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I Feel Unloved All the Time

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 121 People

    I Have No One

    I was in an abusive marriage for 20 years, took 18 months to get a divorce, worked 2 jobs to support kids, met someone and have been with him for 15 years. My daughter doesn't like him, so she treets me like dirt, my son got married, his wife hates me, I have 2 grandsons by my...
    db2012 db2012 51-55 Aug 19, 2012

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    Well, Mostly......

    Not all the time but often. I guess right now, I feel very disillusioned with life. Despite being there for others throughout my life and trying to be a good and kind person, I can't help thinking that it hasn't got me far. Right now, I have little to not support in my life and...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 1 Response May 22, 2012

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    Unworthy ???

    am worth no ones time or energy deemed unworthy of a simple hug anything that passes for affection even in friendship  unworthy of a conversation even a kind word remembrance consideration- no nothing that is not born of obligation dirty looks abound, scorn ridicule...
    tulick tulick 31-35, F 22 Responses Aug 5, 2008

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    I Do

    Ok,maybe not all the time but 99% of the time i do and i cant remember the last time someone said that they loved me.
    frostbittensoul frostbittensoul 41-45, M 7 Responses May 31, 2010

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    Stupid Jerk.

    Has no appreciation for anything.  He makes me cut his hair.  I accidentally cut my finger and am bleeding all over the place and the only thing he cares about is his hair.  He gets mad at me and takes the scissors away in a huff.  I wish I could stab him.  He doesn't love...
    katnipkitkat katnipkitkat 41-45, F Jul 25, 2011

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    My Unknown Life

    I look around and all I see is people that's perfect;while I'm unloved because I'm ugly. People don't just tell me,a voice in my head say it all the time because of the **** UP SH** I HAVE TO DEAL WITH. Almost ever day I see the 4 of my 5 ex's when I'm in or out of school. Its...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 23, 2013

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    In Love and Unloved

    I am madly in love with a man who seems to constantly underappreciate me. It seems i do anything and everything to make him happy but if i ask him for just one thing he makes a big issue out of it even though I hardly ever ask for anything.  It's starting to...
    bushbaby911 bushbaby911 18-21, F May 21, 2008

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    Hello everyone, today I think it is telling a

    story to some, it is only my feelings. I'm an ugly person that lasts as long silence, I am of those who by everything and nothing gets the blame. Life is unfair for those who think it is! Invsivel I look like a person that nobody notices talks or looks, I'm ignored by those...
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl 18-21, F Jul 14

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    Im Unloved

    I know this because its true It`s not because of you It`s from the people that hate me Call me ugly, nasty, and rude But i know one thing That`s absolutely true No matter how much people call me names, I now you would never call me names And i know i would never say them...
    GummiTreats GummiTreats 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    I feel unloved all the time.

    I feel like everyone's just with me so I don't feel alone but I think that deep down inside their hearts, they don't love me. I feel like my parents don't love me anymore as much as they did when I was 11. They eat breakfast without me, don't wake me up for school, never say...
    Dinden123 Dinden123 18-21, F Jan 24

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    The Love I Missed Out On

    It's so sad to think about this.  But my parents never gave me words of comfort when I was stressed.  This left me feeling very unloved.    All I wanted was for them to look at me in a caring way...But they never did. Then I got my very first hug, from...
    angelluv01 angelluv01 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 18, 2008

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    Not All the Time But Basically

    I think it's true, nobody has ever loved me. Liked maybe, but loved not. I live with it. I live well with myself. Only sometimes I need one who really loves me. You know, these evenings when all is without an end. I've been so much unloved, objectively, that if one loves me now...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 2, 2008

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    😞

    I grew up in a broken home. My mother never said the word I love you. I never even hugged my mother. I don't even love my family because I don't know what live is. I was abused by her and I hold grudges. I try my best to get along with her but nothing seems to ever work. We have...
    darkskinnedVegan darkskinnedVegan 22-25, F Aug 19, 2013

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    I hate that I'm always the one left out, of things. Ever since I moved and lost all my friends, I've been left out of everything. High school sucked, I tried to get to know ppl...
    Inasda Inasda 18-21, M Oct 21

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    It's because I'm greedy when it comes to love. Everything seems to be a competition that I'll always lose. I know it's childish to demand so much from others and view everything...
    SwanNual SwanNual 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 20

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    I was raped. I have had a lot of traumatic events in my life. I don't even know how I have made it through my life to today. Most recently, Two years ago I was raped by a guy in...
    raspberrycola raspberrycola 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    I've almost wrote to this experience a million times, but always ended up leaving it blank. But I feel like I'm alone and I'm suffocating. I was molested when I was 7. Odd as it...
    NotFirstNotLast NotFirstNotLast 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 21

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    I am slowly coming to terms with being raped and the brutality of the incident. I can't talk about it with just anyone after that last time a friend I hadn't seen in 10 years...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 4 Responses Oct 18

