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I Feel So Lost

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    Just Something I Wrote Awhile Ago

    Why do I have to say a word because don’t you already know?  I would rather sit here in my silence and listen to the voice in my head.  I no longer feel the need to speak of things that simply you will never understand.  I would rather be lost in the dark abyss where no one...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Feb 5, 2011

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    I lost the man I've loved

    and cared for over the last 16 years do to complications from diabetes. I will miss him desperately. Please give me a couple weeks to catch my breath friends. I'm planning his funeral with his 4 daughters this week...the funeral is on Friday the 27th. I'll be back the beginning...
    McCannT12 McCannT12 41-45, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    Heartache Consumes You...

    I have felt so many different kinds of pain. Physical by far is the least to worry about. I have to say the worst is Heartache. It totally consumes you as a whole. I mean you have every kind of pain you can think of. I am going thru it now as i speak ( write whatever). I cant eat...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 6 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    I need, help. I feel like everything is caving

    in on me. I feel so lost. Can anyone here me? I can't stop crying I don't know what to do. Should I keep fighting or just give up? I'm lost can anyone help me? Pleas?
    somethin2say somethin2say 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    What Do I Need....

    I have been in a relationship going on two years now and I have never been so unhappy before.. I make excuses for my feelings, try to make myself happy, but I feel so alone a lot of times. If something is meant to be, the it wouldn't be so hard, right? I often look at others...
    Blondygirl Blondygirl 26-30 2 Responses May 29, 2009

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    Feel You In Me

    I feel her in my veins, in my body, in my mind! I was watching this intervention show yesterday on drug addicts, and I started comparing my relationship to an addiction. The addict on the show was addicted to Heroin amongst other things, heroin being her weakness and drug of...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 17, 2010

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    It's Called The Rebound, Stupid. I Never Meant To Lie To You. I Didn't Think I Was.

    i don't know what happened. I used to have the strongest conscience of all. I feel like I lost myself when I had to say goodbye to her. I'm still not found. I'm adrift and lost at sea. I don't know know i am anymore.I thought that me and you would make it but the truth is all we...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2012

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    Drowning

     I feel so lost! I don't know where to even start. My life is total chaos and I'm still trying to keep a positive attitude about it. Financially  i am dealing with two DUIS! Yes i know that was totally avoidable and i called it on myself. I swear i have learned since...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2010

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    No Idea What To Do With My Life...

    I have just graduated from college with a Bachelor's in Science, majoring in Biology. My original plan was to become a geneticist before I knew how the real world worked. And now the economy sucks (luckily I do have a full-time job at the moment). And there's a lot of...
    raziel1687 raziel1687 22-25, F 1 Response May 7, 2010

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    I was just starting to get back on my feet

    when I fell again... What's worse is my family caused it.
    mlia48 mlia48 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I Don't Know Where Im Going

    I just transfered to a new school, and I barely know anyone, and the people I do know don't have the same classes. I keep feeling like I'm drowning in my assignments and school just started. I feel like I'm just floating from class to class without and real purpose or place. I've...
    Greenfiend101 Greenfiend101 13-15, F Aug 31, 2009

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    Lost In Conflict.

    First off i will say if anyone has some good advise about my situation please feel more then free to share.  Okay Okay so i have gone on and on about my pathetic love life. We finally broke up, which was coming and i think ma bey just went on to long. We dragged it out. ...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 14, 2010

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    I'm in my room but I don't know

    where I am. I'm in my mind but I don't know who I am. The mirror must be lying, this is a dream. I can't be me. I can't be the one living this life. I'm alright. A catch phrase for the ages. Parents hating their kids, kids forgetting they're kids, everyone's lost, we're all just...
    SuburbianLoser SuburbianLoser 18-21, F Jan 1

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    Clueless

    I only know a few things for sure right now. I know I love God and I love my fiance. And I know I have to go to the doctor and take medications, but I know nothing else. All the things I thought I wanted to do seem unreal to me now. They don't make sense. Nothing has worked for a...
    TolstoiFan TolstoiFan 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 13, 2011

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    my name is jordan i dont know

    where to start i guess i can start by telling my history, if your reading this im sorry for my bad grammar im not the best at typing when i was young from ages 1 to about 7 my father would beat me and my mother ive seen my mother dragged in her own blood bruised and beaten my...
    jordanhebert117 jordanhebert117 22-25, M Feb 5

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    I feel so lost Out in the world by myself I

    have parents But they are not my family Im the outcast My body like a cold lifeless shell walking through the halls All the warm bodies wrap around me as if im just an obstacle in the road Nobody understands the pain that crazy gives you because its not only the other people...
    cloakedgarden cloakedgarden 16-17, F Jul 21

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    What Do I Need....

    I have been in a relationship going on two years now and I have never been so unhappy before.. I make excuses for my feelings, try to make myself happy, but I feel so alone a lot of times. If something is meant to be, the it wouldn't be so hard, right? I often look at others...
    Blondygirl Blondygirl 26-30 2 Responses May 29, 2009

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    Me

    My sister is a *****, im in the military i have to be up at 530am. She is having a party i begd her not to she told me to go **** myself
    neoretrohippy neoretrohippy 18-21, F Jul 13, 2013

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    The Inevitable

    Do you think everyone is sad? I have always been a real emotional person, but i feel more down all the time. Sometimes i think no one on the earth is truly happy. I don't believe people when they say they are happy, i guess due to my experience. Every time i been told by someone...
    JustBE14 JustBE14 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 9, 2010

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    So Lost

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    mtnmarv mtnmarv 46-50 3 Responses Jul 9, 2011

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    Let's see here. I am a first time mom, my son is a little over a month old. Where my husband and I live I have no friends and family lives over 2 hours away. I am so sleep deprived...
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    I've been searching for an answer but i'm lost inside my head where i spend every waking moment wishing i was dead. Please tell me Iam not undone.
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    I fell like I woke up in the middle of a forest. So I get up and run and run and run until I'm out of breath.when I stop I look around and I'm still lost.like no matter which way I...
    hiddenjem hiddenjem 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    I can't find my way out of this darkness, I am truly lost in this forest of broken dreams and promises, will I ever find my path again?
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