I Feel Unwanted

It is not a happy experience but, recently, I have felt this a lot. The sense that, whatever you do or say counts for little or nothing. Still, I am in good company. Although this was not intended as a religious treatise, read the...

In my life , I have this kind of belief between my parents and me . A belief where , I , an unwanted child , an unloved daughter , that she has delivered yet she has to raise me up because their wishes didn't come true to have a son...

As i always feel alone
I went to my safe zone
With no one to bother me
With no one to see me

When I'm here, i feel free
feel the breeze of the sea
a wonderland made for me
Surrounded by an oak tree

This place is not ordinary
but it is...

Feelings of hopeless-ness:
I always feel like the "outcast". I have never really been "understood" or accepted among my peers. I love to dance but for many years I was held back because I never felt good enough, or skinny enough or...

Why would everyone always eventually leave me if I wasn't
I am always left no one ever stays with me just recently I was left by my friends that I have...had lunch with they just left the table we...I sit at
Then I went to a different...

I have always tried to make friends, and have never been successful. I'm never invited anywhere. Any friends I have ever made used me. And the few friends I do have that have stuck around I barely see. The only social life I have is...

I'm so lonely Lord, why have you put this curse on me. I get good grades, I have good looks, I try to do my best. But, Why Lord, Why, have you put this love-sadness / loneliness curse on pore 17year old me.. I know I have all my life to...

It's hard looking in the mirror and not wanting yourself but at the same time not expecting the same thing from everybody else.
Apart of me says "you might as well give up on the world because there's nobody who understands you" but I...

For nearly 8 years, I've been going to college. Out of those nearly 8 full years, I can only recall just a handful of people that have become my friends. And these friends do not talk to me, approach me, or go out for lunch on a daily...

I am almost 16 years old and for some reason as soon as I get close to someone, I push them away. Lately I feel like nobody wants to talk to me anymore. I have been self-harming for the past few years but its never really been anything...

I truely feel unwanted. I found out I'm pregnant and my boyfriend broke u with me. He suffers from alchole abuse that was the excuse I've always told myself. But now its going on a month he has know andim 3 months . My mother told me...

I know in my head there are people who want me, but I dont feel it....
There are a few people who I know for absolute certain that they want me. I know that these three people do. Occasionally I feel it with them. Everyone else I just...

I know the feeling all too well. I wake up some days and push myself to get out of bed. Get in my car and drive to work. Thought that enters my mind is maybe this is the day that my tire blows out on the freeway and my car goes out...

There has been many times during my marriage of 3yrs that I have felt unwanted. Tonight beats all of those nights. The hubby has one of his friends over and they're drinking so I guess his "true feelings" are easier to express. We've...

I am 41 and some days I am ok and other days I am not ok. There were so many love stories and I felt excluded. Unwanted. Unadored. It brings me down. Men don't really look at me either and if they did, I didn't noticed them. I am ok...

I heard a comment today. "To be succesful, we must conform". The person who said it was actualy talking about buisness, but I thought, it really applies in life too. If we're different, in some noticable way, be that...

they want you at first, least that's what they say
but when you need them the most thats when they go away

I had friends once so I thought then when I got sick a lot
they don't even call any more.

Most everyone I try and talk to ignores me. They don't hear me, sometimes they don't even see me.  My boyfriend for the most part, he listens and hears me, but he has his moments as well.  My parents barely ever hear me.  I feel so...

Even here on EP I feel unwanted. Rejected. Most stories I write go without a reply. And when there is, it's just the same old tired cliches, that just make me feel even more isolated, rejected, humiliated, alone. I've tried real-life...