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I Feel So Alone

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    Distance Even In Closeness

    I have always got along well with whatever group of people i was surrounded by.  My family consists of alot of people whom like to keep to them selves.  I have felt distant to everyone my whole life even when in relationships.  I am married and the feeling remains the same...
    BgDmbOx BgDmbOx 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 13, 2011

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    09sjonesd 09sjonesd 16-17, M Jul 13

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    i feel like am lonely,

    i have no one to talk to most my family hate me, i have no friends and i'm so alone with my thoughts
    catsrule5678 catsrule5678 16-17, F Jul 1

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    I used to be happy, don't get me wrong.

    I used to love laughing, and smiled a hundred times a day. I used to surround myself with good happy people. Now, It's not the same I'm not happy, I cry most of the time. I hardly laugh, it just feels fake. I isolate myself and shut all of them out, because what's the point? I...
    ThatGurlDailyy ThatGurlDailyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    down time…I can’t handle it.

    I am anxious, frustrated, sad. Alone.I can’t take it.I am seeking, needing, wanting. Alone.I can’t understand it.I am sweet, soft, patient. Alone.I can’t believe it.I am pleasant, sexy, erotic. Alone.I hate down time.I hate being left to my own devices.I hate not being in...
    january71 january71 46-50, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2013

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    It was one year on Monday

    since we buried my Granny. Most would have had a hard enough time with just that, but my Granny raised me for the first almost 4 years of my life. It was only when my egg donor became pregnant with my little sister that I was made to leave my Granny and Pappy's house and return...
    Momma1985 Momma1985 26-30, F Jun 26

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    Jealousy? Envy?

    Jealousy. Envy. You can give this feeling many names, but i could never feel this way. The right word would be 'hurt' because i could feel the pain right there in my heart. A physical pain. Too painful to ignore. It knocked the breadth out of me for a while. I would feel...
    sweetsour sweetsour 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2011

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    Sometimes that hateful part of my brain takes

    hold and I start digging into self hating mode
    Azazel1987 Azazel1987 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 18

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    Hey, I'm Breanna and I'm 17 years old.

    Today is my first day on this website :) so I guess I'll talk explain stuff about me. I'm asexual. I'm agnostic (please don't shove your religion at me). I love horror movies, reading, and being artistic. I have a boyfriend so please don't throw yourself at me.
    BreeLeighh BreeLeighh 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    No One Cares About Me

    Hey. My name's Jennifer and I'm 18. I had a really close  friend,  but we had a serious argument and we're no longer friends anymore. I realised that he was only using me, and didn't really cared about me. He was the only friend I had. Now I have no friends and I feel...
    darkazuria darkazuria 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 18, 2010

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    A lot has kind of been going on lately

    and it has made me realize that I don't have no one to trust or talk to
    lovendc lovendc 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    I Guess Im Alone

    I guess im alone is the best word i could think of for how im feeling. Ever since i was a kid ive felt it, i had to deal with being raped by a family friend on my own i didn't want to tell my parents cause i didn't want to make a fuss. I didn't really have friends seeming as i...
    Averagekid Averagekid 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    So alone in my family Me n my brother M we

    don't talk a lot he wouldn't even look at me or he won't even say hey n if I say hey he ignores me Me n my other brother O he says he is here for me but he won't do anything for me He hates one of our sisters n one of our brothers My sisters I don't talk to them a lot or...
    Hiddenamoungus Hiddenamoungus 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    so throughout the day,

    i've been feeling really depressed and just sad. i ate like half of our nutella jar. lol i think i may be starting my period but idk bc i usually dont get this sad when im on my period. i tried talking to my friends about it, but i feel like they dont care, so im venting on here...
    12love34 12love34 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I just want to have a reason to go home

    after work, knowing that someone is waiting for me.
    Goliath2014 Goliath2014 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 4

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    Okay so I am a 15 year old guy

    and I guess you could say I'm not the most attractive person, I'm little overweight which I'm working on, anyways I have never really loved anyone for real in a romantic way I've had a girl friend and we kissed and said I love you but it wasn't true love. I am constantly...
    JustAnotherTeenWhoNeedsHelp JustAnotherTeenWhoNeedsHelp 13-15, M 2 Responses Jun 14

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    I feel like I'm losing everyone.

