I Feel Separated From Some of the Things I Love

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    Oh Totally..twice!

    When my mom passed away, my stepdad gave away all my stuff that had been boxed up. I lost my diaires, my dolls my books, my records. And now I have stuff in hawaii that I dont have money to send to my dad to send to me and it bugs me to no end. I moved from there in 2003 and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 7, 2009

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    My family due to emotions, my best friend due to distance, and myself due to my own choosing.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2009

    No.

    I don't feel like being in a bad mode. lol I just do. Whats your ******* problem not talking or responding to anything I've known you idk how long. Whatever.
    Acchbellon Acchbellon
    18-21, M
    Dec 8, 2012

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