe Byebyebabe 46-50, F 4 Responses Oct 4

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    There is this one guy... I've loved him for 7 years now. He's just perfect and I can't get over him. I've been to England and lived there and came back but still I can't forget him...
    Dyingdolphin Dyingdolphin 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I think about you everyday. I look through your twitter to see how you're doing from day to day. It's so different now that we both go to different colleges and you and I are...
    hazellmo0n hazellmo0n 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I have only met him once and it was for a short amount of time but we have recently been brought together by friends and I can feel chemistry between us I just don't know if he...
    MEGH0119 MEGH0119 13-15, F Oct 13

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    I can’t stop the love i feel for you and I wish I could. I know that I can’t love a married man. It has caused me so much pain to love someone I can’t have in my life. It...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    i texted him 3days ago to tell him the feelings still here but i want us to be good friends instead (than losing him forever)and that friendship matters...i called him twice...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Day 1; doesn't really phase me what we decided to do, I guess since we ended up in such good terms it's not really going to bother me as much. But yet again I cannot really say...
    PandaaMee PandaaMee 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I'm thinking back about all the people I like and can't have here's another one. He's a monk :/ It's love at first sight, such kindness in his eyes and his words of comfort. I...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F Oct 10

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    I don't understand why I get sad when I think about her. We're friends and I have no reason to be sad I don't understand whats wrong with me lol does anybody know a psychologist...
    CheeseBomb500 CheeseBomb500 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 15

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    I fell in love with my sisters best friend but I know I can't have her because she is straight and a senior and I am just a freshman.
    bisexuallover15 bisexuallover15 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Why couldn't I have been born good enough for him? :'(
    DessyLove DessyLove 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    He's straight and I'm gay. It's a shame really but I guess it just wasn't meant to be. We're good friends at least so that's just going to have to do.
    Ashthak Ashthak 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    The thought of me having her is a such a wonderful thing. I know I can't have her, but I know she can be mine. Even if it's just for a moment at a time. I don't literally "need...
    DexterPyro DexterPyro 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 14

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    I actually fall in love quite easy. But when I love someone I only love one person until she loves me and even more. Recently I keep falling for people who I haven't even seen. I...
    Zim0 Zim0 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 23

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    We met here on EP April 2014..I was trying to recover from an emotional affair, and she took it upon herself (BOF) to help and encourage me, to tell me that I could get through it...
    Alan493 Alan493 56-60, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    still do love you and i miss you so much...but better to be good friends than losing you forever...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    Found out The guy Iv been seeing for a year has a fiancé.. Heartbroken 💔 need advice please ..
    missunknown26 missunknown26 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 2

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    Well love is a strong word haha. She's really sweet and absolutely gorgeous. The worst part is she only lives 20 kilometers away and I'm tool chicken to even meet up with her. As...
    communismlol communismlol 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 4

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    I really just wish she would stop giving me mixed signals. And that she would stop calling for my attention and stop sending me letters in my locker and hug me and touch me and...
    blueisacoolcolor blueisacoolcolor 16-17, F Oct 8

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    i maybe loving a wrong man, but i don't regret..i love you still..
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    started like 10th grade high school year. He was a football player I was a cheerleader. I know made for each other right? But we were both hot commodities & everyone wanted both of...
    trllevrlstng trllevrlstng 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    Before we regret the little we had once was good and the better was best. Be thankful and happy
    Rightherenow Rightherenow 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 4

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    Why should I apologize for the monster I've become... Nobody has ever apologized for making me this way...
    throwawaychild throwawaychild 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 13

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    I am a 37 years old, I am married and I have a son .At this moment I was searching on google the most fast ways to suicide.I dont feel happy with what I have.I dont love my husband...
    nynusha nynusha 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 3

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    I was your Queen ~you're words. You said you loved me And I Loved you I Trusted You You Treated me like Your princess You Called me Your World But You only Used me And cheated on...
    BackInTheDark BackInTheDark 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 19

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    Trust... When someone you trust hurts you they have no idea how you feel. How bad the hurt is by what they have done and how ultimately betrayed you feel. And let me tell you...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    where is everyone today ifeel nothing i think i feel numb just getting through the day i dont know how to do good things for me i hate how i feel inside dead piece of crap im sorry...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    Deflection may trigger harm to the load staying saved and also the arms (figure A1). To detect deflection, put the load about two picket blocks (to stand for cantilever arms) as...
    Laurenazrj90 Laurenazrj90 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I cant believe how stupid i am and unlucky i been. I cant believe that i believe . How the heck did i convince myself to lose myself with another. To give myself and to let...
    swoonbaby swoonbaby 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    People think I'm funny and they laugh at my jocks but they really don't know the dark side of me , I'm just so sad and depressed that i cant help it , i always wish that i was dead...
    Xproblem Xproblem 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 20

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    this is a follow up story. please read part one first..... only later i was thinking, is this maybe for pouple i dont know???? well after the nice holiday life just past by.. i...
    MeAndAProblem MeAndAProblem 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 7

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    Now, this can go in 'I had a teacher make me cry' as well. But I wanted to have an experience in this section. Because I still think she was a bully herself. To treat someone so...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T 1 Response Oct 14

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    I don't know when this happened. Maybe, I blindly let it happen, Blissfully surrounded by a false sense of Security. Maybe, I tried to fight it. I don't know. My friends and I...
    NylonRed NylonRed 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    September 2010 It was obvious Ryan and Kaylah were besties for life. Everyone could see that. Summer was almost ending and school was about to start. I actually didn’t made it...
    mydailylifeasme mydailylifeasme 18-21, F Oct 5

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    I don't like taking showers constantly , but when I do I love the feeling of being re-freshed and just feeling clean , but I still have this urge if not wanting to get in the...
    Attzero Attzero 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 19

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    When I was ten, I fell through a glass table on a family vacation, and got large, deep gashes down my left arm and leg. My left wrist was just a mess. I had to have about 40...
    AmeliaHert AmeliaHert 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    Hi all im 15 i like playing video games and listening to pop music i came out to one of my friends today and im feeling good about myself i want a person that i can be open with...
    themastercpu themastercpu 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 16

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    I don't like feeling lonely, but I cant imagine not feeling lonely. Its my defining characteristic. But I draw on the 'loneliness' do some really creative things. And I'd hate to...
    Anch0rMan Anch0rMan 41-45, M 6 days ago

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