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I Feel Totally Alienated

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    Always alone. "Be social,

    keep talking" they say. Well apparently I must be really annoying because I'm inevitably left alone, or blown off entirely. Even in conversation. I'm meeting people and trying to make friends and we don't click and they move on. Ok that's fine. It sucks, but there's a few...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F May 29

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    Horribly Alienated

    i feel horribly alienated all the time. i have tried to correct it. i try to make friends. but it is impossible. people don't understand when i talk about it. this alienation is way beyond loneliness. it's horrendous.
    diredepths diredepths 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2010

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    there are people all around me.

    friends I text and tweet and Facebook and go out with. I am hardly ever alone, but I feel so alone. I don't have a single person I feel comfortable just talking to about a bad day. my dad is having his fling with his woman who I can't tell anyone. my mum is always working and I...
    skittlequeen skittlequeen 16-17, F 1 Response May 30

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 10, 2009

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    It's extremely hard to try

    and form relationships sometimes. It's hard making friends and when you do, they seem to never really last. This isn't written out of exaggeration- just happens to be the way the things are. And I am aware that this feeling won't always feel like this, but it can be pretty...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 30

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    flustered, rattled by stereotypes shaking me to my inner core waiting for tears to appear once more not being able to cry hurts too now I'm feeling sad & blue some have muddied...
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    You would expect me to feel better after five years...but she's my sister and I haven't seen her in five years. Missed her first birthday. I miss her so much.
    Kayla429 Kayla429 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    some nights I lay awake just feeling so lonely. with no one to talk to. makes me feel sad
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    I don't know what it is these days, the rapid advancement of technology or a combination of different things that people all over the world seem so lost, empty and just frustrated...
    harmony226 harmony226 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    At times .. I just can have this other side of me that doesn't sound me. It is just frustrated and fed up and angry a bit. I think I do it to myself actually because I allow my...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    It is like I have been feeling sad and gloomy for so long now. I am not sure what is exactly causing this feeling, I look at my life and I don't see a certain critical problem that...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Oh man have I ****** up. I haven't got my results yet but I know I've failed my exams. Which means that I'm not getting into my college course. Which means I need to get a job...
    GrimMindControl GrimMindControl 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I can't believe how good this is! It is actually the first "good feelings" I truly get to feel and enjoy! I am sure emotional monsters will hit in but I've been happy since...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't even know where to start with this post to be totally honest! I guess i just feel like i don't have an interest in anything anymore & that i don't want to. I think whats...
    flyingblossom flyingblossom 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Well am off a 11 hour night **** ! Am now ready for sleep, am feeling absolutely proud of myself 77 days without a drop of alcohol 😀 and now am getting stronger everyday...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I love making myself suffer in a way I could teach People who hurt me a lesson. I'd either give into their nonsense, or make them hurt me over and over again, until they can...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Totally today need some man hehehe feel free to message me
    nicolairose nicolairose 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I am totally freaked out about Turing 30!!! My marriage is not at its strongest and I can't help but feel lost
    Bk0647 Bk0647 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hey I'm new feel free to talk to me :)
    Billyaldo Billyaldo 26-30, M 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    All my boyfriend wants to do when we have time together is lay around and watch TV. He doesn't get how boring that is and that I don't want to do it every single damn day. We are...
    dance40415 dance40415 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Even though some of my friends have views totally different from mine and some of them have very different beliefs and values, I find that I can still be friends with these people...
    girlfullofenergy girlfullofenergy 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    whew. i am happy that i found this site where i can take loads off of my chest and where there are people like me. i'm just so stuck at this point of life and i'm not getting...
    zeerocks98 zeerocks98 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    It has become a hot topic on EP as to why I say and do a lot of things and it boils down to my marriage. I am bombarded by a dozen replies any time i bring up sex, my marriage...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Between us there are days, years and worse of all, the distance. Well, maybe it's better that way. If we would have lived in the same city then I would have had to sometimes meet u...
    Laraamani Laraamani 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Looking for a confidence boost. Tried downloading Tinder again which was totally stupid lol it's gone now don't worry
    Bowieinwonderland Bowieinwonderland 22-25, F Jul 24

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    Hi, gentlemen. I am 25 and I have prettymuch always been single, but I dated a guy online for 7 months after I graduated from college. I was stupid to think it would ever go...
    sweetbutterflywoman sweetbutterflywoman 22-25, F Jul 23

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    Totally soaking wet! A good hard f*** would be awesome.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 22

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    I usually take long showers and do lots of thinking in them. I also take them in the middle of lazy days and feel totally recharged and ready to do something!
    semviver semviver 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I am so alone it litteraly hurts my body. It's maybe been a year now without any friends outside school. In school I had 1 friend but she didnt want to hang out with me after...
    coupdefoudre coupdefoudre 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    So a couple months ago I started talking to this really nice guy that I thought was cute, we started Dating buy them we just broke up and I'm not sure. But he didn't mean to break...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 15

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    I think it is pretty clear often. It is not that we are totally devoid of common topics, but they are often just that, common. When I was 9 or something I actually stopped calling...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Jul 14

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    People think they are soooo pretty and beauty is in the core of a person. I see profile pictures of women licking their lips, showing their figures, with this deep gazing stair lol...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F Jul 14

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    TOTALLY IGNORED... TOTALLY FORGOTTEN
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    My boyfriend is a Marine and the days he is in the field I feel so lonely because I can't talk to him and my best friend is in a totally different country. I just have to make it...
    smarchy17 smarchy17 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    i feel the same. i feel totally different. i act different and dont think the same as a lot of people sometimes. i just dont feel like im normal. i talk to guys and they are always...
    screechowl83 screechowl83 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I wish I could tell my parents how alienated I feel. I can't keep a relationship and I feel angry inside. I wish I could tell everyone how much they screwed up my life, but if...
    findinghappinessnow findinghappinessnow 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    they started making fun of me in school for being a gentle person, and even more because I'm a boy and the other ones in my class always thought we were supposed to act a certain...
    MusicxxAddicted MusicxxAddicted 22-25, M Jul 12

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    So, it's my uncles birthday party today. We were all drinking and having fun, it was going great. I had my arm on the back of my step cousins chair; he's a male. Older than I. He...
    ElenaLockwood ElenaLockwood 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I don't feel like a woman at all. My Fake Mother treats me like I'm her husband, her man. This woman is not my real Mother. She molests me whilst I have seizures. I never felt...
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