I Feel Unlovable and Worthless

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    Demersus

    I wouldn't say I been depressed all my life. Only since I was 12. When my older brother passed away after fainting and smacking his head on the concrete at my football game. Ever since then I have always been kind of silent and just kept to myself. Really never wanted any friends...
    Dreagan Dreagan
    22-25, M
    1 Response Dec 11, 2012

    Worthless

    I am smart.  I am a hard worker and I love and take care of my son.  My whole life I have had people call me fat or tell me how big I was.  Even my family.  It seems to me that I will always be worthless because of me being big.  No matter how good of a person or how smart I...
    DonovansMom DonovansMom
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2011

    Every Day

    Self hatred is perhaps the worst kind pain that us beings feel To know that you're not good enough kills
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    22-25
    16 Responses Jul 5, 2010

    Worthless!

    Most of the time anymore I feel really worthless. Like I have no place in life or anything worth living for. I always wonder why I was brought into the world to start with.    I also feel like no one loves me who should meaning my family who...
    kthimm1 kthimm1
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 20, 2009

    I Dont See A Point Anymore...

    I've been forced to counseling for depression, not so much selfharm. But I dont even want to go... and my counselor does is talk about stupid things. Honestly, I just get so fed up with my friends drama, I get so depressed at night, I scratched again... I didnt cut though...
    PierceTheGreen PierceTheGreen
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jul 8, 2013

    I have always suffered from mild to moderate

    depression, with flares of severe depression. I come from a great family, I have a PhD, I have a good job (college instructor), I live with my grandmother and help take care of her so I am never "alone." Yet, I feel unlovable most of the time. I just recently read "The Fault in...
    pharmgrad123 pharmgrad123
    36-40, F
    Jan 26, 2014

    I feel like nobody could ever love me,

    because I;m disgusting and wrong all the time. I think about how I could be of value to society, but I realize that I don't actually have any realistic skills to get by.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 27, 2015

    It's been four years

    since my last relationship ended. When we first met we were strictly friends. After two years of emails and getting to know each other, we decided to go on a date. I was so taken with how genuine and chivalrous he was. I told him so! He responded by telling me that he treated...
    Torontonian6942 Torontonian6942
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2014

    Unloved! Uncared About

    I am uncared about and unloved in my life.   I think if I died no one would come to my funeral. My adoptive parents well screw them even. Its a life I don't want to relive any time soon.   I want to be loved. I want to be cared about
    kthimm1 kthimm1
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 26, 2009

    "I don't want to f'ing see your face,

    I'm pissed." Thanks mom, love you too. Kisses and hugs for your excellent parenting skills. You make me feel like I can accomplish just about anything. Maybe downing a glass of bleach?
    feelingsonfleek feelingsonfleek
    16-17, F
    Apr 25, 2015

    When It Comes To Those Outside My Family

    title pretty much sums it up. not in the mood to put details, maybe later
    dooWUttChAlyk14 dooWUttChAlyk14
    18-21, F
    Sep 9, 2010

    I'm Worthless.

    I feel like a fake diamond that made it's way into the rough. I want people to notice how I am good at things, and that I can be beautiful. That I have feelings and emotions. But competition has turned me into a monster. Wasn't life supposed to be survival of the fittest? I...
    shari4minipigz shari4minipigz
    16-17
    Sep 13, 2012
    chippylovemrchips chippylovemrchips
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 30, 2014

    Lost

    I am not good at writing, but I will try to make it understandable.   I lost my father when I was 8, When he did not come home and I was told he never would, I wanted to die and go with him.  My first marriage was insane.. I was married to him for ten years.he was in the navy...
    karidavis21 karidavis21
    41-45
    Dec 28, 2011

    I'd Even Prefer Being Second Best...