    Everyone leaves, and I push he very few people that want to stay away myself. I don't want to do that, but I don't know how to stop it. And I don't know how to stop people from leaving and I really can't quite take this. It feels like more and more holes are being punched into...
    sproetje sproetje 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I Don't Matter

    Today I realised I'm visable when someone shoved past me... But I don't matter to anyone. No-one know's I'm here unless they need something and as I've grown older I have lost my friends. I considered my personality; maybe I'm boring because I prefer reading a book than going...
    Amaya8 Amaya8 22-25, F 27 Responses Aug 11, 2010

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    Why can't people say Hi to me

    and then we can strike a conversation from there.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses a week ago

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    Even when I have a person to talk to,

    I don't REALLY feel like I have someone to talk to. I don't feel like a person is the greatest person to communicate with if both that person and I can't be COMPLETELY open with each other. I want someone I can go to at all times to talk to whenever I'm feeling lonely or...
    EnigmaticBeing EnigmaticBeing 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I feel like who ever did care at one stage

    don't care anymore, I love them all but feel like I get none in return. Even with my boyfriend who has alway been there, I feel like he'd rather be getting drunk with his friends than reply to a text from me, I've been clean of cutting for 11months but I feel so down that I...
    labyrinthandinfinity labyrinthandinfinity 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I feel so alone. I guess I should be going

    through a lot, as I'm a teenager, but these trials keep piling up and they're becoming a huge, huge burden. I am trying to be happy and I'm also trying to be there for my friends, but it's hard when I feel like I'm crumbling to pieces. Although I have my friends and family to...
    catchingfeelings catchingfeelings 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Feeling Alone

    It seems lik no matter what i do or say sometimes ppl just dnt understand me which casuses me to be tha person left out of things. I feel lik no one in the world could really relate to me and know how i feel or care about me. I dnt hav anyone i can realli just sit down an talk to...
    staytrue123 staytrue123 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 19, 2010

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    I'm single, and he hasn't messaged me

    since last night. He wants me back, and I want him back. What the actual ****.
    stillYDGN stillYDGN 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I have virtually no friends

    or family and no support. My children don't have any friend or family events to attend-ever. It's like no one cares.....
    beautifullybrown88 beautifullybrown88 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    I Just don't know what to do anymore

    and I find myself always thinkin what is the point? I'm not happy at home but don't know what else to do besides work work work and save up. Its not happening soon enough. Doesn't help when my family always turns to me to help out cus they're all in debt too and are idiots when...
    HollyBu HollyBu 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 13

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    Sigh. I have peoples.

    Y am I alone then? I'm secretive. So I. Am. Alone.
    InnocentBoy13 InnocentBoy13 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 13

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    Why?? I love my family

    and I have aswome friends why do I feel like this....
    smilelover smilelover 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    Why? Why is that I'm

    such a loner? I would love to make friends and make someone smile. I haven't seen a smile in a long time...I am alone. I've got no best friends and I can't understand myself.
    AngelZane224 AngelZane224 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    This one time .. I shrank down to real skinny

    person from being messed up from this guy. I did not realize it I was freaking vamped and he had black eyes they turn literally black as if the pupils just dialate like at will! He is a demon or I should say in reality there is a dark sexually twisted entity inside his vamp body...
    ntgudenuf4chat1 ntgudenuf4chat1 36-40, F Jul 8

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    Don'T Hold It In!

    I just downloaded this free iphone app called 'Whisper' and you basically anonymously tell secrets and it's great for those things you can't tell anyone but need to get out kbye
    brittmeetworld brittmeetworld 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    lilikhaoula lilikhaoula 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 30

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    As I get texts and messages of friends asking

    me to be a godfather and being invited to weddings. I sit here and I feel like I'm lost I'm still at the same place I was years ago, same person, single, no kids, an okay job. Sometimes I do feel like I'm lost in life and I can't find my way around. I feel I've been walking in...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M Jun 16

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    Blackest Abyss

    I sit alone in this dark abyss that I once called life. It once was a beautiful painting but now only the ripped canvas remains. I remember having hopes and dreams but day by day they have faded to darkness. I tried so hard to be what they want and lost myself along the way...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 12 Responses Mar 10, 2011

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    Alone In a Crowd

    This is my first attempt to put my feelings down in words. I have been feeling down and unable to pick myself up lately and I have tried to figure out why. It would be foolish to self diagnose but I wonder if I might be grieving my mom passed away over 25 years ago,and I did'nt...
    jackpine jackpine 61-65, M 9 Responses Dec 15, 2007

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    Have you just even felt like you were

    so alone..Even in the most crowded place.. you could cry and nobody would notice..?
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    I haven't met anyone

    and I feel like ill never have friends
    misunderstoodgirl1994 misunderstoodgirl1994 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 1

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    Only Myself To Blame.

