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I Feel That I Will Never Find Love

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    I'm not even sure I WANT to anymore. I mean, even if I did, I have so many issues now with personal space; if you even touch my neck, I will JUMP and feel kind of...violated, I guess it is. at this point, any sex I would have would affect me like rape, even if it was consentual...
    aodake aodake 18-21, F Jun 17, 2010

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    I Feel I Have It Now..on Both Ends

    but will it last when we finally meet? I hope so! A part of wants to seclude myself with books and the other wants to get married and have a daughter. So fun being torn!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 22, 2009

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    Love Doesn't Last For Me

    Every time i meet a girl this happens. first we meet and then we start to talk, then the talks get longer, then we start getting feeling, then we start going together, then talk about marriage, then starting a family and living together. ...........and boom!!!!! it all falls...
    Lifewillchange Lifewillchange 18-21, M 10 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    ...and I'm totally fine with it. I was raised by a single father who was never married so I grew up knowing that there's more to life than saying "I do." Plus, there are so many...
    SunshineMel SunshineMel 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Someday, you will forget my name, my voice, my laugh and who I am to you. But even if you forget everything about me, just want you to know that I will never forget how much you...
    redDya91 redDya91 22-25, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    my parents have just a hard time telling me they love me or even showing it. my physical form doesn't help it either with how I'm shown lies and pain rather than kindness and...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm 24 and never had a girlfriend or anything like one. I can't figure out why I'm a decent guy the kind most women claim to want but they just never see me . To make things worse...
    jaynight jaynight 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I'm a 26 year old male coming up on 27. It seems like everyone else is able to find someone except me. I feel like some of them just had it fall into their lap. I couldn't find it...
    alley00pster alley00pster 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    When things go wrong as they sometimes will When the road I'm trudging seems all uphill When the funds are low and the debts are high And I want to smile but I have to sigh...
    Ezmee Ezmee 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Though it saddens me to break our relationship but I think both of us just don't deserve each other. We started as being friends and eventually fell in love with each other. I...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have already lost a hope to find a good mannfor me,I have a feeling that best men is already taken :'(
    Jellybean88 Jellybean88 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    My experience with God and marriage has been one of complete disappointment and the living proof God uses us like circus shows for his entertainment. I was raised in a Pentecostal...
    bamrelish bamrelish 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    never hurts to hope for something. besides, you never know..
    Azeazal Azeazal 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Finding someone for a strong relationship. This just seems impossible for me.
    logan1997 logan1997 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I will never forgot the day I kissed a boy in 4th grade... or the time I got kicked out the house.. or my first time meeting my nieces and nephews... or the day I met Danielle
    missdramaqueen missdramaqueen 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I want/need love in my life cause I have never had it in my life or seen it succeed in my life or anyones for that matter
    personalldemon personalldemon 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I want to find love but I am asexual. Some asexuals do not believe in love, and a lot of people think all asexuals do not believe in love. I definitely believe in love, I just do...
    DarianM DarianM 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've had love and lost it I just want to find it again
    loneleyboy loneleyboy 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want to find love someday and get married adopt kids and grow old together
    Vswagger Vswagger 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's like someone is playing a sick and twisted game with my life where anything that could lead to me being loved is prevented. I spend a lot of my time alone due to depression...
    TheFreeSpirit TheFreeSpirit 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    That day is today and I think it has been the best day of my life. I spent it with my girlfriend the entire day in the city and at night it was incredible. The sky was perfect she...
    8Alex8 8Alex8 13-15, M Jun 21

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    My wife just remembered its fathers day... my son is going on 2... she shows no affection for me anymore. Sometimes I wonder why I even try.
    abandonedman abandonedman 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I don't thing I will be good enough for anybody.
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 2 Responses Jun 21

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    i had my chance at love but i always felt i wasn't good enough for him. he ended up marrying someone else and passed away in 2005. basically, i know that i will be alone for the...
    lightening69 lightening69 46-50, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    it's always this way for me and it always will be
    bradley600 bradley600 16-17, M Jun 20

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    I know this. And I have come to accept that im not good enough. Im not good enough for anything. I just dont even know why im here. I was just used for a story.
    ineedhelp122 ineedhelp122 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 20

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    its like i can't ever find any loyal chick i just wan't to see what relationship is like
    jjfiya5543 jjfiya5543 18-21, M Jun 19

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    what do u do when you want something so bad, but know in your heart it will never happen? continuing hoping because its everything you want, even when it's breaking your heart? or...
    dkemama dkemama 31-35, F Jun 19

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    I am not comfortable wielding authority. I will never do well in any position that requires me to be an authority figure. I am not good at being stern, intimidating, or forceful. I...
    atpeacewithme atpeacewithme 31-35 Jun 19

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    A poison to end the ache in my soul, a blade to sever the binds around my heart, a cloak to shelter me from the storm in my mind. Water so pure it will cleanse the dust from my...
    fadedgreyspirit fadedgreyspirit 26-30 Jun 19

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    I am only 20 but I feel like I will never find love. I see so many people my age that have long relationships and I feel like a total loser. I just had a break up... the...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 18

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    My wife did it. I love how they look and feel!!!!
    flamestomper33 flamestomper33 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 18

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    I don't think that I will ever find love or a lover I have a problem of relationships and it's not because I cheat or anything of that matter, it is because of the fact is I am a...
    BoostedJ BoostedJ 22-25, M Jun 18

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    Trying to be happy, trying to be strong, don't think my life will ever make sense
    coco72 coco72 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    March 23rd, 2012. R.I.P love :( you live in peace now. All of your troubles, worries, and fears have disappeared. See you soon Anna. :) I miss you so much
    tessagj14 tessagj14 16-17, F Jun 15

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    Dont ever give up! never surrender to failures! if you give up then you cant move on with your life! if you fail just try again until you make it! so i failed at my exam but i will...
    jojo12380 jojo12380 18-21, M Jun 15

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    ... Or rather, I'll never have it again...
    rejectedhighly rejectedhighly 22-25, M Jun 14

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    The day is fast approaching. My sons last exam! The goal I had set myself to leave this toxic marriage. In an ideal world, when I raise the taboo subject again, he will be ready...
    Inspireme1 Inspireme1 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Just met this homeless Iraq war veteran on my way to starbucks had a small chat with him for about 12 or 15 minutes. So he's a Marine and served two tours in Iraq his girlfriend...
    ILeo ILeo 22-25, M Jun 13

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    I keep finding myself caught in a twilight zone and there isn't a single sign of life, but a perpetual sunset casting magenta. It's sad and it's sweet.
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 13

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    I will never forget that day that me and my Bestfriend first kissed.. Wish I could go back ? Yeah . Because that's when he was still living here .
    dezi1124 dezi1124 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 13

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