    It seems like, in almost every aspect of my life, I'm the third wheel, the extra, the back-up, you name any other synonym for ******* worthless waste of space. Some of my friends will tell me, right after they invite me to go somewhere, "haha. Oh, I tryed calling so-&-so...
    Arishfem Arishfem
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2009

    **** people man! I sit here & I try

    and try to show you that I care but you are just so ******* stubborn to realize it.. why is it, I can ALWAYS be here for someone else, but when I need somone no ones around to be found? You ask me not to do anything stupid.. & when I try not to & try to talk about it no one...
    SkinnImIn SkinnImIn
    18-21, F
    Sep 14, 2014

    that's how it seems to me.

    I try to reach out and connect with others, but it just seems that I am not as important or as deserving as the rest. I have tried to fit in and have the things that others take for granted. But it always seems that i can't reach it. I am always like that bum on the street...
    SpikeM SpikeM
    31-35, M
    1 Response Nov 5, 2015

    Feeling Worthless..

     I had a girlfriend..Some time ago..After spending months on gaining her trust..Building up a a good relationship and nearly going insane from how much I wanted her, I got a girlfriend. And now that girlfriend is my ex-girlfriend, yeah, it happens alot, doesn't it? I gave...
    SolarDjango SolarDjango
    16-17, M
    4 Responses Dec 25, 2008

    I Wish I Was Anyone Else

     Anyone at all.... I know that everyone out there is better than me, happier probably. Nobody really likes me, and nobody will love me except my family. There must be something horribly wrong with me. The only reason people talk about me is to joke about me. I must...
    annabeginsagain annabeginsagain
    16-17
    3 Responses Apr 8, 2009

    Stuck But Scared to Try to Move

    I feel like such a loser.  How do you have both of your parents growin up, both of who loves you and thinks your great, a husband and 2 beautiful boys but still feel worthless.  My husband of 4 1/2 years just recently told me he really doesn't love me and I'm absolutely...
    JusWaitin JusWaitin
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 18, 2009

    My mother treats me as

    though I'm expendable...I do everything I can for her ...mowing her yard and all her chores... But she acts like I'm the lowest form of life...I thought your mother is supposed to ******* love you
    Mls1954 Mls1954
    26-30, F
    Aug 29, 2014

    Worth Nothing At All

    as a child I had 4 sisters and 2 brothers and iam the youngest of them all my whole life it seamed like they didn't want anything to do with me and all the kids at school and my brothers and sisters called me retarted ,stupid ,ugly even my dad called me those names and it...
    milkman456961 milkman456961
    36-40
    1 Response Jul 8, 2013

    Ever since I can remember,

    my dad has never really treated me the way you would think a father should treat his child. He would always point out my flaws, tell me I was doing everything wrong and that no one would ever want me. I heard these things ever since I was little. Then, when I was about 9, my dad...
    theskysharbor theskysharbor
    18-21, F
    Apr 15

    Wish I Were Someone Else At Times

    i wish I knew what makes me so unworthy of others love, I will write more when i feel less like my brean is mush
    sweetstacey sweetstacey
    26-30, F
    Aug 2, 2008

    I had thought I had found the person I was

    supposed to spend my life with - as corny as that sounds - but it's true. I had never opened up to anyone the way I did with him and he made me trust him more then I have ever trusted before. Struggling with severe depression and anxiety most of my life, often makes me think the...
    jjaylee jjaylee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 29, 2015

    I Wish I Was Anyone Else

     Anyone at all.... I know that everyone out there is better than me, happier probably. Nobody really likes me, and nobody will love me except my family. There must be something horribly wrong with me. The only reason people talk about me is to joke about me. I must...
    annabeginsagain annabeginsagain
    16-17
    1 Response Apr 8, 2009

    Don't Be A Coot Cat Like Cool Mcraff!

    "I like showing my tail to fish!" "Imma fish! cookies and milk gerlinanine! THAT TAIL!" "Heyyyyyyy!" I don...................................................... Do things you like doing and don't do things you don't like doing. Eat chocolate cake If you don't have money Steal...
    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn
    18-21, M
    Nov 4, 2013

    I Have Always Felt Worthless And Unlovable.

