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I Feel Sickened

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    This New Thing Called Crushing??? Are You Fu@$^ing Kidding Me???

    What is this bullshit called crushing???? I just recently had someone ask me via mail if I liked to crush... I was like what the hell is that? and they said it is when you crush little animals in your heels to death... MY HEART LITERALLY STOPPED!! Isn't stuff like this illegal...
    TorquedStudios TorquedStudios 18-21, M 8 Responses Mar 25, 2012

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    I'm pretty sure most of you have felt this way at least once in your life. You know, that point when you just have this bothersome feeling that you can't quite decipher. As for me...
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    After I was hurt by someone I thought cared about me but didn't and only used me to get what he want. Really messed me up honestly I never cried over a dude but I did because I was...
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