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I Feel Scared Concerning My Future

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     It's only a recent, but I have started feeling really scared about my future. There is so much I want to do, so much I want to learn and experience, I worry that I will run out of time. I really want to get into NIDA which is the National Institute of Dramatic...
    tootsiekannah tootsiekannah 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11, 2009

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    Exactly. I was raped twice in my life and the first time I was to young to understand what was going on. I let him do what he wanted because I didn't know what was actually...
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    "If you were really that upset about your rape you wouldn't dress and act the way you do. I tried to tell you this kid was just using you for sex why would you sleep with him after...
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    I'm still scared of sleeping in the dark I just need someone to talk to so I won't feel scared but that person who I would wait for to reply is not replying 😡 I'm hearing things...
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    does anyone want some feelings? I think I have too many. I don't even know what to feel anymore. It's like I've become so confused. I feel fat and I want to lose weight, I feel...
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    rlly wish i can flat out say wht i feel without being scared of the reaction..
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    Right now, I have so much stuff on my mind and so much fear inside me. With school starting for me again and the inevitable future of collage coming ever closer, my fear and stress...
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    My moms bipolar, my dad an alcoholic, because of his problem he's angry all the time and is abusive towards me! I was in a abusive relationship and was raped twice it seems like...
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    Of my self mostly. But also of what's to come in the future.
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    since my childhood i was always feeling ugly and looking for everything which i dont have and also for things which i wasnt not able to do. so when someone talks to me or show me...
    asianya asianya 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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