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    except for my kids and maybe 2 other people

    who i know online. I prefer the online people to the real world people.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 6, 2015

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    I just feel like I don't belong,

    like I'm some weirdo who people go out of their way to avoid. 'Friends' don't seem concerned about me, my family care but probably don't understand what I'm going through. I don't fit in.
    theotherusernamesweretaken theotherusernamesweretaken 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 6, 2015

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    Horribly Alienated

    i feel horribly alienated all the time. i have tried to correct it. i try to make friends. but it is impossible. people don't understand when i talk about it. this alienation is way beyond loneliness. it's horrendous.
    diredepths diredepths 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2010

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    It's extremely hard to try

    and form relationships sometimes. It's hard making friends and when you do, they seem to never really last. This isn't written out of exaggeration- just happens to be the way the things are. And I am aware that this feeling won't always feel like this, but it can be pretty...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 30, 2015

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    Always alone. "Be social,

    keep talking" they say. Well apparently I must be really annoying because I'm inevitably left alone, or blown off entirely. Even in conversation. I'm meeting people and trying to make friends and we don't click and they move on. Ok that's fine. It sucks, but there's a few...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 1 Response May 29, 2015

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    there are people all around me.

    friends I text and tweet and Facebook and go out with. I am hardly ever alone, but I feel so alone. I don't have a single person I feel comfortable just talking to about a bad day. my dad is having his fling with his woman who I can't tell anyone. my mum is always working and I...
    skittlequeen skittlequeen 16-17, F 1 Response May 30, 2015

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    My parents weren't welcome,

    or my brothers, my child was alienated and then he interfered with my friends. He is very subtle and by the time I realize I already lost another battle.
    Elsi3 Elsi3 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 10, 2009

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