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I Feel The Wolf Inside Me Awakening

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 217 People

    I'm Learning.

    I've always known I was different from everyone else my whole life, I just never knew why or how different I was untill earlier this year. I always felt as if there was something missing inside me. I found out that it was my soul after it was returned to me. I now know who and...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M Sep 12, 2013

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    Legend Of The Moon

    I looked at the moon and I thought... "Why is the moon so lonely?"... And my mother always used to tell me when I was little..."Because she used to have a lover...His name was Maheegan and they lived in the Spirit World together...And every night, they would wander the skies...
    soulessone soulessone 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 6, 2013

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    I'm Tired Of Being Trapped As A Humun

    I howl like a wolf, I growl like a wolf, I have the eyes of a wolf, but I feel imprisoned in my body!!! I don't want to be in the middle anymore I want to transform. the moon is my friend I've learned to bond with it over time, I howl when I see it's near me I can feel it's light...
    Greywolfeyes Greywolfeyes 13-15, F 5 Responses Jan 11, 2012

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    My Wolf And His Dark Side

    The first time that I've found out I had a wolf in me was in a dream, and at school during a fight. Many things have happened to me that has happened to many wolves, but the one where I found myself in a fight was different. It brought out our dark side. I knew that Blanca had...
    NaturistBlanca NaturistBlanca 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 9, 2013

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    Destiny Redemption!

                This day was bound to happen sooner or later and I am glad it is now... I knew for so long what I am and had hid it so well and been able to keep it caged, but I refuse to any longer! The wolf in me wants out and I can't ignore it any longer! The signs are...
    XieryaWolf XieryaWolf 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2012

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    One Or Other...

    I'm either awakening or awakened. I just know it.
    Aeluna Aeluna 13-15, F 1 Response May 4, 2012

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    Is It Calling Me?

    When ever I walk by or in or drive in or by the woods/forest I feel like its calling...me...! Is it the forest or my pack? The woods/forest is pulling me towards it! (my last name is Wood) Should I go too it or not. HELP!
    Silver565 Silver565 13-15, F Sep 28, 2013

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    A New Site

    For those that legitimate wolves(and believe me I will be checking) I created a new website for you guys. No more trolling or snooping. inbox me if you're interested. Its new so it may need some revising
    Avendesora Avendesora 16-17, F Aug 27, 2013

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    Running

    as I run through the forest I can feel all of my worry seep away my human body slips away fur replaces my skin. My mouth stretches in to a muzzle to accommodate my teeth by bones pop an shift as i fall on to all fours. my feet thunder across the hared packed ground. I see the...
    thunderstarwolf thunderstarwolf 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 9, 2013

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    The Animal Within

    I don't know what to say or think, I have a temper that is bar none ; it just snaps especially when it comes toward a loved one being disrespected, I feel it inside a snap a cold shiver down my body and I lose it , when I hear or see certain thing they grab me inside and I get...
    Wolflikeme Wolflikeme 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    Restless

    Lately i've began feeling more and more wolf-like.  Today i was really mad at some people and i was already tired from a long school day. It was my last class of the day and i was almost late. These girls who are walking by take up the entire walk way ( i was outside) and i was...
    Ryekir Ryekir 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2011

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    Taking Over, And Growing Stronger.

    I'm giving into my wolf side, more and more every day. I'm growing larger, and stronger than ever before. I can see farther, hear better, move faster, and fear none. I can now move, and lift twice the weight I could before. the only drawback is that my temper has grown as well...
    shaaka shaaka 26-30, M 5 Responses Oct 16, 2013

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    The Devilwolf.

    every night i see me in the mirror its not me. my soul is burring with pain thers no way to describe whats happing to me.but i here gun going off i jollted to my pack they are dead im so agery i bit a tree so hard the tree brok.i cant go on with out my pack.pain pain i here i...
    wolfman12345678 wolfman12345678 13-15, F Dec 27, 2012

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    Every Day

    It started when I was a little girl. Now it feels stronger then ever. She grows closer to me every day. Every time I meditate I feel her. Every time she gets a little bit stronger. She is me. I am her. She's in my body. Or I'm in my body... We're the same person/wolf. So I...
    EmberWolf EmberWolf 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 13, 2012

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    5 Elements Pack

    Hey guys, so I probably don't know some of you but if you're looking for a pack please check out I Am a Member of the 5 Elements Pack. Ranks need to be filled soon.
    Avendesora Avendesora 16-17, F Apr 3, 2013

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    New Alpha On The Block!!

