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I Feel Scared Concerning My Future

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     It's only a recent, but I have started feeling really scared about my future. There is so much I want to do, so much I want to learn and experience, I worry that I will run out of time. I really want to get into NIDA which is the National Institute of Dramatic...
    tootsiekannah tootsiekannah 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11, 2009

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