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I Feel Totally Alienated

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    Horribly Alienated

    i feel horribly alienated all the time. i have tried to correct it. i try to make friends. but it is impossible. people don't understand when i talk about it. this alienation is way beyond loneliness. it's horrendous.
    diredepths diredepths 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2010

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 10, 2009

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    I never meet anyone who I feel I can really

    talk to. I feel oppressed on account of my gender, my economic status, and my disability and I am severely frustrated and pissed off. I take iq tests and score pretty high but so far intelligence has been more of a liability than a strength. all that really interests me is...
    stphnmclrn46 stphnmclrn46 22-25 May 24

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