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I Feel Separated From Some of the Things I Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 44 People

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    My family due to emotions, my best friend due to distance, and myself due to my own choosing.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2009

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    Stuff Like This...

    I'm still thinking about this days Later: http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/... The letters just looked so hot together... I felt compelled to document that this existed somehow... to somehow be closer to this notion... but no luck... One of the major reasons I became...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 1 Response Jul 27, 2009

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    Oh Totally..twice!

    When my mom passed away, my stepdad gave away all my stuff that had been boxed up. I lost my diaires, my dolls my books, my records. And now I have stuff in hawaii that I dont have money to send to my dad to send to me and it bugs me to no end. I moved from there in 2003 and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 7, 2009

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    No.

    I don't feel like being in a bad mode. lol I just do. Whats your ******* problem not talking or responding to anything I've known you idk how long. Whatever.
    Acchbellon Acchbellon 18-21, M Dec 8, 2012

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    Was One of the Reasons For the Change 10 Years Ago...

    One of the reasons I moved toward the idea of loving "attributes and essences" years ago was because I knew I could not own everything that was labeled in a particular font or with a particular word.  By 'connecting to the attribute directly' was a way to get...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jul 7, 2009

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    As An objectum-sexual I Know This All Too Well

    Why do my people go to the trouble to build scale models of buildings, structures and large equipment? They do this because they feel disconnected. They can't bring these objects to bed with them and so they feel disconnected. I don't have this problem myself with physical...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jan 16, 2010

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    Feel Sad When Bad Things Happen To Good People
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    Not so close just to feel her skin but so close, I can feel her soul shower me. Where one stops the other begains. When her heartaches become my own. Were we still are united when...
    tornsin tornsin 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    i wonder what it would be like if i met myself from someone else's point of view. like if they saw me as a good person, a good friend, anything.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My Fake Mother (in relevance to my other stories) is draining me of all my money. She takes my Social Security money and pays her hitmen boyfriends to molest and mutilate me. She...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Apr 18

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    I have been in a situation in my life where I pretended to be someone else and it got out of hand big time. It brought me so much pain but most of all it caused others pain. Which...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M Apr 13

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    I hide things from my family and now they think I am a good person..... when I barely show any feelings for those I don't care for. No remorse for them.... or anything for them. I...
    AnonWesker AnonWesker 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    I think it's human nature to want to feel like there's someone out there who cares because they WANT to. I find it difficult sometimes to find joy in things which once made me feel...
    Spooky224 Spooky224 22-25 3 Responses Apr 9

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    well i am not new here , i was here first time i guess on july , i found this site first time on july .. then from that time i have deactivated and have come many times in this...
    Freeesoul Freeesoul 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 16

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    I knew this girl here in EP about 7 or 8 months ago, and i admire her a lot on how she loved someone. She's kinda like a hopeless romantic person, but i don't want her to feel...
    Dcount94 Dcount94 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    .. Hi I just feel I need to get this off my chest .. an old boyfriend started speaking to me recently .. conversations been good & stuff we talked about how we dated before...
    MinnieMelaMouse MinnieMelaMouse 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 11

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    I have to make it clear. I am married but feel lonely. My hubby married me because of my beauty and nice personality. He never care about my feelings. In the other words, he loves...
    thankfully22 thankfully22 36-40, F 5 Responses Apr 7

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    I really screwed up and it did not just affect me, it affected my loved ones. I can't take it back, but I'm having a hard time forgiving myself for my mistake and moving on because...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    When I do share private information, I don't feel relieved of a burden like most people do. I don't feel a close connection either. I feel violated and uncomfortable, like a part...
    PinkChocolate00 PinkChocolate00 13-15, F Apr 11

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    I haven't experience it in a while. I have not been in a real life relationship so I don't know how things go, and I am afraid to take a chance. And I have some other factors why...
    TechieMunchie TechieMunchie 22-25, F Apr 13

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    if I had the chance to go back in time, I would change a lot of things in my life that I did that I'm not proud of, which is why until this day it still torments me. .I would also...
    joana75 joana75 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I just don't feel like I belong within my circle of friends. they're different from me and I often feel unwanted everywhere. I feel like everyone just uses me to answer homework...
    ewitsdiana ewitsdiana 16-17, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    My problem is sometimes I get too open to express my feelings toward some guys I really like. I wish I wasn't like that just so I can give them to chase/ discover me instead. :(
    MienaMena MienaMena 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    Well today my heart was well and truly ripped out of my chest!! 2 years ago I finally escaped my 4 year physically, verbally and mentally abusive ex and swore off men until I...
    eibhlinalicejane eibhlinalicejane 22-25, F Apr 25

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    Its silly for sure, but I wish I had stopped my father. I wish he would have hit me, then calmed down, and hadnt attacked my brother. The endless cycle of hate, resentment and...
    Featherwings Featherwings 18-21, F Apr 10

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    If there's something I'd put on the list 21st Century First World problems it's the presumption that you should share as of right all your personal details with complete strangers...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    I must be crazy now Maybe I dream too much But when I think of you I long to feel your touch To whisper in your ear Words that are old as time Words only you would hear If...
    manindarkness manindarkness 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 22

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    I can't live without you. I would breathe the air, and my heart would beat, but I would not feel the joy of life. My dreams would be lost like a leaf carted away by a storm. I...
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    ViperaStellaris ViperaStellaris 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    We do have lot of friends some of'em are good ones and the rest are just for time pass . When your friends thinks that your annoying and you need help from them the most...
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    Some days are worse than others. Some days I just feel like I don't really have anyone in my life that cares for me except for my family. I have 2 best friends, and they are...
    JessicaAlways JessicaAlways 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 12

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    I want our feelings for each other to be mutual. I've already been through unrequited love and I'm done feeling unloved and broken. It would be nice to meet someone who cares for...
    JeannieInAChampagneBottle JeannieInAChampagneBottle 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    I tired of having expectations of a relationship only to be played with and dismissed over very minor things.
    Clasher2103 Clasher2103 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 19

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    I know my husband loves me. but that doesn't me he loves all of me. when he says I need to lose weight, it kills me. that is something I know I need to do...so him saying that only...
    myinfiniteabyss myinfiniteabyss 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 23

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    I want to find other people that love yaoi just as much as i do. Im starting to think that not many people like yaoi. When i look for other yaoi lovers i only get results of how...
    mauri18 mauri18 16-17, F Apr 6

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    Real men Don't Love the Most Beautiful Girl in The World, They Love the Girl who can Make Their World the MOST Beautiful... Similarly... Real Girls Don't Love the Most Beautiful...
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M Apr 8

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    Sometimes in life we just need a little talk with others about what is going on in our mind and letting out everything to make yourself feel a bit Calm. If you needed someone to...
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