    All my life I have hated myself and felt that I was not worthy of love or being cared for. I feel different from other people, set apart in some way, that while everyone else is allowed to have feelings and to want love and care, I am not supposed to. People see me as strong, but...
    Fran54 Fran54
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Apr 7, 2012

    Am I Throwing A Pity Party? Or Am I Depressed?

    I feel worthless most of the time. I even feel like an idiot, for feeling worthless. Honestly, I seldom ever acknowledge how difficult most of my life really has been. I have suffered through rape, neglect, verbal and physical abuse, drug addictions by myself and by parents...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme
    22-25, F
    Sep 28, 2013

    I Wanna Tell You How I Am Feeling

    atm i feel i unloved, worthless, and a completely alone . . . . . no one loves me i havent felt wanted in so long i have forgotton what it feels like ,,, i want to cry and scream ... hit things !!!!! why cant anyone love me, i dont want one night stands like the guys my age, i...
    daydreamer25 daydreamer25
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 1, 2010

    All My Life!!

    as the title to this story says, i have felt this way all my life!! i always beat myself up about it, cos i dont know why i always feel this way, and its ruining my life, im ruining my life, by not knowing how to deal with these thoughts of being unlovable and worthless!! i hate...
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    36-40, M
    18 Responses Sep 10, 2010

    He just completely blew me off.

    Told me to leave. I feel like the most worthless thing on this planet right now. He's never done this before. I am so heartbroken, I don't know what to do, please somebody talk to me.
    ShadowyCheshire ShadowyCheshire
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 19, 2014

    Is it too much to ask

    for someone to give a **** about me and my feelings? Why does everyone choose the moment when I'm about to break to walk all over my feelings and then kick me while I'm down?? Why do those who supposedly love us the most also hurt us the most??
    Mls1954 Mls1954
    26-30, F
    Sep 11, 2014

    I Wish I Was Anyone Else

     Anyone at all.... I know that everyone out there is better than me, happier probably. Nobody really likes me, and nobody will love me except my family. There must be something horribly wrong with me. The only reason people talk about me is to joke about me. I must...
    annabeginsagain annabeginsagain
    16-17
    6 Responses Apr 8, 2009

    at my house, nobody really gets along,

    my day consists of getting insulted, and made fun of. im never aloud to share my opinion and i get shut down alot by family. i feel like nobody cares about me. my dad (step dad) likes to voice his opinion about everything and so do i, and we never have the same opinion. so it...
    alyssapenn32 alyssapenn32
    16-17, F
    Apr 11

    Have Always Felt If I Fall In Love With A Person

    they die and there is nothing i can do to help it i lost my wife at age 19 i lost my 2nd love at age 19 i guess i am lucky to be alive but many times i wish i had of joined the other 13 inthe same plane when we got shot down viet nam and been killed from the names we were...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Apr 10, 2012

    Unlovable

    There is not one reason for anyone to love me. I'm not nice, in fact I'm rather mean. I'm not pretty, in fact I'm rather ugly. I'm not funny, in fact I'm rather boring. I can't see any reason for some one to love me. I guess that is why no one does. The fact that people openly...
    suffocating suffocating
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Oct 13, 2010

    I Wish I Was Anyone Else

      Anyone at all.... I know that everyone out there is better than me, happier probably. Nobody really likes me, and nobody will love me except my family. There must be something horribly wrong with me. The only reason people talk about me is to joke about me. I...
    annabeginsagain annabeginsagain
    16-17
    1 Response Apr 8, 2009

    So I've been sleeping with a friend of mine

    and I've started to gain feelings for him (of course right?) but I really don't want these feelings. We are just friends and I don't want to be in a relationship with him because I dont want to ruin what we have, but I just feel so worthless because he isn't emotionally attached...
    lukesdeadpenguin lukesdeadpenguin
    18-21, F
    May 6, 2015
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