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I Feel So Disconnected From Everyone And Everything Some Days

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    What I Wish I Had Said In A Song....

    Come on baby, let's get out of this town I got a full tank of gas With the top rolled down There's a chill in my bones I don't want to be left alone So baby you can sleep while I drive I'll pack my bag and load up my guitar In my pocket I'll carry my harp I got some...
    Aw8ingf8 Aw8ingf8 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 24, 2010

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    Somedays

    I wake up most days and i feel so disconnected from everyone and everything some days i don't feel human i feel like an alien incapable of feeling anything but numb and depressed i wake with tears in my eyes sometimes i just wish everyone would leave me alone with my thoughts...
    Cetana Cetana 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 13, 2011

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    Love Is Like Candy

    Exhausted Spent Worn Weary Love is like candy Great high Hard crash I crave the taste I want the feel But knowing what it will do to me No thank you I'll pass...
    lisa36 lisa36 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    Fish Bowl

    I feel like I'm in my own little ******* fishbowl, while everyone else is out swimming in the big wide ocean. I get stuck with this. Reinforced glass. Little stone castle and some plastic seaweed. You might read some of my stories and think you can 'relate' to me, but if you...
    newmurderer newmurderer 70+ 3 Responses Apr 19, 2010

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    It's Really Pathetic

    I noticed it sometime after the abuse ended. I thought that now that it was over I would be happy. But then I realized how other parts of my life felt distant. I suppose as a defense mechanism during the abuse, I created another world made of novels, video games; it was really...
    ForestTea ForestTea 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11, 2012

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    The Dance Of Disconnection..

    At a very young age I discovered something about myself that wasn't quite like the other children in my presence. My self~awareness was fully developed by the age of 5 and I was adultified on the regular. I had no one to protect me or guide me through life rather cast their...
    whosgonnasavemysoulnow whosgonnasavemysoulnow 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 19, 2011

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    Deliberate Disconnections

    I've gone my whole life never becoming completely connected to any one thing, I've never learned how to do one thing completely, or given myself to one person entirely. I'm not sure if this is a defense mechanism that allows me to stay safe from harm or from feeling stupid. It...
    theunexaminedlife theunexaminedlife 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2011

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    Somedays ill just wake up

    and have a couple things go wrong and instantly know itll be a bad day. sometimes i just walk around school like a lost confused soul looking for closure.
    Jenna1214 Jenna1214 13-15, F 1 Response May 28

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    Its My Own Emotions That Do This

    My own bitterness and anger keep me in my own little corner. My disconnected seems to hide hehind my fake little smile. Because if I'm not smiling they will know and that is not good. If I appear the way I feel then I will be criticize by my mother, my friends, my employer...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 18, 2011

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    Like Today

    Literally, right now, I am sitting here at my computer, writing stories for EP when I wish I was out somewhere enjoying my life with people I love. My girlfriend is asleep, my mother is here and she's asleep as well, and I have no friends except music. I don't really even feel...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 7, 2010

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    My Own Little World.

    i battle with a mental illness and pushing people away is what i do best i battle with bipolar disorder and because of that i trust no one around me and it makes me so sad, i push people away cause im scared if i let them close they will do everything in there power to hurt me...
    HurtnUsed HurtnUsed 18-21, F 3 Responses May 2, 2011

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    Disconnected

    Disconnected,That's how I feel,When it comes to life,It's disconnected me.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 14, 2011

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    Every Now And Then

    Every now and then I have days where I feel so hopeless and down on my future. It doesn't make sense because other days I feel like I can conquer the world. I guess I'm just feeling sad because I'm finally distancing myself from my exbf. I thought I wanted to still be friends but...
    Owleeeeease7 Owleeeeease7 36-40, F Nov 23, 2012

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    I feel like a right outsider of reality really left out!I feel like I shouldn't be here and I'm completely different to the crowd! I'm so independent and alone in reality... I look...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F Sep 8

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    I don't even feel human anymore, the normal feelings of togetherness safety security it no longer exists. Everywhere I go I feel someone's laughing at me and or dislike my company...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    Why are people so horrible ... Inconsiderate kunts !!!
    stuwey89 stuwey89 22-25, M Aug 21

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    Ok......this is my life!! I grew up in a family where my father mentally abused my sister and I. My mother physically abused me & at the age of 8 not only did I have to watch my...
    lemolemo lemolemo 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 6

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    I have no one I can talk to. I think I've had depression since I was a child. Its become worse as I've got older and I'm don't know what to do anymore. I've hid it from everyone...
    M3JustM3 M3JustM3 18-21, F Aug 24

