I Feel So Lonely I Could Cry

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    So Alone..

    i always cry at night because i really miss my husbnd..i just hug my pillow evrytime i feel sad..i know that he loves me,more than i could but i dont know why i felt this way,,im so worried and afraid..:(
    jealousmax jealousmax
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 27, 2010

    I am currently in homestay.

    Right now I never felt so depressed. So much things going through my head. Homesick, missing my love, everything. I cant cope. Depression hits me like a sledgehammer, reality would always find a way to slap me in the face whenever I try to be happy. I just wish...
    ZealInspireX ZealInspireX
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Feb 17, 2014

    Life is 2 short guys go kiss

    and hug ur wife tell ur kids u love them treat them with kind ness and understanding family is everything and without them u got nothing coz u don't know how good u have it till it's all gone
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 29, 2014

    And I Do Cry :'(

    I've written this type of post millions of times. It's a post where I dwell on how unhappy I am. A post where I rant on how ugly and fat I am. It's the type of post that causes others to pity me. I tell of how I'll always be alone, and how it's difficult to come to terms with...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    19 Responses Nov 11, 2010

    I Hate This!!

    I hate this feeling:( when i came here in australia,I thought eveyrhing will be alright.life seems to be perfect with my husband and his family.but now, day passing by and I'm almost 8 months here but I still dont have confident with myself.I really want to get a better job but...
    jealousmax jealousmax
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 13, 2012

    Lonely.

    I know that people love me. I know that there are people here for me... but i convince myself im alone idk y its like a natural reaction when someone i meet people. I always push people away its my fault im lonely i hate being lonely. I dont understand why i keep doing this to...
    suicidalangel suicidalangel
    18-21, F
    May 14, 2010

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