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I Feel So Lost

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    I was just starting to get back on my feet

    when I fell again... What's worse is my family caused it.
    mlia48 mlia48 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    It's Called The Rebound, Stupid. I Never Meant To Lie To You. I Didn't Think I Was.

    i don't know what happened. I used to have the strongest conscience of all. I feel like I lost myself when I had to say goodbye to her. I'm still not found. I'm adrift and lost at sea. I don't know know i am anymore.I thought that me and you would make it but the truth is all we...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2012

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    Feel You In Me

    I feel her in my veins, in my body, in my mind! I was watching this intervention show yesterday on drug addicts, and I started comparing my relationship to an addiction. The addict on the show was addicted to Heroin amongst other things, heroin being her weakness and drug of...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 17, 2010

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    Heartache Consumes You...

    I have felt so many different kinds of pain. Physical by far is the least to worry about. I have to say the worst is Heartache. It totally consumes you as a whole. I mean you have every kind of pain you can think of. I am going thru it now as i speak ( write whatever). I cant eat...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Just Something I Wrote Awhile Ago

    Why do I have to say a word because don’t you already know?  I would rather sit here in my silence and listen to the voice in my head.  I no longer feel the need to speak of things that simply you will never understand.  I would rather be lost in the dark abyss where no one...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Feb 5, 2011

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    my name is jordan i dont know

    where to start i guess i can start by telling my history, if your reading this im sorry for my bad grammar im not the best at typing when i was young from ages 1 to about 7 my father would beat me and my mother ive seen my mother dragged in her own blood bruised and beaten my...
    jordanhebert117 jordanhebert117 22-25, M Feb 5

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    I'm in my room but I don't know

    where I am. I'm in my mind but I don't know who I am. The mirror must be lying, this is a dream. I can't be me. I can't be the one living this life. I'm alright. A catch phrase for the ages. Parents hating their kids, kids forgetting they're kids, everyone's lost, we're all just...
    SuburbianLoser SuburbianLoser 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I'm 50 and messing my life up

    and I'm so lost.found out my husband had an affair back in 2012 with his best mates wife.life for 2 years after was hell I kept taking him back I suffered depression due to behaviour of ow sending me sex tapes,emails what she was doing with him.stepped down from my mangers job...
    Pommy8 Pommy8 51-55, F Dec 4

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    Clueless

    I only know a few things for sure right now. I know I love God and I love my fiance. And I know I have to go to the doctor and take medications, but I know nothing else. All the things I thought I wanted to do seem unreal to me now. They don't make sense. Nothing has worked for a...
    TolstoiFan TolstoiFan 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2011

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    I Don't Know Where Im Going

    I just transfered to a new school, and I barely know anyone, and the people I do know don't have the same classes. I keep feeling like I'm drowning in my assignments and school just started. I feel like I'm just floating from class to class without and real purpose or place. I've...
    Greenfiend101 Greenfiend101 13-15, F Aug 31, 2009

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    So Lost

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    mtnmarv mtnmarv 46-50 3 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    I need, help. I feel like everything is caving

    in on me. I feel so lost. Can anyone here me? I can't stop crying I don't know what to do. Should I keep fighting or just give up? I'm lost can anyone help me? Pleas?
    somethin2say somethin2say 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    I feel so lost Out in the world by myself I

    have parents But they are not my family Im the outcast My body like a cold lifeless shell walking through the halls All the warm bodies wrap around me as if im just an obstacle in the road Nobody understands the pain that crazy gives you because its not only the other people...
    cloakedgarden cloakedgarden 16-17, F Jul 21

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    Lost In Conflict.

    First off i will say if anyone has some good advise about my situation please feel more then free to share.  Okay Okay so i have gone on and on about my pathetic love life. We finally broke up, which was coming and i think ma bey just went on to long. We dragged it out. ...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2010

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    What Do I Need....

    I have been in a relationship going on two years now and I have never been so unhappy before.. I make excuses for my feelings, try to make myself happy, but I feel so alone a lot of times. If something is meant to be, the it wouldn't be so hard, right? I often look at others...
    Blondygirl Blondygirl 26-30 2 Responses May 29, 2009

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    No Idea What To Do With My Life...

    I have just graduated from college with a Bachelor's in Science, majoring in Biology. My original plan was to become a geneticist before I knew how the real world worked. And now the economy sucks (luckily I do have a full-time job at the moment). And there's a lot of...
    raziel1687 raziel1687 22-25, F 1 Response May 7, 2010

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    The Inevitable

    Do you think everyone is sad? I have always been a real emotional person, but i feel more down all the time. Sometimes i think no one on the earth is truly happy. I don't believe people when they say they are happy, i guess due to my experience. Every time i been told by someone...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 9, 2010

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    Drowning

     I feel so lost! I don't know where to even start. My life is total chaos and I'm still trying to keep a positive attitude about it. Financially  i am dealing with two DUIS! Yes i know that was totally avoidable and i called it on myself. I swear i have learned since...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2010

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    What Do I Need....

