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    This New Thing Called Crushing??? Are You Fu@$^ing Kidding Me???

    What is this bullshit called crushing???? I just recently had someone ask me via mail if I liked to crush... I was like what the hell is that? and they said it is when you crush little animals in your heels to death... MY HEART LITERALLY STOPPED!! Isn't stuff like this illegal...
    TorquedStudios TorquedStudios 18-21, M 9 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    We were both cast forth from the same pale hand. And we both moved freely in the shadow lands. And we both were sculpted by the same cold wind. And we both had armor that was made...
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    Basically, when I am alone I just watch anime, draw, stuff like that, I talk to myself and SMILE. But when I'm in public or with other people, I almost feel like dying. I actually...
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    I don't know if you guys read something else I posted but I went to a concert 2 months ago with a friend that I use to have in middle school. It was a concert that I've been...
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    I told my gay best friend that I was feeling lonely the other day. He said, "But it's Christmas time, you'll find yourself in a lot of social activities." I replied that the people...
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    i never had the courage to speak up for myself..because i have this feeling i'am ugly..and i cant even look in to someones eyes when i talk because that kind of makes me feel more...
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    There's sex with partner Then there's romantic feelings Trying to get those two together Romance longing My heart felt tears when I hear a song and sing to you who is never...
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    I don't know lately things have been so rough. Half the time I feel like I'm just a walking corpse. I wake up, go to work and then go back to bed. The other half of the time I just...
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    For the last several months, I feel as though my life is going downhill. For the first time in two years, severe depression is rearing it's ugly head and making it difficult to get...
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    I feel like everyone is out to make me feel terrible. My dad told me id be pregnant at 16(which i am 16 and still not pregnant), i swear my friends are jealous of me having a...
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    Yes! I love the new female boxer shorts, especially the lace ones. Makes me feel and look sexy as hell! I love lounging around the house in nothing; but, a tank shirt and cute...
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    I feel like I am so behind in life.. I should be graduating this year and getting my bachelors. Instead, I'm starting on my associates. I just want to do well and get into...
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    I feel fooled. I do my best to help people and be the best of them but if the reward is fake to me then what's the point of keeping to try hard and waste time and in the end get...
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    I have my moments and they tend to assuage me when I am mired great oceans of pain, and self loathing.The worse and more hopeless and helpless I feel, the more alienated I am.It...
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    Please someone make me feel wanted for once in my life !! All my life I have never felt wanted, and want that opportunity once in my life...
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    I try hard to be as good as I can be... but sometimes, due to a whole lot of things... I just get swayed by emotions and so... sometimes, I feel like I can't help my self from...
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    Yes thats how it feels there is no hope no anticipation nothing to look forward to no fun no plans no dreams everything has died ....
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    I just saw my husband. Not clearly and he was in a car with my Inlaws. I haven't layed any kind of eyes on him for nearly 4 years. Obviously the last week of him being in the...
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    It often feels like I got off on the wrong station. Am I on the right planet? I doubt it.
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    so much on my mind and so much is going on ...its too much to bare, the world is on my shoulders and i just cant carry it anymore. I remember when there was a time when...
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    Idk I just... I can breath. I feel free, :) it's nice. I wonder how long it'll last
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    I hate everything. I am my own source of misery and i know I cause all my problems for myself and yes I take full responsibility. I try to change and I feel like i am losing a war...
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    I feel as if my stepmom hates me. My dad has been with her since i was 4, I'm 14 now in the 9th grade. I've been putting up with her for 10 years. When I was little she would whip...
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    Do you ever feel like you don't belong here? In a place, in a situation, among people, indeed anywhere. Like, you should be living some other life? When I sit in my room at night...
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    I don't want to sit here and have people think I'm feeling sorry for myself. It's time to let out this pain. So, I met a man seven months ago. He was practically everything I liked...
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    ROCKWELL "Somebody's Watching Me" Who's watching Tell me, who's watching Who's watching me I'm just an average man With an average life I work from nine to five Hey, hell, I...
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    Name: Raina (My name is strange, i know) Gender: female I don't know how to describe this feeling, i wonder if anyone feels the same way. ~I feel lonely, i feel as though no one...
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    i feel dead inside and i feel that i'm going crazy because i cant understand what is going on with me. i don't feel anything and i do at the same time its so confusing like i get...
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    elevating elevating 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    I feel nervous typing this as my beautiful baby sleeps beside me and my very handsome husband, who is a great father and a good person, snores nearby. I just feel so ungrateful, or...
    iamowl iamowl 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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