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I Feel Suicidal

A group for those who feel they can't be helped anymore and are at the breaking point 67 People

    Want It To Stop

    and i don't care already that they don't care.i just want to finish it all so badly.what should i do to make it stop. no one can help. i can scream for help. but no one can help me. i'm sick of this life. i'm sick of thinking about myself or about tomorrow. i hate living. i just...
    pro0ject pro0ject
    26-30, F
    Sep 11, 2010

    This is new to me. God it feels

    so cliche starting off with that but whatever. I'm an 18 year old male and I feel like a good for nothing waste of space. I'm lazy, negative, and I mooch off of my mother. I feel like a leech. All I do is play video games, all day and night, sometimes staying up until 6 in the...
    GeraltofRivia96 GeraltofRivia96
    18-21, M
    Jul 1, 2015

    A Short Answer to a Long Problem

    The torments of childhood and our early teen years, to me, seem to be the time when we all have had a feeling of troublesome worry and thought that ending it all was the band aid to the problem. It usually never comes to fruition, and for those of you reading this story I pray...
    MegJgeM MegJgeM
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jul 16, 2009

    I Cut My Wrists.....

    hi people, i am here as a final resort to save myself from myself, as nobody else seems to understand me , even seeing a psychologist as done nothing to help me,i mean what ever that doctor said was what i already knew, i dont want people to advice me, i actually want a...
    Keerthna Keerthna
    26-30
    Aug 11, 2012

    Who Am I?

     I feel like I may be an atypical "suicidal person". Though this begs the question, is there a template for being suicidal? Probably not. In any case, I would describe myself as occasionally suicidal. What I mean is I feel like I cannot agree on one state of being...
    nekole nekole
    22-25, F
    Dec 5, 2009

    I'm a rational, logical thinker.

    I am not under any delusions, medication, or mental illness. I am possessed of my full faculties, with a clear ability to reason and think for myself. I do not have a significant other, nor any dependents (I have been very careful to avoid this, as I knew well ahead of time the...
    Tiredmonk Tiredmonk
    70+
    1 Response Feb 12, 2015

    I lost my gf, and I had known her

    for 3 years! She may as well have killed me, and honestly I'm thinking of doing the job for her.
    Darkness323 Darkness323
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 4, 2014

    Help

    well, i lost my best friend to cancer a week ago and she was the only person who i could talk to. i feel like killing myself just to be with her. i have nobody at home who i can talk to as mum is always busy with my younger brothers and my dad has passed away, i dont see my...
    kelseymichellelindawilks kelseymichellelindawilks
    13-15, F
    1 Response Oct 10, 2011

    Really Bad Pre-menstruel Depression

    I get really bad pre-menstruel depression. It lasts about a week roughly every month and I just can't think clearly. My life is a bit of a mess at the moment and for the rest of the month I can handle it, but I get one week (the week just before my period is due) that I feel...
    sarahd1988 sarahd1988
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2011
    LonerLifeLiving LonerLifeLiving
    22-25, F
    Jan 31, 2015

    I have to get this off my chest.

    For several years I've been battling depression. If you read some of my other stories you'll find out that I used to get bullied, a lot. Most of it were in a form of racism which had a large impact on my life and my state of mind. Despite the fact that I have overcome the...
    xlevinus xlevinus
    22-25, M
    Mar 24, 2014
    allthewaysaround allthewaysaround
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015

    I can't go to sleep. i keep crying

    and i don't know how to stop. I'm considering starting smoking. There's literally really little that's stopping me from doing that . Maybe mom is right. maybe im just like my dad. ha. um. yeah . well, i know worst comes to worst i can always end everything thank god...
    blue1324 blue1324
    18-21
    Sep 22, 2014

    .

    I thought I was past this. I really did.  I won't go into detail because last time I did my story was taken right down.  Which is totally unfair by the way. I have personal reasons why I've become inactive on this site, but it's still the only place I can openly admit...
    permafrost21 permafrost21
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 13, 2011

    This Is Your Sign! For Crying Out Loud I Love You! Don't Leave Me!

    I Don't know Why & I may Never Know.For crying out loud I LOVE YOU! Don't Leave Me! I don't know why & I may never know.. But neither will you, If you don't let me show you how much I Love you. I don't know you and you don't know me. But we will never meet if you leave me today...
    AnonymouslyBeingMe AnonymouslyBeingMe
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Mar 22, 2013

    **** this life. I'm tired of the anxiety,

    the judgment, the responsibility, the depression the endless cold depression that cannot be conquered. ****. This. Bitter. Life.
    immortalspirit immortalspirit
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

    Crashing Down Since Sept...

    I dont know where to start!.In Sept 09 my husband of 15 years hand a fling with a neighbour. She was a drunken , drugsmoking tart and yet he went to her, he was the one who initiated it. It wasnt love , it was sex! When I found out I kept my cool but my world changed! Drastically...
    brandonsflowergirl brandonsflowergirl
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

    My Life Is Hopeless

    I have been suicidal off and on since November. Right now is the worst I have felt. I have so much going on, and I am so depressed, I can't get anything solved and then another problem is added. I think everything is my fault, everything I've done has caused where I am now. I was...
    AnnieLor AnnieLor
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

    No Where To Turn

    I don't know how to begin....does anyone out there really care anymore?  It seems as though this is a very cruel world we live in now and a very lonely world.  I lost my father 6 hears ago and lost my sister around a month ago.  She was also depressed all the time.   I lost...
    ncstatefan ncstatefan
    46-50
    1 Response Mar 8, 2011

    I Had Never Felt The Impulse Of Actually Killing Myself Until Now.

