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I Feel So Disconnected From Everyone And Everything Some Days

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    Somedays ill just wake up

    and have a couple things go wrong and instantly know itll be a bad day. sometimes i just walk around school like a lost confused soul looking for closure.
    Jenna1214 Jenna1214 13-15, F 1 Response May 28

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    Love Is Like Candy

    Exhausted Spent Worn Weary Love is like candy Great high Hard crash I crave the taste I want the feel But knowing what it will do to me No thank you I'll pass...
    lisa36 lisa36 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    Disconnected

    Disconnected,That's how I feel,When it comes to life,It's disconnected me.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 14, 2011

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    Like Today

    Literally, right now, I am sitting here at my computer, writing stories for EP when I wish I was out somewhere enjoying my life with people I love. My girlfriend is asleep, my mother is here and she's asleep as well, and I have no friends except music. I don't really even feel...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 7, 2010

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    Somedays

    I wake up most days and i feel so disconnected from everyone and everything some days i don't feel human i feel like an alien incapable of feeling anything but numb and depressed i wake with tears in my eyes sometimes i just wish everyone would leave me alone with my thoughts...
    Cetana Cetana 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2011

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    Deliberate Disconnections

    I've gone my whole life never becoming completely connected to any one thing, I've never learned how to do one thing completely, or given myself to one person entirely. I'm not sure if this is a defense mechanism that allows me to stay safe from harm or from feeling stupid. It...
    theunexaminedlife theunexaminedlife 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2011

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    What I Wish I Had Said In A Song....

    Come on baby, let's get out of this town I got a full tank of gas With the top rolled down There's a chill in my bones I don't want to be left alone So baby you can sleep while I drive I'll pack my bag and load up my guitar In my pocket I'll carry my harp I got some...
    Aw8ingf8 Aw8ingf8 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 24, 2010

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    My Own Little World.

    i battle with a mental illness and pushing people away is what i do best i battle with bipolar disorder and because of that i trust no one around me and it makes me so sad, i push people away cause im scared if i let them close they will do everything in there power to hurt me...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed 18-21, F 3 Responses May 2, 2011

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    Fish Bowl

    I feel like I'm in my own little ******* fishbowl, while everyone else is out swimming in the big wide ocean. I get stuck with this. Reinforced glass. Little stone castle and some plastic seaweed. You might read some of my stories and think you can 'relate' to me, but if you...
    newmurderer newmurderer 70+ 3 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    Every Now And Then

    Every now and then I have days where I feel so hopeless and down on my future. It doesn't make sense because other days I feel like I can conquer the world. I guess I'm just feeling sad because I'm finally distancing myself from my exbf. I thought I wanted to still be friends but...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F Nov 23, 2012

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    It's Really Pathetic

    I noticed it sometime after the abuse ended. I thought that now that it was over I would be happy. But then I realized how other parts of my life felt distant. I suppose as a defense mechanism during the abuse, I created another world made of novels, video games; it was really...
    ForestTea ForestTea 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2012

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    Its My Own Emotions That Do This

    My own bitterness and anger keep me in my own little corner. My disconnected seems to hide hehind my fake little smile. Because if I'm not smiling they will know and that is not good. If I appear the way I feel then I will be criticize by my mother, my friends, my employer...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 18, 2011

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    The Dance Of Disconnection..

    At a very young age I discovered something about myself that wasn't quite like the other children in my presence. My self~awareness was fully developed by the age of 5 and I was adultified on the regular. I had no one to protect me or guide me through life rather cast their...
    whosgonnasavemysoulnow whosgonnasavemysoulnow 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 19, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I deeply feel disconnected.. I'm building walls to keep people out, to see who's cares enough to break into them. As the clock ticks, I'm drawn more into myself.. I feel like I...
    ShallowPink ShallowPink 18-21, F Jul 9

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    Sorry. It's my fault. It seems like whether it's in person,txting, social apps, etc. Everybody feels like I'm trying to ignore them. I'm not. I'm sorry. Things are just weird now...
    Naty14 Naty14 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I never knew how to explain it. In fact, I never think I'll ever be able to fully express it. It's just that I feel like I'm completely on my own. Don't get me wrong; it's not as...
    DayFawn DayFawn 16-17, F 2 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    All my life things have been weird for me. I've always been in-tuned with the paranormal world; e.i., I have had bizarre dreams, I seen shadow people, I have been touched by things...
    Celticrose1991 Celticrose1991 22-25 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Its bottomless pit, don't know what to do. Today I had really scary epiphany of my future, I was alone somewhere I had literally nothing and no one. I had no money. Wish this doesn...
    rockfordseagull rockfordseagull 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have always felt different, but I have moved from being different from " the rest", to being different from you, and you, and you, who are different too.
    gio36 gio36 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    I just want to know what it's like to be 100% happy. I want to not be self conscious and I want to be happy with my choices and decisions. But it's hard when all I have ever been...
    cutecrazy05 cutecrazy05 22-25 2 Responses Jul 21