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    I just rather be alone and away from everyone, I'm just that type of person.
    vadorantiwolf vadorantiwolf 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Isolating myself from everyone by escaping into my writing world.
    BreathlessSoul BreathlessSoul 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Ok I know I wrote I was going to bed... But I gotta get this out first so I can go to sleep. It's like word vomit. It's nasty, it's uncomfortable, but once it's out, you feel a lot...
    LittleGirlCrissy LittleGirlCrissy 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I didn't think it was possible to miss human connection. To miss being able to call someone yours. I've reached my limit , I got so used to being alone that now being alone hurts...
    Kaydash Kaydash 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    I really need someone to tell me once, just once how to go about everything, to show me the direction, to just tell me what the answer to this madness is. I feel so lost, so...
    SecretsOut14 SecretsOut14 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    There have been a few occasions when I have had my shirt off and a car load of girls would make a comment to me. I like to have my shirt off on warm sunny days. Usually I limit...
    2tfx 2tfx 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    There are a couple of reasons. Mainly, a show of emotions is a weakness, and a sign of weakness. That's not necessarily a bad thing – the best way to engender trust is, after...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I think if you asked anyone who knows me, none of them would be able to tell you that I'm depressed. I tend to hide it rather well and am generally a quiet/shy/aloof/introverted...
    LockedDarius LockedDarius 26-30, M Aug 19

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    it is that transgendered differentness as there are so few of us, allthough I have straight allies, you so very often feel all alone
    christinemelody christinemelody 56-60, T 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I'm so flaky and lazy. I disappoint other people enough that they expect it from me. I always beat myself up about it. Forgetting an appointment can send me into a downward spiral...
    teawithharry teawithharry 18-21, T Aug 21

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    If I die it won't feel this way anymore I will feel better it will take all my pain away I won't be a burden anymore
    nadirah96 nadirah96 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    I feel young in spirit & wise in mind. My friends are mostly younger & I'm like a caring older sister to everyone.
    Elayla Elayla 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 8

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    I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to...
    SecretsOut14 SecretsOut14 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    Confronted hubby last night Me: you forgot that you have a wife H: ofcourse not Me: Do you know why I don't love you as much anymore? H:why? Me: So that I'll be contented with just...
    iamtootired iamtootired 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    I'm trying to talk to someone about it, but she said if it concerns my safety, she can't keep it just between us. I don't know if I should tell her I cut and have suicidal thoughts...
    calliejacobs97 calliejacobs97 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 28

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    Except from d damn tax man
    Goralski Goralski 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    I am a pretty social guy, but in the end I prefer more intimate scenarios; a closeted introvert, perhaps? As a result, I tend to take some serious alone time every so often...
    RobertBetrois RobertBetrois 31-35, M 3 days ago

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    Hi I feel I annoy people unintentionally
    ilovemykids2014 ilovemykids2014 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I don't feel like it, i know it. But they know me an have to deal with it so haha i know you love me so suck it up and be a goofball!
    Dsrutherford Dsrutherford 16-17, M Aug 23

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    It's too true! If I can tell that something I said has emotionally effected someone in a negative way. I want to die. I want to go back in time kill myself before I hurt that...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    It's night time and it's back. It sleeps during the day. I watch it and make sure it stays asleep because if it wakes up, it's too heavy to carry. I can keep it asleep with...
    Deedle623 Deedle623 51-55, F Sep 5

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    For all of you fighting this, I'm one of you, I write a blog, on how I fight my everyday life.. How I cope with being a full time student and at the same time fighting depression...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    For all of you fighting this, I'm one of you, I write a blog, on how I fight my everyday life.. How I cope with being a full time student and at the same time fighting depression...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F Sep 11

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    I try not to do this but end up alone anyway
    Gian422 Gian422 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I just like it to be very quiet. Don't mind babies running around playing, but I don't like a room full of loud people. No offense. Any one else agree?
    Sheismybestfriend Sheismybestfriend 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm sitting in a room full of people right now, and I'm all by myself
    wh0isit wh0isit 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I don't try to, but it does seem to happen. :(
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    The only thing different about us is that we do things differently :)
    LittleGirlCrissy LittleGirlCrissy 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    This is how everybody gonna look at me on the first day of school tomorrow I know it but I'm just gonna have that **** everybody kinda vibe
    ThaQueen1 ThaQueen1 18-21, F Sep 1

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    0 ***** given today. I hate them all.
    tibber4lyfe tibber4lyfe 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 3

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