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I Feel Scared Concerning My Future

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     It's only a recent, but I have started feeling really scared about my future. There is so much I want to do, so much I want to learn and experience, I worry that I will run out of time. I really want to get into NIDA which is the National Institute of Dramatic...
    tootsiekannah tootsiekannah 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 11, 2009

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    When I was 12, I was raped by a stranger. I'm 18 now & if I cant find happiness... I don't want to live anymore I feel like I don't deserve to be happy or that I even deserve to...
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    It's been over four years and I still have flashbacks to that terrible time. Four years.....four long years......I am healing, or at least that is what I tell myself. I am in...
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    I'm still not over it. Why can't it go away from my memories.
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    The future is uncertain. Whatever lies ahead of me I pray that it'll be good.
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