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I Feel So Alone

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    I'm Not Sure Anyone Wants Me Around Anymore.

    I'm not saying this like a teenager usually would. But I'm not good enough. I never am and I'm really sick of it. Its seemed that since I've been back at school, nothing I've done is good enough for anybody. This guy I was talking about, he's decided to remember he's inlove with...
    JustTiggz JustTiggz 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 10, 2013

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    I live alone and I get

    so lonely being by myself so much
    DarlinD DarlinD 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 3

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    We hardly talk anymore much less kiss ,

    hug or have any kind of intimate contact. We are roommates in every sense of the word. She has pretty much dragged me away from my family and friends over the years, Pray that things will change but God doesn't seem to care. Just wish I had someone to talk to.
    Dustrated Dustrated 51-55, M Sep 9

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    Have you just even felt like you were

    so alone..Even in the most crowded place.. you could cry and nobody would notice..?
    KittayGoesRawrxD KittayGoesRawrxD 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 8

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    Knowing how I feel, I can't imagine how the

    people who feel more alone than I do manage to get out of bed every day.
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response Aug 6

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    It is so sad, that some people don't

    even try to stay when you unwillingly push them away.
    sproetje sproetje 18-21, F Jul 5

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    I Guess Im Alone

    I guess im alone is the best word i could think of for how im feeling. Ever since i was a kid ive felt it, i had to deal with being raped by a family friend on my own i didn't want to tell my parents cause i didn't want to make a fuss. I didn't really have friends seeming as i...
    Averagekid Averagekid 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    I feel like im losing grip.

    All of the time. People get tired of hearing it. My "moaning" and "Whining" but i dont think depression is just that at all. Its a way of life, sucking all happiness and pleasure from things you like. And im crying again. Im always alone. No matter how many people around me...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    Why can't people say Hi to me

    and then we can strike a conversation from there.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 22

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    Do You Think I Am Not Attractive Women????

    MY LIFE IS NOT BAD, BUT I FEEL SO ALONE AT TIMES. EVERYDAY I WAKE UP IN AN EMPTY HOUSE.  IT’S SILENCE CAN BE QUITE DEAFENING.  I WALK DOWN THE HALLWAY AND HEAR MY FOOTSTEPS ECHOING THROUGH  OUT THE HOUSE.  A BLEAK REMINDER OF JUST HOW ALONE AND LONELY I AM.  THERE ARE NO...
    bunga87 bunga87 26-30, F 12 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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    Only Myself To Blame.

    Inside I'm doing things that would have me strapped to a bed and sedated.On the outside everything is fine.As long as I'm still doing everything I'm supposed to be doing. Acting like I'm fine. No one notices the turmoil inside.Am I really so good at faking happy? Or do they just...
    BeteNoire BeteNoire 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 10, 2011

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    so throughout the day,

    i've been feeling really depressed and just sad. i ate like half of our nutella jar. lol i think i may be starting my period but idk bc i usually dont get this sad when im on my period. i tried talking to my friends about it, but i feel like they dont care, so im venting on here...
    12love34 12love34 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    I know my struggle isn't really an incredible

    one, but at the moment I need to be with myself and not rely on the petty approval or disapproval of others. Avoiding issues does NOT make them go away but sometimes it gives one peace of mind.
    saturnsdaughter saturnsdaughter 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I feel so alone even

    though I'm not. I've been crying for no reason. I don't know what to be happy about anymore
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    None of my friends are into the same stuff

    as me, I like going outside and riding my bike or going on trails, I like being in nature, I like eating healthy and none of them are into that. They'd all rather just sit at home and text or hang out with their boyfriends. I want to travel, to go on a roadtrip and see places...
    graveyardghosty graveyardghosty 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 8

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    I Had a massive fight with

    who I thought was my best friend and now she's not talking to me and she's turning all our other friends against me even though they were all my friends first.. I don't think I can face school tomorrow , I just want to stay in bed all day. Not like anyone would care that I wasn...
    flanbot flanbot 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    doudounne61 doudounne61 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 15

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    I Don't Matter

    Today I realised I'm visable when someone shoved past me... But I don't matter to anyone. No-one know's I'm here unless they need something and as I've grown older I have lost my friends. I considered my personality; maybe I'm boring because I prefer reading a book than going...
    Amaya8 Amaya8 22-25, F 27 Responses Aug 11, 2010

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    So I'm at this dinner party with my cousins

    and my ex is here as well. I feel so completely alone today like I don't belong here. I'm about to break down crying but I'm trying not to let anyone know how I'm feeling. My cousin knows my ex I think she's revelling in the fact that I'm about to break down and I feel she's...
    VasilisaDra VasilisaDra 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    Blackest Abyss

    I sit alone in this dark abyss that I once called life. It once was a beautiful painting but now only the ripped canvas remains. I remember having hopes and dreams but day by day they have faded to darkness. I tried so hard to be what they want and lost myself along the way...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 12 Responses Mar 10, 2011

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    I just want someone to talk to.

