I Feel Very Conflicted

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    Fighting Within Myself Is No Fun

    I'm just hurting so god damn bad. A part of me is like drink, cut, ******* off yourself all together. then the logical side of me is like well... you're an idiot for thinking that you're 22 stop it. I'm hurting. I've had two people abandon me on here and I ******* trusted...
    Greeneyedandcurious Greeneyedandcurious
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 27, 2012

    I was sitting in a tree at the park a few hours

    ago. It was dark; and slowly it started to rain. I couldn't move. I was deep in thought. Captivated by so many feelings and emotions that if I left, I would have lost my train of thought. Or, rather, derailed it, killing the passengers inside. I know who I am; I know where I've...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 28, 2015

    I'm stuck between wanting to say go ****

    yourself and I miss you and would love to go back to how we were and it really sucks
    everythingelseistaken2 everythingelseistaken2
    18-21, M
    Oct 14, 2014

    So me and my boyfriend have been dating

    for 9 months now and I love him very much as he loves me a lot too. I get to see him about 2 times a week, since I'm still in school and he's graduated already. I don't have any friends I can hang out with in person and it seems like he's the only person I hang out with, and...
    xxlunawolfxx xxlunawolfxx
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 16, 2014

    I love being young. With each generation comes

    new ideas. Rebellions that change an oncoming era for the better. More accepting thoughts. More tolerance towards other religion. More voices to be heard. More enlightened morals. More opportunities to fix the issues that the planet suffers from. Advancement in technology and...
    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    To start off, I feel immensely happy

    because somehow, I'm speaking with someone who could be just for me and everything is going swimmingly. Even though I don't take looks into account, he is quite the looker with model-level attractiveness, however, he's really intelligent, funny, insightful, caring, loving, and...
    jamie1292 jamie1292
    26-30, M
    Oct 19, 2014
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