I Feel Totally Hopeless

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    I've never been good at school.

    I'm in college now and it seems as though everyone is so ahead of me. I study and try my hardest but I'm not at the level I thought I'd be at. I feel like there is no hope for me in the world. I can not go to college and work everyday of my life trying to make ends meet with a...
    kuro1234 kuro1234
    22-25, F
    May 8, 2015

    Some days I do I mean I know I'm only 21

    and have a long life ahead of me but boy some days it just seems like I am alone I'll always be alone and nobody will ever love me I feel completely hopeless
    deleted deleted
    Aug 3, 2015

    It's Winter Again And I Can't Be Doing With It

    Where to start...hmmm..well...I have Bipolar Disorder but the older I have got the less I get the highs and the more I get the lows.  Is particulary difficult (understatement) in winter.  Have been suffering depressive episode for about 2 weeks now. I am a mental...
    Springwatch Springwatch
    Oct 7, 2010

    So Lost

    I am a married mother of three. My husband has a good job I am a student and have a temp possition. We r stuck in a crapy house with no lease the landlord always wants to evict us for anything. we have been looking for something more affordable but it isnt happening fast enough...
    jnjmccanna jnjmccanna
    3 Responses Jun 23, 2011

    Today, after weeks of turmoil,

    battling psychically with my mother, looking forward to my boyfriend coming....Him giving me **** that is so below me, for three more days. I thought today would be better but his mother has had her 2 pennith as she is so desparately alone. In the mean time, I sit here...
    Outbornmotor Outbornmotor
    31-35, F
    Apr 12, 2014

    Everything always goes down the slums

    for me. Things I do go unnoticed, 80% of my city hates me, I've never been in a relationship, I'm totally a hopeless person. It's good to have friends, but I still have so many enemies its not even funny. Plus, I only have like 6, maybe 4 now good friends in real life. Better...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 2, 2014

    I Found Hope

    When I was about 6 my dad went insane. For the next 5 years we were tormented by his illness. He often didn't work and many times was in the mental hospital for 6 months at a time. There for we most of the time had no money. Power and phone were cut off, food ran out, and we had...
    unnoticed unnoticed
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 28, 2008

    What does it mean when everything in your life

    seems so pointless? When death seems like the only option and you lie in order to get out of the mental hospital? When the love of your life is in jail facing murder charges and he cannot comfort you like he always does? When you can't even talk to your family and you just want...
    Stillbreathing19 Stillbreathing19
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 2, 2014

    My wife is always taking her children's side on

    everything. When I tell them not to fight or kick at each other I become the bad guy. Then she gives me hell. She never comes to my side of the field. It gets to the point where I lose my cool. My bipolar hijacks my brain and I'm on an autopilot hate fest. I have to leave soon...
    bipolarPeter bipolarPeter
    31-35, M
    May 9, 2015

    No Job

    i am a b.tech final year student and i have no job so i am feeling totally hopeless. can anyone help me.ka
    priyankaurmila priyankaurmila
    Apr 21, 2012

    Film Noir

    Hope does not exist right now.Everything around me feels so dark and fake.According to "Pandora's Box," hope is the last thing that's left when the world has gone to hell.I'm too lost to hope for anything.I'm just going through the motions at this point,just following the yellow...
    KindaCrazy KindaCrazy
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Dec 22, 2010

    So ive been in this "relationship" with this

    one guy for about 2 months, although the last time we legitimately talked was january 16th. He sent me a few texts on valetines day, but I was about to go to bed and it was just small talk. I feel like he just used me for vaentines. Also theres this guy at school that ive liked...
    ilovepie12345 ilovepie12345
    18-21, M
    Feb 23, 2015

    Jobs, Men, And Babies: My Hopeless Tri-fecta

    i just graduated from college less than a month ago. yesterday, i submitted my resume for the 100th time. over the last three months, i have heard back from four companies- all rejections. i realize it is a tough economy, but come on! not even freaking bob evans would hire me and...
    dk007 dk007
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2012

    Hope Is Out There.

    I used to feel like this. Sometimes, I still do.   But its not true. There is hope out there. You just have to see things that you are missing.   There are beautiful people everywhere, fighting the good fight.   Every time it seems like the world is not...
    AnarcistNutter AnarcistNutter
    3 Responses Jan 18, 2009
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