I Feel So Lost

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 307 People

    I'm in my room but I don't know

    where I am. I'm in my mind but I don't know who I am. The mirror must be lying, this is a dream. I can't be me. I can't be the one living this life. I'm alright. A catch phrase for the ages. Parents hating their kids, kids forgetting they're kids, everyone's lost, we're all just...
    SuburbianLoser SuburbianLoser
    18-21, F
    Jan 1, 2014

    I Don't Know Where Im Going

    I just transfered to a new school, and I barely know anyone, and the people I do know don't have the same classes. I keep feeling like I'm drowning in my assignments and school just started. I feel like I'm just floating from class to class without and real purpose or place. I've...
    Greenfiend101 Greenfiend101
    13-15, F
    Aug 31, 2009

    These past few days I've felt

    so alone and lost from being bullied to guys treating me like **** , sometimes I wanna give up and crawl under a rock and never come out again
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 9, 2015

    Everything has just gone wrong

    and its not fair... I have changed so much I two weeks. I've went from a happy 13 year old girl to a self harming idiot... Sometimes I dont know why I'm still alive. I just need someone with me, here, to hug me and tell me everything will be alright but none of my remains...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 28, 2015

    I'm 50 and messing my life up

    and I'm so lost.found out my husband had an affair back in 2012 with his best mates wife.life for 2 years after was hell I kept taking him back I suffered depression due to behaviour of ow sending me sex tapes,emails what she was doing with him.stepped down from my mangers job...
    Pommy8 Pommy8
    51-55, F
    1 Response Dec 4, 2014

    What Do I Need....

    I have been in a relationship going on two years now and I have never been so unhappy before.. I make excuses for my feelings, try to make myself happy, but I feel so alone a lot of times. If something is meant to be, the it wouldn't be so hard, right? I often look at others...
    Blondygirl Blondygirl
    26-30
    2 Responses May 29, 2009

    What Do I Need....

    I have been in a relationship going on two years now and I have never been so unhappy before.. I make excuses for my feelings, try to make myself happy, but I feel so alone a lot of times. If something is meant to be, the it wouldn't be so hard, right? I often look at others...
    Blondygirl Blondygirl
    26-30
    2 Responses May 29, 2009

    I have lived most of my life this way,

    but haven't felt this bad in awhile. I'm torn between what's wrong and right... Last week my ex was trying to get me back and I kept saying no. It hurt me so much to know how much I was hurting him. I still love him, but am not in love with him. I hate that he has to go through...
    rememberthegirl rememberthegirl
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 13, 2015
    Ang012685 Ang012685
    31-35, F
    Apr 7, 2015

    there are times when you cant share certain

    feelings with anyone.. I guess I'm going thro it now.. I cant wait until everyone falls asleep so that I can have my own time in analyzing what's going on around me.. I just don't feel like discussing about it to anyone but still I wish I could talk to someone who wont judge me...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 11, 2015

    I lost the man I've loved

    and cared for over the last 16 years do to complications from diabetes. I will miss him desperately. Please give me a couple weeks to catch my breath friends. I'm planning his funeral with his 4 daughters this week...the funeral is on Friday the 27th. I'll be back the beginning...
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jun 21, 2014

    Lately I've felt so lost

    and alone u try to confide to family and my only friend but they don't understand how I truly feel, I break down crying a lot for no reason at all . Sometimes I have thoughts of harming myself
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 25, 2015

    So Lost

    ...
    mtnmarv mtnmarv
    46-50
    3 Responses Jul 9, 2011

    Lost In Conflict.

    First off i will say if anyone has some good advise about my situation please feel more then free to share.  Okay Okay so i have gone on and on about my pathetic love life. We finally broke up, which was coming and i think ma bey just went on to long. We dragged it out. ...
    JustBE14 JustBE14
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2010

    Feel You In Me

    I feel her in my veins, in my body, in my mind! I was watching this intervention show yesterday on drug addicts, and I started comparing my relationship to an addiction. The addict on the show was addicted to Heroin amongst other things, heroin being her weakness and drug of...
    JustBE14 JustBE14
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 17, 2010

    No Idea What To Do With My Life...

