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I Feel That Life Is Just Not Worth It Anymore

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    Worthless

    What does life hold for me when I am worthless? 
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    What is living? Is it just merely existing in

    this life or is it thriving and enjoying it? If it is the ladder then i have been dead for quite some time now. I know i'm still young and i have my entire future to look forward to. But what is in that future? It's probably filled with more school i don't like and then a job i...
    KIRa53 KIRa53 13-15, M Feb 16

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