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    This New Thing Called Crushing??? Are You Fu@$^ing Kidding Me???

    What is this bullshit called crushing???? I just recently had someone ask me via mail if I liked to crush... I was like what the hell is that? and they said it is when you crush little animals in your heels to death... MY HEART LITERALLY STOPPED!! Isn't stuff like this illegal...
    TorquedStudios TorquedStudios 18-21, M 9 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    Why do I bother or make an effort with those who are not worthy of my time? Life is about serving and gaining but all I seem to do is serve for some form of acceptance from people...
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    I've been feeling very alone lately, I hope that putting my feelings out there will help in some way. I don't really have anyone to share my feelings with, I don't want people I...
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    Please message me. I've been feeling this and other weird things for a while now. Sometimes I feel like I have a connection with the world around me, like I can sense people and...
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    I've been here twice before. I deleted both of my profiles for several reasons. I came back because this time I'm here to express my feelings without a care. I've shared multiple...
    Outsider94 Outsider94 18-21, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    A Smile on My Face You make me feel Like everything will work Like life has hope And some meaning I look in the mirror And get quite perplexed There is a smile on my face All...
    rogi4u rogi4u 36-40, M 14 hrs ago

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    I feel as though I have nobody right now, I feel so alone, even though I know I'm not. So many friends have turned against me, and I just feel completely lost. People want me to...
    thewayhesmiles420 thewayhesmiles420 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I don't just feel alone- I am alone. Like, always. In the past half year, majority of social interaction has been with my family, and I've barely left the house in the last five...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    It all started when I asked my parents for a Facebook. My mom yelled at me because she is paranoid about the internet and she thinks I'll get targeted or bullied or something. She...
    ForeverAloneForeverFriendZoned ForeverAloneForeverFriendZoned 13-15, F 18 hrs ago

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    Me and my boyfriend have been dating for a year. And I know he loves me but I just don't feel it, he does stuff like forget our anniversary, says he can't afford to take me out for...
    douglala20 douglala20 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    Feeling very heartbroken today, feeling really sad and down. Want to cry for so many reasons. Yet I'm slowly starting to keep things inside again. I don't want people to know I'm...
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 2 hrs ago

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    I know that deep down she does. If she wouldn't, then why do I always feel like I'm not enough and that I'm worthless after almost every conversation with her? She always brings my...
    kimbertastic kimbertastic 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    So I finished my first semester of college and now that I'm about to start my second semester I realized that I'm not even that sure about my future. I thought I knew what I wanted...
    mary42996 mary42996 16-17, F 16 hrs ago

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    Went out to dinner tonight with the family. Got told how much better my sister is, because she has kids... and how much cooler she is. And that I really don't get. :/ makes me feel...
    maggiemae89 maggiemae89 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    ...i try to forget why i feel so sad and lonely. ... i drink till im drowned. till im swimming in a bottle. till i can numb myself. long enough to forget. but somehow. some way...
    VoloNoscere VoloNoscere 26-30, M 15 hrs ago

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    I was perusing EP and came across a group entitled 'I Like Black Girls', and the child within me leapt with excitement. Apon further inspection I found that there were, in fact, a...
    Person123x Person123x 18-21 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I am #10 of 10 kids. The age gap is 14 years from #9. There are 5 boys and 5 girls. Because of this huge age gap, i was left out of a lot of get togethers when I was younger...
    Tinker515 Tinker515 36-40, F 12 hrs ago

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    I feel like I don't even speak the same language as other people. When I think I'm expressing my thoughts pretty clearly, they think I'm saying something completely different. Am I...
    SarahChevalier SarahChevalier 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I want to feel close to him. He's so far away most times i don't know what to do anymore. I love him and i miss him like hell.
    LifesSweet LifesSweet 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    My boy makes me feel like I'm 1) the only girl in the world 2) a princess 3) special. I have 18 days until I meet him for the first time. And I know, it'll be the BEST day of my...
    TheGhostofAGirl TheGhostofAGirl 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    Feeling very confused and lost. Want to crawl in a hole and never come out. Really need to get my walls up soon. I am happy for you, just realizing I like you more then I thought...
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    Feeling really lonely this evening.
    lonely2718 lonely2718 41-45, F 1 hr ago

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    I've never felt as though I belonged and not for the lack of trying, Each day I feel even more so. Yesterday I was on an party event photography job and I found it harder than...
    PessimisticPenguin PessimisticPenguin 31-35, M 41 mins ago

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    And today is one of those days, unfortunately. Although I know it'll pass as long as I keep moving, it's still a perplexing feeling.
    YeuxNoirs YeuxNoirs 22-25, F 25 mins ago

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    So my feelings sort of made me "burst" tonight...and I wish I could hit rewind. I was so exhausted and worn out by everyone and was feeling pretty depressed today. I received a...
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    over things they cant control. ive seen and heard so many teens and younger feel down about themselves for things beyond their control or be made feel bad about things beyond their...
    thehelpfulone thehelpfulone 26-30, M Jan 2

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    I also feel alone..I battle insecurity everyday. I don't want this to come off as a sob story or a pity party, but I truly feel ugly and unwanted. I am not socially awkward at all...
    cparfait cparfait 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    sometime when everyone irritate me i feel more annoyed feel headache i feel i will be mad its becz of my family when they irritate me i want go far from home want live there where...
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    Yes, as I acknowledge and discover new things about my family, I feel sad and lonely and don't know who to talk to about this in my real life. I don't want to socialise. I always...
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    "Feeling Sad, Lonely, and Angry Today at work I felt so lonely. For some reason, I feel I never belong or have a terrible fear that others don't or won't like me. I constantly...
    kagee2015 kagee2015 41-45, F Jan 3

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    I've sworn to myself that THIS year I WILL lose weight so that I can feel better about myself. I have low self esteem, partly because I feel ugly because I'm so fat. Whenever I get...
    ConfessionsOfALostGurl ConfessionsOfALostGurl 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I met him when I was 19. We got married when I was 20. We've been married a little over a year and already I can see my husband loving me less and less. I was born and raised in...
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    So I can't explain it but somehow this feeling of depression strikes me with no logical explanation. The one day I feel like i can conquer the world and then the other I wake up...
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    You know that moment when you simply are tired of people arguing about religion? Doesn't matter who has the right answer. Instead of having an open conversation about this subject...
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    When I was a child growing up, I tried often to get my parents' approval, and it was always through my art--mostly drawing. My parents didn't care about anything artistic. They...
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    Wow this is like, the third story I've written today. cx Anyways, I guess I just got a sudden inner panic attack, where I feel like i need to organize all of my thoughts, but I...
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    Ok there's alot I'm feeling so I'm just typing what I'm thinking. Not in any order... Ok so I hate being told what to do. And I feel all my life that's all anyone ever does. I...
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    i'm more of an introvert and i take my own sweet little time to get close to people...talk to them without feeling self-conscious... and trust them...but with this 40 year old man...
    jumanah jumanah 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I'm new to the group of friends I have right now and I can't help but feel left out sometimes. They're all great people, but sometimes I feel like I'm intruding, or like I'm not...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I feel like every feels like there problems are worst then any one else, so when you tell them how you feel them think you are just complaining. For example when ever I was...
    EBestest EBestest 22-25, M Jan 7

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    For a little over a year now I have had feelings for my friend, but now what I was afraid would happen is happening-I'm falling in love with her. I had a strong crush on her so I...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jan 8

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    I feel like I'm going mental. I feel awful at work everyday at work because I have no friends there. This is evident at lunch as I get the tube (London's version of the metro) to...
    littlemacintosh littlemacintosh 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 12

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