    I have been in a relationship going on two years now and I have never been so unhappy before.. I make excuses for my feelings, try to make myself happy, but I feel so alone a lot of times. If something is meant to be, the it wouldn't be so hard, right? I often look at others...
    Blondygirl Blondygirl 26-30 2 Responses May 29, 2009

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    Me

    My sister is a *****, im in the military i have to be up at 530am. She is having a party i begd her not to she told me to go **** myself
    neoretrohippy neoretrohippy 18-21, F Jul 13, 2013

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    I lost the man I've loved

    and cared for over the last 16 years do to complications from diabetes. I will miss him desperately. Please give me a couple weeks to catch my breath friends. I'm planning his funeral with his 4 daughters this week...the funeral is on Friday the 27th. I'll be back the beginning...
    McCannT12 McCannT12 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I'm feeling so lost about everything right now. Everything used to make sense.
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    AngelK2010 AngelK2010 22-25, F Dec 9

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    i can only imagine how you feel inside, i wish i did. but i feel like im actually losing you. its hard to believe that a couple days ago we were cuddling and watching movies, and...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 8 hrs ago

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    i was in a long distance relationship for 3 months, we were dating for about a year before that, but he broke up with me two weeks ago because my depression and negativity was too...
    dmbpal dmbpal 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I have almost everything I have ever wanted. I have awsom hobbies, finomanal friends.but what I won't most of all is to share my life with someone. I have been let down, in an...
    blindlove91 blindlove91 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 19

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    teachers just expect to much they make courses unbelievably hard andI'm in my junior year and I just don't feel like trying anymore.... all I've done is get perfect grades and I...
    hsch212 hsch212 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Once again I spent the day feeling sorry for myself and doing absolutely nothing at all to change my situation. I know I should brush it off and just start anew tomorrow but this...
    christina9058 christina9058 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 18

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    How can I feel so happy but so sad at the same time?
    janewsmith janewsmith 18-21 1 Response Nov 21

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    Ok I need to rant........I am frustrated and so far a lil ticked off...... I hate when guys say they love you and they are different and everything is going so smoothly and then...
    Layla1721 Layla1721 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 25

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    I'm waiting for him to answer an email... I sent him one telling him how I feel and he is yet to reply. When I spoke to him he told me that he had read the email but hadn't had a...
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    See I've been living the same way now for to long and that all has to change. I need to get out and try and find a job but I'm worried that even wen I do find one it won't be good...
    jitterbug9 jitterbug9 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    It's been going about for a while. I feel I have to restart my life, with new friends and all that. I don't want to, obviously. Then again, the pressure of who I was is no match...
    KA4689 KA4689 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Without purpose. Aimless.Everything I create ends up being not even a whisp of what I am capable of...I'm stuck in a rut but I dont even know what the rut is.I feel so out...have...
    xheri xheri 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I have no memory of what it feels like to belong anymore
    Silverwave2 Silverwave2 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I find very little joy in my current lifestyle. My job is extremely demanding and I get very little reward no matter how hard I push myself. To make things worse...I constantly...
    invayn invayn 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I find very little joy in my current lifestyle. My job is extremely demanding and I get very little reward no matter how hard I push myself. To make things worse...I constantly...
    invayn invayn 18-21, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    But then I remember to tell myself: "Everything I desire is within me." And I know that the answers will come when it's the right time.
    YeuxNoirs YeuxNoirs 22-25, F Nov 22

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    Going through some "stuff" right now. I have never had great parents and they have let me down my whole life. I don't talk to my mother (don't judge you have no idea what she has...
    maggiemae89 maggiemae89 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 24

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    In the last week I've found out that for the last two years I've been with the love off my life has been a lie as he has been trying to sleep with other women behind my back and...
    Jlsspeakingup Jlsspeakingup 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    Who am I? What do I want? What should I do with my life? Where should I live? Will I get married? Will I have children? Will my dreams come crashing down around me?
    MyChemicalBreakup MyChemicalBreakup 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I can't believe that just pissed me off. I wish I would have never even looked at it. I really do love EP but...
    jae1013 jae1013 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    Not sure what to do lately other than write reflections and cry. I need another breakthrough because I can't take this pain anymore
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I dont know if Im really sad or if sadness just became my habit.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 6

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