    I have just graduated from college with a Bachelor's in Science, majoring in Biology. My original plan was to become a geneticist before I knew how the real world worked. And now the economy sucks (luckily I do have a full-time job at the moment). And there's a lot of...
    raziel1687 raziel1687
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 7, 2010

    Drowning

     I feel so lost! I don't know where to even start. My life is total chaos and I'm still trying to keep a positive attitude about it. Financially  i am dealing with two DUIS! Yes i know that was totally avoidable and i called it on myself. I swear i have learned since...
    JustBE14 JustBE14
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2010
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 23, 2015

    Me

    My sister is a *****, im in the military i have to be up at 530am. She is having a party i begd her not to she told me to go **** myself
    neoretrohippy neoretrohippy
    22-25, F
    Jul 13, 2013

    I need, help. I feel like everything is caving

    in on me. I feel so lost. Can anyone here me? I can't stop crying I don't know what to do. Should I keep fighting or just give up? I'm lost can anyone help me? Pleas?
    somethin2say somethin2say
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2014

    Huge life choice I leave the UK

    and go and live back in oz where my adult children live.or I stay I the UK where ive lived on n off since leaving oz after divorce.i have great network of friends in the UK and brothers n mum etc.in oz most my mates left and my 2 boys love there who I love n miss I'm so torn.my...
    Pommy8 Pommy8
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2015

    The Inevitable

    Do you think everyone is sad? I have always been a real emotional person, but i feel more down all the time. Sometimes i think no one on the earth is truly happy. I don't believe people when they say they are happy, i guess due to my experience. Every time i been told by someone...
    JustBE14 JustBE14
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Dec 9, 2010

    I feel so lost Out in the world by myself I

    have parents But they are not my family Im the outcast My body like a cold lifeless shell walking through the halls All the warm bodies wrap around me as if im just an obstacle in the road Nobody understands the pain that crazy gives you because its not only the other people...
    cloakedgarden cloakedgarden
    16-17, F
    Jul 21, 2014

    I started out this year 2015 feeling

    so utterly lost.....not a good feeling to have at the start of a brand new year. My life feels like a train wreck. Last year was a very difficult year for me, I would even venture to say it's been the worst time of my life so far and all of the feelings of failure, loss...
    ConfessionsOfALostGurl ConfessionsOfALostGurl
    22-25, F
    Jan 1, 2015

    Sometimes when people judge me cause I'm flawed

    they make me feel so lost and not even human they make me feel lower then low . For example this morning this guy was being mean and rude to me saying you need to take your meds cause you're psycho and he was the who started the name calling and judging all cause I have...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 29, 2015

    This is supposed and originally thought to be a

    place where I can vent, to release my emotions. But somehow I can write nothing without thinking thoroughly here. Therefore I cannot say all the things I really want to say. I can't even open up. Second my friends are a big problem to me. Its not that they're bad people. They...
    colourflame colourflame
    13-15, F
    Dec 29, 2015

    Lately I've felt just

    as it says so lost , I can't speak my mind in fear I'll be judged I can't post pics of myself in fear yet again I'll be judged , I'm still bullied and get told to kill my self , kinda seems like I'm just better off gone for good
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

    Heartache Consumes You...

    I have felt so many different kinds of pain. Physical by far is the least to worry about. I have to say the worst is Heartache. It totally consumes you as a whole. I mean you have every kind of pain you can think of. I am going thru it now as i speak ( write whatever). I cant eat...
    JustBE14 JustBE14
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Sep 1, 2010

    Clueless

    I only know a few things for sure right now. I know I love God and I love my fiance. And I know I have to go to the doctor and take medications, but I know nothing else. All the things I thought I wanted to do seem unreal to me now. They don't make sense. Nothing has worked for a...
    TolstoiFan TolstoiFan
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 13, 2011

    Never have i felt this lost

    and hopless and spiritless before there is just nothing nothing at all to lift my spirits to cheer me up to make me get up and wanting to do something i hate it i hate my life i want to hide or runaway somewhere where i dono anyone ......
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Dec 22, 2014

    I broke my engagement,

    my family is killing me, and I feel all alone! I want more than this, God please help me!
    caradellarose caradellarose
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 11, 2015

    Just Something I Wrote Awhile Ago

    Why do I have to say a word because don’t you already know?  I would rather sit here in my silence and listen to the voice in my head.  I no longer feel the need to speak of things that simply you will never understand.  I would rather be lost in the dark abyss where no one...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    Feb 5, 2011

    Someone just please hep me.

    Anyone...please...help.
    wallflower2000 wallflower2000
    13-15, F
    Jun 11, 2015

    my name is jordan i dont know

    where to start i guess i can start by telling my history, if your reading this im sorry for my bad grammar im not the best at typing when i was young from ages 1 to about 7 my father would beat me and my mother ive seen my mother dragged in her own blood bruised and beaten my...
    jordanhebert117 jordanhebert117
    22-25, M
    Feb 5, 2014
    Smileydork Smileydork
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 2, 2015

    It's Called The Rebound, Stupid. I Never Meant To Lie To You. I Didn't Think I Was.

    i don't know what happened. I used to have the strongest conscience of all. I feel like I lost myself when I had to say goodbye to her. I'm still not found. I'm adrift and lost at sea. I don't know know i am anymore.I thought that me and you would make it but the truth is all we...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix
    26-30, M
    Nov 25, 2012

