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I Feel That I Will Never Find Love

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    I Feel I Have It Now..on Both Ends

    but will it last when we finally meet? I hope so! A part of wants to seclude myself with books and the other wants to get married and have a daughter. So fun being torn!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 22, 2009

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    Love Doesn't Last For Me

    Every time i meet a girl this happens. first we meet and then we start to talk, then the talks get longer, then we start getting feeling, then we start going together, then talk about marriage, then starting a family and living together. ...........and boom!!!!! it all falls...
    Lifewillchange Lifewillchange 18-21, M 10 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    Sace

    I'm not even sure I WANT to anymore. I mean, even if I did, I have so many issues now with personal space; if you even touch my neck, I will JUMP and feel kind of...violated, I guess it is. at this point, any sex I would have would affect me like rape, even if it was consentual...
    aodake aodake 18-21, F Jun 17, 2010

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    There's so many things I want to tell you. I wish I had the courage to just say it and not make this note that only I will see. I'm not OK. I never will be OK. I've been damaged...
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    Yeah, I must be a laugh. After all these years, not being liked by anyone, I still like people. My mind must be screwed up enough to still hope for something new to happen. And...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Will never locate sanctuary. Or a caring society. Or a true mentor. Sigh.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Apr 9

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    To realize how stupid I was, stupid to have the warmth in me when he talked sweetly to me , to have the sharp pain in my heart when he talked to other girls, to have the bile...
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    If i can ever find love , things might change. There is no guarantee though as to if anything would change
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F Apr 12

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    again. I tried to search but found nothing. Day after DAY i cannot find love.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    The worst part of feeling like no one loves you, is knowing that no one loves you.
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    I’ll never know (by breadcrumbscu) I’ll never know what I’d do, Without the kind of friends like you. I’ll never know how to love, Until it is given from above. I...
    breadcrumbscu breadcrumbscu 56-60, M Apr 26

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    I really do not get why people treat me the way they do. My kids tell me to **** off when I say I love you, and attack me and call me pervert when I try to give them a hug. My wife...
    EpilepticOne EpilepticOne 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Well yeah I thought to write it in here cause I don't think I will ever work up the nerve to ever tell him. But yeah so I've known him for a year and a half now. Different...
    limitedless limitedless 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    Socalsunset Socalsunset 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Kinda sad but that's life, lol. I even have a bf on here. Thank goodness he doesn't look at my profile to see how I feel :):
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    thats exactly. whats going on with me. i am patiently waiting for my emotions to come back. i thought theyd be back by now but i guess thats to much to ask for. im waiting to get a...
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 9

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