    Anyone who would like to join JAZ1792's wolf pack is welcomed. However, allow me to state he will be conducting the pack as alpha, and I as alpha female. Anyone who is interested please contact one of us. thanks:)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 14, 2011

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    (Sorry haven't posted in awhile,

    but I'll try to be updated more) She sits in isolation from what she used to know as the reality had diminished; everything changed, the ones who supposedly loved her held a firearm up to her forehead, her friends looked at her as a monster, religion despises her, and now...
    soulessone soulessone 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2014

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    My Wolf Feelings

    I feel like my existence is based on a wolf life at the same time. Like as a child I was always the omega for being the shortest & mistreated. In high School I was the Beta for being more protective of my friends & nerds. Rght now I am in college & I am the Alpha of my pack. My...
    JAZ1792 JAZ1792 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 7, 2011

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    To Everyone Out There

    We are all the same, we all have a beast inside us that we can't control. But we do not want to hurt anyone do we? No, there is no need to kill or harm any living thing (unless animal, those we need). Rate up or comment if you agree. Sincerely, Hunter.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 26, 2013

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    I don't know how to describe this feeling. I don't know what to do anymore with my life I'm so tired of being me, sometimes I wonder if there is anyone feeling like me in this...
    Cassy77 Cassy77 22-25 Jan 5

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    I just want to let my feelings out. Since I have no one to talk to about it. I'm just a stay at home mom. I have a son and a daughter, my bf keeps saying I'm ugly so of course me I...
    Imbabybear Imbabybear 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Does he really love you? Or does he just say it? Does he feel the kind of love so deep that it hurts when you aren't there? Does he know the kind of love where your heart doesn't...
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    Well what the ****. Like the title says. I feel empty. I'm living but I don't feel anything. I am empty. Nothing but blank space . I can't even figure out how To fix this. even...
    Futuristic122 Futuristic122 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    What I say: I'm fine! Everything's good! I'm good! What I actually think: I'm broken. My heart physically hurts. Why do I feel like this. Why am I still here. Why do I cry over...
    MindOfManyThoughts MindOfManyThoughts 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I feel so alone and worthless and the urge to self harm keeps getting worse and worse. I have a wonderful boyfriend and people who care about me, so why do I feel this way... :(
    SwiftieGirl SwiftieGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Not totally, I mean I do have feelings for some things, but I'm finding out more and more that the things I use to love and enjoy and encourage others to do still to this day I don...
    JustMe5600 JustMe5600 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I just came across this thought. What if for each thing u can cry for a While but Then when that time is up, u don't feel happy... but, u cant really cry about it... Then all that...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 13-15, F Jan 1

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    I told the girl I like that I like her and told her how she makes me feel and all she said was "thank you"
    RyleeFTM RyleeFTM 13-15, M Jan 8

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    I haven't felt happy for so long...I fake it...I die a little more every day...it's hard to keep hope when everything feels empty and joyless.
    dragonflybluerules dragonflybluerules 31-35 1 Response Jan 9

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    There's just so much going on. I feel so broken. I'm 15 and school is killing me. My friends aren't really my friends and I think my boyfriend is getting tired of me. Which sucks...
    justthatgirl15 justthatgirl15 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    I have nothing I'm good at at all. I was a lazy brat my whole life, and boy is it paying off now... I feel like pure **** watching anyone do anything, knowing they've done it their...
    dinorap1 dinorap1 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Honestly I know it's only a matter if time before I kill myself. I'm dealing and coping the best I can but my best isn't enough.
    AlphaIsabel AlphaIsabel 13-15 1 Response Jan 1

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    I thought I could trust him.. He made me happy.. He wasn't mine but still now he's gone.. I loved him and still do
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Nothing else to say. It's all in the title.
    SimplyBrokken SimplyBrokken 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    Today is the aniversery of one of the worst days of my life. And I can't stop thinking about her. This morning I was lying in bed and I saw her lying beside me and she said "I like...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    that moment you let go of the one who's trying to be yours and... look back and see how they're attention seeking. it fukken hurts to know how they lie to themselves and the ppl...
    kieth1994 kieth1994 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    I think of all the things u said yesterday and I think of things others see in me. I think of the things I see in me. I think of everything. I am confused and lost. All I've ever...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    i can have an absolutely amazing day and have so much fun but i get so down sometimes... i wish i could go out and do something fun right now
    artandtravel artandtravel 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    i just.. cant seem to write out anything on ep again. whenever i tried to write, the page stays blank. i dont know what i want to describe anything in my life anymore
    whitenut whitenut 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Don't let hair loss hunts you down! Because they can be treated!Hair loss treatment isn't an illusion!What is hair mites?Hair mites, a human microscopic parasites, cause hair loss...
    Ungex Ungex 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    there are days I can hear a baby wailing and asking for "mommy?" ... and I see the person who stressed me so much that it cost a miscarriage when I told him I could be..out so...
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    Can anyone here relate to feeling like there's a wolf inside you that just wants out? I was sitting in the car last night on the way back from a Christmas thing and I literally...
    Bradioactive Bradioactive 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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