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    This New Thing Called Crushing??? Are You Fu@$^ing Kidding Me???

    What is this bullshit called crushing???? I just recently had someone ask me via mail if I liked to crush... I was like what the hell is that? and they said it is when you crush little animals in your heels to death... MY HEART LITERALLY STOPPED!! Isn't stuff like this illegal...
    TorquedStudios TorquedStudios 18-21, M 8 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    It is always so easy for people/friends to say "stop feeling that way. Your feeling aren't helping you." Feeling can't be turned off and on with a switch. The feelings of...
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