I Feel That I Will Never Find Love

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    I believe finding love is very possible

    but true love is a different story 😒😒😒 yeah yeah come on here and say I'm too young I WILL ignore you
    ArtemistheHunter ArtemistheHunter
    13-15, F
    1 Response Aug 11, 2015

    Sace

    I'm not even sure I WANT to anymore. I mean, even if I did, I have so many issues now with personal space; if you even touch my neck, I will JUMP and feel kind of...violated, I guess it is. at this point, any sex I would have would affect me like rape, even if it was consentual...
    aodake aodake
    18-21, F
    Jun 17, 2010

    Love Doesn't Last For Me

    Every time i meet a girl this happens. first we meet and then we start to talk, then the talks get longer, then we start getting feeling, then we start going together, then talk about marriage, then starting a family and living together. ...........and boom!!!!! it all falls...
    Lifewillchange Lifewillchange
    22-25, M
    8 Responses Sep 22, 2013

    I Feel I Have It Now..on Both Ends

    but will it last when we finally meet? I hope so! A part of wants to seclude myself with books and the other wants to get married and have a daughter. So fun being torn!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 22, 2009

    I think i never going to,

    im so wired. Im horrible and shy and i dont know is... I'll be 18 soon and i had never, NEVER had a boyfriend or know about a guy dose like me so... Im geting a little sad about that cause pepole are allways saing that there is someone for evryone but.. I dont know, im not sure...
    antomg1 antomg1
    16-17, F
    Jul 7, 2015

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