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I Feel Separated From Some of the Things I Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 44 People

    Oh Totally..twice!

    When my mom passed away, my stepdad gave away all my stuff that had been boxed up. I lost my diaires, my dolls my books, my records. And now I have stuff in hawaii that I dont have money to send to my dad to send to me and it bugs me to no end. I moved from there in 2003 and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 7, 2009

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    Stuff Like This...

    I'm still thinking about this days Later: http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/... The letters just looked so hot together... I felt compelled to document that this existed somehow... to somehow be closer to this notion... but no luck... One of the major reasons I became...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 1 Response Jul 27, 2009

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    As An objectum-sexual I Know This All Too Well

    Why do my people go to the trouble to build scale models of buildings, structures and large equipment? They do this because they feel disconnected. They can't bring these objects to bed with them and so they feel disconnected. I don't have this problem myself with physical...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jan 16, 2010

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    Was One of the Reasons For the Change 10 Years Ago...

    One of the reasons I moved toward the idea of loving "attributes and essences" years ago was because I knew I could not own everything that was labeled in a particular font or with a particular word.  By 'connecting to the attribute directly' was a way to get...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jul 7, 2009

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    My family due to emotions, my best friend due to distance, and myself due to my own choosing.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2009

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    No.

    I don't feel like being in a bad mode. lol I just do. Whats your ******* problem not talking or responding to anything I've known you idk how long. Whatever.
    Acchbellon Acchbellon 18-21, M Dec 8, 2012

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    Sadness and Loss Tears falling Like sprays of salt From a sea wave Like rain from The skies above To fall from sad eyes' Eyes that see into A soul filled with sadness A soul that...
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    This is so me. Online and in my daily life there are a few things I don't choose to make public. Just my choice, how I live my life. I tell who I am comfortable with only what I...
    RyRy9 RyRy9 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    paulawala paulawala 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    He'l never love me , not like he loves HER .. No matter how hard I try I will never be what he wants because I am just not that person. I can't be someone I'm not. I can't change...
    Purrkitty Purrkitty 31-35, F Nov 29

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    Tryitallagain Tryitallagain 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I hate seeing people upset or hurt. I'm very sensitive to other people's feelings and I always want to make people happy. It can be a great personality trait, but also a flaw.
    CaliginousHeart CaliginousHeart 18-21, F Dec 3

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    totally. i wish i could go back in time and stop me from kissing "him"
    Bocababes Bocababes 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 7

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    aprilpanda aprilpanda 18-21, F Dec 8

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    I really wished from the bottom of my heart to go back and reverse time. But it can't happen. I'm sorry. I hurt you bro. I didn't mean to. I really am sorry
    Tawheed1994 Tawheed1994 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 8

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