    I've been away in the army for over 9 months now, and I'm growing more sad and depressed daily. :(
    Arcentine Arcentine 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 8

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    lilikhaoula lilikhaoula 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 30

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    Feeling Alone

    It seems lik no matter what i do or say sometimes ppl just dnt understand me which casuses me to be tha person left out of things. I feel lik no one in the world could really relate to me and know how i feel or care about me. I dnt hav anyone i can realli just sit down an talk to...
    staytrue123 staytrue123 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 19, 2010

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    So heresy story I live with my grandparents my

    mother didn't want me my dad doesn't know me and today I spent the last 5 hours in bed looking at the roof thinking to my self if anything happens to my grandparents I'm going to be alone and this truly scares me iv got no close family and I just can't seem to stop thinking if...
    goldenWish goldenWish 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Now feel so alone..really alone.

    Everybody celebrate the celebration of flowers. Our local festival. My family, friends, relatives, near and dears..everyone. Even in my home town or aboard, that not effected to their celebrations light up. But me..nobody with me. Really feel so bad and so alone.
    tanoos tanoos 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    My Own Doing

    I no longer have friends.  There is one person I consider a good friend, but we have never met irl.  I'm married but that is very strained.  I don't want to get close to him again because I know he will just break my heart as usual.  I have family...
    eromreven eromreven 26-30 9 Responses Jan 22, 2009

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    At first this was fun,

    posting about my sexual fantasies of wanting to hurt people, but with so many responses I am starting to feel like a toy. It's the middle of the night and people are messaging me. I never get left alone anymore.
    Alexiagatlin17 Alexiagatlin17 18-21, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Dear Future Special Someone,

    I need you more than I ever have in my life. I miss you, and I don't even know who you are. I can't help but wonder if I've already met you, or if we've ever even spoken. I can't help but wonder if your reading this now. Sometimes I lay in bed and wonder what it'll all be like...
    LookWithinMe LookWithinMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2012

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    It maybe I spend much time on studying

    and friend. I almost forgot nowadays I am a lonely person.
    Piyawan Piyawan 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    down time…I can’t handle it.

    I am anxious, frustrated, sad. Alone.I can’t take it.I am seeking, needing, wanting. Alone.I can’t understand it.I am sweet, soft, patient. Alone.I can’t believe it.I am pleasant, sexy, erotic. Alone.I hate down time.I hate being left to my own devices.I hate not being in...
    january71 january71 46-50, F 3 Responses Dec 5, 2013

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    Everywhere I go I end up alone.

    Things work, seem OK, I meet friends as they travel then eventually it's back to nothing. Nowhere to go next, I've tried everything. Even once I found the job I'm passionate about I don't know how to get it going. All out of ideas and energy. Just done. Almost seems like this is...
    zingerama zingerama 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 15

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    Anyone near quebec city on here

    that would like to chat ?
    doudounne61 doudounne61 18-21, M Sep 23

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    Why do I always fall

    for the wrong people .. I think I just meant to be alone
    flanbot flanbot 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    Why? Why is that I'm

    such a loner? I would love to make friends and make someone smile. I haven't seen a smile in a long time...I am alone. I've got no best friends and I can't understand myself.
    AngelZane224 AngelZane224 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I used to be happy, don't get me wrong.

