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I Feel Safe Wanting What I Cant Have

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    I feel safe wanting what I can't have, only because ,know watter what it is ,know one can except anything from you. Love, life ,friends,whatever it might be be ,know can get it from you if they don't know anything about it.There are things I want be I know it is only wishful...
    wacky wacky 36-40, F Oct 30, 2007

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    Familiar Phrase

    The soft wind will always remind me of you. Thoughts entertaining me with memories.I rather not have you close to me. For fear that you'll fade just like the wind does.I will be always feel loved, knowing we've never been apart.Though we've never been together, never touched, my...
    ladyryan ladyryan 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 28, 2011

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    I Miss My Mom

    my mom passed away about 5 months ago and i think im going to die with out her. i miss being able to pick up the phone and call her. i call her now and it's just goes to voice mail. i miss seeing her smile. i miss everything about her. i guess it's just one of those nights but...
    eryckha84 eryckha84 22-25 Oct 21, 2008

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    Pritty Crap!!!!

    okay wanting what i cant have brings security to my life because even no it herts to do it saves me from the long harsh road of lossing what i had i dnt really know if it makes sence but to me it dose... because its like if i had what i wanted and then it didnt work out i think i...
    Rebirth Rebirth 16-18, M Oct 30, 2007

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    Hello everyone! This is my first post! (Woohoo) Okay, So hi, I'm Kat. I'm 24... 25 on MONDAY 8/11!!! *Suddenly gets writer's block* -_- Always happens. Meh. I live in FL. I'm a...
    LovelyCalico LovelyCalico 22-25, F Aug 7

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    I cant breathe i cant move i cant say no i cant say yes, i cant back out or get away, i have no choice my hands are tied...you know im yours...right?
    SingingHeartsNow SingingHeartsNow 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I don't know who is gona be angry with me next. Who is monitoring me in the background in the dark. Who would judge me for what I did. Who would tell me I'm pathetic unworthy. I d...
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    Something just seems so off. For the past couple of nights I can't sleep and I always feel like someone or something is watching and it's making me paranoid. I tried to sleep last...
    lizzythewolf120 lizzythewolf120 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Her essence, you ask? Graceful like the smell of lust and desire. Oh god, is our fire hot! Not to mention it's uncommon fuel, which is our inability to have each other. Well, you...
    ReMaxius ReMaxius 18-21, M Aug 5

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    I am in love with someone that I can never have and it shatters me. She is 8 years older but that doesn't phase me or her or anyone. The problem is that I am a closeted lass and...
    B4bydragon B4bydragon 13-15, F Jul 25

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    Being inlove with someone you can't have.. It just sucks. You feel so empty inside when you've gave them your everything yet you get nothing. & til this day, this boy will always...
    ForeverYoung09 ForeverYoung09 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    The best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the other person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. To let...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F Jul 31

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    I love you for the man you are for the way you make me feel. And your smile lights up my world, though there is distance between us our love still grows... i know i love you more...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F Aug 5

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    i am still holding on to my feelings and to you...i love you so much , you are my happiness and I will keep you in my heart for as long as I live...miss you so much...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F Aug 10

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    He is amazing and makes me feel so special. I know I can't have him like I want to but it hurts when I can't just pick up the phone and hear his voice. I need to be strong but I...
    LookingforLove63 LookingforLove63 51-55, F 4 Responses Aug 10

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    Feelings are ****** up man.
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    It is an Ex of mine. We are both married and i havent seen her in nearly 4 years. I sparatically have dreams of her from time to time, but i had a dream about her the last 2...
    rcruz930 rcruz930 18-21, M Aug 12

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    It is an Ex of mine. We are both married and i havent seen her in nearly 4 years. I sparatically have dreams of her from time to time, but i had a dream about her the last 2...
    rcruz930 rcruz930 18-21, M Aug 12

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    And its the worst feeling ever i stg
    saffaismail saffaismail 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    He lives in the US, I live in Canada. Its the worst feeling in the world not being able to be with him. I wish I could stop thinking about him, but its impossible. I really do love...
    OliviaOcean OliviaOcean 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I want him but can't. He makes me laugh. And I feel really close to him as if I've known him since forever. My heart beats faster every time I think about him. Urgh stupid heart.
    skateboarderlover skateboarderlover 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt that you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F Jul 23

