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I Feel That Life Is Just Not Worth It Anymore

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    I never had love since my childhood.

    my father was a heavy drinker he used to beat me like a hell ..this gave me aversion towards drinking and my mom was always arguing with him.. my sisters were too bossy.. i used to feel very shy and scared to talk to people because i always thought something happens no one is...
    kiran12321 kiran12321 22-25, M Feb 17

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    What is living? Is it just merely existing in

    this life or is it thriving and enjoying it? If it is the ladder then i have been dead for quite some time now. I know i'm still young and i have my entire future to look forward to. But what is in that future? It's probably filled with more school i don't like and then a job i...
    KIRa53 KIRa53 16-17, M Feb 16, 2014

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    Worthless

    What does life hold for me when I am worthless? 
    reset reset 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I dont want to live in this ****** up world

    anymore. So many horrible things are happening right now as we speak. Rape, killing, war, genocide, you name and its happening. Everyday I read the news and think to myself. W H A T T H E ******* is wrong with the world right now. My dreams have been crushed. All I do is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 29

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