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    This New Thing Called Crushing??? Are You Fu@$^ing Kidding Me???

    What is this bullshit called crushing???? I just recently had someone ask me via mail if I liked to crush... I was like what the hell is that? and they said it is when you crush little animals in your heels to death... MY HEART LITERALLY STOPPED!! Isn't stuff like this illegal...
    TorquedStudios TorquedStudios 18-21, M 9 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    i have mostly been raised by my mother my whole life. my father left when i was three. ive struggled with it my entire life. i chose to stay with my dad after my stepfather...
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    ♫ Everybody sing, like it's the last song you will ever sing. Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now? Everybody live, like it's the last day you will ever see. Tell me...
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    I need advice ...I can be needy sometimes in a relationship ..I was with an abusive spouse 24 yrs and its my insecurities and anxieties from that relationship that then take over...
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    Whenever someone mentions and gives thanks for their friends here on EP or even in reality, it kind of makes me feel like I'm really alone and missing out on a lot of stuff. Then...
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    As I go about my daily run its my relationship that is running through my mind, how did it degrade to what its become? How could I make things better? Do I want to try and save it...
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    I honestly don't know how to feel about myself at all anymore. I've been dating this guy for 7 months Nd I just don't feel good enough for him at this point. I feel like I can't...
    DyingLightx DyingLightx 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Hello guys, its been a long time since i last posted on EP. Had bad weather issues and all (hurricanes). Well i wanted to share with ya all... I dont know if you guys feel the...
    pkmaster pkmaster 18-21, M Mar 13

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    Robbie Williams - Feel Come and hold my hand I wanna contact the living Not sure I understand This role I've been given I sit and talk to God And he just laughs at my plans My...
    01BullExpatriate 01BullExpatriate 36-40, M Mar 14

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    I feel this deep emptiness filling every inch inside of me. Maybe it the result of my impatience to move forward. I want to leap but things in life are not obtained in a single...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 15

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    This is what my psychologist wrote about me to my GP I'm writing to update you on Eva's care within EIP service .Eva is 36 years old,she resides in supported accommodation .Eva...
    Powerlesss Powerlesss 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I feel like I have failed everyone. I strongly feel I have failed myself the most. To think I could have been anyone in the world but I chose to be me. I have nothing impressive in...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    It didn't make sense that no one was interested in being around me. Now I have a few reasons why they might seem to make sense to me, but then I didn't. To me felt like you would...
    awsome2 awsome2 18-21, T Mar 18

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    I feel helpless, with a certain sadness I can't define with words. I feel like all the lights are on, but I'm in the dark. I feel like I'm drowning, but I'm on the sand. I feel...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 19

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    I feel so bad all I want to do is stay in bed all day. It's just so hard to motivate yourself when you feel really low. I am from the UK and I feel there is a real stigma to...
    Moonstar14 Moonstar14 46-50, F Mar 22

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    I do not know what to do. I feel like I'm at yet another crossroads in life. I am not very happy here, at least with my current position. I hate how I feel that everything comes...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3

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    There's always an undertone of melancholy within me. Sometimes I can feel the beauty in it, enjoy it. But most of the time it feels heavy. Maybe it depends on my sensitivity, I don...
    Strawberrryfieldsforever Strawberrryfieldsforever 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    He cheated on my mom when i was 11-12 (im 16 now) and theyve been divorced and hes been out of the house ever since. I dont have a court ordered schedule of when i need to see him...
    sablesantos sablesantos 22-25, F Mar 3

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    You know that feeling when you see someone so perfect with their little fit body and amazing hair? that feeling of dread washes over me and I feel so lonely and lost, I am nowhere...
    MindlessInspiration MindlessInspiration 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I don't know, I just feel dissatisfied with my life. I just feel all whatever. I don't really care about anything. I'm just existing. That's how I felt today at school. I think it...
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    I am loosing my mind. I can't do anything without something disturbing me within. It's hard to explain, but it feels like this; I had fallen down a long time ago, and before I had...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    I get so sick and tired of everyone telling me that I need to talk to someone about my problems. To others I apparently have "gone through traumatizing events"and if I just talked...
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    I battled depression. And I got over it by myself. No doctors, no friends, no parents. Diagnosed in 2013 knowing I had been suffering it for years, and today... in 2015 I can...
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    How can one find words to express how one feels? I can't.. Not today. Mostly the words would flow and I'd write them to express what I was feeling, but today, nothing.. And how can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 6

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    so this year my best friend came to live with me for the year but sadly she left a few months early because things weren't working out. She now lives with a friend until her...
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    Maybe its just boredom or the several restrictions of society which enable us from living our lives properly, but sometimes i feel nothing. Where i grew up and used to live was a...
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    I feel like matchmaking is harder then it looks and women try to do it without thinking about the man first unless we are on millionaire matchmaker. I know we have to think about...
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    All my life, I've felt different from everyone else. I used to be the quiet child in a group of kids and the one everyone always thinks is "too quiet". I was always picked on and...
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    I hate when i get this sadness feeling this morning i feel like i want 2 cry being depress sucks i dont even feel like working & dealing with anyone this morning. I feel that...
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    What does being lonely mean? Well to me it's being by yourself With no one, no physical contact that we all crave, no one to say how much they missed you today no one remembering...
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    Don't worry, I'm not. I'm posting this for people who are. I want you guys to read this. Breath. Whatever you're doing right now. Take a deep breath, than another. You are so...
    Destroyer2266 Destroyer2266 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 21

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    If we are universal travelers ,I do believe this is the only earthly place they feel we can stay , My theory as crazy as is sounds. We come from a place with no emotions , bodies...
    angeleyes2820 angeleyes2820 36-40 Mar 22

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