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    It was crazy but i kinda liked it it was about me and Aj lee after my friend said it i fell asleep me and her met, loved each other and we got married, now i kinda like her in real...
    CrazyUnStableGuy666 CrazyUnStableGuy666 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    They say never let him go anyway if you have found your true love...but what if that person can't be my man...i love him in every day of my life...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F Aug 1

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    ...I'm afraid that destiny will fall us apart...my current situation will make us fall apart soon...i have a heavy heart, i don't know what to think, all i know afraid of losing...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    The person is amazing, and perfect. I could go on and on but I'm not gonna. I don't know what to do. They say the love me but they can't... Their in love with someone else. They...
    AlexisKratina AlexisKratina 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Is it really possible to have a good life, great family, perfect grades, wonderful EVERYTHING? Where's his flaws?
    december789 december789 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    last night, I texted him:"undecided to go out for dinner with my friends or shall I stay home, your opinion matters to me"...he replied" if you believe going is better you go, if...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 27

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    I'm in love with my friends sister. She's 13 and I'm 17. She's just so perfect but I know I can NEVER have her. She has perfect brown hair and the cutest smile. But it would ruin...
    GreenDay97 GreenDay97 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 28

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    Alastair Newens I love you so much ! I know you will never be with me , because you are one insecure bastard ! I hate you and love at the same time ! I don't think I'll ever love...
    liveforever1 liveforever1 22-25, F Aug 6

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    Louis Tomlinson from One Direction - I dream about him most nights and mostly these dreams involve me making love to him and in some of the dreams we actually marry and have a...
    AirForce687 AirForce687 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 7

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    My computer has stopped working, so now I have no way of getting online from home and OMGGGGG it sucks! I have managed to get through a couple of weeks with no online company but I...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M Jul 30

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    Tonight and the for the foreseeable future this is what i will be doing!Writing as the thoughts flow...Not even sure what will inspire me or where my thoughts might end up as long...
    lilreddress lilreddress 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 6

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    As his leans over me i know what he wants, a kiss to push his tongue in my mouth again. I close my eyes and all the bad things his done to me run through my mind, i start to feel...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Aug 8

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    I feel so much better now. I had a fight with my mom this morning but i kept my cool. I cried it all out. I felt the pain. I took the blame. I came to realize that my mom will...
    Shehshen Shehshen 22-25, F Aug 3

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    I have made my gf never to trust me again. Or rather we are just friends as of now. I was talking to this other girl far away from me while me and my gf were on a break. I made the...
    kingofgondor kingofgondor 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 30

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    I can't help myself. It's the what if, could have been, and over thinking that gets me into trouble.
    PeaceBatman PeaceBatman 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    Did robin Williams die ???? What?? When ?
    cami13 cami13 22-25, F Aug 11

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    Is far more love than, sadly, many other women will ever be shown by a man so Mamas not complaining this end, when a pains so great iv found it can often become numb and so is true...
    CraftyKitty CraftyKitty 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    you can go thru life second guessing and wondering this or that. The problem with that is, you'll never be truly happy with what you've already done or have. It's good to strive...
    Rc831 Rc831 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    "What if the one that got away came back" I've wished for that every day for nearly two months.
    xSundip xSundip 18-21, M 2 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    In 2006, I conceived my first child with my then boyfriend. We were so young I was 16 and he was 15. I was so nervous about being a teen mom, but got used to the idea as my...
    breeze90 breeze90 22-25, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    If anyone could tell me some tricks!!!
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I can't help it. If i know I don't i don't stand a snowballs chance in hell of getting something....then that causes me to become almost obsessive about obtaining it. Its...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 9

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    ...if there were a reason in living and staying in my workplace, I've found the reason in you...I love you...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I love you and I don't want to lose you because my life here in your country becomes better because of you...excited to see you next week when Ramadan is over...i miss you...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    My heart beats faster and harder when he texts me. I don't understand why I like him sooo much.
    december789 december789 16-17, F Jul 24