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I Feel So Alone

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    I Don't Matter

    Today I realised I'm visable when someone shoved past me... But I don't matter to anyone. No-one know's I'm here unless they need something and as I've grown older I have lost my friends. I considered my personality; maybe I'm boring because I prefer reading a book than going...
    Amaya8 Amaya8 22-25, F 27 Responses Aug 11, 2010

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    I feel so god damn alone no one understands me

    I don't understand me anymore I just have different personas for different situations its like my life is just one big act. I don't know how long I can keep this up. I just feel so alone
    tazer595 tazer595 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    Feel like a ghost, the Only person

    who loved me, i push her away... I know that nobody is gonna read this post... It dosent matter in a few hours i Will be fine
    yoursorrow yoursorrow 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    People at school think I have a perfect

    life My Parents think I'm always happy But what they don't is that I just paint a smile on everyday, they don't know what I go through when their not around. they don't know how lonely I really am how much pain I went through, how much loss I suffered, I just wish that I...
    ShadowRiver ShadowRiver 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    I'm lonely. I have been

    for many years People send me away when I try to make friends. and the friends I used to have betrayed me I feel like an outcast. I feel like I have No one by my side anymore. they'll say their my friends but their not. girls laugh at me because of who I am. I am judged...
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 2

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    Shivani01 Shivani01 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    JewelsBaby JewelsBaby 16-17, F 6 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    it's nothing without you.

    .....got nothing without you.....
    styxc styxc 18-21, M Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm in a crowd but I feel alone.

    I'm friends with everyone but I feel alone. I have my own group of friends, but I feel alone. I have a family but I feel alone. For the past year, I've only had temporary happiness. The kind of happiness that you can feel this second, then gone the next. I think that's the...
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15, F Jan 16

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    I hate my life, all I do everyday is sit around

    doing nothing, waiting ever so slowly for the day when I can return back to work, at least its something I enjoy, but until then I just got to live with the fact Im lonely and depressed, my friends all left for university, the past two years at college were a complete and utter...
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 9 Responses Jan 10

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    lilikhaoula lilikhaoula 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    Alone In a Crowd

    This is my first attempt to put my feelings down in words. I have been feeling down and unable to pick myself up lately and I have tried to figure out why. It would be foolish to self diagnose but I wonder if I might be grieving my mom passed away over 25 years ago,and I did'nt...
    jackpine jackpine 61-65, M 9 Responses Dec 15, 2007

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    All my friends are dating

    and starting to spend less time with me and starting to ignore me. Everyday I feel more alone and left out I text my friends they read it and don't reply. I call they don't pick up I feel like I'm just that friend there stuck with and don't want to talk to anymore
    Powersj Powersj 18-21, M Jan 2

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    if any of you ever feel alone any of you can

    talk to me if you ever feel alone remember people thay feel alone look down to the ground ...but if you lift your head no matter where you are you will se people standing there just for you even if you dont know them .....so gimme a shout
    marcell1379 marcell1379 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I feel so alone in the world.

    I do everything I possibly can for my family. Some of then show appreciation but then some of them just go and hurt me even though I've done things for them they could never repay for. I don't care about repay. I love my family and wished they treated me the way I treat them. I...
    dpoole1998 dpoole1998 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    When all my friends have bestfriends whos going

    to be mine.. Not alone just feeling lonely
    Takeme2Nirvana Takeme2Nirvana 16-17, F Dec 29, 2014

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    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    I just need someone to talk to.

    I need to tell them how my day was and how I'm still in love with my teacher, but no one cares.
    hope2594 hope2594 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    I feel so alone even

    though I'm not. I've been crying for no reason. I don't know what to be happy about anymore
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 17, 2014

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    Have you just even felt like you were

    so alone..Even in the most crowded place.. you could cry and nobody would notice..?
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 8, 2014

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    Anyone want to be my internet friend?

    Anyone who can support me with my weightloss and I'll support, too. :)
    xskinnydreamsx xskinnydreamsx 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    I also feel alone..I battle insecurity everyday.

    I don't want this to come off as a sob story or a pity party, but I truly feel ugly and unwanted. I am not socially awkward at all, and can have great interactions with those around me. However, when it comes to girls it's almost as if my "physical features" prevent me from...
    cparfait cparfait 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    I am socially awkward.

    :'( and I hate it when people treat me differently. Maybe its all in my head. I still wonder how the few friends I have do it. How they are able to socialize freely and make new friends in a short period of time. I just wish it was easier. :'(
    Vincetheloner Vincetheloner 18-21, M 5 Responses Jan 2

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    I haven't had a friend in over 5 years

    that wasn't online. And I've only ever had a girlfriend online. I feel really alone. I'm really introverted, so I don't entirely mind. Recently I've been thinking a lot about relationships though. I want to be in a real loving relationship with someone. I miss the feeling of...
    aFuzzyBlouw aFuzzyBlouw 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    I feel like nobody could understand me.

    Even I don't understand me. My problems effect my relationships, my friendships and my family, I just push them all away. It's easier that way, I can't disappoint them any more.
    natnats95 natnats95 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    Death seems bliss at times.

    I feel jealous of the dead at points. No torturing no judging or criticism just bliss. Maybe I should just end it.
    xSenor xSenor 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    My Own Doing

    I no longer have friends.  There is one person I consider a good friend, but we have never met irl.  I'm married but that is very strained.  I don't want to get close to him again because I know he will just break my heart as usual.  I have family...
    eromreven eromreven 26-30 9 Responses Jan 22, 2009

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    I wonder how long it takes.

