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I Feel So Alone

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    I Guess Im Alone

    I guess im alone is the best word i could think of for how im feeling. Ever since i was a kid ive felt it, i had to deal with being raped by a family friend on my own i didn't want to tell my parents cause i didn't want to make a fuss. I didn't really have friends seeming as i...
    Averagekid Averagekid 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    Feeling left out by people around me.

    In the end of the day, you will realise we ain't as important as we thought we are in people's lives!
    Janeishere Janeishere 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    The worst part of Valentine's Day is being

    alone. Nothing is worse than the feeling you have in your heart during this time.
    S1820 S1820 18-21, F 11 Responses Feb 14

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    I don't really know what's wrong with me

    tonight. I'm feeling overall really crappy. I have zero energy to do what needs to be done. I feel like I want to start bawling, but I don't even have the energy to do that. Tonight is a night that I wish I was a child again. I miss the nights when I could fit in my mom's lap...
    Sariliz Sariliz 18-21, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    When I go out in public,

    everyone's a stranger even when people are my classmates, going to the same destination, attending the same events, etc. I can go days with saying less than 10 words to people in public. Don't get me wrong, I don't like speaking to most people but at the same time we're such a...
    MVPFLF MVPFLF 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Anyone want to be my internet friend?

    Anyone who can support me with my weightloss and I'll support, too. :)
    xskinnydreamsx xskinnydreamsx 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    if any of you ever feel alone any of you can

    talk to me if you ever feel alone remember people thay feel alone look down to the ground ...but if you lift your head no matter where you are you will se people standing there just for you even if you dont know them .....so gimme a shout
    marcell1379 marcell1379 18-21, M Jan 25

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    I Don't Matter

    Today I realised I'm visable when someone shoved past me... But I don't matter to anyone. No-one know's I'm here unless they need something and as I've grown older I have lost my friends. I considered my personality; maybe I'm boring because I prefer reading a book than going...
    Amaya8 Amaya8 22-25, F 27 Responses Aug 11, 2010

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    Blackest Abyss

    I sit alone in this dark abyss that I once called life. It once was a beautiful painting but now only the ripped canvas remains. I remember having hopes and dreams but day by day they have faded to darkness. I tried so hard to be what they want and lost myself along the way...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 12 Responses Mar 10, 2011

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    Have you just even felt like you were

    so alone..Even in the most crowded place.. you could cry and nobody would notice..?
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    I feel like nobody in my family wants me in

    their lives, i feel like im making everything worse , im alone , im always alone . i dont want to be like that , it sucks and its what im dealing with everyday, nobody likes to be alone </3
    Hopeisinme Hopeisinme 18-21, F 11 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    I wanna die because I cant find anything in my

    life and I just dont know what difference does it make... I am no one's number one which I want to be but I am tired of finding what my life is about .... I just dont want to live
    Aditya8080 Aditya8080 18-21, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I hate my life, all I do everyday is sit around

    doing nothing, waiting ever so slowly for the day when I can return back to work, at least its something I enjoy, but until then I just got to live with the fact Im lonely and depressed, my friends all left for university, the past two years at college were a complete and utter...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 9 Responses Jan 10

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    I only feel complete

    when I'm with people that I care about and we get along. I feel so alone I have no one by my side. My heart feels empty. I have no job, someone I knew passed away today, and I really don't have motivation towards school even though I'm still passing. :(
    lilhopie60 lilhopie60 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 16

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    I have suffered with suicidal thoughts

    for a long time now. I have, however, always been capable of keeping them in check and I could convince myself of reasons to stay. It's becoming harder however. I have just started university and I feel like I am drowning, ever since high school I have convinced myself that...
    Everventure Everventure 18-21, F 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I wanna die because I cant find anything in my

    life and I just dont know what fifference does it make... I am no one's number one which I want to be but I am tired of finding what my life is about .... I just dont want to live
    Aditya8080 Aditya8080 18-21, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I haven't met anyone

    and I feel like ill never have friends
    misunderstoodgirl1994 misunderstoodgirl1994 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 1, 2014

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    Being in a crowd yet no one to talk to.

    ...just being paranoid.
    Micahbreeart Micahbreeart 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    well am having mom and dad problem

    and they are not together and my Dada said I can not go outside for the rest of my life and I need my best friends at the moment and my mom said that I can't go to my friends get together and my friends came to ask me to play I tried asking my mom but she started to yell at me...
    myranda27 myranda27 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel like I lost everything

    and everyone. All the things I tried to cherish were just taken from me. I feel so alone, so trapped.
    PullTheFuckingTrigger PullTheFuckingTrigger 13-15, M 19 hrs ago

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    What does it mean to be alone you may ask .

    Its like a river with no end , a boat with sail and hero with no villain. Without the end of this trip is is noting but a void. Such is this life comparable to death as i wonder this endless being. You may see such a life as foolish yet it is the only one I know. Im thirsty for...
    ImNotRice ImNotRice 18-21, M Feb 12

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    I've been going thru a lot of personal things

    and ppl I've thought would be there for me just keep letting me down and betraying my trust. I feel like my heart has been ripped out my chest. It's always something going wrong day after day, I feel like things will never get better :( it's hard to stay positive these days
    Eja15 Eja15 22-25, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    i just want to be free ,

    scream , see how a bird fly on the air , breathe like god make the air just for me and thibk that im beautifull in my way , and be friends with everybody and laugh like everything is funny and have a boyfriend that always cuddle me and be great in college and no one understimate...
    onikaa onikaa 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    Anybody want to chat?