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    JordanTheLost6 JordanTheLost6
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    Do I quit or toughen the **** up? I am a 22 year old college student. I got a job as a personal banker about a month ago. Before this, I worked as a cashier at a fast food place...
    harleyquinn16 harleyquinn16
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    its like 21 steps forward and 10000000 steps back............why is it so hard to love myself? i honestly try to be happy, more confident me!! at least for my toddler's sake!! but...
    thefatgirl108 thefatgirl108
    18-21, F
    Apr 18
    This is me. I am a Mommy, a Wife and an Avon Lady but I really have no idea what I am doing. I put on a fake smile on a weekly bases and try to make people happy, but I have no...
    CalicoWoolfe CalicoWoolfe
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    I have a boyfriend who've I've been dating for the past 11 months. Lately I've been feeling trapped in the relationship. He keeps telling me that I'm the reason he's still alive...
    TechnicalDisaster TechnicalDisaster
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Apr 18
    There is a moment I am caught under the distant starsWhere the ocean kisses the earthThen dies by heavens sky not so farThere is a moment I am caught under distant starsWhere the...
    nocool nocool
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    I just lost a couple friends of mine to murder/suicude. One friend turned on his wife (who I was also close with) killed her, their children, and then himself. I've lost loved ones...
    BruceWained BruceWained
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    i lost everyone important in my life after my divorce our friendship we had together since highschool.we were together since highschool. he also lied about me seeing my kids...
    des38 des38
    36-40, M
    Apr 18
    In june it will have been 3 years since I lost custody of my son and daughter. I made mistakes and was using drugs. the state had every right to take my children from me, I was an...
    WoundedHart WoundedHart
    26-30, F
    Apr 18
    Time goes by, But pain is still here deep in my heart. Someday it rains, another the sun shines bright, But everything looks so grey to me now. I knew that some would win and some...
    livingdeadsoul61 livingdeadsoul61
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    For the first time in a long time, I feel lonely. I can't talk to my husband. My ex-Dominant wants nothing more to do with me. I feel lost. I am afraid. I have no one to turn to...
    BernadetteAshley BernadetteAshley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    this song is made as campaign song ''stop abuse'' this is cover song,still beautiful in a differently way. i am also abuse survivor and this makes me cry and encouraged me always...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Apr 17
    I don't really get it. Things had been going fine and then it was like a shadow crept over me and suddenly I was caught up in tough times that were previously only going on around...
    DanceOfBlades DanceOfBlades
    18-21, F
    Apr 17
    It's almost been a year since I lost my father. He died in May 2015 after battling bladder cancer. I feel so bad that I couldn't be there with him during his final days at the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 16
    I didn't get enough time with him. This story is long, but all the details make it unique. I'll go in chronological order so I don't skip anything. I wrote a suicide note in my...
    MRalston MRalston
    18-21
    2 Responses Apr 16
    I turning 14 in 8 days. (I act and look older than I am I could pass for a 18 year old) This is my problem. I have problems and sometimes I can be insecure and I think I'm...
    lifeproblems lifeproblems
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 16
    Hey people of Experience Project. I've finally decided to post my situation on the internet and chose to do it here. It's kinda difficult to know where to start and this will be a...
    Mickee24 Mickee24
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    Well, I have returned. Why ? Because since I heard the news of EP shutting down I knew I have to come here one more time to take a stroll down the memory lane before it's too...
    PhoenixTearz PhoenixTearz
    31-35, M
    Apr 16
    okay where to start where to start when I was about 25 years old I lost a whole bunch of weight I believe it was a hundred and eighty seven pounds made me feel really good about...
    sonnycapallero85 sonnycapallero85
    31-35, M
    Apr 15
    Everyday i wake up, get ready, go to work, come home, make dinner, clean up the house, and than go to bed and do it all over again in the morning. Im doing this all alone givin the...
    annon85 annon85
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 14
    A moment of silence please... Gone... Here no more... They were the best... Today I lost my favorite pair of skinny jeans. Ok, I know so dramatic lol. Well if you had this pair...
    cmyk323 cmyk323
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    I have been dealing with cps I have a history of drug use and between me and the dad a history of domestic violence multiple restraining orders. i just had my baby june 23 cps came...
    LoneRanger34 LoneRanger34
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
    I work on a research team studying disordered eating, fat talk, and body image acceptance. I have a thigh gap and I love it, I see it as some sort of achievement. It feels vain...
    marchingelephant marchingelephant
    22-25, F
    Apr 13
    Male 41 lost or more to the point lost what was not taken. My wife or ex wife took me for everything once she got where she wanted to be. I have zero family, zero friends no...
    Forsaken1x Forsaken1x
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