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I Feel Too Deeply And Want Too Much

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    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Feb 25

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    I Want To Be Spock

    I experience emotion very deeply. My feelings are hurt, at times, by what others would consider a teasing verbal jab. I am forced to keep this to myself, or hear the words, "Toughin' up, it was just a joke." I do not believe I want to much. I want kindness and understanding. I...
    ladysypit ladysypit 41-45, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2012

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