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I Feel The Wolf Inside Me Awakening

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    The Devilwolf.

    every night i see me in the mirror its not me. my soul is burring with pain thers no way to describe whats happing to me.but i here gun going off i jollted to my pack they are dead im so agery i bit a tree so hard the tree brok.i cant go on with out my pack.pain pain i here i...
    wolfman12345678 wolfman12345678 13-15, F Dec 27, 2012

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    A New Site

    For those that legitimate wolves(and believe me I will be checking) I created a new website for you guys. No more trolling or snooping. inbox me if you're interested. Its new so it may need some revising
    Avendesora Avendesora 16-17, F Aug 27, 2013

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    My Wolf And His Dark Side

    The first time that I've found out I had a wolf in me was in a dream, and at school during a fight. Many things have happened to me that has happened to many wolves, but the one where I found myself in a fight was different. It brought out our dark side. I knew that Blanca had...
    NaturistBlanca NaturistBlanca 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    I'm Tired Of Being Trapped As A Humun

    I howl like a wolf, I growl like a wolf, I have the eyes of a wolf, but I feel imprisoned in my body!!! I don't want to be in the middle anymore I want to transform. the moon is my friend I've learned to bond with it over time, I howl when I see it's near me I can feel it's light...
    Greywolfeyes Greywolfeyes 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 11, 2012

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    Running

    as I run through the forest I can feel all of my worry seep away my human body slips away fur replaces my skin. My mouth stretches in to a muzzle to accommodate my teeth by bones pop an shift as i fall on to all fours. my feet thunder across the hared packed ground. I see the...
    thunderstarwolf thunderstarwolf 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 9, 2013

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    Is It Calling Me?

    When ever I walk by or in or drive in or by the woods/forest I feel like its calling...me...! Is it the forest or my pack? The woods/forest is pulling me towards it! (my last name is Wood) Should I go too it or not. HELP!
    Silver565 Silver565 13-15, F Sep 28, 2013

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    To Everyone Out There

    We are all the same, we all have a beast inside us that we can't control. But we do not want to hurt anyone do we? No, there is no need to kill or harm any living thing (unless animal, those we need). Rate up or comment if you agree. Sincerely, Hunter.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 26, 2013

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    I'm Learning.

    I've always known I was different from everyone else my whole life, I just never knew why or how different I was untill earlier this year. I always felt as if there was something missing inside me. I found out that it was my soul after it was returned to me. I now know who and...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M Sep 12, 2013

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    5 Elements Pack

    Hey guys, so I probably don't know some of you but if you're looking for a pack please check out I Am a Member of the 5 Elements Pack. Ranks need to be filled soon.
    Avendesora Avendesora 16-17, F Apr 3, 2013

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    One Or Other...

    I'm either awakening or awakened. I just know it.
    Aeluna Aeluna 13-15, F 1 Response May 4, 2012

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    Restless

    Lately i've began feeling more and more wolf-like.  Today i was really mad at some people and i was already tired from a long school day. It was my last class of the day and i was almost late. These girls who are walking by take up the entire walk way ( i was outside) and i was...
    Ryekir Ryekir 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Taking Over, And Growing Stronger.

    I'm giving into my wolf side, more and more every day. I'm growing larger, and stronger than ever before. I can see farther, hear better, move faster, and fear none. I can now move, and lift twice the weight I could before. the only drawback is that my temper has grown as well...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M 5 Responses Oct 16, 2013

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    Every Day

    It started when I was a little girl. Now it feels stronger then ever. She grows closer to me every day. Every time I meditate I feel her. Every time she gets a little bit stronger. She is me. I am her. She's in my body. Or I'm in my body... We're the same person/wolf. So I...
    EmberWolf EmberWolf 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2012

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    New Alpha On The Block!!

    Anyone who would like to join JAZ1792's wolf pack is welcomed. However, allow me to state he will be conducting the pack as alpha, and I as alpha female. Anyone who is interested please contact one of us. thanks:)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    (Sorry haven't posted in awhile,

    but I'll try to be updated more) She sits in isolation from what she used to know as the reality had diminished; everything changed, the ones who supposedly loved her held a firearm up to her forehead, her friends looked at her as a monster, religion despises her, and now...
    soulessone soulessone 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    The Animal Within

    I don't know what to say or think, I have a temper that is bar none ; it just snaps especially when it comes toward a loved one being disrespected, I feel it inside a snap a cold shiver down my body and I lose it , when I hear or see certain thing they grab me inside and I get...
    Wolflikeme Wolflikeme 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    My Wolf Feelings

    I feel like my existence is based on a wolf life at the same time. Like as a child I was always the omega for being the shortest & mistreated. In high School I was the Beta for being more protective of my friends & nerds. Rght now I am in college & I am the Alpha of my pack. My...
    JAZ1792 JAZ1792 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    Destiny Redemption!