    Inside I'm doing things that would have me strapped to a bed and sedated.On the outside everything is fine.As long as I'm still doing everything I'm supposed to be doing. Acting like I'm fine. No one notices the turmoil inside.Am I really so good at faking happy? Or do they just...
    BeteNoire BeteNoire 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 10, 2011

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    I See All These People...

    ...and I want to help.  I do.  I read of someone feeling lost and alone and I want to instantly put myself on the back burner and help them feel better.  I think, sometimes, that it heals me to heal others.  But here's the thing.  I'm tired.  I'm...
    Anesthesia Anesthesia 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 10, 2010

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    It is so sad, that some people don't

    even try to stay when you unwillingly push them away.
    sproetje sproetje 18-21, F Jul 5

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    I'm Not Sure Anyone Wants Me Around Anymore.

    I'm not saying this like a teenager usually would. But I'm not good enough. I never am and I'm really sick of it. Its seemed that since I've been back at school, nothing I've done is good enough for anybody. This guy I was talking about, he's decided to remember he's inlove with...
    JustTiggz JustTiggz 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I've pushed everyone away over the years

    and now I struggle to reconnect with people and make new friends I feel like I'm wasting my life staring at these 4 walls with nothing to do.
    Ajnagyptian Ajnagyptian 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm 15 5,5, I have fat hairy calf muscles

    which is weird because my upper body is really skinny, I'm really shy and scared of people, I'm really bad at talking with people, and my siblings are really attractive and really social, which makes feel really depressed, I look in the mirror and disturbed with who I am and...
    cameronMerz cameronMerz 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 20

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    My Own Doing

    I no longer have friends.  There is one person I consider a good friend, but we have never met irl.  I'm married but that is very strained.  I don't want to get close to him again because I know he will just break my heart as usual.  I have family...
    eromreven eromreven 26-30 9 Responses Jan 22, 2009

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    sitting in your room,

    crying quietly to yourself, hoping no one can hear you. wiping away the tears quickly when someone walks in and painting a fake smile on your face, but when they leave the paint washes away from the tears rolling down your face.
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    Dear Future Special Someone,

    I need you more than I ever have in my life. I miss you, and I don't even know who you are. I can't help but wonder if I've already met you, or if we've ever even spoken. I can't help but wonder if your reading this now. Sometimes I lay in bed and wonder what it'll all be like...
    LookWithinMe LookWithinMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2012

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    There's so many people on this site going

    through the same stuff as me, yet, I still haven't made any friends. I feel really left out.
    obeseoreo obeseoreo 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    hi ,im Maddie...i am a girl.

    today is my first day on here..im shy, i like to write, i play basketball and im a great listener.. some sensitive subjects i dont talk a lot about:... i do get depressed a lot, i have a terrible past that is sooo hard to forget,i struggle with anxiety, depression selfharm and...
    1stayingstrong 1stayingstrong 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I have no one to talk to.

    I feel like I get judged on everything I do. Everything I do bothers my mom. No one even bothers to ask me whats going on in my house even if they see me crying Literally they will just walk out the room and not care. Im always there for ever one and no one is here for me. Idk...
    marlenea12 marlenea12 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Its Weird, But When I Am Alone...

    Its weird, but when I am alone, i don't feel alone. When I am trying to make connections with other people I feel alone. Its like out of sight out of mind with me. If I don't know there are people immediately about me, I don't think about being alone.
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 13 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    You know when you wanna talk?

    Literally about anything. The sky, birds, the color of paint you've just painted your room.. You don't care.. You just know anything beats the thoughts you're thinking. Anything beats being alone..
    athleticnerd athleticnerd 16-17, F Jul 14

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    Do You Think I Am Not Attractive Women????

    MY LIFE IS NOT BAD, BUT I FEEL SO ALONE AT TIMES. EVERYDAY I WAKE UP IN AN EMPTY HOUSE.  IT’S SILENCE CAN BE QUITE DEAFENING.  I WALK DOWN THE HALLWAY AND HEAR MY FOOTSTEPS ECHOING THROUGH  OUT THE HOUSE.  A BLEAK REMINDER OF JUST HOW ALONE AND LONELY I AM.  THERE ARE NO...
    bunga87 bunga87 26-30, F 12 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    Why I Feel Alone

    Changed to a school where I know no one and everyone knows each other and have "history," so i'm always the odd man out. My family that I live with is always pff smewhere even when we are in the house together they still drfit as far apart from each other as possible. After a...
    ZeelX63 ZeelX63 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 18, 2011

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