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    It's easy to hide the feelings. It's the scars that are hard to hide.
    tarara0414 tarara0414 18-21, F Jul 4

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    or someone. when i'm leaving home i always had this feelng of emptiness, something's not with me that i should had, something's missing and i kept thinking what it is or is it...
    lachrymosejessa lachrymosejessa 13-15, F Jul 4

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    There are nights when I begin to think about the times when I was used. I really don't enjoy these nights at all. I cry so much. I cry alone in my room and hope that no one comes...
    Dark3yedTiger Dark3yedTiger 18-21, F Jul 10

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    Today i feel awful is like nobody is there. I feel bad about myself, i look in the mirror and i just want to brake it. I don't like me and i feel stupid about it. Nobody cares...
    havenoideaa havenoideaa 16-17, F Jul 19

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    I have always dealt with depressions. I was about 5 years old the first time and started therapy then. As I was growing up I felt the need to talk to people because I felt that...
    Wholam Wholam 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I distance myself and I don't know why. Me and my stepmom used to be real close but Me and my mom moved hours away. I only visited my dad on Christmas and summers. I don't know...
    SincerelyMYlife SincerelyMYlife 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Sometimes it feels like no one can hear what I say :/
    Someoneatschoolfoundme Someoneatschoolfoundme 16-17, F Jul 11

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    Sometimes people just says yea yea yea but i dont get feed back or advice ;-; i be feeling so ignored
    ashley486 ashley486 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Everyone is just jealous of me and my awesome life everywhere I go I get the stares of why she so happy I just smile like you wish you had this life never work a day in my life for...
    Crazybunny101 Crazybunny101 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I used to do the same thing. I used to just speak to GOD about it. It's good though if you just find someone you can tell and trust about why your depression that would be great...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Sleeping is one of my favourite things to do! An escape from reality and problems! Helps your mind and body heal!Also when there's a problem or something is bothering me I tend to...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Jul 9

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    I have good nd bad days i wanna knoe why :/
    ashley486 ashley486 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    I've been depressed for about 8-9 years and I've just kept it my secret. No one really knows, not my friends, family, I haven't even seen a doctor or anyone I just keep it to...
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 11

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    Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck Some nights, I call it a draw Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off
    swordman94 swordman94 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    A number of stressors have gradually eroded my strength over the last two years, and some will continue until late next year. Paying alimony to an ex spouse, having your credit...
    virtualangst virtualangst 51-55, M Jul 11

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    Sometimes on cheesestasic Tuesdays I eat to much cheese and my BM's get all bound up so Wednesdays are usually harder for me
    mcfartcloud mcfartcloud 31-35, M Jul 11

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    When the nightmares and memories haunt me play on my mind there's always one place to find me the quietest corner trying to hide from the bad things
    BlueLanternDodgerBlake BlueLanternDodgerBlake 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    So met this nice girl a couple of weeks ago but she has given me some red flags, so I have been trying to ease her out of my life gently, because I kind of got the impression that...
    PrincessTwisted PrincessTwisted 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I've done something bad, and now I feel awful, how do I make this guilt go away? how do I make things right?
    beewbs beewbs 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I just get so irritated at my mom for no reason... Maybe it's because I have a type of ADHD that gets me agitated easier? But I don't know because it isn't always...
    Mechawaffle Mechawaffle 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    I've always been the square peg in a round hole. All of my friends were/are into sports and proving to the world how manly they are, while I am a musician, writer, poet. I am very...
    myguitarisbusted myguitarisbusted 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I have two different lives, the one I live with my friends and family, and the one I iove on my own, all I want to do is make people happy, but by doing this day by day, it's...
    BethHawkins BethHawkins 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    And its killing me... She's causing me depression...
    ForsakenEarL ForsakenEarL 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    Nobody knows that I'm always depressed.. I smile. I laugh. But I don't mean it at all... /. it hurts...
    Escapinginsanity Escapinginsanity 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 19

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    This is gonna kill me eventually. So fed up of my mental health. Where's alcohol when I need it
    lottie1996 lottie1996 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    The music I listen to isn't really all that wordy... it's just music. (No lyrics) But if people could hear the music the same way I did, maybe people would understand me better. :T...
    dinorap1 dinorap1 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Like really, I've been channeling Ed Sheeran lately. I think he wrote his albums for me, he just doesn't know it. Awkward?
    JadedMoonbeam JadedMoonbeam 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    I've had a hard day! Yesterday was so perfect but I guess things change. I really can't understand why things aren't as perfect as the old times! 😔
    thatgirldailey thatgirldailey 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 11