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I Feel So Lost

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 230 People

    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F Apr 7

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    Everything has just gone wrong

    and its not fair... I have changed so much I two weeks. I've went from a happy 13 year old girl to a self harming idiot... Sometimes I dont know why I'm still alive. I just need someone with me, here, to hug me and tell me everything will be alright but none of my remains...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 28

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    Someone just please hep me.

    Anyone...please...help.
    wallflower2000 wallflower2000 13-15, F Jun 11

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    Feel You In Me

    I feel her in my veins, in my body, in my mind! I was watching this intervention show yesterday on drug addicts, and I started comparing my relationship to an addiction. The addict on the show was addicted to Heroin amongst other things, heroin being her weakness and drug of...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17, 2010

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    Just Something I Wrote Awhile Ago

    Why do I have to say a word because don’t you already know?  I would rather sit here in my silence and listen to the voice in my head.  I no longer feel the need to speak of things that simply you will never understand.  I would rather be lost in the dark abyss where no one...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Feb 5, 2011

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    Never have i felt this lost

    and hopless and spiritless before there is just nothing nothing at all to lift my spirits to cheer me up to make me get up and wanting to do something i hate it i hate my life i want to hide or runaway somewhere where i dono anyone ......
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    I Don't Know Where Im Going

    I just transfered to a new school, and I barely know anyone, and the people I do know don't have the same classes. I keep feeling like I'm drowning in my assignments and school just started. I feel like I'm just floating from class to class without and real purpose or place. I've...
    Greenfiend101 Greenfiend101 13-15, F Aug 31, 2009

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    Heartache Consumes You...

    I have felt so many different kinds of pain. Physical by far is the least to worry about. I have to say the worst is Heartache. It totally consumes you as a whole. I mean you have every kind of pain you can think of. I am going thru it now as i speak ( write whatever). I cant eat...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    So Lost

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    mtnmarv mtnmarv 46-50 3 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    Me

    My sister is a *****, im in the military i have to be up at 530am. She is having a party i begd her not to she told me to go **** myself
    neoretrohippy neoretrohippy 18-21, F Jul 13, 2013

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    I'm 50 and messing my life up

    and I'm so lost.found out my husband had an affair back in 2012 with his best mates wife.life for 2 years after was hell I kept taking him back I suffered depression due to behaviour of ow sending me sex tapes,emails what she was doing with him.stepped down from my mangers job...
    Pommy8 Pommy8 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    my name is jordan i dont know

    where to start i guess i can start by telling my history, if your reading this im sorry for my bad grammar im not the best at typing when i was young from ages 1 to about 7 my father would beat me and my mother ive seen my mother dragged in her own blood bruised and beaten my...
    jordanhebert117 jordanhebert117 22-25, M Feb 5, 2014

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    1776patriot 1776patriot 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    It's Called The Rebound, Stupid. I Never Meant To Lie To You. I Didn't Think I Was.

    i don't know what happened. I used to have the strongest conscience of all. I feel like I lost myself when I had to say goodbye to her. I'm still not found. I'm adrift and lost at sea. I don't know know i am anymore.I thought that me and you would make it but the truth is all we...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M Nov 25, 2012

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    I need, help. I feel like everything is caving

    in on me. I feel so lost. Can anyone here me? I can't stop crying I don't know what to do. Should I keep fighting or just give up? I'm lost can anyone help me? Pleas?
    somethin2say somethin2say 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2014

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    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    Lost In Conflict.

    First off i will say if anyone has some good advise about my situation please feel more then free to share.  Okay Okay so i have gone on and on about my pathetic love life. We finally broke up, which was coming and i think ma bey just went on to long. We dragged it out. ...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2010

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    I lost the man I've loved

    and cared for over the last 16 years do to complications from diabetes. I will miss him desperately. Please give me a couple weeks to catch my breath friends. I'm planning his funeral with his 4 daughters this week...the funeral is on Friday the 27th. I'll be back the beginning...
    Mcinacann Mcinacann 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 21, 2014

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    The Inevitable

    Do you think everyone is sad? I have always been a real emotional person, but i feel more down all the time. Sometimes i think no one on the earth is truly happy. I don't believe people when they say they are happy, i guess due to my experience. Every time i been told by someone...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 9, 2010

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    I started out this year 2015 feeling

    so utterly lost.....not a good feeling to have at the start of a brand new year. My life feels like a train wreck. Last year was a very difficult year for me, I would even venture to say it's been the worst time of my life so far and all of the feelings of failure, loss...
    ConfessionsOfALostGurl ConfessionsOfALostGurl 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Drowning