    I feel really lonely right now. I don't care gender or age, well over 25 is too old, but for reals, I need somebody to talk too tight now.
    BrokenCorpse BrokenCorpse 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I want a partner who is an intellectual equal.

    I want long lasting kisses that make me want more. I want someone to teach me about passion. I want someone who cares about me, even when we're apart. I want someone who appreciates me and doesn't take me for granted or use me. I want to be kissed and held at random times, not...
    Gwall1234 Gwall1234 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 17

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    I really just want a best friend i can call at

    2 in the morning and talk about music and space and traveling but no one i know cares about anything other than themselves
    emilyrvchel emilyrvchel 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 31

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    im alone in this world.

    Everyone hates me , i just wanna die and end my pain
    summersusie summersusie 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    Tonight I do feel very alone.

    It makes me feel like I want to just cry. I'm not the crying type. Idk how to deal with this. It makes me feel like I'm caged up or cornered. I feel like I want tojust run. I want to fight back! I cant handle this. The one person who can help with it is never around. I'm going...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 9 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    I feel so alone. I know I'm only 20,

    but I hate the feeling that ill never find love. I have been in two relationships and they both were bad. I not that girl that is all depressed and upset that I don't have love. No, I just want someone to start my life with. I don't wanna be half way done with my 20's and have...
    brittanynichole23 brittanynichole23 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Shivani01 Shivani01 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    The tittle is basically telling everything.

    It's just that I'm so confused and lost and tired of people using me and them leavening when they are tired of you. Because they don't understand that you are a human to and you have these things called feelings. There is basically nobody here for me right now it's like anyone I...
    thelastfallenangel thelastfallenangel 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 16

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    I could be in an online game surrounded by

    people, but I'm still lonely... in my house, there's my mom. But it doesn't feel like she's really there... I guess when you live in the shadow of the fear of being alone and abandoned, you'll never see the sky.
    perdomoc10 perdomoc10 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 19

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    Alone In a Crowd

    This is my first attempt to put my feelings down in words. I have been feeling down and unable to pick myself up lately and I have tried to figure out why. It would be foolish to self diagnose but I wonder if I might be grieving my mom passed away over 25 years ago,and I did'nt...
    jackpine jackpine 61-65, M 9 Responses Dec 15, 2007

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    deontejordan deontejordan 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    -i feel alone.- and that's okay.

    ..for a while. talking with someone laughing with someone pretending to be nice and fine 'coz people want us so. we end up alone please makes me feel safe and whisper me everything is not going to be okay but you are not the only one. 'coz i want cold truth,no more pretty lies...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have given up on relationships.

    no one knows me in my town, no one notices if I am happy or sad or sick or healthy or right or wrong. I live in total isolation other than the occasional phone call from family. other people are happy. other people chat and gossip and go out. I can't understand why. why waste...
    cycffuff cycffuff 22-25, F 7 Responses Feb 13

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    My Own Doing

    I no longer have friends.  There is one person I consider a good friend, but we have never met irl.  I'm married but that is very strained.  I don't want to get close to him again because I know he will just break my heart as usual.  I have family...
    eromreven eromreven 26-30 9 Responses Jan 22, 2009

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    He chose logic over me.

    I asked him to atleast try and make it work but he "logically" thought that it couldn't work. So what if we don't live in the same states? We could always meet. But no, he said I'll thank him later. But what about right now? He said he liked me and he didn't even give me a...
    ConfusedandTired ConfusedandTired 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Life has hardened me

    so much. So much so, that I could rarely feel anything now, other than emptiness & sadness. That feeling I couldn't replace it with anything, even as I try to be more open. Although I'm always surrounded by people, I always feel alone. It's hard enough to live in this world, let...
    Josua070 Josua070 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel so alone. I've lost all my friends

    and the gurl of my dreams. My mind is so confused. I feel like I'm trapped. I feel trapped inside my body, I don't feel free, I feel like I'm in chains, in a cage. I've been pulled from reality into this surreal world. I'm lost and confused. I feel like I have two personalities...
    AceTeen123 AceTeen123 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    I'm going to a group session tomorrow amd I

    just need someone to talk to...
    Tori559 Tori559 13-15, F 6 Responses Feb 12

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    There is something I will never understand with

    people, men in particular. When some speaks to you online about becoming friends, and for a while things are pretty nice as you two get to know each other. Then, without any warning, things go silent. You try to talk to him, be you only get an answer days later. He'll claim to...
    illamasqualover illamasqualover 18-21, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    Do You Think I Am Not Attractive Women????

    MY LIFE IS NOT BAD, BUT I FEEL SO ALONE AT TIMES. EVERYDAY I WAKE UP IN AN EMPTY HOUSE.  IT’S SILENCE CAN BE QUITE DEAFENING.  I WALK DOWN THE HALLWAY AND HEAR MY FOOTSTEPS ECHOING THROUGH  OUT THE HOUSE.  A BLEAK REMINDER OF JUST HOW ALONE AND LONELY I AM.  THERE ARE NO...
    bunga87 bunga87 26-30, F 11 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    I feel like no one cares.

    I'm always left in the background where nobody notices. I'm just a reject. I feel like no one knows I exist
    ImJustATeenageDirtbag ImJustATeenageDirtbag 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    No friends, no family,

    no boyfriend. Just no one. Moving out is always hard but I'm really sick of having no friends here. It sucks I don't get to go out a lot or do a lot of things. For how long I'm going to wait to know new ppl... Just so tired of being alone.
    lilikhaoula lilikhaoula 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 4

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    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Feel like a ghost, the Only person

    who loved me, i push her away... I know that nobody is gonna read this post... It dosent matter in a few hours i Will be fine
    Mysorrow Mysorrow 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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