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I Feel That Life Is Just Not Worth It Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 74 People

    What is living? Is it just merely existing in

    this life or is it thriving and enjoying it? If it is the ladder then i have been dead for quite some time now. I know i'm still young and i have my entire future to look forward to. But what is in that future? It's probably filled with more school i don't like and then a job i...
    KIRa53 KIRa53 13-15, M Feb 16, 2014

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    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 18

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    I never had love since my childhood.

    my father was a heavy drinker he used to beat me like a hell ..this gave me aversion towards drinking and my mom was always arguing with him.. my sisters were too bossy.. i used to feel very shy and scared to talk to people because i always thought something happens no one is...
    kiran12321 kiran12321 22-25, M Feb 17

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    Worthless

    What does life hold for me when I am worthless? 
    reset reset 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 5, 2010

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    I dont want to live in this ****** up world

    anymore. So many horrible things are happening right now as we speak. Rape, killing, war, genocide, you name and its happening. Everyday I read the news and think to myself. W H A T T H E ******* is wrong with the world right now. My dreams have been crushed. All I do is...
    cat1024 cat1024 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I havent for a long time... Im only pretending now...
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    I don't see myself making it through this night. I just don't want to wake up. Whether I fall asleep on a rope or fall asleep on a ton of pills, it would all be so much better.
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    i have been talking to people all day, just grasping at that little bit of communication and company. but it does nothing for me. i feel so alone, so much that i end up looking at...
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    I used to belive that you would come around and realize what a huge mistake you made when you ditched me for the girl who looked just like me. I used to ake. I used to think that...
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