     I feel so lost! I don't know where to even start. My life is total chaos and I'm still trying to keep a positive attitude about it. Financially  i am dealing with two DUIS! Yes i know that was totally avoidable and i called it on myself. I swear i have learned since...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2010

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    Huge life choice I leave the UK

    and go and live back in oz where my adult children live.or I stay I the UK where ive lived on n off since leaving oz after divorce.i have great network of friends in the UK and brothers n mum etc.in oz most my mates left and my 2 boys love there who I love n miss I'm so torn.my...
    Pommy8 Pommy8 51-55, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    Clueless

    I only know a few things for sure right now. I know I love God and I love my fiance. And I know I have to go to the doctor and take medications, but I know nothing else. All the things I thought I wanted to do seem unreal to me now. They don't make sense. Nothing has worked for a...
    TolstoiFan TolstoiFan 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2011

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    No Idea What To Do With My Life...

    I have just graduated from college with a Bachelor's in Science, majoring in Biology. My original plan was to become a geneticist before I knew how the real world worked. And now the economy sucks (luckily I do have a full-time job at the moment). And there's a lot of...
    raziel1687 raziel1687 22-25, F 1 Response May 7, 2010

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    I'm in my room but I don't know

    where I am. I'm in my mind but I don't know who I am. The mirror must be lying, this is a dream. I can't be me. I can't be the one living this life. I'm alright. A catch phrase for the ages. Parents hating their kids, kids forgetting they're kids, everyone's lost, we're all just...
    SuburbianLoser SuburbianLoser 18-21, F Jan 1, 2014

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    What Do I Need....

    I have been in a relationship going on two years now and I have never been so unhappy before.. I make excuses for my feelings, try to make myself happy, but I feel so alone a lot of times. If something is meant to be, the it wouldn't be so hard, right? I often look at others...
    Blondygirl Blondygirl 26-30 2 Responses May 29, 2009

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    I feel so lost Out in the world by myself I

    have parents But they are not my family Im the outcast My body like a cold lifeless shell walking through the halls All the warm bodies wrap around me as if im just an obstacle in the road Nobody understands the pain that crazy gives you because its not only the other people...
    cloakedgarden cloakedgarden 16-17, F Jul 21, 2014

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    What Do I Need....

    I have been in a relationship going on two years now and I have never been so unhappy before.. I make excuses for my feelings, try to make myself happy, but I feel so alone a lot of times. If something is meant to be, the it wouldn't be so hard, right? I often look at others...
    Blondygirl Blondygirl 26-30 2 Responses May 29, 2009

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    I hate when people ask what am I doing with my life,idk dealt with severe social anxiety and depression I've tried to get my education which caused More stress and anxiety, I've...
    aykc aykc 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Had a bad day. I got embarrassed and I felt like naked that I wanted to run away and disappear.
    Spencer024 Spencer024 22-25, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    One thing I always said about life in the back of my mind 'if there's nothing right then there's nothing left' I am realising that now lately as I feel I have sunk my quality of...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I'm at a point in my life where I've been beaten down far too many times. Since December 2014, I've cut ties with my father, I was kicked out of the last place I was staying and...
    nikkidarling nikkidarling 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    my new ex girlfriend came to my house and rang my door bell. my mom opened it my ex said she really needed to talk to me about how her and I left things. my mom wouldn't let her in...
    cjayy19 cjayy19 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm 5 months pregnant and my fiance's mom has done nothing but complain about how I don't eat enough, how I'm not taking care of her future grandchild and my fiance doesn't think I...
    rebel20 rebel20 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i don't feel as though i did anything wrong. i always tell you when i speak to another and what we speak of. i have been honest with all things. why have you blocked me?! i...
    stacyrugg stacyrugg 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    I don't even know who I am anymore. I feel so lost. What happened to "me"? I look in the mirror and I don't even know the person staring back at me. I feel so messed up.
    rwaddell81 rwaddell81 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    stallionblack stallionblack 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    There are many things wrong but yet somthings are right. However right things happens at wrong time and wrong things at right.
    sijanthapa sijanthapa 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    so im 17 and pregnant and I have no clue how I will deal with this
    Andy2233 Andy2233 18-21, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    i want to kill myself...feelin lost ...sad...alone...hopeless...many more some on please talk to me.....
    flj3 flj3 26-30, F 8 Responses Jun 25

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    Like I'm living someone else's life. Just day by day...feeling lost.
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Been immigrants my family traveled to Sydney, Australia via small boats during the war. I had a very rough childhood growing up. My dad left my mum after I was born. A guy moved...
    zenzuu zenzuu 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    I have a ridiculous amount of stress coming from every area of my life right now and I hate it. I just want to be able to relax and enjoy my life but that seems impossible most of...
    downer12 downer12 16-17, M Jun 24

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