I Feel That My Life Means Nothing To Me Anymore

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    I Don't Know What To Value In Life Anymore

    I don't know what is worth perusing or achieving anymore... life means nothing!
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Jul 23, 2011

    What Was I Fighting For Again?

    Hahaha, yeah. I don't really have anything going for me in life, sooooooo you know. Don't really feel it means anything to meh. :P
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 24, 2011

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