    I used to love laughing, and smiled a hundred times a day. I used to surround myself with good happy people. Now, It's not the same I'm not happy, I cry most of the time. I hardly laugh, it just feels fake. I isolate myself and shut all of them out, because what's the point? I...
    ThatGurlDailyy ThatGurlDailyy 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    i moved about 2 months ago,

    i still live at home because i don't have a job, even though i'm trying to get one, and couldn't afford my own place yet. we moved from wigan, near manchester to scotland. and i just feel so alone. i don't know anyone here so i don't have any friends, i've not heard from my...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8

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    I've pushed everyone away over the years

    and now I struggle to reconnect with people and make new friends I feel like I'm wasting my life staring at these 4 walls with nothing to do.
    Ajnagyptian Ajnagyptian 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I feel alone . I used to talk to a person all

    the time but that person doesn't want to talk anymore I guess. Only If I message first. But only talks for like 1minute and no more. Or tht person says tht their to busy . But when I go on my fb to talk to my friends. Tht person is on. Guess we shouldn't be friends anymore...
    PedroNune PedroNune 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    PJB67 PJB67 46-50 1 Response Aug 4

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    No One Cares About Me

    Hey. My name's Jennifer and I'm 18. I had a really close  friend,  but we had a serious argument and we're no longer friends anymore. I realised that he was only using me, and didn't really cared about me. He was the only friend I had. Now I have no friends and I feel...
    darkazuria darkazuria 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 18, 2010

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    Ever since having my son 2 years ago,

    I've never felt so alone, I realised that I don't have any true friends and my best friend went to live in America , I had to give up my job as my son's farther left me, every day seems the same I'm stuck I have no 1 to sit for my son so I can have a social life and at the same...
    kmw123 kmw123 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    sitting in your room,

    crying quietly to yourself, hoping no one can hear you. wiping away the tears quickly when someone walks in and painting a fake smile on your face, but when they leave the paint washes away from the tears rolling down your face.
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I feel so alone. I guess I should be going

    through a lot, as I'm a teenager, but these trials keep piling up and they're becoming a huge, huge burden. I am trying to be happy and I'm also trying to be there for my friends, but it's hard when I feel like I'm crumbling to pieces. Although I have my friends and family to...
    catchingfeelings catchingfeelings 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    Amidst the tears of everyday,

    I lose my hope, that simplicity that caused my excitement during the late nights. And now I'm alone. The extra terrestrial being that filled the void in my sick, crumbling mind is gone and now there's nothing to hold up what's left to keep me from falling..farewell misfit even...
    kittenasylum kittenasylum 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    I See All These People...

    ...and I want to help.  I do.  I read of someone feeling lost and alone and I want to instantly put myself on the back burner and help them feel better.  I think, sometimes, that it heals me to heal others.  But here's the thing.  I'm tired.  I'm...
    Anesthesia Anesthesia 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 10, 2010

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    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    I'm in a great relationship,

    but I feel like sometimes it's never going to be enough for me to be truly happy.
    ColorTheSkies ColorTheSkies 16-17, F Jul 31

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    I haven't met anyone

    and I feel like ill never have friends
    misunderstoodgirl1994 misunderstoodgirl1994 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 1

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    Its Weird, But When I Am Alone...

    Its weird, but when I am alone, i don't feel alone. When I am trying to make connections with other people I feel alone. Its like out of sight out of mind with me. If I don't know there are people immediately about me, I don't think about being alone.
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 13 Responses Nov 30, 2007

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    Alone In a Crowd

    This is my first attempt to put my feelings down in words. I have been feeling down and unable to pick myself up lately and I have tried to figure out why. It would be foolish to self diagnose but I wonder if I might be grieving my mom passed away over 25 years ago,and I did'nt...
    jackpine jackpine 61-65, M 9 Responses Dec 15, 2007

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    I've been feeling so alone lately

    for a week now I'm like battling depression of not being good enough. I went through something like this last winter n now it's back . I just started high school n this is supposed to be the bestest time ever but it doesn't feel like it. I always feel like I'm not good enough...
    youngadult14 youngadult14 13-15, F Sep 6

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    I feel like no one cares.

    I'm always left in the background where nobody notices. I'm just a reject. I feel like no one knows I exist
    ImJustATeenageDirtbag ImJustATeenageDirtbag 13-15, F 7 Responses Aug 14

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    I am surrounded by people everyday

    but i always feel so alone . I laugh , smile and make jokes when in reality i want to yell and cry. Im so mad at myself .
    ohmydarling1 ohmydarling1 16-17, F Aug 2

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    Jealousy? Envy?

    Jealousy. Envy. You can give this feeling many names, but i could never feel this way. The right word would be 'hurt' because i could feel the pain right there in my heart. A physical pain. Too painful to ignore. It knocked the breadth out of me for a while. I would feel...