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    This is a poem I have written about my experience of betrayal by someone close to me. I hope it helps someone else trying to come to terms with fighting "The Monster" all of us...
    purplemessenger purplemessenger 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    -Sigh- I always get blamed for everything im just sick and tired of it I just accept the fact that everything is my fault I just cant be bothered anymore his been ruining my day...
    heeeeey heeeeey 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    Damn this is emo and creepy
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F Oct 21

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    presently i am painfully nauseated . that choked into just forever dealing with my very true unworthiness to the most favorite person i have ever ever had. ***gsw sinks SOBBING...
    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F 1 day ago

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    I was raped. I have terrible nightmares of my attack. I hate the men who violated me! I wish they were dead!
    angkath80 angkath80 31-35, F 9 Responses Oct 1

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    I am so depressed right now there is no one to hear me out
    alwaysmeforever alwaysmeforever 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 6

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    No one would even notice if I'd be gone.
    BlaBla01 BlaBla01 16-17, F a week ago

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    in no particular order : 1. Prisoners 2. Schindler's list 3. The Boy in The ******** Pyjamas 4. Disconnect 5. Mary and Max tied with Good Will Hunting
    wantedairsh wantedairsh 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    1. blues brothers 2. Blues brothers 2000 3. Jane Eyre 4. Dracula 1992 5. Black swan
    90slove 90slove 18-21, F Oct 5

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    So what's your fav song? And what's your least fav song?
    Zay15 Zay15 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    Am I like the only person my age that looooooovvvvveeeeeszzzzz these guys?
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Oct 12

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    Real fans will understand my username
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Oct 12

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    i been with my baby's father for four yrs some times i feel unloved and unwanted by him he says he loves me and still wants to b with me but i dont see it ..yet nevertheless feel...
    margaritamuniz margaritamuniz 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 21

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    Mine is an arranged marriage even now I feel unloved uncared , I did a stupid thing by doing an arranged marriage . This family I married to took Half my money too . The guy I got...
    lostalready lostalready 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My emotions are probably the craziest thing about me and I feel about everyone's who's close to me because they are the ones who have to put up with it. I can change emotions...
    differrentt differrentt 13-15, F Oct 12

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    My heart beats heavy to the sound of this rhythm from the instrumental song, I feel utterly hurt and bitter. I want to cry but I feel like masking it off in anger and feeling upset...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Feel guilty all the time for not having a job. I am disabled, but that should not be an excuse. My rent was increased by 60 dollars. I got scared of being poor, so I applied for...
    confessing confessing 46-50, F Oct 10

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    I often feel so tired I don't do what I enjoy. I like listening to music and watching movies. But I haven't listened to music in a few days. It is hard because when I feel tired...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm hurt & feeling down all the time. I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside. I just want someone to hold me... I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me. If no one cares...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    Numbness is something I feel most of the time. I don't feel anything at all then I start to ask myself.. .. Are you dead or alive? I don't know. I know I'm alive but I feel dead...
    PureLies PureLies 13-15, F Oct 17

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    Honestly, I feel worthless. My existence is futile. I don't see what someone like me could possibly contribute to this world... My life is a waste. I am a waste... I rarely feel...
    Meloryne Meloryne 16-17, F Oct 22

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    Last night, quietly, he walked through my mind As I lay searching for sleep. His soft hand reached out, he whispered my name As he brushed a tear from my cheek. And then those...
    Raicel Raicel 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I feel lost at times like im not sure what to do anymore. I can be around all my frineds and famaly but ill still feel alone. Ive tried talking to people and it seems like it...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am a lifelong asthmatic. Originally it was triggered by allergies. As a child, I developed allergies to animal dander, dust, mold, and various types of pollens. Medicines and...
    rareairbreathn rareairbreathn 41-45, M Oct 3

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    The feels tho. One too many feels, other times no feels at all. Then that thing where too many feels at once? That too. Feeling the feels right in the feels. I don't make sense...
    Dewms Dewms 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm afraid of what I'm feeling.. My parents aren breaking up and i'm feeling lost.. No home.. And then i made a friend, a man friend, and i want to talk to him all time, but i'm...
    beatrizc beatrizc 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    Haven't posted on here for a while, so here goes. I workout in spandex, but I think I need more motivation. I'd like to have a spandex clad personal trainer with me at all times...
    mrmassive1990 mrmassive1990 22-25 Oct 16

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    Back in June I found out I was about 4 weeks pregnant. immediately I phoned my boyfriend (of 11 months) , told him I was pregnant. he said 'oh, we'll have to talk about this when I...
    hannahruby56 hannahruby56 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wish that it remained a muted background emotion like it is supposed to. But now it has changed in to this entity that looms over me at all times with its claws sinking deeper...
    pretender2687 pretender2687 26-30, M Oct 2

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    Love vs doubts... My love to you have won over any doubts I might have had at times... You have taken me and my heart belongs to you... Youre in my heart at all times, even when we...
    EnchantingDream EnchantingDream 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 15

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