    .. Before Im just a memory.. I wonder how long it takes... Before I disappear.. I wonder how long it takes... Before I no longer feel alone... Or is it too late?
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Now you're gone... I've never felt

    so alone here... :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    No friends, no family,

    no boyfriend. Just no one. Moving out is always hard but I'm really sick of having no friends here. It sucks I don't get to go out a lot or do a lot of things. For how long I'm going to wait to know new ppl... Just so tired of being alone.
    lilikhaoula lilikhaoula 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 4

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    I feel like no one cares.

    I'm always left in the background where nobody notices. I'm just a reject. I feel like no one knows I exist
    ImJustATeenageDirtbag ImJustATeenageDirtbag 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    Do You Think I Am Not Attractive Women????

    MY LIFE IS NOT BAD, BUT I FEEL SO ALONE AT TIMES. EVERYDAY I WAKE UP IN AN EMPTY HOUSE.  IT’S SILENCE CAN BE QUITE DEAFENING.  I WALK DOWN THE HALLWAY AND HEAR MY FOOTSTEPS ECHOING THROUGH  OUT THE HOUSE.  A BLEAK REMINDER OF JUST HOW ALONE AND LONELY I AM.  THERE ARE NO...
    bunga87 bunga87 26-30, F 11 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    Never thought this would happen.

    Have you ever stood in a room full of people and left like you were a ghost? My life-every freaking day I've been losing my closest friend to another 'friend' who practically hates me, doesn't listen to me or acts like she doesn't hear me. So ill say what I said again and she...
    shadowgem shadowgem 13-15, F 5 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    so throughout the day,

    i've been feeling really depressed. . lol i think i may be starting my period but idk bc i usually dont get this sad when im on my period. i tried talking to my friends about it, but i feel like they dont care, so im venting on here. i just feel really alone right now. ive spent...
    12love34 12love34 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2014

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    I haven't met anyone

    and I feel like ill never have friends
    misunderstoodgirl1994 misunderstoodgirl1994 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 1, 2014

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    I feel I'm always alone.

    Anyone else feel like that too?
    josh1331 josh1331 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 9

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    How can someone date a person that's getting

    abused.. Do they feel bad for them..? You can't see someone get abused and love them.. Their abused, depressed and broken..
    beccaboobear326 beccaboobear326 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    Anybody's here to talk ;) I am at home

    and its too cold out there
    mohammdomoush mohammdomoush 18-21, M Jan 8

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    I feel so alone even

    when he holds me. Even when he hugs me and whispers that he loves me. I feel so completely alone.
    MagicEyes95 MagicEyes95 22-25, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I feel like nobody in my family wants me in

    their lives, i feel like im making everything worse , im alone , im always alone . i dont want to be like that , it sucks and its what im dealing with everyday, nobody likes to be alone </3
    Hopeisinme Hopeisinme 18-21, F 11 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    I Guess Im Alone

    I guess im alone is the best word i could think of for how im feeling. Ever since i was a kid ive felt it, i had to deal with being raped by a family friend on my own i didn't want to tell my parents cause i didn't want to make a fuss. I didn't really have friends seeming as i...
    Averagekid Averagekid 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    Protonyx Protonyx 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    This last week i have felt weird

    because every day i feel my friends are fading away, its like a depressed week, First i just stressed out because of what am i going to do with my life, second i used to go to parties but now my friends don't include me in there and just feel excluded i still hang out in school...
    Felipecantu99 Felipecantu99 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    im alone in this world.

    Everyone hates me , i just wanna die and end my pain
    summersusie summersusie 13-15, F 7 Responses Nov 28, 2014

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    To me, it always seems like the feeling of

    being alone always creeps up so slow on me. I'll go a while feeling as if i am okay, and that maybe everything is finally going good. Then it's like all of a sudden, things just come crashing down and I'm all alone. Everything feels like its moving on without me, like I am...
    AfraidOfMyOwnMind AfraidOfMyOwnMind 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Blackest Abyss

    I sit alone in this dark abyss that I once called life. It once was a beautiful painting but now only the ripped canvas remains. I remember having hopes and dreams but day by day they have faded to darkness. I tried so hard to be what they want and lost myself along the way...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 12 Responses Mar 10, 2011

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    So, I decided to talk to my stepmother about

    the stuff that's been going on in my life. I don't know why I thought this was a good idea, like she said, I've now put her in a terrible position as well. Of course she freaked out on me, and after a few minutes of silence and a dead stare she started shouting at me. When she...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    Ever feel like the one person you WANT to talk

    to, doesn't want to talk to you? Ever feel like that person is slowly becoming more and more distant? Ever sit there and realize that you feel abandoned? ****, it really hurts... I want to die.. I'm losing everything and everyone.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Sometimes i wanna kill myself.

    I was cutting my wrist and smoking. Nobody listen me.
    FormenosEda FormenosEda 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    In July of 2014 I moved to Georgia from San

    Diego California. In San Diego I also battled depression issues but at least I was surrounded by my Aunts, Uncles, Grandparents,cousins, my father, and my sister who were all there for me and made my life easier because I could talk to them and they would not pass judgement. I...
    Randumbdude Randumbdude 13-15 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Tonight I do feel very alone.

    It makes me feel like I want to just cry. I'm not the crying type. Idk how to deal with this. It makes me feel like I'm caged up or cornered. I feel like I want tojust run. I want to fight back! I cant handle this. The one person who can help with it is never around. I'm going...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 9 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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