    I had fantasized about it several times, but I always knew I wasn't goin'g to do it. Now, it's not so much an idea, but a gut feeling of really wanting to go on with it. For some months, my now ex girlfriend has had some serious problems, problems which she apparently doesn want...
    Juanie Juanie
    26-30, M
    Jan 21, 2013

    I Feel Suicidal

    I am a 15 year old female who lives with a single parent mother. I go to a boarding school and i have a lot of pressure from my mother to get good grades. My mother works in an office at the school so if i dont do well in something she knows and either yells at me and swears a...
    Hunter15cool Hunter15cool
    16-17
    Jul 3, 2009

    I Want To Be With Him...

    me and my ex have known each other a year now an he recently broke up because a girl lied and said he cheated when he never he is 20 and im 27years old we love each other very much and yes we have had are ups and down and ive cried because ive got hurt ect hes cried because ive...
    blondexxmoments blondexxmoments
    26-30, F
    Nov 25, 2012

    At The Moment..

    I feel suicidal right now. I've been crying every night this week and I'm tired of being in emotional pain. How many times will I be too scared to do it and just pull through? I'm tired of pulling through. I'm in so much emotional pain I swear I feel my heart physical hurting. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Mar 20, 2013

    Been Feeling Suicidal...

    The past few days I've been feeling suicidal. And to release my feelings, I post my thoughts on Twitter. Except, its gotten me in trouble. I posted something about cutting about 10 days ago or so, and since my cousin follows me on there, she saw it and it concerned her so she had...
    TragedyxInxWaiting TragedyxInxWaiting
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2012

    You pretend that you don't see me,

    Or that im not really there. You see how bad I want someone To just to even care.. Would it really kill you to take the time To ask me how are you? Or why the sad face, are you ok? Is there anything I can do? I feel like all I've done is try But each day I just fail, I take...
    Harmony242 Harmony242
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2014

    My Story?

    I often have thoughts of scuicide, usually at least every other day. I lost my boyfriend to someone else about a year ago which absoulutly destroyed me. I remember the night I found out about it, I paced backwards and forwards in my room holding a cut throat razor having what...
    bigcock5100 bigcock5100
    18-21, M
    16 Responses Feb 27, 2012

    Not a Matter of If, So Much As When...

    What does one do when one: Has been suicidal for 9 years, depressed for longer Has been abandoned by all friends Finds no pleasure in life -Has no ambitions or hope left On a 4th type of anti-depressant that still isn’t working Seen multiple...
    Void Void
    22-25
    3 Responses Aug 10, 2008

    I go through these weird days

    where I'm ecstatic about every factor of life and what's happening. Other days I'm just depressed and hopeless, basically not sure of what I should do. My family and I are not in a good place financially and I am at university, already with a paid internship and no free time to...
    drumsandjs drumsandjs
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 10, 2015

    I think the title speaks

    for itself... Do I really need to say more? I'm tired of feeling like this. Just don't see the point in trying anymore when I know these feelings are always going to keep coming back.
    trayomis trayomis
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 2, 2014

    I Feel Suicidal

    I have tried to kill myself three times in past week I have spoken to the crisis team I,thought they,was sending someone out to see me but nobody came so I rang them up again and they said they lost the call and they had not contacted anyone so I am not getting anywhere my mental...
    Meryl62 Meryl62
    51-55
    Jun 3, 2013

    For A Long Time

    I been feel suicidal all last week and the weekend. mostly because alot of family problem that i just really don't want to deal with.I been trying to think of something else but its hard for me to switch my mind to positive thinking. I just keep thinking about trying to kill...
    BrokenButterflies BrokenButterflies
    18-21, F
    Jan 25, 2011

    Don't Know What To Feel

    I know suicide is the worst way to die.... I know its a crime but I cannot stop this feeling enter my mind. I feel suicidal...... that's the newest truth of my life, and I don't feel good about it.I am so tired of living with a fake smile and telling people that I am okay. I am...
    citygirl9841 citygirl9841
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2012

    No One to Love Me

    i have given up trying to make friends. i am so discouraged. my family, the one i was born into was one trauma after another. parents couldn't stand one another, domestic violence, father cheating on mother, us moving all the time IN THE SAME TOWN(how embarrasing...
    tm3245 tm3245
    51-55
    2 Responses May 27, 2009

    It's getting to be time.

    ,, I can't take one more day of this pain. I'm tired of having no one to talk to and fake friendships I'm tired of being alone and having to try to keep myself motivated to live day after day when my suffering is too great.. My emotional pain is much greater than any physical...
    Harmony242 Harmony242
    26-30, F
    1 Response Nov 21, 2014

    Lost In My Own World

    I don't know what to do anymore. I feel like i've reached the breaking point, a point of no return.I've fallin into this deep, deep depression recently over a breakup. I lost someone I loved more than anything, someone I truly cared for, someone I admired and cerished every...
    ChristaBelle0609 ChristaBelle0609
    18-21, F
    Apr 1, 2011
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