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I Feel So Helpless Sometimes

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    ...I like to think of myself as an avenger...because i cant and couldnt do anything... Everything that has happened to my family, every horrible thing could have been prevented if I actually did something...but I was too weak and the problen has grown... I feel so helpless...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2009

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    I Feel So Helpless Sometimes...

    'cause I wish I could do something about my marriage and I can't...or I guess I don't know how or I just don't know if, I want to... We get into these millions of arguments and there is no ending...I feel upset that I don't know what to say...don't know if, I want a way out...
    AngelBlueAngel AngelBlueAngel 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2007

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    Feel So Alone

    Sometimes, i m so helpless that m just get nervous nd not in a position to spaek up everrything clearly. The happenings around me in the surroundings just force me to think why i cant help anybody in any circumstances. But i try ma level best to help specially my friends and my...
    shielya shielya 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2011

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    Why?

    I am 64 years old desperately waiting for my pension to kick in so i don't have to work 2 jobs any longer, and am trying to take care of my husband who is 15 years older, and in poor health. His pension barely pays the mortgage so i need to work . I find myself getting so angry...
    cybilis05 cybilis05 66-70, F Jun 7, 2013

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    There's no one I can run to,

    I have no money, am not old enough to get a job anywhere near me, and my mother will call the cops on me if I am missing from the house for more than five minutes without a note. She will also lock me down from humanity if she finds out I am trying to escape or rebel against her...
    DementedKarkat DementedKarkat 13-15, T 1 Response May 18, 2015

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    Why?

    I am 64 years old desperately waiting for my pension to kick in so i don't have to work 2 jobs any longer, and am trying to take care of my husband who is 15 years older, and in poor health. His pension barely pays the mortgage so i need to work . I find myself getting so angry...
    cybilis05 cybilis05 66-70, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2013

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