                This day was bound to happen sooner or later and I am glad it is now... I knew for so long what I am and had hid it so well and been able to keep it caged, but I refuse to any longer! The wolf in me wants out and I can't ignore it any longer! The signs are...
    XieryaWolf XieryaWolf 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2012

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    Legend Of The Moon

    I looked at the moon and I thought... "Why is the moon so lonely?"... And my mother always used to tell me when I was little..."Because she used to have a lover...His name was Maheegan and they lived in the Spirit World together...And every night, they would wander the skies...
    soulessone soulessone 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I feel numb now. Used, abused, and broken into little pieces. Alone. My thoughts are destroying all the good parts of me left, mocking me. There is nothing left but the worst...
    prettyballerina prettyballerina 31-35, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I'm really struggling with what to post here, how can i explain everything i feel when it's all knotted up inside? But here goes. I don't know why, or how but recently i'm losing...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 16-17, F 8 Responses Nov 6

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    I don't know why but I feel so heartless like I'm so blessed to meet amazing friends and boys. Every single guy who liked me has treated me like a princess and do everything a girl...
    Angrysalads Angrysalads 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 11

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    I'm hollow inside to be precise, do you know the feeling where you don't love yourself and you don't love anyone else at all. Yes you think you love them, you think you do...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    I am alone and shattered inside. I don't even know what to do anymore. I feel so lost. I am sitting on my couch, weeping and listening to landslide on repeat.
    sighofthevanquished sighofthevanquished 22-25, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I try to be happy, I try to keep busy to keep my mind off things. But there is this void deep inside that I can't fill or get rid of. v.v
    MissxNightxDemon MissxNightxDemon 16-17, F Nov 15

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    Emptiness. I don't know what to feel actually. All the things I used to feel and know seem insignificant know... I feel that Im being left behind. It seems that everyone has...
    ChicaDee94 ChicaDee94 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 25

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    For my entire life until now, I've been raised with, and eventually imbibed in myself, that if I do things that are difficult and earn me prestige, I'll be satisfied with my life...
    twelves twelves 22-25 Nov 2

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    I just feel so depressed and heartbroken. How do I recover. I was brought low by the guy that made me feel worthy. My former best friend hurt me by abandoning me.
    JH4K JH4K 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 9

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    There is nothing left of me. Just pieces. And even though it would seem that there is nothing left of me to be broken, people just stomp on my pieces till they are nothing but dust...
    lexxilynn lexxilynn 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 10

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    I just realize that everything becomes so clear at this moment...I'm just a pawn for other people something for them to push anyway they wanted to. I feel so hurt...at this level I...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    I never do anything other than school and sleeping. I don't feel much with friends. I need excitement in my life. It's a very weird feeling. Any suggestions?
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Feeling unsettled like something's not right ,It's a emotional war and I'm ready to fight.I am always falling, remaining on my knees, It's a constant reminder only you can meet my...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 1 Response Oct 24

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    Had enough today had a big blow out by my mom & one of my sister! Back again for treating like crap! I can't take their negative talk & putting me down! Saying awful, hurtful...
    ncsweetfem ncsweetfem 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    Soo tired, I just can't function properly!! Really do feel totally broken
    XMissunderstoodx XMissunderstoodx 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 31

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    Are we all not broken? Someway or another don't we all feel the need to be comforted? Weather it may be because of a death of someone beloved or insecurities or even the fear of...
    editspure editspure 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    I feel like i can't be happy, like theres something that won't let me.
    Wolfee2012 Wolfee2012 13-15, F Nov 10

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    I'm carrying that purple kitchen knife now, as soon as I get to the hotel I'll leave all the things my parents bought for me as presents. The jade bracelet Golden heart necklace...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    I was prepared to give everything to that guy and he doesn't want it. I don't know what to describe what I'm feeling right now. Going to take a walk tonight but I'll avoid the...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 11

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    I feel so numb as if everything that's ever bad is back...no one can handle me and this is karma perhaps I'm just doomed to it and it's this never ending cycle of self-harm...I don...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F Nov 12

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    I'll forever be this way I think, but what's good about broken you know? It's used to feeling shattered...I am in pieces...exactly as predicted a pebble of the stone. Some are...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F Nov 12

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    I can't stand myself anymore I'll pretend that this part of me is dead and act as if I'm a guy like when I'm younger back then I feel as if my twin brother is still next to me. I...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    I feel like a ghost so I told my ex that he should someone alive and he told me that he would die to be with with...but the dead can't be with the living...I'm broken.
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F Nov 13

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    Not a pleasant feeling... At all
    silentRegard silentRegard 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    not even a spark left just emptiness
    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M Oct 25

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    I do everything I can for you, everything you want but it's never good enough! You've broken me, I've let you break me down bit by bit. I say no more but then run straight back to...
    XMissunderstoodx XMissunderstoodx 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 25

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    Hear the breathing of the words of love ,allow it to whisper through the cracks of your heart. We cant be empty, We cant be lost.. Rest your heart on mine.. No matter our eyes...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Oct 26

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    Have you ever just wanted someone to wrap their arms around you and tell you everything will be okay, even you know it won't?
    SlowlyDrifting SlowlyDrifting 13-15, F 6 Responses Oct 29

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    Today was awful, see my ex-boyfriend with a new girlfriend, its not that i forgot about him, i still like him a little bit. But anyways, why does this happends to me??