I Feel Unloved All the Time

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    I feel unloved all the time.

    I feel like everyone's just with me so I don't feel alone but I think that deep down inside their hearts, they don't love me. I feel like my parents don't love me anymore as much as they did when I was 11. They eat breakfast without me, don't wake me up for school, never say...
    Dinden123 Dinden123
    18-21, F
    Jan 24, 2014

    In Love and Unloved

    I am madly in love with a man who seems to constantly underappreciate me. It seems i do anything and everything to make him happy but if i ask him for just one thing he makes a big issue out of it even though I hardly ever ask for anything.  It's starting to...
    bushbaby911 bushbaby911
    18-21, F
    May 21, 2008

    Not All the Time But Basically

    I think it's true, nobody has ever loved me. Liked maybe, but loved not. I live with it. I live well with myself. Only sometimes I need one who really loves me. You know, these evenings when all is without an end. I've been so much unloved, objectively, that if one loves me now...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 2, 2008

    I Do

    Ok,maybe not all the time but 99% of the time i do and i cant remember the last time someone said that they loved me.
    frostbittensoul frostbittensoul
    41-45, M
    6 Responses May 31, 2010

    I think I can never achieved a relationship in

    this lifetime that is equal in both ways. I've dealt with unrequited love so much and it's not that I feel tired of waiting, searching, and ending up right back where I started. Hope is a powerful thing, it's a double edge sword that cuts you, makes you bleed but ends up...
    Efoile Efoile
    22-25, M
    Dec 13, 2014

    The Love I Missed Out On

    It's so sad to think about this.  But my parents never gave me words of comfort when I was stressed.  This left me feeling very unloved.    All I wanted was for them to look at me in a caring way...But they never did. Then I got my very first hug, from...
    angelluv01 angelluv01
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jun 18, 2008

    Well, Mostly......

    Not all the time but often. I guess right now, I feel very disillusioned with life. Despite being there for others throughout my life and trying to be a good and kind person, I can't help thinking that it hasn't got me far. Right now, I have little to not support in my life and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    May 22, 2012

    Hello everyone, today I think it is telling a

    story to some, it is only my feelings. I'm an ugly person that lasts as long silence, I am of those who by everything and nothing gets the blame. Life is unfair for those who think it is! Invsivel I look like a person that nobody notices talks or looks, I'm ignored by those...
    lovingCuteSmartGirl lovingCuteSmartGirl
    18-21, F
    Jul 14, 2014

    Stupid Jerk.

    Has no appreciation for anything.  He makes me cut his hair.  I accidentally cut my finger and am bleeding all over the place and the only thing he cares about is his hair.  He gets mad at me and takes the scissors away in a huff.  I wish I could stab him.  He doesn't love...
    katnipkitkat katnipkitkat
    41-45, F
    Jul 25, 2011

    Unworthy ???

    am worth no ones time or energy deemed unworthy of a simple hug anything that passes for affection even in friendship  unworthy of a conversation even a kind word remembrance consideration- no nothing that is not born of obligation dirty looks abound, scorn ridicule...
    tulick tulick
    31-35, F
    22 Responses Aug 5, 2008

    Im Unloved

    I know this because its true It`s not because of you It`s from the people that hate me Call me ugly, nasty, and rude But i know one thing That`s absolutely true No matter how much people call me names, I now you would never call me names And i know i would never say them...
    GummiTreats GummiTreats
    13-15, F
    Sep 25, 2012

    I Have No One

    I was in an abusive marriage for 20 years, took 18 months to get a divorce, worked 2 jobs to support kids, met someone and have been with him for 15 years. My daughter doesn't like him, so she treets me like dirt, my son got married, his wife hates me, I have 2 grandsons by my...
    db2012 db2012
    51-55
    Aug 19, 2012

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