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I Feel Totally Alienated

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 10, 2009

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    Horribly Alienated

    i feel horribly alienated all the time. i have tried to correct it. i try to make friends. but it is impossible. people don't understand when i talk about it. this alienation is way beyond loneliness. it's horrendous.
    diredepths diredepths 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2010

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