I Feel So Much Better

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    I Have A Smile And I Am Showing It

    Well now that I have faced my regrets and blew down some cali kush. I feel like I am on top of the world, I feel so free. Free from my past. Things are so much better now, I have a freaking smile on my face! ME WITH A SMILE, never thought that would happen again.I just cant even...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
    18-21, F
    Jun 27, 2012

    I've been having troubles climaxing

    for weeks. I finally just did And I'm so happy that I just want to scream it to the world Sexual tension=gone Thank you = bathtub tap
    rosy10010 rosy10010
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 6, 2015

    Vented

    Vented,Now I'm done,Feel so good,Be warned,Double-cross Me,You'll pay for it!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Oct 28, 2011
    SuchHorribleThings SuchHorribleThings
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 21, 2015

    I Can' Believe How Things Have Changed

    Okay, so reading my own stories right from the first til now has left me speechless. In my darkest hour remembering the hurt, guilt and anger I had, I cant believe how much different I feel now.. I am not a different person.. I am me, the old me that was happy so many years ago...
    completleyconfused2 completleyconfused2
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2012
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 11, 2015
    stillYDGN stillYDGN
    16-17, F
    Jul 12, 2014

    yesturday was a hard day/night.

    i felt so disappointed in myself.i just wanted to end it all.for the first time in almost a year i think i felt like killing myself.i thought to myself as i was laying on the couch...whats the point? nothing makes sense anymore.i just make people sad.i've always had this problem...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 16, 2015

    Wow!

    It is amazing how a simple talk can make you feel better.  My daughter took Anger Management .  Not because she needs it, because she wanted  to.  She told me all about it, and I realized that I was holding on to a bunch of anger over old issues. ...
    trishhebel trishhebel
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Oct 9, 2009

    Wow!

    It is amazing how a simple talk can make you feel better.  My daughter took Anger Management .  Not because she needs it, because she wanted  to.  She told me all about it, and I realized that I was holding on to a bunch of anger over old issues. ...
    trishhebel trishhebel
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Oct 9, 2009

    Now That You're Gone Forever

    I got rid of them, finally. I let go. I didn't think I had it in me to let go, but I did. And now all that weight is off my shoulders and it feels great. I'm happier than I've ever been, and I'm so glad they're gone. I wish I had found that strength earlier, but at least I found...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2009

    Finally Letting Go

    So my friends, my very close ones, on here know alot about me and have read my stories on my guilt and the so called family that I am meant to have, well i am pleased to say that I have finally let go of them. I have made a discovery that family isnt family just because they...
    completleyconfused2 completleyconfused2
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Oct 7, 2011

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