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I Feel That I Will Never Find Love

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    I'm not even sure I WANT to anymore. I mean, even if I did, I have so many issues now with personal space; if you even touch my neck, I will JUMP and feel kind of...violated, I guess it is. at this point, any sex I would have would affect me like rape, even if it was consentual...
    aodake aodake 18-21, F Jun 17, 2010

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    Love Doesn't Last For Me

    Every time i meet a girl this happens. first we meet and then we start to talk, then the talks get longer, then we start getting feeling, then we start going together, then talk about marriage, then starting a family and living together. ...........and boom!!!!! it all falls...
    Lifewillchange Lifewillchange 18-21, M 11 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    I Feel I Have It Now..on Both Ends

    but will it last when we finally meet? I hope so! A part of wants to seclude myself with books and the other wants to get married and have a daughter. So fun being torn!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 22, 2009

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    Right now, i think i'll never be loved by some one & after an hour, i'll be thinking there's someone made for me too!! Sometimes, i can't understand myself..
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    As days go by I continue to believe that. It's just the way it is and as much I want to tell myself to deal with it and move on, I can't, because it's something I want so much but...
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    Seems to me that alot of men I am around want it all A wife , a mistress , a freak , a mommy , a nurse I can only be ten things at one time I'm afraid I will never find a man...
    applesnbananas applesnbananas 51-55, F 3 Responses Aug 29

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    I'm afraid I will never find somebody to really love me because they won't be ably to handle my career choice.. I'm in the USAF, and every single woman has either cheated on me, or...
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    Not me personally, but I know this girl who was approaching 40 and she could never find the right guy who could really love her. She spent countless amount of hours on the internet...
    sheherme83 sheherme83 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    im very miserable girl , im always loosing ppl and i have no friends im good at nothing! i met very nice guy and he was the best thing ever happened to me, he was good friend but...
    lulutaa lulutaa 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Truly I do not feel I will ever find a woman that will love and respect me the way I would love and respect her. I want a very open respectful nurturing and loving love with a lady...
    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M Sep 5

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    Since a very young age I've known that I am precisely what the other girls with their average faces and silky hair full of potential whispered about to their carbon copy friends...
    pretendingagain pretendingagain 13-15, F Aug 21

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    It's because I am mentally ill. There really isn't any other explanation besides that. I am mentally ill and no one wants to deal with it. Well, guess what? I DO. Yes, me. I DEAL...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 31

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    I just met him a couple hours ago and idk I just can't stop thinking about him I've been thing about him the whole night and he's the first person I really have feelings for and...
    DiegoPR13 DiegoPR13 13-15, M Aug 20

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    I am very afraid of this actually. I feel like I have found love, but it's one sided. If this isn't love I don't know what is? Please don't give me the you're to young speech, I am...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F Aug 27

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    I am afraid, there will be no one ever to love me. All I find around me are people who abuse my kindness. People who use me. It was like that ever since I remember and that's why...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 25

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    Sometimes i envy my friends, who can fall so easily. i wonder if i even have the feeling of love inside me?
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F Aug 19

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    I know we are all complicated beings and I'm no different. However I complicate my life further by not being honest about my sexual orientation. I can admit to close friends that I...
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    I'm going through a depressed/feeling sorry for myself stage. Ugh.
    ksgirl11 ksgirl11 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    Everyone tells me that I will find that right girl soon. They told me that soon forever ago ._.
    EBestest EBestest 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I am bpd and I have trouble not rejecting someone else at the first sign that they may find me anything other than perfect. So far nobody has believed I truly cannot control this...
    xandrif xandrif 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I need some one to love me to I love you
    123tomcat 123tomcat 51-55, M Aug 20

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    Everyone around me is falling in love, getting married, having kids, and then their is me... All I want is someone to be with, someone to love me, someone to talk to, someone to...
    KolbySC KolbySC 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 24

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    Long story short. I met a Nigerian man on a website. Very attractive. But he didn't have his papers. And was in graduate school. Things were ok at first. I loved that he loved how...
    SW4225 SW4225 36-40 1 Response Aug 30

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    there's no the one for me. lol. although i have been bombarded by all those love is forever nonsense.
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F Aug 19

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    Honestly during high school two different times I've had someone say something along the lines of "id date you but I don't date black girls" I don't know it sounds petty but it...
    kaelabee kaelabee 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    This is actual a question : I think my girl friend is a young **** because she's to young to do it and she had in her room sex stuff.what do I do?😔
    Anthonyverdin Anthonyverdin 13-15, M 3 Responses Aug 15

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    Trying to date in your late 20's early 30's is torture enough, but I swear it's even worse if you're not a dog person and you have no interest in having kids. I'm at an impasse in...
    BleuGardenia BleuGardenia 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I am the exception. Everyone can have support and a family.God knows I am strong enough so he left me by myself.
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    yes,probably story of my life.
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    This is so true. I've been through so many guys but none is the right one.
    dropdeadwilma dropdeadwilma 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 31

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    I'm so tired of being taken for granted.
    annah1 annah1 46-50, F 4 Responses Sep 1

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    Your not Alone ^^ I am afraid about it too
    KITsune78 KITsune78 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    Please read my other two experiences
    ouatnatalie ouatnatalie 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    In those past 5 years ... I traveled, I asked friends, I even tried the internet, the results were always the same "What I look for couldn't be found". My demands and standards are...
    Alip900 Alip900 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    And it breaks my heart because I have already watched it 3 times.
    MissAnnaLee MissAnnaLee 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I have been looking around for the guy for me but I can't seem to fine the right one. So far I have stopped looking because to be honest most of the guys are really disrespectful...
    Mary4you Mary4you 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I will never find someone who will support and share my life with me. in time, my friends and sister will drift apart from me and i have to fend for myself in this world. Alone...
    fuglygirlonthebench fuglygirlonthebench 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    But I'll never find it... You know why? Because I have no social life... I don't have anywhere to look because i'm not comfortable going anywhere. I'm so depressed, and doing all...
    or19937 or19937 18-21, M Aug 20

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    Lostsoutherner Lostsoutherner 26-30, F Aug 20

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    Dreamprojector Dreamprojector 18-21, F Aug 31

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    FindingTheRealMe FindingTheRealMe 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    chloeloveactually chloeloveactually 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    Carriele83 Carriele83 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 20

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