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I Feel Totally Alienated

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    Always alone. "Be social,

    keep talking" they say. Well apparently I must be really annoying because I'm inevitably left alone, or blown off entirely. Even in conversation. I'm meeting people and trying to make friends and we don't click and they move on. Ok that's fine. It sucks, but there's a few...
    Twichl Twichl 18-21, F 1 Response May 29

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    except for my kids and maybe 2 other people

    who i know online. I prefer the online people to the real world people.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    I just feel like I don't belong,

    like I'm some weirdo who people go out of their way to avoid. 'Friends' don't seem concerned about me, my family care but probably don't understand what I'm going through. I don't fit in.
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 6

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    It's extremely hard to try

    and form relationships sometimes. It's hard making friends and when you do, they seem to never really last. This isn't written out of exaggeration- just happens to be the way the things are. And I am aware that this feeling won't always feel like this, but it can be pretty...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 30

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    I've lost interest in almost everything.

    Everything feels so disconnected. It also seems there's hardly any empathy left in the world and people are treated as robots for financial profit. It is depressing to have none to relate to as for the majority of mankind it seems that materialism is all in all.
    serenity044 serenity044 26-30, M Aug 6

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    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 10, 2009

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    Horribly Alienated

    i feel horribly alienated all the time. i have tried to correct it. i try to make friends. but it is impossible. people don't understand when i talk about it. this alienation is way beyond loneliness. it's horrendous.
    diredepths diredepths 46-50, F 3 Responses Mar 3, 2010

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    there are people all around me.

    friends I text and tweet and Facebook and go out with. I am hardly ever alone, but I feel so alone. I don't have a single person I feel comfortable just talking to about a bad day. my dad is having his fling with his woman who I can't tell anyone. my mum is always working and I...
    skittlequeen skittlequeen 16-17, F 1 Response May 30

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    I OVER HEARD MOM TALK ON THE PHONE. She said that she is troubled with her health issues (she has cancer) and she wants peace of mind. SHE HATES SEEING ME AROUND AND I 'M THE...
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    I never feel like studying.
    coldboy coldboy 26-30 5 hrs ago

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    I feel girly every day lol
    michelledee89 michelledee89 26-30, T 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Not necessarily a bad thing to feel alone. Alone is when I feel I can collect my thoughts, find my center, and rev up to get pick up the pace once more in the direction where I got...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    **** you feelings....since these three words aren't enough for EP to let me post then maybe I should say it a few more times, **** you feelings, **** you feelings, **** you...
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    i feel really unwanted the online mommy i had gave up on me and now i cant find another mommy i feel so unwanted and it hurts
    JamesB20 JamesB20 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    Tomorrow is my birthday but this is the day that I feel more lonely. Because I have no one even to tell me happy birthday😔
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    Just walk away from a relationship that's eating u up. It explains how I feel about it. I tried to be patient and I just can't wait forever... and it gets so frustrating that we...
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    I totally feel like giving up sometimes, unfortunately, I have to keep going coz giving up isn't an option, no matter how I feel. if I made decisions based on my feelings??? wow...
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