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I Feel That I Will Never Find Love

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    I'm not even sure I WANT to anymore. I mean, even if I did, I have so many issues now with personal space; if you even touch my neck, I will JUMP and feel kind of...violated, I guess it is. at this point, any sex I would have would affect me like rape, even if it was consentual...
    aodake aodake 18-21, F Jun 17, 2010

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    Love Doesn't Last For Me

    Every time i meet a girl this happens. first we meet and then we start to talk, then the talks get longer, then we start getting feeling, then we start going together, then talk about marriage, then starting a family and living together. ...........and boom!!!!! it all falls...
    Lifewillchange Lifewillchange 18-21, M 11 Responses Sep 22, 2013

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    I Feel I Have It Now..on Both Ends

    but will it last when we finally meet? I hope so! A part of wants to seclude myself with books and the other wants to get married and have a daughter. So fun being torn!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 22, 2009

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