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    This New Thing Called Crushing??? Are You Fu@$^ing Kidding Me???

    What is this bullshit called crushing???? I just recently had someone ask me via mail if I liked to crush... I was like what the hell is that? and they said it is when you crush little animals in your heels to death... MY HEART LITERALLY STOPPED!! Isn't stuff like this illegal...
    TorquedStudios TorquedStudios 18-21, M 9 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    Guys r so difficult to read.. Im having a crush on one of the guys at work.. And yea i act weirdly! I dont look at him, ignoring him.. Its natural for me i really dunno y.. He...
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    I feel numb now. Used, abused, and broken into little pieces. Alone. My thoughts are destroying all the good parts of me left, mocking me. There is nothing left but the worst...
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    Im a bisexual woman who is attracted to my lady boss. I guess the feeling is mutual as the signs and signals are clear to me However, i am still curious as she is straight but i...
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    I hate it when I'm unhappy because I was manipulated. I feel manipulated people feel suicidal. That's why I don't want to get into any relationship. There is only work. No dream...
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    I feel jittery, or overwhelmed, or panicky, but I'm not, really. I have no idea what I'm feeling right now. I don't know what I want, or what I need. Just kind of confused. I need...
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    If I like someone, I always feel ashamed of myself and inadequate for them. I'm running out of ways to simulate being loved. Feeling like I have very little happiness in my future...
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    I feel like no one cares nowadays... No one. Everyone's a ******* psychopath. And don't give me that 'you are what you see in others' cos no. I ******* care. I ******* think about...
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    Read it She's only 17, her whole life's ahead of her. She hates school because the people there discredit her. Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems. But...
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