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I Feel Separated From Some of the Things I Love

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    Was One of the Reasons For the Change 10 Years Ago...

    One of the reasons I moved toward the idea of loving "attributes and essences" years ago was because I knew I could not own everything that was labeled in a particular font or with a particular word.  By 'connecting to the attribute directly' was a way to get...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jul 7, 2009

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    My family due to emotions, my best friend due to distance, and myself due to my own choosing.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2009

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    Oh Totally..twice!

    When my mom passed away, my stepdad gave away all my stuff that had been boxed up. I lost my diaires, my dolls my books, my records. And now I have stuff in hawaii that I dont have money to send to my dad to send to me and it bugs me to no end. I moved from there in 2003 and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 7, 2009

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    As An objectum-sexual I Know This All Too Well

    Why do my people go to the trouble to build scale models of buildings, structures and large equipment? They do this because they feel disconnected. They can't bring these objects to bed with them and so they feel disconnected. I don't have this problem myself with physical...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 Jan 16, 2010

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    No.

    I don't feel like being in a bad mode. lol I just do. Whats your ******* problem not talking or responding to anything I've known you idk how long. Whatever.
    Acchbellon Acchbellon 18-21, M Dec 8, 2012

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    Stuff Like This...

    I'm still thinking about this days Later: http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/... The letters just looked so hot together... I felt compelled to document that this existed somehow... to somehow be closer to this notion... but no luck... One of the major reasons I became...
    lesshissMORECAT lesshissMORECAT 31-35 1 Response Jul 27, 2009

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